Oh you guys are just terrible for my ego! Just awful! I was really surprised with how many reviews were posted. That is just awesome! Now let's see if we can increase that by like 10! Also the whole Shiro/Ichi thing, it was only supposed to imply that they had sex, so you won't see the sex, but you will hear about it! This chapter is going to be the definition of when shit hits the fan. Let's read and find out! Enjoy!
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One week. That's how long it's been since the kiss with Grimmjow and since I had sex with Shiro. One might be surprised with how much you can get done in a week. So far, I've managed to avoid the topic of the kiss with Grimmjow and he's been okay with that. Well, not really. He's been asking about it and how I feel and shit but I just push it aside and tell him to keep working. I know it's wrong to play with my feelings as well as Grimmjow's feelings but I don't tell you how to live your life, do I?
As for the whole sex with Shiro thing, well that had been interesting to say the least. The sex had been good. Really good in fact. It had been just what I needed to clear my head and honestly, I think it was just what I needed to keep my mind focused on what really mattered; my job and my paycheck. I was snapped out of my thoughts by Grimmjow who had seemed to be calling me.
"Ichi…I'm bored! Let's go get lunch!" I look over at him and frown.
"You know as well as I do that you're supposed to be working. You bitching about work doesn't seem like work to me, so I think you'd better hop to it."
"Geez, you've been so cold to me lately. More than usual anyway. What's been up?" I turn my head to keep him from seeing my face that was currently stained with a crimson color.
"I've been acting the same as usual. Maybe it's just your imagination…"
"No that's not it. You know it. I know it." Grimmjow puts his pen down and stands up from his desk. He makes his way over to the chair across from me and sits down noisily. He breathes heavily through his nose. "Look Ichi, are you acting strange because of the kiss? Be honest…"
I felt like I was being trapped in a corner with no way to defend myself. I don't meet his eyes but I can feel his intimidating gaze upon me. I try my best to keep down the guilt that was steadily creeping up. I take a deep breath. In and out. I finally meet his gaze.
"It has nothing to do with that." I say coldly. I didn't mean for it to sound that way but that's the way it came out. Grimmjow looks hurt for a second but recovers quickly.
"Okay, so how come every time I bring it up, you change the subject?" he asks roughly.
"I don't change the subject. I just wish you would stop bringing it up every freakin' chance you get! There's nothing wrong with me. It is just your imagination and that's final!" I hiss slowly. Grimmjow growls.
"Okay, if by some fucking miracle that it is my imagination and it's not the kiss that's bothering you, then what is!?" Grimmjow yells, temper getting the better of him.
"Should I come back later, Grimmy?" We both turn towards the door. Of course it's Shiro and for once he doesn't have his usual smirk on his face. Grimmjow clears his throat and gives me a look that says 'this isn't over' and give him one right back saying 'It is'.
After a few moments of silence between us, Grimmjow's grin returns. He looks at Shiro, who is also smiling now.
"So what can I do for ya', Whitey?" Shiro shrugs and takes the seat Grimmjow had been sitting in just moments ago.
"Shit. Just bored outta my mind. So I decided to come here and hang with my two bestest friends!" he cheers happily. I roll my eyes and go back to highlighting important parts of my reading assignment.
"Don't you have work or something? I know you're a model and all but even they go to work…" I ask. Shiro lets out a loud laugh that I'm sure can be heard from outside Grimmjow's office.
"Hey, I work. Earn my paycheck just like the next guy. And besides, I pose for pictures for a living. It's seriously as easy as it sounds."
"I guess that's true."
"Well I just think you're being lazy. You and I both know you could find something better to do than to harass me or Ichi while we're working." Grimmjow says. Shiro snorts.
"Oh please, you mean while Ulquiorra's working. I haven't seen you do anything! And you're right I could find something else better to do. Or someone…" he says, referring to me. I lean closer to my book to keep from being seen blushing.
"Whatever, I get more ass than you do in one week than you get in an entire month."
"Ha! I doubt that…" Shiro says confidently.
"Yup!" Grimmjow says as he grins at Shiro.
