Haruhi's letter

To the Host Club,

Words cannot describe what I am feeling at this moment but I shall try: Hurt, Betrayed and disappointed are a few that come to my mind. When I stumbled a pone you last term I thought what a bunch of morons, then the feeling changed to distant friends then to what I thought were close friends. For the first time since my Mother's death I felt warn and happy and wanted. You all dragged me out of a deep depression.

Now I am back to square one. I know who told the Newspaper Club my secret Tamaki. I can't believe you would be so childish I saw you as a kind and caring person yet looks can be deceiving.

Kyoya I humbly ask you not to track me down, the stress that this has caused me is too much and seeing HIM and all of you guys would just make matters worse, please for once respect my privacy.

Hikaru and Kaoru I was never your toy, I was someone looking for a friend people I could trust yet you treated me no better than a doll passed between two babies. I don't wear frilly dresses and tops because they remind me of my Mother and it is a painful memory for me. Yet you forced me into them not once thinking about my feelings.

Honey-Sempi and Mori-Sempi, you two were the only ones out of the host club I could call friends, you didn't look at my like a toy or a money making scheme nor as a child like the others did. I will miss the two of you and I'm sorry I can't say this to you in person but I have to move on. Thank you Mori-sempi for saving me from Tamaki and the twins and Honey-sempi thanks for being there to offer advice and support when I was down.

I have left Ouran for good, never to return. My dream is my goal that is all now, no more friends' just allies. With the exception of Mori-Sempi and Honey- Sempi I hope never to see any of the host club again.

Haruhi Fujioka

The host club sat around there meeting table, Kyoya had just finished reading the letter he had found taped to the host clubs door. Inside was a check for 8,000,000¥ no-one knew how she got the money but she had and paid back her dept.

"MAMA you must find her, find our beloved daughter and bring her home!" Tamaki wailed. Kyoya sighed and pushed his glasses up causing them to catch the light.

"No" he replied. Before Tamaki could go off on one he continued. "Haruhi has asked me not to and to respect her privacy, that and she has repaid her debt I see no reason to chase after her. There is no more to gain" even to him that was a weak excuse

"Tama-chan, you hurt her, you made Haru-chan go away" Honey said tearing up "YOU TOOK MY NEW FRIEND AWAY FROM ME!" he screamed bursting into tears. Mori held him back from attacking Tamaki. Eyes shining with sadness.

"Mori-sempi what did Haruhi mean about offering advice and such, you only saw her when we saw her right?" Hikaru asked.

"Haru-chan suffers from depression, he father does two and both work hard to help the other. But once Ranka-chan phoned me and asked me to help her, she was hurting herself. I called Takashi and he helped hold her while I talked to her. She had a lot of bruises. Ranka-chan said it had been happening more once she had joined the host club." Honey explained sobbing.

"yeah" Mori agreed.

"WHY DO YOU GET TO COMFORT MY DAUGHTER, DADDY SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE TO HOLD HER!" Tamaki screamed.

"For the love of christ" Kaoru muttered "THAT IS WHAT CAUSED HER TO BE DEPRESSED!" Everyone looked at the younger twin. "We did, we forced ourselves into her personal space, pushed her to do our bidding, violating her privacy. I see it now. We are responsible. Boss you forced yourself into her life not reading the signs at the fair we followed you but Haruhi brought you back to us. She loved us all equally like I do Hikaru she did see us as family once. But no more" Hikaru held his younger twin as he began to sob.

Kyoya looked at each member of the host club, before Haruhi there were friends but not as close as she brought them. Now they were breaking apart from each other. But she had asked not to be found he knew all too well what depression does to people. His Sister had gone into depression after their mother died but was brought out of it when she married almost six years later.

"I think" Kyoya began "We need to ask Tamaki what drove him to do such a drastic action against our once 'secret princess'" Everyone looked at the host king waiting for an answer. Kyoya had an I-will-tell-if-you-don't look in his eyes.

"Haruhi continuously refused to date me"

Hey thank you for the reviews everyone, please keep reviewing this is my first (although re-written) Ouran fan fic do please review and tell me what you think. (insert Honey-sempi teary eyes)