A/N: Thanks for the reviews! Sorry I took so long to update! Hopefully everyone had a good christmas if you celebrate that!

Back to Adam at Meathook

Adam couldn't leave just yet when Jay texted him that they had to leave. In all likely hood leaving would have been for the best because after his eighth drink he was feeling more than a little tipsy. He went up to the bar to grab another drink when a little blonde came up to him with a sly smile and painted on jeans.

"Hey darlin', whatcha drinkin'?" The blonde asked smirking up at Adam his pale blue eyes twinkling. He swallowed hard and looked the kid up and down, he was young and thin but so fucking pretty. God he was too drunk for this, he was lonely and god this kid was so damn pretty.

" Jack and coke, you want one kid?" Adam asked grabbing his drink off of the bar.

"Naw, I have had more than enough. You got a name? I'm Shannon." He moved closer to Adam reaching down running his handover the front of Adam's jeans.

"Adam…I'm Adam." He managed to spit out while he watched Shannon's hand cup the steadily growing bulge in the front of his jeans. " What are you doing kid?"

"Nothin' You were sittin' all by yourself and I thought I would come and say hi. We should go somewhere a little more private." He purred up at Adam. Four drinks earlier Adam would have declined, he was here to keep an eye on Jeff not to get his rocks off, but fuck he wasn't gonna say no now. Shannon grinned more when Adam nodded and drug him towards the back exist. The alley behind the bar was gross but at least it was empty. Shannon shoved Adam up against the side of the building moving closer to him

"Oh darlin' you are a big boy aren't ya." Shannon drawled as he unzipped Adam's jeans letting his dick spring free. He wrapped his small hand around it and grinned even more. His hand was warm and soft. God it felt so good. " You know I got a condom if you wanna fuck?

"Fuck ya." Adam groaned grabbing the condom out of Shannon's hands flipping the smaller man over and pulling down those tight jeans just under his ass. He sucked on two of fingers and opened the kid up quickly, if he was a lot more sober he would have been more considerate but he just wanted to fuck plus Shannon did not sound like he was in pain. Shannon moaned louder pushing back against Adam's fingers. " You need more or are ya ready to go?" He murmured into Shannon's ear nipping on the pale skin.

"Ain't my first rodeo big boy, you should fuck me right now." Shannon groaned moving his hands up on the rough brink wall to brace himself. Adam pulled his fingers out of Shannon and rolled on the condom, at least the thing was lubed. He pushed into the kid and groaned, it was hot and tight and everything Adam needed tonight. The noise the kid made did make it even better, he was making these pretty sound with those red wet lips every time Adam snapped his hips into him. The fucking didn't last long when Adam heard some chuckling coming from just down the alley. The back door of the club was open light filling the once dim ally. It was Phil, another dark haired man and Jeff standing in the door way. Phil had his hand in Jeff's hair holding his head up making Jeff look at him and this kid whose name he couldn't even remember. Jeff's eyes just looked sad as Adam pulled away quickly and pulling his jeans back up.

" See Jeffrey, all he wanted was to fuck someone little and pretty, he didn't want you, he took Shannon the second he offered himself up." Phil said with a smirk on his face. Adam looked over at Shannon with wide eyes, the kid no longer had that smirk on his face. He pulled his clothes back on and shuffled back towards Phil and Jeff, the other dark haired man pulled Shannon against his side. Adam had no idea what was going on, the alcohol he has consumed made his mind fuzzy and everything seemed blurred. Fuck what was going on.

" No one loves you like I do Jeff." Phil murmured down at Jeff pulling him into a rough kiss, Jeff pulled away his eyes still looking so sad. Pulling away did nothing but make Phil mad smacking Jeff in the mouth. " Adam you should probably stay away from Jeff, I gotta teach him manners again. You fucking porn star skanks let him run alittle too wild." He just gave Adam one last smirk before motioning them inside and slamming the door behind them.

Adam didn't know what was going on, his head was fuzzy and all he could keep thinking of were those sad green eyes. He was going to be sick. He did not really grasp that he was pulling out his phone and calling Jay to come and get him, his voice cracking and his eyes starting to burn. He didn't move from his spot in the ally until he felt a warm hand on his shoulder. Jay looked tired, he was in a baggy hoodie and yoga pants, he just sighed wrapping himself around Adam's shoulders.

" Addy, we gotta get you home. You gotta get some sleep." He murmured in Adam's ear smoothing down his wavy hair.

" I don't know what I'm doing any more." Adam buried his face in his brother's neck holding him close just trying to get some comfort.

Adam knew he loved hard and he loved fast. He always blew people off when they told him his puppy love got too intense. This he couldn't ignore. Fuck it hurt so much, he did not know what he was doing anymore. He let Jay usher him back into the car and take him home. He had to work in the morning and it was going to come early but he needed to fix things. He did not want to feel this way anymore.