"So how much ass did you get this week, Grimm old buddy?" Grimmjow's face slightly flushes.
"Exactly! I, for one, got ass recently." Shiro says smugly. I feel my stomach drop. Oh he could not be talking about me. He wouldn't!
"What ass did you get that I couldn't?" Grimmjow asks him with a smirk. Shiro returns the smirk times 20.
"Unconquered territory, my friend…" he says slyly. Grimmjow was about to respond but his office phone rang.
"Yeah, what is it, Syazel? Files? For the hospital? Yeah, I got em'. Why do you need em'?" He questions. He frowns in confusion. "What do you mean you lost your copies? Go find em'! What-Fine! Fine! I'll bring you mine!" he hangs up. He sighs and digs in his filing cabinet until he pulls out the file that I'm assuming he needed.
"I'll be right back. Gotta go take some shit to Pinky." He groans.
"Give Pinky the finger for me!" Shiro says as he waves. Once Grimmjow leaves the room Shiro face turns deadly serious.
"Why were you guys fighting?"
"Nothing happened, alright."
"That's not what I'm concerned about. Does he know?" I scowl at him.
"Of course not! You think I would be that stupid to let something like that slip out? How careless do you think I am!?" I ask furiously. I sigh and run a hand over my face in stress and frustration.
"Shiro, why are you bringing this up? I told you after we had sex that this was a one-time thing and that it is to never be brought up again."
"I get that but it's harder than it seems Ichi. It may be easy for you but it's not for me. I already told you I had feelings for you. Those just don't evaporate within a week span."
"And I apologized for using your feelings like that and I hate to say this but it was just pity sex. You knew what it was from the start. You agreed to have sex with me because I was confused and now I know what I'm feeling because of it." Shiro looks angry. I know he's angry but I won't shy away from his fury like I did with Grimmjow.
"And what is the conclusion of your feelings then?" He growls out spitefully. I met his gaze.
"I'm just going to ignore them. It'll only cause nothing but trouble, that's why I'm in this mess now!"
"You're damn right." I feel my stomach hit the floor. I see Shiro making the same face except he's meeting Grimmjow's eyes. This is the first time I've seen Shiro look scared and it's not a good look on him. I hear footsteps coming closer. I want to run but I can't.
"Oh no, don't stop talking on my account. Go ahead, keep talkin'. I wanna hear the rest of this…" Grimmjow informs. Shiro swallows thickly.
"G-Grimmjow, what did uh what did you hear?"
"Enough to know you two slept together. So was this the ass you were talking about?" Grimmjow asks as he laughs humorlessly.
"Grimmjow I-"
"Shut up!" I flinch at his tone. I know he's looking at me. I can feel is looming presence over me. When he spoke, I was surprised at how…hurt he sound.
"So, Ichi, was this the same week we kissed?" I don't answer immediately. But when I do, it's barely audible.
"Yes…" Grimmjow makes a fist and raises it like he wants to hit something but he hits nothing.
"You know, I get that I joke around a lot and I might not come off as serious half the time but you were one thing I was really serious about. When I told you oh-so many times that I liked you, you blew me off. That's fine, I like a little challenge. But when you kissed me back, you felt something and I fucking know it. Even that entire week before I kissed you, I knew you felt something for me, I don't know why you just won't admit it."
"Grimmjow listen to me-" I start.
"And you!" he looks at Shiro. "My best friend, huh? That's some bullshit! You of all people should know when I'm serious about someone. Ulquiorra knew and he spends more time working than he does paying attention to me! Shiro, you've done some fucked up shit that I can forgive but this…this ain't one of em'."
"Grimmjow, I'm sorry. I'm really, really sorry." Shiro apologizes. If anything this makes Grimmjow angrier.
"Get out. Just get out. I'll send you this week's paycheck in the mail, Ichigo. Don't come in for the rest of this week. When you come back, you'll be working with Ulquiorra." He says coldly.
"Grimmjow, can you please just listen to me for a second!" I beg. He doesn't. He walks over to his desk and sits.
"You can leave now…" He tells us as he begins to write on some document.
"Grimm, please! Just listen!-" Shiro grabs my shoulder and pulls me out of the office.
