Title: Permission Ch 11
Main characters:Logan Mitchell, James Diamond
Side characters: (Everyone who has appeared and been mentioned)
Warning: Slash Jagan, mentioned of sex but nothing that a K+ can't take (I guess?)
Summary: The end of the story.
A/N: There, a new chapter! A happy chapter! xD
Replies for those reviews on which I can't click 'Reply' button:
MissMaslowHenderson: Sorry Im just tooo exited to log in! THIS WAS AMAZING I WAD LIKE YEASHHH JAMES POV! Awwww thats WAS SOO CUTE WHen THEY WERE SINGING NOTHIN EVEN MATTER! (i loove that song) mostly because it was from that episode BigTimePromKings when logan is prom king and james is his queen omg THAT IS MY FAV EPISODE! Anywhoo GIRl THESE CHAPTERS KEEP GETTING BETTER AND BETTER! ^0^ They are actually FANSTASIC! I LOVE THIS SOO MUCH! ^0^ And im srry a I know I havent been reviewing but TRUST MEH for niw on imma review every chapter! :D okay whooo that was great! I CANT WAIT FOR MOREEEE! I LOVE IT! °0°
Fanmin: I like James's POV better too! I thought that's because I like James more, hahaha~ And 'Nothing Even Matters' is my second fav. My first is 'This is Our Someday', which I put here too ^^ BT Prom King is like an episode dedicated to all Jagan lovers! xDDDD I'm very happy that you think it's getting better! And, uh, now I think I sound so greedy over reviews Dx Can't help it. I'm going to wait for your review in this chapter! Thanks for reading and reviewing~!
AureaSE: Woow yes! yes! Finally they are together yay But what is it that they are feeling? Update please:)
Fanmin: This chapter will answer your question ^^ Here's the update, thanks for reading and reviewing! xDDD
"I got it!"
Emily Frederick lifted the bouquet of flowers she just caught high and jumped in excitement. "Doesn't this mean I'll be the next?" Everyone else smiled as she skipped towards her fiancé. "We'll be next!"
"Really? I haven't even thought of proposing you." Her fiancé, Kendall Knight, smirked as he held her close.
"You're going to do it sooner or later anyway." Emily replied, equally cocky.
From afar, Carlos Garcia shook his head, chuckling at the sight of Kendall and Emily competing at words. "What a stupid couple. They're twenty eights and they don't realize it."
"Yeah. Years ago I wouldn't guess that Kendall will be the last to mature. And you to be the first." Jennifer agreed. The other two Jennifers nodded in agreement too. They were there too with them, as they came here alone, not bringing their actor and singer husbands along.
"I bet if we somehow could go back to the past and told our old selves who was with whom now, everyone was going to pass out," Camille and Steve joined the four, bringing their two-year-old daughter. Ronald, who was eating his ice cream in boredom, took interest at the baby girl and began making faces, earning giggles from her.
"Very true. I would faint, knowing how much I hated Carlos back then."
"And I would faint too, in disbelief, that I get to marry a Jennifer." Carlos added.
Curly haired Jennifer chuckled, "And the beautiful bride over there would faint too, knowing the handsome groom beside him used to look. He was chubby but... well, she wouldn't think she was going to marry him, right?"
"Kendall would faint knowing that he would break up with Jo," Steve also added.
"So everyone's going to faint. Alright. Except for that lovey-dovey couple currently in the cruise," Carlos snickered, remembering his other two best friends. "I bet they're busy making out right now. I can't believe they refused to come to Katie's wedding!"
"Carlos! They're on honeymoon, remember? It's Katie and Tyler's fault for getting married right just two weeks after James and Logan did! I can't believe the two instead. They've been arranging for their marriage but they didn't tell anyone!" Camille protested.
"Yeah, still... Look, everyone is here. Guitar Dude and that Piano Lady wife of his; Jett and...oh, I thought he was gonna bring a llama, hahaha, isn't she a celebrity? Jo and Troy are here too. And, oh my God, is that Mr. Bitters?" Carlos pointed at one direction, the others' eyes following.
"It's really him. Oh my, his hair's all white," the brunette Jennifer exclaimed.
"He's talking to Buddha Bob, right? He doesn't change much," Steve commented.
"Even Mrs. Collins comes. It should have been a perfect Palm Woods reunion! Too bad, other than those two, Gustavo and Kelly can't either," Carlos sighed.
"Hey at least they came when James and Logan got married. Only a few people came into their wedding. I feel bad for them," the blonde Jennifer now disagreed with his husband. "Why is it you who feel sad? Katie herself is okay when James said they wouldn't come."
"Well, I feel sad that it can never be perfect a reunion. When we got married, Logan wasn't there."
"It doesn't matter, Honey. You know Logan would have come if only... if only."
"Well, let's just hope when Kendall and Emily got married, everyone could attend."
The six of them nodded at the same hope. They couldn't wait for the last single person among them to finally get married with the psychiatrist he had grown to love very dearly in the last two years.
James was resting on the headboard of the bed, while Logan was sitting on his lap. They both were very comfortable in their position, enjoying the afterglow. James's hands were cupping his husband's face, eyes staring into the depth of the man's eyes, making sure the latter know how much he loved him. However, the peaceful silence finally was broken by Logan's sigh.
"I still think we should go back. It's Katie, out of all others, we are ones of those who must come, James..."
