This one is kinds short, but I like it, It has meaning, and is cute.
The weekend was interesting. Everybody ended up sleeping over, well I mean the only person who wasn't was Quinn, but well you get it. The storm ended around 4am, at least that was what Lisa told us, so she got home shortly after. It was a good weekend, and I was in a good mood, of course to be ruined by this crappy Monday.
As I walked to Lunch on this horrible Monday I was so confused. I felt like everyone was staring at me or avoiding me. I walked into the caf and as I passed by tables, I could hear the whispers. I just rolled my eyes and went to get my lunch. After I paid I began walking back to my table I was in front of the Glee kids table when my trey was smashed out of my hands, I looked up to see hat bitch that caused my detention. "I guess we all know who the slut is now." She and her friends just laughed, I just rolled my eyes and went to walk away when and arm slipped around me. I looked up to see Karofsky, I tensed up, I mean sure slushying his face isn't bad, but no way in hell was I stronger then him. All of the sudden Puck and Finn stood up and walked over, by this time the caf was quiet.
"Back off Karofsky." Puck said and walked closer Finn close behind him.
"I just wanted to meet the girl my buddy here won't stop raving about." Jason suddenly appeared with a smirk.
"Yeah she is great." He then put an arm around me. Okay I am so lost. What are they talking about? I looked to Puck and Finn who looked pissed when Mercedes chimed in.
"You don't even know the whole story jackass so back off!" The rest replied with a yeah and Natalie ended up walking over glaring at Jason.
"Yeah seriously Karofsky leave her alone!" Pucked yelled
"Oh so now you care about her? Because you didn't seem to a few days ago?" Jason said.
"You don't want to start with me." Puck stepped closer and held his fist up.
"What is going on?" I finally interrupted
"Oh, don't be modest, my buddy hear says you're great in bed, when's my turn?" Karaofsky moved closer to me, when I heard a smack sound and saw Pucks fist in the air and Karofsky on the ground, holding the side of his face He was about to go to Jason but I stepped in front and Finn held him back.
I then turned to Jason. "You are he biggest bullshitter out there. You got all these IDIOTS," I yelled loud enough for everyone to hear, "to believe I did it with you, because from what I remember I blew you off and you made me walk home in the rain, but all you people can believe what you want, but let me tell you this! This guy is the biggest player out there and I'm sure that most of you taking about me," I said looking directly at that Krista Bitch "already got the hump and dump from him and are just mad you didn't have the brains to reject him because you don't know how to keep them crossed. And you, I said turning to Jason stay out of my way, or next time I'll let them," I said pointing to Puck and Finn, "Make your face part of the ground. I said and just walked out.
The doors shut behind me and my face became flooded with tears. I knew McKinley would suck my 4th day hear and everyone thinks I'm a slut. I kicked the lockers that were near and just slid to the ground and cried. I let is all out. It's like I knew I should've rejected him in the beginning, but the butterflies I got from him in my stomach were to loud and drowned out the sound of me saying not to. I feel like a slut just for getting with him in the first place. That whole make out session, would've NEVER happened if I was back home. I hate taking things to fast, soft gentle seconds lasting kiss, okay, but what happened in his brothers truck was a whole new me.
The bell was about to ring so I just ran outside and to Pucks truck, I tried opening the door but it was locked. So I sat against it on the ground on the side where there was another car next to him, so I was somewhat out of site. I just sat there and picked a rock off the ground and played with it. I decided to skip my classes for the day.
I saw a shadow come besides me. I looked up expecting it to be Mercedes or Kurt, or even Rachel or Tina but it , it was Quinn.
She sat beside me and we sat in silence for a few minutes, when she started,
"Look, I know how when you go back in there, people are going to tell you," not to listen to them, or "Let them say what they want who cares, or "We have your back you have nothing to worry about." And even though it may be true, I know as much as you try and believe that, you won't be able to. Right now, you feel as if you can't understand why this had to happen to you, and that you feel as if your world just collapsed on to you, and all you try and try to dig out of the rubble but you can't, so you sit there and try to deal with it, when that becomes harder." She took a breath and looked at me.
"I've been there Katie, I know what it feels like, but I can tell you form experience that old quote is right. "Things have to get worse, before they get better."
"What do you mean you've been in my position? What guy screwed you over?" I asked and looked up to her.
"A guy that made it worse, before he made it better." She smiled at me.
" I just hate that people believe this crap, it's stupid! Half of them never even saw me or talked to me and they still think they have every god damn right to judge me. Jason was a jackass and I hate that I trusted him, but I pushed him away, I left him and went home, but of course doing the right thing bit me in the ass." I then turned to Quinn, tears started in my eyes, "Maybe if I just give him what he wants, then, then"
"No Katie." Quinn took my shoulders and stared me in the eye. "Do NOT think like that. You did the right thing, and I wish I could've done what you did, but what you have to understand this, it WASN'T YOU that made this happen, it was JASON, him and only him. You can't do anything about everyone else, they will believe what they want, no matter how many facts you have to prove them wrong, because they need something to feed off of to make themselves feel good. What did I say, things get worse before they get better, and they WILL get better."
I gave her a smile then asked, "What do you mean could've did what I did?"
"What you had the power to say no to, I didn't." she replied.
The final bell rang and Quinn said she'd walk me to detention. As we walked down the hall, I received even more stares and whispers than before. I looked down, and felt someone squeeze my hand. I looked to Quinn who gave me a reassuring smile. I walked into detention and sat in the back in the corner. I started at my homework when I heard other footsteps come in, I was scared to look up, but when I did I saw Puck.
"I'm going to get a cup of coffee, don't talk don't get up and blah blah blah. " the teacher said and left the room. Okay?
"What are you doing here?" I asked
"Well I got detention for what happened at lunch. But thanks to nobody fessing up to what I did because of my whole badass rep, and only going by what Figgins heard from Karofsky, and me denying the whole thing, I will only have detention for a week. " he smirked and leaned back in his seat. He seemed proud.
"Thank you." I suddenly said as I looked to Puck.
"For?"
" For what you did today, for standing up for me, for punching Karaofsky, for not believing Jason's lie, just everything. Look I know we practically hate each other, but at least I know when it came down to it you would be there, and that feels good."
"Look you can think what you want but I didn't say any of that." He said.
I rolled my eyes. Really dude, I was about to go off on him when I saw him smile which caused me to also.
