Gerards POV:
I was about to walk out then Izzy spoke
"Wait..." she took a deep breath and kissed me, well peck me on the lips...
i diden't know what to do so i just walked out... was that stupid? oh god what am i going to do?
Well i got changed into my black top with a white skull on it and my usual black skinnys, straighted my hair and put on my eyeliner then I walked out of my bathroom to find Frank, Mikey and Ray talking to Izzy, i shot of jelousey run trough me, is that normal? She smiled standing up
"You guys ready?" she asked picking up her bag
"Yup" said Ray as we all started to stand up, we headed out and got in the car, it went ray and mikey at the front (ray driving), Izzy, Me and frank at the back.. it felt awkward but not, Izzy got out
"Erm, Gee can you come with me?" she asked shyly
"Sure" i shruged and got out, she took a deep breath and walked inside, walking up-stairs together she walked over to her draw blocking so i could not see anything
"100 Dollors" she giggled "took it from my mum, i know stealing i don't care.. it was on the plane" she smiled, i don't agree with it but you know.. her mom was a bitch so I'm not complaining, she slipt it into a small bag witch had 'The Cure' on it and we ran into her mom and her dad
"Well, this is the girl that beat me last night" her mother cried
"W-What?" Izzy stutterd
Her mom cried more "you know what you did, Izzy Marie"
"Izzy, Why did you beat your mother last night?" he questioned
"I-I Was not even hear last night" she cried out not crying but getting teary eyed
"Your a disapointment to out family, get out" her dad screamed then looked at me "she's a slut, watch her"
"DAD! Fuck you dad ! i hate you all i wish i was dead, oh wait you don't care right? i remember you hate me, one day I'll be gone for good then you'll be sorry, don't morn for me eaither because it would have been your falut!" she screamed walking out me following behind
"Izzy, Go die" He slammed the door, i looked at Izzy she was shaking badly holding in tears, she sighed deeply closing her eyes
"Iiz..." I spoke softly to her.. I walked up and hugged her and wisperd in her ear.. "It's going to be okay".. she was still shaking but not as much then i opened the door to the car so she was sat inbetween me and Frank
"What's happend?" Mikey asked looking at Izzy
"It... It dosen't matter... F-For g-get it" she sighed holding in tears "C-Can we just go?" Izzy grabbed my hand, squeezing it tightly i squeez back, gently
Izzy's POV:
I'm shaking, nearly in tears... My mother acused me of hitting her and my dad told me to go die.. why do i have such shitty peraents? I have Gerard, Mikey, Ray and Frank.. there all I need the only people I need in my life.. i started to squeeze his hand and he squeez back gently... we arrived at the mall after a few minits and we parcked up the car.. when i got out i gasped
"what?" chuckeled gerard
"It's fucking huge!" I said exsitedly
"really?" asked frank "there are bigger ones" he smiled
"Holy shit... our town is smaller then this!" I giggled
we started to walk in and as we did gerard got pushed over by a jock..
"Emo fag, what are you doing here?" he looked down at gerard
"Erm, what the fuck bro..." i looked up at him
"Well, Well, Well" he looked me up and down "A English girl.. too good to be hanging out with you, come on babe.. come with us" him smirked
"okay let me give you a lesson, you listening? I'm not your babe and I never will be, Yes I'm English... Nobodys too good to hang out with anybody.." I crossed my arms, looking at him
"Hm, we have a fighter here boys..." while he was talking i helped Gerard back up
"Yes you have, Now can you fuck off?" I said
"No" he said firmly
"okay so we shall just walk around you then..." We walked off ahead he shouted something but i just ignored him... "School bully?" I questioned.. they all nodded at me...
"Starbucks?" asked Gerard, we all nodded and headed to starbucks, it was empty ... Gerard got the normal coffee, same here, frank, mikey and ray got a hotchoclate we all sat down
"so what happend back at the house?" asked Frank sipping his drink "Don't say nothing, you have to tell us" He looked at me over his cup
I looked at gerard "You tell 'em" my hand started to shake under the table and gerard grabbed it
"Her mom told her dad that she hit her last night.. then her dad called her a whore and told her to go die" He said shyly, that's when I broke down again in pubilic, grate what the fuck is wrong with me?
the guys looked at me in shock and I burried my head in Gerards shoulder
"Izzy.. that's awful" then I got a text and looked at it... It was from my mum, i handed my phone to gerard
"I know, i hate my life and family.. Open that message? it's from my amazing mother i don't want to read it.." he opend it and read it out
"Hey you fucking slut, me and your dad are gettting away from you.. we are going to LA For 3 weeks we are leaving today. Bye." everyone frowned and I screamed of happiness "3 weeks away from them" i smiled i felt my eyes light up, they all smiled and chuckeled
"You guys wanna sleep at mine tonight?" i offerd as we started walking to the music store
"Sure" said mikey, ray just nodded along with frank.. they don't talk much... Gerard said yes two.. we ran into the music store going up stairs where the rock stuff was, I ran straight to the Nickelback CD witch i was saving up for
"Really Liz?" asked Gerard "there cool but come on.." he smiled
"Sh! This is the only love crap i like okay?" I Giggled, they all laughed and rolled there eyes at me...
I strarted to look at posters "I can't find a nickelback poster" i sighed..
