A/n: okay firstly I just want to say just how sorry I am that I have taken so long to update this story my mind has just been blank, plus been working on another fanfiction too. anyway I hope the chapter is okay and makes up for the wait. Focusing on blaine for this chapter. since I am not sure where to go with Kurt and I had a huge idea for a storyline with Blaine. I know some of the facts are non cannon, but does that really matter?
If anything the conversation that he'd had with Kurt just the night before was the hardest, save maybe saying goodbye to him when he moved away. Yet could that really be counted as a conversation? He wasn't all that sure. It was just going to be strange not speaking to him everyday. Yet it wasn't something that could be helped. going away to visit his granparents in London for a week wasn't soemthing that he could avoid any longer. Besides Kurt couldn't be relying on his phone calls to make him feel better all the time. Not that it was going to stop him from making sure that Burt would promise to call him everyday to make sure that he was okay and promise to make a phone call to him if anything happend.
A small sigh escaped him. the fact that he was leaving tomorrow morning just made him feel sick. He felt like he was leaving for so much longer than a week and almost giving up on Kurt. Still he had to learn to stand on his own two feet and stop moping around the place and think of nothing but being with Kurt again. He knew from the start that this was going to be hard, yet he had to prove to himself that although he loved kurt with all his heart he could still enjoy himself and actually do something for himself for once.
As he finally managed to work up enough energy to climb out of bed and get himself dressed, well by dressed it was more the fact of grab his dressing gown from the bottom of the bed and make his way downstairs to get himself a cup of that tea stuff that he had become fond of whilst writing that letter to Kurt. maybe he was now going to have to change his coffee order to a tea order.
Although as he approached the bottom of the stairs he heard a familliar voice. A voice that brought a smile to his lips. it belonged to someone that he had hadn't seen for about five years. Sure there had been the odd phone call, yet that just wasn't the same as seeing someone everyday. His siter. The moment he stepped into the lving room her arms were wrapped around him and she pulled her younger brother into a hug. A hug that Blaine happily returned. Yet it was only when she pulled away that he realised she'd been crying. Her eyes were all red and puffy. His father had already left the room, figuring that the two of them probably wouldn't want him butting in on the conversations that they talked about.
"You okay?" Blaine asked her, as he sat down upon the sofa and pulled his sister down to sit next to him. She never really let anything get to her and so he knew that something had to be up. Someone must have upset her and Blaine wasn't about to let them get away with it. He might be three years younger than her but that wan't going to stop him sticking up for her, it never had done.
"He left me. He told me this morning that he wanted a divorce because he couldn't continue lying to me anymore. He said he was in love with someone else and he always had been" she managed to choke out, before the tears came rolling down her cheeks again.
"Well if he is going to treat you like that he isn't worth your tears. You already know that I never liked him. I always said that he was going to end up hurting you. JUst hold your head up high and have courage. Forget about him and move on with your life, Lizzie, you can do so much better than him. You deserve better" he replied to her with a smile as he wrapped his arms around her again and hugged her tightly for a few moments before she pulled away from him.
"You are right. He doesn't deserve to have my tears over him. I'm just glad I have you. Anyway enough about my now non existant love life. What about you? You got some special guy in your life? More importantly does mum and dad know?"
Blaine just looked down at his lap for a moment. Just hearing her asking if he had told his parents yet made him smile slightly. It brought back the memory of him telling her. She was the first person he'd ever told. It was on her wedding day.
"Well there is this one guy. His name is Kurt and well he is just amazing. I can't wait for you to meet him. he's studying in New York at the moment and being away from him is so hard. But I really love him and yes mum and dad know."
"It's nice to see you happy. I look forwards to that meeting with him. I might just have to warn him to look after my little brother otherwise I will be having words with him. How did they take it?"
"Don't you dare. I know you, you'll go scaring him off. Surprisingly well actually. Well mum did, dad kinda walked out the room and refused to speak to me for a couple of days"
HIs words just made Elizabeth, his sister, laugh. That sounded exactly like dad. He always avoided the things that he knew nothing about, or the things that he just didn't know how to deal with.
The two spent the remaining hours of the morning trying to get every little scrap of information about the other out of the other. Blaine had found himself telling his sister everything, from that first meeting with Kurt, right up to this day. Yet now those moments were over. He had to get into work. He'd promised Burt that he would show up at around one to help him out with a few things whilst Finn was off at some Football course meeting, or something like that, he hadn't really been listening when he'd been told.
As he stepped into the garage his eyes instantly started searching around for the father of his boyfriend. it still felt a little strange to be spending so much time with Burt and yet not really having Kurt around with him as well. If anything it just made him pine for those moments that he would soon spend with Kurt that little bit more. It soon became clear to him that he must have been around the back, as not only could he not see him but he heard a clattering of what sounded like a wheel trim falling to the ground. Yet before he could take another step forwards he felt a hand gripping a hold of his arm, which made him turn around. Yet the one person he found himself face to face with was the one person that he really didn't want to see, especially not right now. His sister's husband. Well technically her soon to be ex-husband.
Blaine had a horrible feeling that he was up to something. Something about the look that he had in his eyes. The throat of the ex Warbler had just gone completly dry and if he had wanted to say something in that moment then he would have been totally unable.
"Why is it everytime I come near you, Blaine, you look so surprised to see me? You don't still have those pathetic feelings for me now do you?" his brother in law mused to him as he finally let go of his arm.
Somehow finding his voice Blaine managed to speak up. "In your dreams. Maybe once I did love you. Yet I never acted upon it because you were with my sister and I always thought you loved her. Yet now she tells me differently. Stay away from me and most importantly stay away from my sister. Is that clear?" Blaine practically shouted at him. If anything he was getting more and more angry at the man in front of him as the seconds passed.
"I bet she never told you that it was you I was in love with. That it had always been you and that it was always going to be you"
What scared Blaine the most about those sentences was the fact that he was telling the truth. He could tell by the tone in his voice.
"Yes, well looks like you are five years to late. I met someone else. Now seriously just leave me alone"
Thankfully before anything else could be said BUrt made an appearence. "OH you are here. I thought I heard voices. Run around the back and grab the other wheel trim, its leaning against the shelf."
Blaine couldn't have been more pleased to get away from his brother in law. He could feel his heart racing. It seemed like all those feelings that he had had for him all those years ago were messing with his head. Sure that was a while ago. Yet that didn't mean that he still had feeling for him. Now all those feelings were stuck with Kurt in New York. If anything he was just terrified that he was going to be unable to fight him off. If anything that man was the one person he had never been able to say no to. What if that was still the case?
A/N: Hope you liked this chapter. I just want to point out that there might be even bigger gaps from now on. Simply because I am getting my internet connection taken away and well I will only be able to get chapters written up if I can get out of the house to the library, which will most likely only be once a week and as you only get two hours a day I have to spend about half of that applying for jobs and trying to find a new place. So it might be a chapter every two weeks, sometimes longer. I am so sorry about that. I really love writing this fanfiction.