"Come on Ichigo. Just leave him be. He'll talk to us when he's ready. Let's go, I'll take ya' home!" he says as he gives a fake smile. I know it's fake but I can tell he's trying to make me feel better even after the fucked situation I just put him in.
"I'm sorry Shiro." He shakes his head as we walk into the elevator.
"No, no. It's fine. It takes two to tango…" We don't say a word as the elevator takes us to the first floor. We walk out the front gate and into Shiro's car. Shiro starts the car and I've yet to put on my seat belt. I slump forward and run my hands back and forth through my hair.
"Ugh! Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I scream in the passenger seat. Shiro rubs my back.
"Shiro, I fucked up. I really fucked up. I-I'm a rational thinker but I-I don't know how to fix this…" I mumble. I won't cry. I will not cry. That's weak. And I'm not weak.
"Just let things die down a little. It'll be fine…" He says as he begins to drive to my home.
The entire drive was quiet. You could barely hear breathing from either of us. But I guess that was to be expected. I was slightly thankful Shiro didn't say anything to me. I just wanted to think and figure out a logical way to go about things. I feel the car slow down.
"We're here…" I get out and wave slightly. He does the same, not really wanting to be here either. I walk inside to see Shinji filing his nails. He looks up in surprise.
"Ichi!? What are you doin' here so early? And why do you look like a shit sandwich?" I don't reply. I keep moving towards my room and once I'm there I close the door behind me. I kick off my shoes and sit in the center of my bed; knees pulled to my chest, arms over my face, hiding it from the world.
"Yeah, I fucked up bad…" I mutter to myself.
Two Weeks Later
Two weeks had passed since Grimmjow found out about Shiro and me. He hasn't said a word to me since and I'm sure he didn't plan on it either. The worst part about it though, is that I'm stationed right outside his office. I can see him working or when he's reading a book, or even when he's balancing a pencil on his nose out of boredom. And nothing makes you feel like an even bigger piece of shit than when the person you so desperately want to talk to doesn't even acknowledge your presence.
This morning I didn't even get a good morning but Ulquiorra did. We sit right next to each other for God's sake! I know I shouldn't expect so much but I just want to talk to him and he's just avoiding me like I've got the fucking bubonic plaque. I mean really! You can't miss me. I stand out beyond belief. Even Grimmjow knows that so I think that's why he went through the trouble of having shades placed in his office. Now every time we make eye contact he gets up to pull them down. I have to go through the trouble of sneaking peaks of him when he's not looking. God, I'm such a creep!
"Kurosaki, you are free to leave."
"Uh okay. Have a nice day!" Ulquiorra hums as he straightens up his desk area. I go to the elevators out of habit and press the first floor. I wasn't really paying attention because my mind was still on Grimmjow. I knew I might regret this but I needed to talk to him, even if it kills me!
"Okay! I'm gonna go to his house!" I say as I walk out of the elevator and front door. I didn't have car so I had to walk but it didn't matter to me how far it was. I already knew he was home since I saw him leave, leaving Ulquiorra and I to do the work he didn't finish. I had to hand it to Ulquiorra, his job isn't easy. I walk for about 15 more minutes until I reach his house and to my surprise the gates already opened. I waste no time running up to the front door but stopping to compose myself. Just as I was about to knock the door opens.
"Shiro?"
"Ichi, hey…What are you doin' here?"
"The guilt, shame, and embarrassment were eating me alive so I needed to come and talk to Grimmjow. I know he probably won't listen, but all I need is for him to hear me and that's enough." Shiro smiles at me.
"Yeah, maybe you'll have better luck than me. Good luck, Ichi!" he says as he walks to his car. I nod firmly and walk inside the house, shutting the doors behind me.
"It's still just as big as I remember…" I say as I walk pass the place where I first encountered Luppi, the little bastard. I figured Grimmjow might be in his office, but that's was also the only place I knew how to get to. I knock quietly. I hear a sigh and a gruff voice behind the door.
"Shiro, I already told you, I'll talk to you when I'm ready." I open the door slowly.
