Olivia laid on her side, facing the wall with her bottom exposed and Dr. Davis's finger in her, going in and out, moving inside her. She took deep breaths trying to regulate her breathing.

"She is very narrow on the inside, isn't she? We need to dilate her well in order for her to take the nozzle in" said the Dr. Olivia thought – it can, in fact get worst. And it will.

"Are you ready for two fingers, Olivia?"

"No… please don't"

"Well, does it hurt when I push one finger?"

"Not so much"

"Then you are ready for two." Olivia sighed, thinking about getting up, getting dressed and walking away, going to work where she has authority. Where she has a say in things. Alex ran her fingers through her beloved baby's hair and looked in her the eyes, seeing the embarrassment she was in.

"It's going to be all right sweet pea. You are such a brave little girl! Look how grown up you've gotten – you can lie here still while the doctor is doing her job, that is very mature of yours." The positive reinforcements did the trick and Olivia relaxed a beat.

"I am going to insert two fingers now. I'm telling you so you won't be surprised and contract your muscles. Relax you tush. Alex, can you count backwards from ten?"

"Ok… 10, 9, 8…" Dr. Davis inserted two fingers into Olivia's rear and twisted them inside. When Alex got to zero, she pulled them out.

"Did the countdown help, Olivia? Is this better?"

"Yea, it helped"

"See, Alex, it's mostly anxiety. The physical aspect is not the main thing here. By the way, I sensed some kind of lubricant before I started – what were you up to?"

"I just took her temperature earlier this morning"

"Good, thinking. Rectal thermometer is so much more accurate than the oral kind. It's good that she get used to it so it won't be a big deal and you can treat her at home. But it does take some growing up… you are going through a rectal booth-camp, aren't you?" the Dr. smiled kindly at Olivia.

"Yes Dr. I guess"

"I'm going in again. Take a deep breath." Olivia took a deep breath and exhaled. She felt the penetration and had to stop herself from contracting her muscles. The Dr. pulled out the fingers and wiped her hands.

"Well this is as good as it is going to get. Olivia, the nozzle is quit wide and long. It is designed to stay inside the rectum so once we get it in the shape of it will keep it from being pushed out. But it means it might hurt going in. all right?"

"Is there no other way? I will be Ok, really, I can take another enema like yesterday it helped and I really need to go to work today I need to…"

"Shhh… sweetie, you know that there is no other choice if we want you to get better. It's for your own good. I will be right here next to you and I'm holding the lube so everything goes smoothly." Olivia nodded and Alex gave the Dr. the Ok sign. The Dr. attached the nozzle to a tube that came out of a machine on the wall. Alex squeezed some lube between Olivia's butt cheeks. There was tension in the air.

"Let's get this show on the road. I'm not going to get it in right away, Ill' give you some time to get used to it. Stay very still." Olivia felt the nozzle touching her hole and couldn't help but reach and trying to stop it from going in. Alex threw away Olivia's hand and said "you know better than trying to stop the inevitable". The Dr. inserted the drop-shaped nozzle inside Olivia, few millimeters in and out, helping her get use to the size. Olivia tried the best she could to stay still to make Alex happy with her behavior.

"You are doing good, baby girl. You are almost there. Don't forget to breath" Alex said with compassion. She looked at Dr. Davis and nodded. The Dr. gave a firm push and held the butt cheeks open. Olivia screamed in pain. Alex shed a tear. But it was in. Olivia breathes heavily.

"What…what was that it was so painful…"

"It's Ok baby, it's in"

"I want to get out of here... I don't want this!"

"It's in; the worst part is behind you…literally". The Dr. helped Olivia turn on her back and adjusted the tube between her legs.

"Well, now all we have to do is wait" said Dr. Davis

"How long?" Olivia asked, almost whispering

"20-40 minutes. Depends on how long you can hold it in". Alex sat next to Olivia on the bed.

"Let me tell you a little about my history with the distinguish Dr. Samantha Davis…"