A/N Ok this chapter is short and contributes nothing to the overall story but finishes off the previous chapter, only to stop the screams of moar from some of you ;-) You can skip this chapter and not miss anything of importance in the main plot.
Soooo obvious warnings: Explicit Male/male sexual content, language and references to abuse but nothing explicit.
Chapter 13 – Extracurricular Activity
Severus allowed Harry to take control and he found himself being pushed roughly backwards onto the bed. He was a bit taken aback by the young man's confidence and could feel a rising panic about giving control over to him like this; it made him feel weak and vulnerable but also scared him. He didn't want to end up losing his willpower to take this slowly. However there was nothing slow about the way Harry was currently grinding his arse into Severus's groin he realised.
Merlin he is going to drive all rational thought from my mind if he continues like this, he thought.
Harry couldn't actually believe he was in a beautiful room, in France, with Severus Snape of all people, he had just a minute ago been moaning to his friend that he wanted to try learn to like girls and have a normal life. Now, as he straddled a man he knew he was supposed to despise, he couldn't understand why he had ever thought being with a girl would be more appealing. He paused briefly in his task of undoing the many buttons on Severus' robes and locked eyes with him.
"Why are you panicking Sev? If you do not want this then please ask me to stop we can take things slower again if you want."
Severus sighed, "Harry I want you more than I think you realise but I am finding it rather difficult to..." Severus closed his eyes
"I need you to tell me if I get too rough or do something you don't want. I want this to be..."
He was cut off as the young man lunged forward capturing his mouth in a bruising passionate kiss. A warm wet tongue was roughly pushed between his lips and into his mouth before his lower lip was sucked between teeth and nipped hard enough to leave marks. Severus watched as Harry pulled back and sucked on a finger, wetting it, before running the digit over his now bruised lip. Severus groaned at the amount of desire in Harry's eyes as he did so. His mind was struggling to remain calm, he had never thought in a million years Harry would ever have such raw lust for him like this, regardless of the bond.
Harry resumed his task of undoing buttons, as if nothing had happened, with a smirk on his face.
"The same goes for you, even after everything that happened the other morning, you have to tell me to stop if you are not comfortable. I may not be as experienced at this as you but let's not over think it. I think we have both thought about it too much" Harry's voice was husky and deeper than normal with arousal and the sound of it went straight to Severus's groin.
He reached up and ran his hands down the tanned chest in front of him and he let his panic and fears go. As his hands reached Harry's hips, he pushed him down onto his legs a so his cock wasn't restrained as tightly against Harry's arse. The friction against his hard cock made his hips thrust gently into the toned buttocks as they moved over him and he let out another groan. Gripping Harry's hips tighter he gave in to his desire to be more in control and flipped the smaller man on his back, never losing contact with him as he followed him over. Lying between Harry's legs, their cocks met and rubbed together through the thick fabric of his robes and Harry's jeans. Harry gasped and lifted his hips off the bed trying to achieve more contact, growling as he rutted against Severus's hardness.
"Impatient are you? Typical bloody Gryffindor" Severus said through a smirk.
Harry snorted.
"Impatient? Me? It was you that flipped me on the bed. I was quiet happy undoing your buttons! "
Severus chuckled quietly as he quickly undid the rest of his own buttons and shrugged out of the heavy robes, before removing his shirt as well. Harry brought his hands up and ran them over the deepest of the scars that ran across the pale chest.
"Do these not repulse you?" Severus asked. He had wondered about this the other morning when Harry had touched and caressed each scar on his back tenderly.
"No. Why would they? Scars, of any type, mark what has happened in your life, they do not make you who you are, if you do not allow them to. I'm repulsed by who gave them to you but not by the marks themselves"
Severus raised an eyebrow at this young man's clear understanding of how things were, he really was older than his years he realised. Older and wiser than he was himself in many ways.
Severus reached up and ran his thumb over Harry's only scar.
"You have to be the most perceptive person I have ever come across with regards to the state of the human condition. Why then, are you uncomfortable with me touching your scar? The scar itself doesn't define you any more than mine does me."
"I know, but you are the only person I have ever met, that has not wanted to touch or even look at it, it was refreshing"
"I am not touching it Harry, out of any awe or reverence, but this scar marks an event I never thought any positive could come, but here we are, together, however weird and screwed up it is."
