Author's Note: So everyone needs to be super excited because Contro is going to be in this chapter and shes a real cool bean! and thats all i have to say about this chapter ;)

Chapter 6? Chapter 6!

The World is Ugly, But You're Beautiful To Me

Ghoul finally woke up and took over driving so I shut my eyes and thought about just how I was going to get revenge on BLI. I could tie them up and leave them somewhere dangerous! That'd be so much fun, but where would I get rope? And the most dangerous spot I knew of was alone with me and my new gun, but that would be pure murder and even though BLI was as corrupted as it was, there would be no way I could forgive myself for killing any member. I mean someone out their loved them, right? If I killed any one of them and they had had family or friends or a sister, i would be just as bad as them and if i ever got to that point i would demand a bullet through my head.

Right now, all that I wanted was revenge, sweet revenge. I rolled over and dreamed about all the things i couldn't do in real life.

I woke up to a blue-haired girl poking my head and muttering something about people taking almost everything from me, strange. We would get along very well.

"Look alive, sunshine!" she sang, "HEY GUYS! SHE'S AWAKE! Oh how rude of me, you have absolutely no idea who I am, if I were you I would think I was a total pedophile! Anyways my name is Controversial Mayhem, but you can call me Contro! Ghoul has told me all about you! From what I hear you're a pretty cool bean!"

"Um. I'm Insubordinate Sedative and call me whatever you want." I said

"Hmmm. Can I call you Sub?" she asked.

"Nah. That's weird. It sounds too much like a sandwich!" I joked

"SANDWICHES! Man, I could go for one! I heard you gut us groceries and lots of coffee and for that you gained my eternal love! And I think I am going to call you Sed, then!

"That's great. Oh and what did Ghoul tell you?" I asked

"Oh. Nothing bad! Ghouls not one to gossip, but he can be a total diva sometimes! But trust me there is a bigger sass master in this house! But Party Poison is out at the moment!" she announced and we both roared with laughter.

"Well I though you guys would hit it off, but I have to say that was fast. Contro, what did you tell her?" Ghoul said

"Pshh. Nothing." Contro mumbled, and I laughed at Ghoul being a diva!

"Well, Sedative. This is Kobra Kid," said Ghoul and he motioned to an awkward blonde haired boy standing not too far behind him.

"Hi, Sedative." He mumbled.

Contro gave a disapproving look as to say Stop being so awkward Kobra. That made me laugh, so like a freak I snorted, "Hey. Kobra, Nice to meet you!"

And at that Contro started cracking up too and poor Kobra just looked confused.

"So, Sedative it turns out I was right about Jet Star and Party Poison coming to get me, they set out two days ago, but there's a problem. I'm not there anymore! I feel like a piece of shit because they went all the way out there for nothing!"

"I'm sure it's not for nothing. They wouldn't waste a trip to Battery City! They'll probably come back with more guns and some news." Contro said

Ghoul still looked concerned.

"Let's go inside." I said. I was curious of how a killjoy would live. It was a cute little place, not a lot of space, but they seemed to make it work.

Contro offered to give me a tour and I gladly accepted. She showed me her and Kobra's room, so they WERE together, Party's room, Jet's room, and Ghoul's room where, if Ghoul would let me I would be sleeping.

"Hey Ghoul. Come here!" I said.

"Yeah?" He asked

"Is this where I'm sleeping?" I asked

"Yeah, unless you're uncomfortable with it. I know we've been kinda forced to share sleeping quarters lately," he mumbled. It was cute how he was avoiding saying 'sleeping together'.

I took his face in my hands and blushing a bright red he looked at me as I said, "Would you think less of me if I said I want us to share a bed?" and I winked at him.

He raised his eyebrows and put his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him. He kissed me soft and slow and it felt better than every good thing I had ever known. It felt like being kissed for the first time, heck, with my memory the way it was it just might've been. I grabbed him close and reached for his shirt, I was so ready for this, but he caught me by surprise when he pulled away and said, "Girl, do you see a ring on this finger? I don't think so!"

I blushed redder than Party's hair and we laughed till we were out of breath and we ran up to the roof just to turn right back around because it was already occupied by a certain awkward boy and a certain crazy blue haired girl. They were horrified when we saw them, but lucky for us both, all clothes were on!

Ghoul and I went out to the front lawn and lay there looking at the stars like every cheesy romance movie you've ever seen.

He inched closer towards me and threw his arm around me. When it got quieter he announced, "Sedative. I like you. A lot. I just thought you should know."

I looked at him and smiled and responded, "Ghoul, I like you a lot too!"