A few hours later it was time for dinner and we were all sitting at the table. I couldn't stop thinking about the Brandon's words, but now I know that I would go to all that he offers. I stage up my dinner and was about to go to my room.
Stef: Callie, we can talk to you?
Callie: Yes, of course
Stef: We should go to the yard.
She left and I followed her.
Callie: If you are about AJ I understood everything, this won'tt happen again, it was a momentary clouding
Stef: umm, I'm glad to hear it. I don't want history to be repeated
Callie: It would not be repeated, even if I started dating him
Stef: Callie, I understand that you're not brother and sister, but
Callie: No, Stef, that's not that.
Stef: And what?
Callie: Let's not talk about this ? I understood everything
Stef: Well, I trust you. I just can't understand why you always fall in love with those who are members of our family
Callie: I didn't fell in love with AJ
Stef: Well, when the last time you did things like that Brandon told us you're in love
Callie: Because it's true
Stef looked at me with a suspicious look and asked after a minute.
Stef: Do you feel something for Brandon?
I didn't know what to say. To tell the truth, I could not. But the lie to her, I was not able too.
Stef: Callie, I think we have closed this topic
Callie: Why do people think that stop loving someon so simple?
Stef: You love him? No, we've already talked about it, it isn't love
Callie: And then what? As you think I just wake up every day with the pain in my soul at the thought that I could never be with? Every time I see him with someone else I want to run away because it is unbearably difficult. I can't just look at him because it's worth looking into his eyes and I'll want to drop everything and just be with him!
I had been crying. I could not understand why I was telling her all this. I know that I have from this soured relations with her to put it mildly. But it is now broke out everything that I restrained myself in so long.
Stef: I thought your feelings were gone for a long time ago
Callie: no, they didn' my
Stef: I don't know what to say. We'll talk tomorrow, I need to think things through
Callie: Okay
She left, and I remained standing in the backyard. A few minutes later I wanted to go into the house, but I saw AJ in the door
AJ: So you love Brandon?
Callie: I don't want to talk about it. I'm going to sleep
AJ: I think I have a right to know. Yesterday you behaved as if you do something to me and today I found out you love him. Don't you want to explain?
Callie: explain what? That I tangled around? That I don't understand what I'm doing?That I don't know what I'm going to do next?
AJ: you confused that who you want to be with,with him or ...
Callie: No! I always knew that I wanted to be with him!
AJ: mmm, clear
Callie: I'm sorry ...
AJ: No, it's okay. I'll probably go. good night
And he quickly ran into the house. And again I realized that all the problems come from me and that I hurt everyone.
I went to my room, Mariana was doing her homework
Mariana: Brandon was looking for you
Callie: Long ago?
Mariana: No, 5 minutes ago. Are you all right?
Callie: No
Mariana: What happened?
I sat on the bed and just stared at the floor
Mariana: Callie, I'm your sister and best friend. You can tell me everything
Callie: I'm afraid you won't consider me as friend after that
Mariana: What the nonsense? There is nothing in this world that would change that. Share with me. Maybe I can help
I decided for the first time to be totally honest with her and tell her everything I kept from everyone. I just decided talk to her not as like with sister, but as with the best friend...