Harry reached up and pulled Severus down on top of him and their bare chests met. The heat and electricity between them was almost overwhelming. Neither man noticed the small dashes of light that had begun to swirl around the room as they closed their eyes, lips meeting again in a slow burning kiss. Severus broke away from Harry's mouth after a few minutes and made a slow trail of kisses down his body, nipping and sucking gently as he went. By the time he reached the waistband of Harry's trousers, both were painfully aroused and panting. As he started to unbutton the jeans that were in his way he felt more than heard, a low growl vibrating through the tense body beneath him.
"Sev...stop" Harry panted
Severus knelt up between Harry's legs and looked down at him worriedly, expecting the young wizard to have changed his mind about being with him.
"Don't look so worried, as much as I loved what you did to me last night, I don't want you to do that again; not today anyway." Harry said with a twinkle in his eyes.
Severus felt the worry wash away "I wasn't going to Harry, just thought you might want to get these trousers off." He replied silkily with a smirk
"Oh ok yeah sorry just didn't want to take the chance of a repeat performance. I wouldn't have been able to stop you if you had gone much further" Harry said chuckling at himself. "But I do want my trousers gone but only if yours go with them" Harry said with a cheeky grin.
Severus rolled his eyes and with a small flick of his wandless hand, both Harry's and Severus's remaining clothes vanished.
Harry gasped at the sensation of his cock being released so suddenly to the cool air and in pleasure at finally having Sev kneeling between his legs completely naked.
"Wow don't you just love magic!" Harry said in awe, whilst running his eye over the slim mucular body between his legs.
Severus chuckled at the young wizards continuing awe at anything to do with magic.
"Mmmm believe me Harry, the sight before me right now does more for me than a quick flick of the wrist!"
Harry snorted in an open splutter of laughter at his realisation of double meaning of Sev's words.
"Oh my god Sev, I need to get you out of Hogwarts more often! Did you really mean to crack a joke there?"
"There are many things I say or do at Hogwarts Harry, that are not really who I am. I hope you can always remember that" Severus growled.
Harry frowned at the serious tone of Sev's voice, in answer to something that was meant to be funny, but he forgot about it as soon as the man leant back down and the hard smooth skin of their now naked cocks met and rubbed together. Both men groaned into each other's mouths as searing sensations shot through their bodies from their groins. Breaking the kiss to draw in ragged breaths they lay still for a few seconds looking into each other's eyes, feeling each other's passion and desire build and mingle into one almost unbearable emotion.
Suddenly the moment of stillness was broken as both men lunged at the other in a frenzy of teeth and tongues. They sucked and nipped at every area of skin that was within reach without breaking the slow building rhythm of their hips. Harry dug his fingers into the tense hard muscle of Sev's arse, urging him to press harder against his now leaking cock with his own. It had the deired effect as Severus pushed down harder and picked up the pace slightly. When the men paused their exploration with the mouths and tongues, Severus leaned up on one hand and brought the other to his mouth, giving Harry a look that can only be described as a mischievous smirk. Harry gasped, he had never seen him look so relaxed.
He even has a playful, teasing glint in his eyes, Harry thought. The git toying with me, he realised as he watched him suck and lick his potion stained fingers, to the rhythm of their groins, wetting them.
Maintaining eye contact the whole time Severus moved the damp fingers between their bodies and wrapped them around their throbbing cocks, squeezing them together, before swiping his thumb over the slits, gathering the pre-cum that had gathered there, massaging it over the exposed heads and around the sensitive ridges.
"Fuck... Oh my God Sev" Harry panted
Severus smiled down at his lover as he started slowly pumping the hard throbbing members together. Severus realised that they were perfectly matched in length and there was not much difference in thickness either. Together like this suddenly seemed so right, so normal, he couldn't work out why he had been so concerned about it. He knew there was an age difference and that Harry was his student, but none of that seemed important anymore, it seemed so trivial considering they may only have a few weeks to be together. Life was too short and in their case would be painfully so. As the sensations grew stronger, the heat radiating from his groin blocked all further rational thought and he quickened the pace of his hand as they both started to moan louder and thrust harder into his hand.
"Faster Sev... oh fuck... I need more... shit" Harry mumbled almost incoherently.