"Logan, why do you think, she arranged the date of their marriage today? Katie is smart, you know? Of course she knows by today, we'll be in honeymoon. She doesn't want us there. At least me there."
Logan rolled over and tucked himself under the blanket. James quickly sensed the growing insecurity beside him so he did the same and held the genius close. "If you're talking about love, it's something between us, between Katie and Tyler. What I feel towards Katie isn't something as close. It's awkwardness, Logan, we don't know how to behave with each other. I like her, yes, and I'm grateful as she has always taken good care of me, but you're whom I desire, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, the one I can never let go..."
Small smile appeared on the man's lips. "Getting good at defining feelings, aren't you?"
"Yeah. Don't want to assume things wrongly again. Learned by experience."
"I still can't believe that we were stupid enough to think for once we could ever stop loving each other."
"And I can't believe there's that moment when I didn't want to do this," James rose slightly to peck Logan on the lips, "didn't feel this with you're around," The shorter boy returned the kiss lazily, agreeing with what James just said.
"Cause the world stops when I put my arms around you, around you, oh..." James started, closing his eyes as he enjoyed the other's presence beside him.
"And nothing even matters, oh, and nothing even matters..." Logan continued. The song was their song but it had become their song somehow.
Their voices had gotten better than two years ago when they first met, results of randomly humming and harmonizing with each other during years living together. They were still better back then when they were performing, though, but nothing even mattered.
Katie was of all people the most upset when James and Logan announced that the time had taken the love they used to feel away. But she couldn't do anything. The fact that James had been able to smile now had delighted her big time. After James got out from the hospital, they all lived in their own houses. Katie stayed in L.A., though, still visited the psychiatrist because she really wanted to stay away from the addictions forever. She told everyone about this. Kendall and James were shocked of course, and James had apologized to her like thousand times, although the girl said it was her own fault.
However, James and Logan met each other almost everyday, sometimes out for coffee, sometimes just hanging in Knights' house. As much as they weren't boyfriends anymore, they needed each other. They would get energy to go through the day only by the other's presence. And they couldn't bring their selves to even try to find a new lover. The relationship was strange, both realized it, but never questioned it because they liked it that way.
When Logan finally graduated from his university, he asked James to come with him. Because, if James refused, Logan would instantly cancel his application and try for Minnesota General Hospital instead. Logan just couldn't live far away from James. He was afraid that time would take what he had with James now away again. However, James automatically agreed. James quickly quitted his work in his mother's company and went with Logan. They hired an apartment together, and since then they lived together. Logan became a doctor, while James got to work with Carlos as his boss.
Someone said first love was like the first snow. The love was fragile and melted right away because it's never meant to last long. That was why ninety six percent of first romance ended up breaking. Logan was James's first love, and so James was Logan's. Six years had it gone. So they broke up. But guess what? They had been best friends forever that although the lust had gone, the need stayed. The attraction had evaporated, but the affection remained. The two years living with each other got them realize what they felt and why they didn't feel what they didn't feel.
And the two years living together were enough to get them to fall in love again. This time, it was stronger and so going to last. The lust unnoticeably came back when James kept seeing shirtless Logan around. And the attraction was born as soon as James's hair grew and he began to relive his 'pretty boy' title. Their hearts beat faster and faster and... something was still different. What they felt back then was fragile first love. What they felt now was strong true love.
The next thing they knew, one night they were kissing and making out and making love and James asking Logan if he wanted to marry him.
Katie was of all people the most ecstatic when James and Logan announced that the time once had given them a chance to raise the love again. Kendall and Carlos were pleased too, knowing their two best friends finally got their happiness. Their parents gave them full permissions this time, and Hortence Mitchell promised to try to make peace with Brooke Diamond. The marriage was held in L.A., since the people they wanted to invite mostly lived in that city. Not many people could come, but they felt grateful enough. Kendall, Katie, Carlos, all their parents, blonde Jennifer, Camille, Steve, Emily, Tyler, Gustavo, Kelly, and a few of Logan's college friends were the ones who made to come.
James and Logan's parents wedding presents were tickets to go on a cruise for a full month, for a sweet honeymoon.
While Logan was daydreaming about everything that had happened, he suddenly heard soft snoring beside him. He chuckled at the adorableness of his husband. In his sleep James looked as peaceful as he always did many years ago, not holding any signs of pain anymore. Logan gently stroked the short brown hair, with different hairstyle that made James more to 'gorgeous' than 'pretty'. Slowly Logan drifted off too, equally contented smile on his lips.
"Maybe six years of pain swooped in the middle of your happiness, but it will come together. Someday you will work it again," Carlos once said. Right, this was the someday Logan had always been looking forward to.
Every story had its ending, and for James and Logan, with each other was where their individual story ended. They would make new chapters together, because finally, they got God's permission to be together, forever this time.
-End of Chapter 11-
A/N: The whole storyline has ended. I hope you like how I go with it. Thank you so much for everyone who has been reading this far! This story's status is now complete, but I'm going to write the side stories as new chapters so stay alert :D The side stories are still in the form of plot bunnies now. So the next update will take much longer time. I wonder if anyone wants to request as what side story you want me to write? Just say it on your review ^^
Oh, I've edited Ch 2 too because my plot kinda mixed up there. Logan is not supposed to still rehearse for BTR and study to be doctor after he's married! Stupid me xp