"It's not Shiro…Hi." I say awkwardly. Grimmjow's heads pops up and he glares. I immediately cringe at the stare and I found myself wondering if this was the right thing to do.
"How'd you get in here?"
"The gate was open and I caught Shiro on his way out, so I came in."
"Well leave…" he says as he goes back his paperwork. I shut the door completely.
"I'm not leaving until we talk." I tell him firmly. He growls and looks at me.
"There ain't shit to talk about."
"Yes, there is. I know what I did was really, really fucked up. I know shouldn't have done what I did." I mumble sadly.
"If you knew you shouldn't have done it then why did you!?"
"Cos' I was scared and confused!"
"With what!? There's nothing to be confused about!" he counters back.
"Yes there is! I was confused with myself, these feelings, and you..." he snorts.
"Me? What's there to be confused about with me? I'm pretty fuckin' sure I let you know I liked you, several times in fact!"
"That's just it! I didn't know if you were serious and that terrified me!"
"Bullshit!" I walk closer to the desk.
"It's not!" He gets up quickly, paper flying everywhere.
"You're in denial!" I feel my face redden with anger as I slam my hands on his desk.
"I'm not in denial!" I scream at him. I see his veins pop out.
"Then tell me what you want!" he yells as he slams his hands down on the desk. I was taken aback by his demand and I found myself faltering. His gaze softens and he sits back down and runs a shaky hand over his face.
"Just tell me what you want, Ichigo…" I swallow and make my way around his desk and sit on his lap, trapping him. He moves a little bit but doesn't try to move me just yet. I look up and our eyes lock. I blush and move my head so it's placed at his neck.
"I want you." I hear him take in a breath sharply before roughly slamming me on the desk. He now moves his hands on either side of my head as he glares once more at me.
"Don't fuck with me Ichigo! I am not a man to play mind games with!" I wrap my arms around his neck and bring him closer to me.
"I want you." I repeat.
"I fucking mean it, Ichigo!" he says as he sounds as though he's panicking. I bring him closer so that we're just mere inches apart.
"Grimmjow, I want you." And that's all it took. Grimmjow rough grips my hips and brings me in for a bone chilling kiss. His rough, yet soft lips on mine as he swiftly licks and nips at my bottom lip. I give him the entrance he's seeking as he pulls me up and places me on his lap as he sits back in the chair, but never breaking the kiss. I grip fistfuls of his hair as we kiss. He groans at my roughness but doesn't shy away from it. We pull away, gasping at the lack of air.
I say nothing as I move my hands up his shirt. He gets the idea and pulls it over his head and throwing it to the ground, where it will soon be forgotten. I watch in amazement as Grimmjow's toned abs glisten slightly with sweat. I moan as I run my hands up his nicely chiseled body. I look up to catch him grinning.
"You like my body, Ichi?" he asks as he leans into my ear. "That turn you on?" I groan as grind myself into his lower body. He groans but the grin never leaves his face.
"Lets get you outta these clothes too, yeah?" I nod as I remove my shirt, throwing it where Grimmjow's landed. Grimmjow wastes no time licking and sucking at my neck. He then sinks his rather sharp teeth into my neck and I moan.
"Oh God… ahnn ha." He licks his way down my neck to my nipples. He teases both of them, one in his mouth while he twists the other. I grip his shoulders tightly as I helplessly wait for him to get done toying with me. He stops suddenly and tugs at my belt buckle. I nod slightly and stand up shakily as I wiggle out of my pants. Grimmjow licks his lips. He nosily reaches in his desk for something and comes out with lube. I grin up at him before putting the lube down on the desk. He looks at confused before asking,
"What's wrong? I was gonna prep you…" I smile and make my way to the carpeted floor. I look up at him as I play with his beat buckle.
"I wanna suck you first." He looks surprised for a moment but recovers.
"Well I certainly won't stop you." I smile as I pull his zipper down to retrieve his cock from his boxers. Once it's out, I found myself staring at it. It was…big. Shiro's was around my size, which was about 7 or 7 and half inches, and he was a bit thick than me. But Grimmjow was bigger in both size and thickness. I swallowed nervously.