"found one" said gerard he showed me it, it was perfect! I kissed him on the cheek
"Oh my Gee! Thankyou" i smiled, pulling out the poster, then someone walked in the shop... someone who looked familiar
"Antie Joe!" I smiled running up to her hugging her
"Hey My little rocker!" she smiled, looking at gerard, frank, mikey and ray
"Oh, Hello" she frowned
"what?" i asked, she shook her head and handed me and envolope
"your mother wanted me to give you that, I gotta go my little Punk" she kissed me on the head "love you!" she walked off
"I love you too!" i waved and turned to them, opening the envople saying
"Here's 3000 dollors to keep safe, even though your a whore and my child (sadly) i need to give you food money and shit. Bye." I showed them all the note
and they smiled "Blow out!" cried Gerard, I giggled as Nickelback came on
"Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
Livin' in top houses
Drivin fifteen cars
The girls come easy
And the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny
Cuz we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy Bunny
With their bleach blond hair" I sang to my self earning a few smile, as i paid for the poster and CD we walked out
"Where now?" asked Ray
"Dunnoo.." I frowned, looking around
"I wanna head home" Yawned Gerard, I sighed rolling my eyes.. We all headed back to the car and the jocks turned up again, I frowned
"Come on English Babe" he looked at me "You me, tonight" he smirked
"Okay, leave me alone. two fuck off, tree stop flirting with me when your all ready confused about your sexuality enough..." I snaped at him, he went to his me in the face i cought his fist in my hand "Never hit a girl, You never know how much they can fight back" I twisted his arm, stepping on his back forcing him to the floor
"Leave me alone" I cried out, jumping in the car, Ray, Mikey, Gerard and Frank jumped in the car and we drove off...
"Jesus Izzy..." Said Mikey
"What?" I asked
"We're so going to get beat up at school for this" he frowed
"We all are" i sighed, running my hand threw my hair.. Gerard hugged me as i rested my head on his chest and sighed softly
"Are you guys dating?" Randomly asked Frank, I lift my head up off gerard Chest and shuck my head
"No..." I looked down at my feet, biting my lip
"You like him, right?" He asked
The car went quite and awkward all waiting for me to awnser, I don't know if i like him.. do i? he is such a good friend and i would hate to ruin it, i'v know him for two days... Like what... I don't know... A few muinits went by in silance, I looked at gerard His raven Hair hanging over his face.. He was beautiful, amazing, sweet, kind.. you name it, he is...
I sighed "I don't know..." I said shyly looking down, as i did so we pulled up to the house.. getting out of the car, it was awkaward, real awkward... they all had there stuff with them, they must have there bags in the car incase any of them desiced to stay out.. creepy much.
I said they could leave there stuff in my bed room, we walked up stairs and as i did I went to my draw and pulled out some cigireats
"You are a saint" said Gerard "Can I have one?" He smiled, I giggled softly pulling one out for him, lighting his then mine, blowing out smoke
"You guys like Gutairs and shit, right?" i asked
"Fuck yeah!" said ray and frank,
"follow me" i said, I showed them into the basement switch on the light showing a drum set, two gutairs, a microphone and a bass...
"Fucking hell!" Ray Ran to a guirtar so did Frank, Mikey ran to the bass and gerard ran to the microphone..
"You never told us!" Exclaimed Frank
I Shurged, Giggling... "Play something!" I giggled
they all looked at each other and they played a ture
"And if they get me and the sun
Goes down into the ground
And if they get me
Take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun
Goes down
And if they get me
Take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart
And if the sun comes up
Will it tear the skin right off our bones?
And then
As razor sharp white teeth
Rip out our necks
I saw you there"
My Jaw dropped and looked at them with astonisment.. I was speechless i just stared at them
"Well...?" Gerard Questioned
"Holy mother fucking Hell!" I screamed, they all laughed
"We did good then..?" Asked frank
"FUCK YEAH!" I screamed
"Do you play anything here?" questioned Ray
"Sing and play gutair" I said shyly carlming down
"Show us...?" Mikey said Biting his lip
"Play us a tune, you guys?" I asked, they nodded and started playing a random tune
"And we can run from the backdrop of these gears and scalpels
At every hour goes the tick-tock bang of monitors as
They stared us down when we met in the emergency room
And in our beds, I could hear you breathe
With help from cold machines
Every hour
On the hour
They drew blood"
They looked at me, shocked
"Marry me!" Screamed gerard, we all laughed
"Okay!" I screamed back, giggling...
"You can sing! Amazing, how did you..?" Gerard questioned
"take that song?" I Giggled "You left your lyrics book on the table, I took a look... I bet you can sing it better, a lot better, it's your song?" i bit my lip and paused "Hope your not mad...?" I looked at him
"I'm not mad" He giggled "Them poor drums.." He looked over at them
"I love the drums..." I ran over to them and started hitting them making a awesome tune, Frank, Ray and mikey started playing.. then gerard started to sing
"You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go
Go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Hear me out
And if you take me down
Or would you lay me out?
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now
Now
Now"
"AWESOME!" i screamed, giggling They all laughed putting all the intrements down
"Coffee time" Giggled Frank, I Nodded as every one started walking up, me and Gerard following behind
"Wait..." He said pulling me back
"Y-Yeah?" I asked
"I..I want to date you, I know We've only known each other for a few days.. but i feel like I'v know you my hole life... Give me a chance?" He looked at me shyly, i looked at him, wraped my arms around him and kissed him deeply, He made a little noise in shock but then he kissed me back, wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me in closer, I pulled away slightly putting my hands on his chest, looking into his eyes
"W-Wow..." He said to me
I bit my lip "I really like you, Gee.. You've helped me so much within these two days and your right... it does feel like I'v known you my hole life..." I looked at him in the eyes and he looked me in the eyes
"So, are we going to try and Date.. or are we just going to leave it?" he asked skyly, looking in my eyes sending thosends of butterflys in my stomach
"Yes.." I said smiling up at him