"Sev... Please ... I ... fuck... I need you...inside me!"
The words startled Severus a little and he slowed down his stroking. He surely hadn't heard him right. He can't know the exquisite pleasure such a thing could give, to know he wanted it.
"Urghh Sev, don't stop,... shit, but I need you... inside me... NOW!" Harry's eyes flew open and pleaded with him.
"Harry, are you absolutely sure... "Sev panted, it took all his willpower to even speak. "I might not be able to control that so well" Severus growled huskily.
Merlin, Severus thought. Is Harry tring to test of my willpower and control? He didn't want to even think about fucking him, not on their first time together, the sensations were too new and raw from just being with him.
"Sev Please... FUCK ME... NOW!" Harry screamed as his hips thrust erratically against his cock and hand.
Severus mind went blank as he was overcome with a desire to do exactly what Harry was demanding. Those words coming from Harry's mouth with such pleading desire and sureness, mixed with the love and passion being shared through the bond, sent his mind over the edge.
Severus let go of their cocks and Harry took a sharp intake of breath at the loss of contact and movement, bucking up into Severus trying to maintain some friction, eyes wild.
Severus kept watching the pleading face for any signs of uncertainty as he tried to steady his racing heart and trembling hands whilst lifting Harry's legs and pressing his thighs onto his chest.
"Sev... inside me... please" Harry muttered again as he took hold of his own cock.
Wordlessly Severus summoned some lubricant, which the room supplied immediately, and dipped his fingers into the smooth silky potion that had appeared beside him. He could feel a familiar tingle from the salve on his hand and recognised the sensation immediately.
This lubricant has healing properties, he realised as a concerned thought passed through his mind. Why has the room supplied this particular potion? he wondered, but before he could think any further about it Harry cried out again
"Hurry Sev...now.. Please"
The pleading voice of Harry pushed the concern aside but it remained in the background as he approached Harry a little more cautiously.
He ran his potion slicked fingers down the crack of Harry's arse and circled the puckered flesh, to Harry's groans of pleasure. Spurred on, he gently probed his entrance with one finger, circling and massaging as he pressed harder against it. Harry suddenly pushed against him and his finger breached the tight ring of muscle. Severus could feel some thickened areas of scar tissue and it made him pause.
Harry was panting heavily and Severus was worried that he had changed his mind, but his eyes were screwed tight shut so he could not look for any signs of pain or distress.
"Harry, look at me" Severus requested gently.
Harry opened his eyes slowly and with difficulty focussed on Severus.
Severus saw tears fill those beautiful green orbs and pulled his finger out gently.
"No Severus don't stop, I want this so bad it hurts, please"
"But Harry ..."
"Sev not now, I know what you felt, please, its ok, I want this. I need you"
Harry had let go of his own cock and was now holding his legs against his chest. Severus closed his eyes and reached between Harrys legs, wrapping his hand around the still hard but slightly less engorged cock and stocked it slowly until he could feel Harry relax again. Scooping up more of the potion with his other hand he once again entered Harry's tight hole with one finger. Gently massaging away the tension and rubbing the lotion into the muscles, the whole time he kept his eyes on Harry's face for signs of distress or discomfort and slowed when there was. It took some time for Severus to feel Harry relax around his probing finger but Harry continued to urge for more
"More Sev... fuck... that feels... amazing." Harry urged
Severus slowly introduced another potion smeared finger and found Harry pushing back against his hand with a loud groan. He messaged and stretched the muscles by scissoring his fingers gently. He could feel the potion growing warm and the healing sensations ran up his arm. Harry remained completely relaxed and had built up a slow rhythm of pushing against the intruding fingers. As the third finger was introduced however Harry tensed slightly again and Severus stilled his gentle probing
"Its fine Sev, don't stop" Harry said although his voice betrayed a little pain.
"Breathe for me Harry, I love you. I will not allow this to hurt you" Severus said quietly.
Where the hell has this person come from, Severus thought of himself. He had never felt so overwhelmed by wanting to love someone and give them everything he had to give.
The small sparks of light, that had started darting around the room, grew larger and moved faster colliding with each other as they went, creating more.
