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Last Time

Lil got to her room and quietly closed the door hoping not to wake Kimi then she leaned up against the door breathing heavily. She sat her phone down on her bed before going to the bathroom to freshen up missing another txt as she did. When she came back into her room she noticed her phone wasn't where she placed it. She looked around until her eyes fell upon it.

Kimi was standing up holding Lil's phone in her hand with a txt message opened on it. "What's going on with you and Tommy?"

Now

First Feel

Lil stayed frozen to her spot and Kimi was glaring at her while she turned on her small lamp by the bed, for a moment she wondered just what the hell that text said. She looked at Kimi and tried to put on a brave face before asking.

"What are you talking about?"

Kimi eyed her suspiciously before looking back to the text message and closing the phone. Lil's eyes shifted to her cell for a moment that Kimi was still holding in her hand. Kimi got up from Lil's bed where she was sitting and walked over and stood face to face with the brown haired girl.

"This Lil, this is what I'm talking about" she answered waving the cell phone in her face" Lil's eyes followed the cell phone as Kimi moved it around.

"What did it say"

"Does it really matter what it said, why is he texting you at 3 o'clock in the morning in the first place." Lil didn't answer yet she reached out for her phone which Kimi was still holding and refused to give to her.

"Lil tell me what's going on" Kimi said as she started to move away from Lil with Lil's phone in her hand.

"I don't know what you're talking about, nothing's going on Kimi" said Lil starting to follow her around the room. She figured if she just denied it eventually Kimi would give up, whatever the txt had said it was probably pretty revealing because Kimi still had the phone.

Kimi stopped in one space and looked at Lil once more, her eyes were full of fear and desperation. "Kimi gimmie my phone please" said Lil as she stopped chasing her around the room.

"Not until you tell me what's going on" she answered

"Nothing's going on" she answered back, reaching out for her phone again. Which vibrated in her hands once more. They both looked at the phone and then to each other.

"It's from Tommy….again" she said. She threw the phone on the bed and Lil had to fight her urge to go after it. "Lil tell me the truth right here right now, are you cheating on my brother with Tommy" Lil gasped loudly trying to find her voice.

"No" she said after what seemed like an eternity.

"Really, why did it take you so long to answer, huh" Lil started gazing at her feet and at the floor not feeling brave enough to look Kimi in the eyes at the moment.

"Lil, I don't know what's going on with you and Tommy or you and Chuckie but you need to figure it out quickly before someone gets hurt" and with that said Kimi cut off the light and went back to bed. Lil plopped down on her bed and picked up her phone, she read both the txt messages which said the same thing.

"Sweet Dreams, beautiful" Lil sighed as tears started forming in her eyes, how had she gotten herself into this mess. She rolled over away from Kimi and decided to try and get some sleep there was always tomorrow.

That night was one of the longest nights of her life, Lil hardly got any sleep and when she did manage to dose off it wasn't for a long time. But when she woke up the next morning Kimi was gone. She suspected that Kimi was still mad at her for what had happened the night before but she didn't give it too much thought.

She walked downstairs to the kitchen and made herself a bowl of cereal. Phil walked in and grabbed the same box that she had poured from and made himself a bowl as well before sitting down to the table next to her. He started drumming his fingers on the table and he knew that it annoyed Lil to no end. She rubbed her temple as if trying to calm herself down.

"Rough Night?" he asked. She scoffed if only he knew. She stuffed her mouth with a few more spoon fulls of cereal. "What did you do to Kimi"

"Nothing, did you see her this morning before she left" she asked

"She's not gone she came to my room this morning after mom and dad left for work"

Lil nodded.

"What's going on with you Lil" he asked

Lil lifted her head to her brother which was down up until this point in the conversation. "Nothing" she said. But he could read his twin like the back of his hand, hello he was her twin after all. Phil's eyes clouded with concern and Lil could see it.

"Come, on Lil something's obviously eating at you, if you can't talk to me than who is really worth going to?" he asked cracking a smile at his own horrible joke.

Lil sighed he was right at least if she told him, she'd have someone she could talk about it with and it probably would help loads to get this off her chest. She looked at Phil with a seriousness in her eyes as she spoke.

"What I say cannot leave this kitchen"

Phil nodded "Alright sis your rules" he answered

"See the thing is I have this friend right…." but he cut her off there.

"Really Lil referring to yourself in the third person as if I'm actually that slow that I won't pick it up" he said scoffing.

