Hi sweeties , here's another chap, beta'ed by Hayasaka Shion =')

Hope you like it ;3

~Chapter IV~

I opened my eyes very slowly, as I began to hear voices speaking far too loudly for my ears. I looked in the directions of those voices, yet all I saw was a white curtain. I was in the infirmary; probably Ringo-sensei had brought me here after what I'd done. What have I done? I bit Jinguji, I drank his blood and even if he asked me to stop I didn't. I am an idiot, why couldn't I drink the blood inside those tubes? Why did I have to humiliate myself in front of everyone? If they despised me before, now they completely hated me!

"Wait Jinguji-kun you can't see him now, it's too soon." That was Ringo-sensei's voice, and what did he say? See me? Jinguji? Jinguji wants to see me? No… I'm not ready yet, what if I bite him again? What if I feel what I felt before? I don't want to.

"He's awake."

"Wait Jinguji-kun you can't go-"

Suddenly the white curtain was opened and I quickly looked up in shock and fear, I was afraid of my own reaction and feelings. And I had good reasons for that because once I saw Jinguji my body began to act strangely. I felt my body slightly shaking and its temperature increasing, my heart was beating faster and the most strange and unbelievable was that I wanted to feel Jinguji closer; as close as we had been when I sucked his blood. Yet I didn't want blood, I knew I didn't want it because I already know that strong feeling and desire that bloom inside of me when I'm desperate for blood.

I quickly looked away avoiding him; I fear that if I continued looking at him I would do something stupid and embarrassing. But as soon as I avoided his eyes I felt him leaning over me and pulling my chin up, so we were facing each other again, our faces just mere inches away from each other and I swear I could feel my face burning. I bet I was blushing like an idiot and for no reason in particular. Then instead of talking Jinguji remained silent, his piercing light blue eyes looking at my dark blue ones deeply and I felt so weak at his presence. His fingers pressed against my skin were making me melt and without realizing it I closed my eyes, absorbing his gentle touch through his fingertips.

His skin feels so good, so warm... yet I want to feel him more, this isn't enough. Why? What is happening with me? I feel like I am connected to him. Damn it, my body is reacting just to his touch and presence. This bastard, how can he make me feel in such a way?

"So, Hijirikawa, it seems that we will be part of the STARISH class." He whispered in my ear, making me shiver. When did he bring his mouth so close to me? But he is closer, just like I wanted, and somehow I can't resist him.

I clung to his white shirt, my eyes still closed and my body shaking a bit more than moments ago, and then I asked stuttering, "W-What is S-STARISH class?", he laughed in my ear and I could feel an intense shiver running through my whole body.

"Sorry, I forgot that you were new here. Don't worry Hijirikawa, soon you will find out about the STARISH class." He whispered again, his hand that had been pulling my chin up began to caress my face gently, and then he ran his fingertips through my skin down to my neck and pulling my head closer to him softly.

"Your heart is beating really fast Hijirikawa." He whispered again, this time he had a playful tone in his deep sexy voice. Yes, even if he's an idiot his voice is a little bit sexy; even I can recognize that. However I can't think properly to analyze him. His hot breath against my ear, his deep voice, his warm touch… Damn it, he can weakening me so much. I can't breathe properly, my heart is beating so fast like he said, my body is shaking wildly now and I am… aroused. This is horrible. Why do I have to be in such a state because of him?

"You're feeling it, aren't you?" He asked me, and then before I could say anything I felt his thumb against my lips. Honestly I'm starting to feel annoyed, but I can't resist him. This is everything so frustrating. Even so I have to ask, because I really don't know what he is talking about; and I want to know.

"W-What?" I stuttered again. Really what the hell is happening with me? And of course, once again he laughed and answered me.

"You're aroused."

Those words shocked me so much that I stopped breathing, and then I felt my face really hot. I quickly opened my eyes and tried to speak, but I couldn't speak or move because he was facing me with his face so close to mine that I could feel his breath tickling my lips.

"My skin against yours, my voice whispering in your ears, my eyes looking intensely at you… You love to feel me close to you, don't you Hijirikawa? But this isn't enough. You want to feel me even closer."

I opened my eyes wide in panic at his statement. How does he know that? By the way can he also hear my thoughts? Everything he said is true, I really want him closer to me even if I don't know the reason.

Suddenly I felt his nose touching mine slightly and I blushed even more. I couldn't stop looking at him; even though I was truly embarrassed. His light blue eyes were hypnotizing me; he himself was hypnotizing me. Then my eyes ran to his lips and I felt my heart stop for a split second due to the strong will that had been born inside of me at that instant. Inexplicably I wanted to feel Jinguji's lips against mine so much that I had to swallow hard to control myself and not press my mouth on his just to accomplish my desired. Then he smirked and said in a low voice, "It's okay Hijirikawa, you don't have to be panicking at what I've said because I feel exactly the same way."