Severus resumed the slow stretching and massaging of Harry's tight muscle whilst all the while maintaining a steady pace on maintaining Harry's erection. After a few minutes, Harry relaxed again and was now panting hard, straining for Severus fingers to go deeper.
"Inside me...now Sev" Harry pleaded.
Withdrawing his fingers and quickly coating them in the potion, he smeared his own cock with the salve. He had to take a second to control himself as the potion heated around him and made him cry out at the sensation.
"Are you sure you are ready Harry" Severus panted. He felt like adding because I won't be able to stop once we take this next step. He could feel his control starting to crumble.
Harry nodded and opened his eyes to focus on Severus's face as the older wizard positioned himself. Parting the firm cheeks with one hand Severus pushed against the tight ring and he felt himself slip in to the well prepared channel fairly easily. The head of his cock was now enveloped in the tight heat.
"Fuck" both men growled simultaneously.
Severus could see pain enter Harry's face again and he held still until he knew he had one again relaxed. It took everything he had to not just thrust in hard.
Harry wrapped his legs around Severus's neck and was urging him on by pushing against him but Severus managed to enter carefully and slowly, still keeping his eyes focussed on Harry's expressions for any sign of further pain. After edging in slowly, for what felt like forever, his cock was eventually shrouded entirely by Harry's straining arse. Holding still for a few moments he breathed out a harsh gasping breath. The feeling of being buried deep in this amazing man was intoxicating and his head spun a little. Harry was now writhing beneath him urging him to move. He pulled back, just a little, before gently thrusting back in, he managed to keep this action going for a few strokes until he thought he was going to go insane with the building need to thrust harder and faster.
"Sev relax... harder... I need you...to fuck me... hard!"
Something snapped in Severus as he pulled back and thrust in harder, his balls slapped against Harry's arse before pulling back again, almost all the way this time and slammed in as hard as he could.
"Fuck ... oh God Severus...Yes...Yes... faster ... " Harry was gripping the silk sheets beside him in frantic fists and the spectacle drove Severus on, he could hardly breathe with the sensations running down his spine, where they pooled in his groin at the sight of the young man beneath him. He could feel their magic bouncing of each others in powerful waves and thought he could see sparks of light whirling around them before he closed his eyes, his mind closed down completely to anything other than Harry and the sensations coursing through his body.
The lights had grown brighter and larger, congregating around the joined pair in a dome shaped shield and had started emitted a low hum.
Severus set a steady pace of slamming hard into Harry, whose knuckles had turned white as he gripped the sheets, his face contorted in pleasure, as he muttered incoherently.
Severus changed position slightly and on the next thrust his cock pressed hard against the prostate gland hidden deep inside Harry. A loud scream ripped out Harry's throat as he clenched his arse around Severus cock.
"Oh... my fucking... god ... Sev... I ... fuck..." another scream ripped from Harry as Severus hit the spot hard again and again.
Severus had never experienced such an all encompassing physical pleasure at the same time as such heart rending emotion, as he continued to slam into Harry's body. He knew he wasn't going to be able to keep this up long as sweat broke out and ran down his back and face, but he tried to hold on a little longer. He wanted Harry to come before he did.
"Harry..."Severus began through panting breaths "touch yourself..." It took all of Severus's concentration to just mutter the words. "Come for me...Now"
Harry let go of his grip on the sheets with one hand and started pumping his hard length fast.
"Oh Sev fuck... I'm..."
Harry's whole body went into spasm, his arse clenched even tighter around Severus's cock, sending him screaming over the edge. Harry came sending hot powerful spurts of come up onto his chest and stomach. Wave after wave hit them both as Severus thrust into the now almost painfully tight hole, feeling what he thought was his entire insides, rip out of him and pump into Harry's body.
As the spasms of release lessened a few moments later, a loud crack echoed around the room as the shield of light disintegrated and rained down on them in tiny sparks.
But neither wizard witnessed the spectacle, they had both past out.
A/N - Whew, what can I say, hope you liked it?
Sheankelor, Can you imagine Sev asking for permission to leave the school grounds with a student let alone with Harry nah he just took him, in more ways than one LOL Thanks for staying with me on this story and giving me feedback! Thanks to all who reviewed so far actually. Welcome to Maddps & thea and a big thanks to AlmondWithUnicornHair for your regular reviews - they mean a lot x