Lil rolled her eyes "Fine, things with Chuckie haven't exactly been great lately you know" Phil nodded and she continued "Yeah so there's someone else" she said a little unsure of how to put this next statement.

"I see, do I know him" he asked

"I'd rather not say" Phil just nodded again "But it's been really confusing for me these past few months, I mean this guy whom I had really strong feelings for doesn't show any interest in me until now and I feel like a idiot because Chuckie is a great guy, but I think I still have feelings for this other person" she answered letting the words slip out of her mouth.

Phil looked at her curiously "Well Lil it seems to me like you need to go and talk this over with Chuckie" Lil nodded solemnly.

"I knew you were gonna say that, but I'm just not ready"

"Well you have to do something"

"You know actually talking about this whole thing, didn't really make me feel all that much better it just made the situation seem all that much more…."

"Real" he finished for her. She nodded "Yeah I know which means you have a decision to make" Lil sighed this thing was becoming way more complicated then she thought possible, she started to finish her bowl of cereal slowly as she and Phil began to eat in silence she sort of wished that there was a big whole in the ground that would swallow her up so she didn't have to go through this. Unfortunately fate wasn't that kind.

In the hall way her best friend who had over heard the conversation very clearly sent an urgent text message to her brother stating that they need to talk ASAP.

Tommy and Dil were playing a pick up game of Basketball in front of their garage. Tommy's energy was so high, way higher than usual and Dil's game was suffering from it, his bro had already beat him in the first three games.

Dil walked over to the side of the garage and leaned over to catch his breath. Tommy kept shooting the ball and running after it whether he made it or not. Both boys were glistening with sweat. It was a very warm day for November and Dil was starting to wish he never asked Tommy to play today.

"Man" he said gasping for breath "What are you drinking and can you get me some?" asked Dil still hunched over. Tommy just laughed and continued to shoot. Dil catching some of his breath stood up and put his hands over his head and breathed out. "Seriously man, what's gotten you so energized and happy?" he asked as if he had never seen Tommy happy before .

"Oh you know" he answered very nonchalant like. Dil gave him a funny look and decided to let it go for now.

"So you have a new girlfriend then?" he asked

"What no, I mean not really" he said glancing at Lil's house every so often. Dil caught his glances and shook his head and laughed mockingly.

"No way dude, you hooked up with Lil" he asked almost screaming. Tommy rushed over to him and put a sweaty hand over his mouth. Dil faked puking and Tommy took his hand away.

"You're loud, Dil"

Dil looked around seeing no one he said "My bad Mr. Paranoid, but I guess you should be since she's already someone's girlfriend." he said stressing the last part.

"Look we didn't hook up alright, we just kissed and made out a little" he said not really sure how to explain it. Dil looked at him like he was the dumbest person on earth.

"Tommy, bro, I know how you feel about her, but come on man she's dating your best friend" he said stating the obvious.

"Yea Dil thanks for the reminder" he answered rolling his eyes. "Don't you think I know that, but I can't help the way I feel every time I'm around her, and when I'm not around her, I just wanna be back around her, ya know" Dil shook his head.

"Gees man you got it bad" he said "I just hope you guys know what you're doing, because you know what they say, if you keep playing with fire you're liable to get burned" Tommy nodded "You better stop this thing before it goes too far" Dil added as an afterthought. Tommy nodded once again, but he wasn't really sure he wanted to stop this thing no matter how far it went.

Lil sat at her kitchen table with her cell phone lying on it, she was having trouble deciding who to call. She spun it around as her mind chanted Tommy…Chuckie…no Tommy, wait Chuckie. She was starting to get frustrated, when her doorbell rang.

She left her phone on the table missing a call as she did and went over to her front door and opened it. Chuckie was standing on the side of it.

"Hey Lil" he said smiling "Can I come in" she nodded and stepped back to allow him inside.

"Can we talk" he asked. She nodded once more not really trusting her voice and led him inside the living room. "I love you Lil, and I want you to be with me and only me" he said. She gave him a surprised look. "I know about you and Tommy" he said quietly.

Tommy had a tradition every Saturday afternoon he would go for a 2 mile jog around his town, sometimes Phil would join him, but he had a date with Kimi tonight.