I can't believe in what he said just now. He feels the same way? Jinguji really wants to feel me closer to him just like I want to feel him closer to me?

"I want to feel every single spot of you with my hands." He said moving his mouth to my ear once again, whispering "I want to hear your voice telling me how much you love my touch…" After saying that I felt his mouth pressed against my skin softly making me shiver. I closed my eyes tightly with the warm feeling of his lips and then I began to hear his thoughts inside my head, yet this time it was completely different from all the other times this had happened. This time Jinguji was talking to me through our thoughts.

"Hijirikawa, can I do it?"

Do it? Do what? What does he mean?

"Can I bite you?"

Bite me? W-Why is he saying that?

"Let me taste you too Hijirikawa, let me drink your blood."

M-My… blood? Jinguji wants to… Why? Eh… Is this revenge? Yet why do I feel like I want him to do it?

"Let me deepen our bond, Hijirikawa." Surprisingly for me I squeezed his shirt with my hands and pulled him closer to me… Am I allowing him to do such a thing? Why? I can't understand.

Suddenly I felt his fangs pressed against my skin gently, and I moaned slightly at that soft pressure. He was ready to bite me; he was ready to drink my blood like I drank his. Only thinking about that was making me react strangely and so much that made me shudder and breathe heavily without being able to stop. How was this possible? How could I want someone so much like Jinguji? Why if we don't even know each other too well?

"Very well Jinguji-kun, this is how far you're going to get now." Ringo-sensei said pushing Jinguji away from me.

"Tsk, what's the problem Ringo-chan?" Jinguji asked and he seemed a little bit annoyed. Why? Although I don't know the reason, somehow I also feel annoyed because since Ringo-sensei had pushed him away from me and I felt empty. This was frustrating and incomprehensible.

"Jinguji-kun didn't I tell you to call me 'sensei'? Anyways, why are you asking me that if you already know the reason? You can't drink his blood like that; he's still under the effect of your blood. Besides I can't allow intimate actions inside the infirmary." Ringo-sensei said slightly upset and then Jinguji sighed and stood up from the bed where I was sitting and complained.

"Yes, yes, I got it… Tsk, and we were almost there…" Affirming that, Jinguji began to walk away from the bed, distancing himself from me more and more and the emptiness in me was growing, slightly and strangely painfully. So somehow, without my willing it, I stretched my arm out and was able to grasp his black waistcoat, preventing him from walking.

Jinguji looked back at me with his eyes widened in surprise and I blushed with my previous sudden action, quickly releasing his clothes and looking down. I heard Ringo-sensei's voice calling my name softly and he seemed worried. Damn it, why did I have to do that? It's this bastard's fault, if he hadn't said and done all that I would have been able to control myself.

"Ringo-chan, close your eyes, please." Jinguji said and suddenly he pulled my chin up and kissed me. Before I could react I felt his tongue inside my mouth against mine and I moaned between or lips, then he took it out and I felt empty again. I wanted to feel his tongue against mine one more time, so without being too conscious of what I was doing, I pushed my tongue inside his mouth looking for his and once I found it, I moaned uncontrollably and he quickly took advantage of that with his mouth sucking and biting gently and addicting my tongue.

I don't know what I am supposed to do, this is my first kiss and he seems to be so experienced. This is so embarrassing, but it feels so good that I can't help but yearn for more from him. I wonder if he thinks the same… This idiot, I hate him.

"J-Jinguji-kun?" Ringo-sensei called him and he stopped kissing me, sucking and nibbling at my bottom lip one last time, making me whimper at that slightly harsh bite.

Our lips separated and he leaned his forehead to mine, his hands caressing my face gently and then he whispered between his heavy breath, "Don't worry Hijirikawa, I won't leave you ever. Once Ringo-chan finishes checking you up, I will come here to take you with me." My heart jumped at his words, they were so deep, so intense and so true that made me feel dizzy.

Then Ringo-sensei pushed Jinguji away from me again, yelling at him, however suddenly I stopped hearing them and I felt my eyes close slowly. I felt tired, so tired that I let my body fall down on the bed one more time. Somehow I was weaker yet I was also stronger at the same time, because the slight connection that had been born inside of me with Jinguji had grown a little more. But right now thinking about every single one of his words a few instants ago makes me feel afraid of him. Why?

I'm a little bit embarrassed because writing in the 1st pov is embarrassing ~~ and I hate it xO if I knew it would be like this I would have never written this in the 1st pov xDD haha

Bye Bye, chuu* ^3^