2 weeks had already passed and it was already the day that Mizuki and I were going on our date, he was a fun person to hang out with.
My relationship with Nezumi had evolved a little, we have been talking a lot theses few weeks, it was the part that I enjoyed most of the day, I really look forward to it, and in the weekends we stayed in ordering food and watching movies.
I took a shower,got dressed and was ready to go, I was meeting Mizuki at a local restaurant; I decided that I had to tell Nezumi about it.
"Nezumi there is something I have to tell you"
"What is it?"
"Do you remember the guy you punched a few weeks ago?"
"What about him?"
"I'm going on a date with him, it's tonight, I feel like I had to tell you since we've dated and all..."
Part of me wished he would beg me not to go.
"Fine do whatever you want I don't care"
"You don't? It doesn't bother you?"
"No."
"I thought you would be jealous since you punched him and all"
"No I'm not jealous."
"Okay then, well I'm going now, see you later Nezumi"
"Okay"
I stared at him for a minute, he wasn't even looking at me, so he really didn't care, I guess he had given up on getting me back since the amnesia thing and all, it's not like I even like him? Or do I ?
I turned around and walked out the door.
NEZUMI'S P.O.V:
I was sitting on the couch reading a book when Shion came in the room.
"Nezumi there is something I have to tell you"
"What is it?"
"Do you remember the guy you punched a few weeks ago?"
"What about him?"
"I'm going on a date with him, it's tonight, I feel like I had to tell you since we've dated and all..."
"Fine do whatever you want I don't care" No please don't go on a date with him, I do care, I care about you more than anything.
"You don't? It doesn't bother you?"
"No." Yes it bothers me.
"I thought you would be jealous since you punched him and all"
"No I'm not jealous." Of course I'm jealous,I want to punch the guy in the face again, I don't want you to go on a date with anyone other than me.
"Okay then, well I'm going now, see you later Nezumi"
"Okay" No please don't go...
Shion stared at me for what felt like eternity then he turned around and walked out the door; I couldn't look him in the eyes, because if I did I was sure I would break, and I didn't want him to see me cry.
SHION'S P.O.V:
When I got to the restaurant Mizuki was already there, I didn't know why but I didn't feel nervous at all.
"Hey sorry if I'm late" I said to Mizuki
"No it's okay, I got here early because I was so nervous"
"Oh okay"
The restaurant we were at could served all types of food so I ordered Lasagna and Mizuki ordered steak with fries. After dinner we went for a walk.
"So Shion how are things going with Nezumi? Did you sort out your feelings?"
"No I haven't, I think I like him but I'm not sure maybe I just feel that way because I spend so much time with him..."
"So why don't you move out?"
"Move out?"
"Yeah, so you can sort out your feelings, if you still feel the same way about him when you are away it means you truly like him"
"Oh my god that's genius Mizuki thanks"
2 hours later it was getting dark.
"Mizuki it's getting late, I think I should go home"
"Okay I'll walk you home"
He walked me to the door of my building, then when I was about to turn around to the door Mizuki grabbed me by the arm to stop me of going in. I turned around to ask what the matter was but before I could talk he kissed me. I didn't kiss him back and pushed him.
"I-I'm sorry I have to go" I said and ran in the building.
I got to the apartment and Nezumi was still on the sofa, still reading his book.
"Nezumi I'm back"
He didn't say anything back to me, he just look at me and continued reading.
"Nezumi I've been thinking and I-I think I should move out..."
"W-What? Why?!" said Nezumi dropping his book on the floor.
"It's just I have to sort out my feelings and I can't do that if I stay here"
I said in a low voice, I wasn't sure if Nezumi had heard me.
"Did you hear what I just said?" I said lower than before but in a tone that didn't seem like me at all.
"Go,move out already, if you can't stand to be around me anymore, go I don't even care, just leave me alone" said Nezumi in a trembling voice that made him seem so fragile.
Nezumi got up trying to not look at me, but I saw what he tried desperately to hide from me.