The run would often give Tommy time to think about things in his life. On this particular run he had a lot of things to think about. So instead of running his normal 2 miles he ran 3, not even noticing because he was so lost in his thoughts. Finally he got back to his house around 8 pm. and surprisingly he wasn't tire. He noticed that his dads car wasn't in the drive way. They had been staying with his grandpa on the weekends since he had heart surgery last month.

He ran upstairs and grabbed a quick shower, he dressed in the bathroom in a short sleeve white tee-shirt and some gray sweatpants. He walked pass Dil's room and noticed the door was open and Dil was gone "probably at Gwen's" he thought to himself. He got to his bedroom and was surprised at the sight that greeted him.

"Lil?" he asked uncertain if this was a dream or not. She stood up and quietly moved over to him. He closed his door and stood in his spot as she got closer.

"I don't know why" she said quietly to herself. Tommy was unsure if she was talking to him or not, so he moved a little closer to her.

"Lil what are you talking about" he asked confused.

Lil looked up into his big blue eyes. "I don't know why" she repeated "I don't know why I didn't think things all the way through before I started dating Chuckie" she said "I don't know why I can't tell him I love him when he says it to me, I don't know I'm over here right now and not with Chuckie" she said and continued "I don't know why, I couldn't answer him this afternoon when he asked me whether or not I truly wanted to be with him. I don't know why he still wants to be with my when I'm so confused" she rambled on "And I don't know why I can't stay away from you" she finished. Tommy's heart leap with every word she spoke.

"Why Tommy?" she asked

"Why what?" he asked his voice very quiet.

"Why me?" Tommy looked at her carefully before answering.

"Because, Lil, you're the one for me" he said as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

"How do you know that" she asked

"because I can feel it" he said grabbing her hand and placing it over his heart before saying "In here". She felt his heart beating faster and faster, she was pretty sure that it was in tune with her own. He started leaning in closer and she put both hands on her chest as if she were going to push him away, but instead she leaned in closer as well.

The kiss was soft at first, as if he were trying to be as gentle as he could, trying so desperately to put all of his feelings in that one kiss, because he knew with his rational mind, that there might not be another chance to do so, with the way things were going.

She wrapped her arms around his neck, and he wrapped his around her waist, pulling her closer. She moaned in his mouth at the contact as he plunged his tongue inside hers. He picked her up effortlessly and she wrapped her legs around his waist.

They stumbled towards his bed, where he laid her down gently and resumed his position between her legs. Lil wore a skirt that day for which he was thankful, because he was pretty sure that she could feel the evidence of their passionate kisses.

He tore his lips from her mouth and started to kiss her cheek and her ears, every inch of her face. "Can't you see what you do to me" he asked huskily as he found that spot on her neck. She was moaning uncontrollably now. His hands started to inch lower and lower and she welcomed them.

Tommy hadn't been too physical with a girl before, he wasn't sure how far Lil and Chuckie went, nor did he want to know, but by the sounds she was making, he was pretty sure he was doing something right. He slipped his fingers under her skirt and started to caress her thigh. She moaned his name softly. And he captured her lips once again.

When his fingers came into contact with her very sensitive area, she moaned again almost begging him for more. She bit down on his bottom lip seductively as he slipped his fingers underneath her panties. He started to caress her and she moved her hips towards his hand begging for him to do more. He obliged, still kissing her neck he slipped a finger inside her and she gasped at the contact, urging him on.

He started to pump his finger inside her wetness and she found a rhythm with him. She could feel something bubbling in the pit of her stomach aching to be released, he was sucking so hard on one part of her neck, she was sure that there would be plain evidence of it later but she could care less right now.

He slipped another finger inside of her and she arched her back off the bed "Tommy…" the way she said his name made him want to do so much more to her hopefully later he would get that chance. She gripped his shoulders as his fingers started moving faster and faster inside of her. Her breathing started to get uneven and Tommy was starting to wonder if she was ok.

"Don't…….stop" she told him breathlessly. He could feel her walls clenching around his fingers. He started to move them even faster inside of her as she started thrashing about on the bed. He could tell she was close and getting Lil to cum right now was the thing he wanted most in life. He stared at her facial expressions committing each one to memory as he gently kissed her face. Finally she exploded and his fingers were soaked. His erection was getting quite painful as he waited for her to come down off of her high. When she finally did, she was smiling wider than he'd ever seen.

Tommy moved his fingers out of her and she almost groaned in protest. She looked at him seductively and he raised an eyebrow before she said "My turn"

To be continued…..