"What's the matter? You scared of a little dick?" That asshole. I wanted to prove him wrong so I jumped right into it. I gripped the base lightly before rubbing it in slow circles. I hear Grimmjow release groan of pleasure so I keep going. I lick the tip a few times before completely sucking it in. I look up at him and he's already looking at me. While he's looking, I slowly take more of him inside me. His head rolls back against the chair.
"Fuckin' shit, Ichi." If I could smile right now, I would've. I sucked hard a few times, pulling off the suck the underside. I licked my way back up to the tip and repeated this action. I use my free hand to cuff his balls and roll them around.
"Shit!" he says as he pulls me by my hair. I yelp and glare at him.
"What the hell, Grimm?" he then lifts me up and places me on the desk.
"Just shut up and let me work magic." He tells me as he pulls off my boxers. I don't complain since they were going to come off eventually. He then kisses me lightly then kisses my neck as I feel him pull my legs up on his shoulders. I moan as I feel his finger slicked with lube circle my entrance. I absent mindedly wondered when he put it on but the thought was forgotten as he stuck the finger inside.
"Ahnn, shit…" I feel him grinning into my neck. "D-Don't get cocky, asshole." He chuckles and places another finger inside me roughly.
"I'm sorry, Ichi. I didn't quite catch that." He says as he jabs my prostate. I grip his forearm and toss my head back.
"Oh fucking shit. Mmph, m-more, Grimm. Anhhhn!" I moan out.
"I here you loud and clear now." He adds another finger inside and then pulls out, thoroughly surprising me. I unintentionally let out a whine from feeling so empty. He laughs lowly as he slicks up his cock with lube.
"Almost there Ichi…" he says lowly. When he's done, he looks at me and I nod, giving him the okay to start pushing in. I let out a groan of pain from being stretched this much but I figure it'd be worth later on.
"Jesus, Ichigo. Loosen up a bit, ah." Grimmjow hisses through his teeth. I moan slightly as he settles in one spot. He waits for my approval to move and when given, he thrusts hard, shocking me into silence temporarily.
"O-Oh my God! Fuck, fuck! Haaa, shit Grimmjow!" I scream in ecstasy. Grimmjow takes this as a sign to push my legs back further for better access. Now Grimmjow was drilling inside me relentlessly.
"H-Harder!" I beg
"Fuck!" Grimmjow yells as he pulls out completely. He flips me over so that I was bent over the desk. He then re-enters me. I felt him pull back and thrust harder than before.
"This is what you wanted, right? Nice and hard!"
I can't find the words to describe the feeling but my God, is it wonderful. I feel my hips hitting the edge of the desk, but I couldn't care less. It just felt so amazing. Grimmjow continues to thrust harder and harder and I'm reaching my peak. I don't feel myself letting out screams of bloody murder but I know I am because I can hear my screams echoing off the walls.
"Grimm-Grimmjow! I can't anymore. I'm gonna cum. Ahh ah, it's sooo good!" I slur. Grimmjow reaches around and strokes me to my release. Grimmjow increases his thrusts so I know he's close.
"Oh, fuck-Grimmjow!" I scream in satisfaction. Grimmjow cums right after me with a roar. We lie there panting. I was still slumped over as Grimmjow pulls out of me and kisses the side of my head.
"You're mine now, you got that? No more games from now on." He mutters.
"Y-Yeah, I know…" I say as I turn and smile at him. He brings me in for a hug and holds me. And it feels…nice.
"Grimmjow-sama, I'm reporting for d-d-duty!?" I hear a voice say. I turn to look over my shoulder to see Luppi.
"Oh, it's you…" I say hatefully. Little creep. His eyes begin water dramatically as he speaks.
"Grimmjow-sama, why?" he yells as he runs out. I hear Grimmjow groan.
"Fuckin' Luppi…I hope he doesn't think I'm runnin' after him…"
And done! I hope that made up for the loss of the Shiro sex scene. There you have it! Together at last! I hope you guys are happy. I'm glad you guys are enjoying the story so this was my treat to you and myself, I guess. Please leave awesome reviews! Thanks for reading, until next time, Bye-Bye!