He was crying.
I immediately regretted my words but it was too late, I had hurt him, all I wanted was to move out to figure out if I truly like him, or if I was feeling those feelings because I spent all my time with him and no one else. I blew it, I'm such an idiot.
I took an hour to pack my things, when I was ready to go, I left Nezumi a note that said 'I'm sorry'.
It was late, it must have been around 1 in the morning when I got to my mother's house.
"Shion honey what's wrong? Did you get in a fight with Nezumi?" asked my mom
"I don't really want to talk about it right now if that's okay"
"Okay honey"
I went upstairs to what used to be my room and went to sleep.
The next morning I got up early and went for a walk.
After a short while my legs began to feel weak and I fell to the ground. I guess that was why I still needed to go to therapy. I stared at the ground for a long time, I saw people staring at me. I couldn't take my eyes off of the ground. I sat there, staring at nothing, when something came into my field of view, a rat. It was staring at me fiercely, when suddenly I started remembering everything, I remembered how Nezumi and I first met when we were 12, how he saved me from being almost taken to the correctional facility, how he saved my life by removing the parasite wasp from my neck, the first time we danced together, the first time we kissed, the first time we've slept together, how he left me, how he came back, when we moved in together, I remembered everything.
"Hamlet!" I said at the rat staring at me.
"Let's go Hamlet" I said as he climbed on my shoulder, I got up and started running until I reached our apartment, I knocked at the door but no one answered, I looked at my phone, it was 9 in the morning, Nezumi is probably at work by now, I ran again in direction of Nezumi's place of work ignoring the awful pain I felt in my legs.
NEZUMI'S P.O.V:
I was reading my script when I heard Shion's voice calling me, at first I thought I was crazy but then I saw him enter the room with his face all red, he stopped a second at the door to take back his breath and then he came to me
"Oi Shion wha-" my sentence was cut by Shion's lips on mine, I quickly started returning his kiss hugging him as he passed his fingers through my hair.
I heard my coworkers whisper things like 'oh my god' and 'I didn't know he was gay'.
Shion stopped kissing me.
"Shion what the hell?!" I said hitting him on the head
"Oww" he yelled rubbing the back of his head and then he suddenly fell on the floor
"Shion! What's wrong?!" I yelled throwing myself on the floor
"It's my legs, but that doesn't matter, Nezumi I remember you, I remember everything, that's why I came here, I had to see you, I'm sorry for what I've put you through I feel so bad" he said crying
"Shion don't cry,you don't have to apologize it's not your fault,you weren't yourself" I said hugging him
"I've missed you" he whispered in my ear
"I've missed you too" I whispered in his.
"Now, can you stand?"
"I don't think I-" I didn't let him finished his sentence and carried him bridal style.
Everyone around me gasped.
"Nezumi where are you going?! " my agent yelled. I didn't respond anything and continued walking.
SHION'S P.O.V:
After we got out of his work place, Nezumi took me to therapy.
"I'm going to wait for you outside"
"Okay" I said heading inside
Right away I saw Mizuki he was waving at me.
"Hi"
"Hey Shion, so have you decided if you want to have a second date with me?"
"Sorry Mizuki but I got all my memories back, I'm in love with Nezumi."
"Oh I see" he said with a sad look on his face.
"But we still can be friends if you want"
"Sure" he replied
The hour passed very quickly and when we had to leave he insisted on accompanying me at the door, when we got there Nezumi was sitting on a chair waiting for me, when he saw I was with Mizuki, he gave him a death glare.
"Nezumiii" I yelled running towards him waving happily, when I got to him I hugged him tight so he would know I had only eyes for him and was proud of being his boyfriend. Nezumi's face turned bright red.
"What are you doing airhead, we are in a public place" he said hitting me on the head, again.
"Owww Nezumi, it's the second time of the day that you hit me"
"It's because it's the second time of the day you do something embarrassing in front of people; let's go home" he said taking me by the hand.
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