Hi minna~ I'm finally back YvY and ready to continue my fic :3 hehe
Sorry for the long wait, but I've been busy with a few stuff and also I'm writing a fic for a cute friend of mine =') so it took me more time to finally update this (besides I've been too lazy to write xD my bad haha)
Anyway, let me just warn you that after the time line I changed from the 1st pov to the 3rd pov, but you'll easily understand it ;3
Chap beta'ed by Hayasaka Shion =')
Read and enjoy if possible x3
~Chapter V~
"Are you awake, Masato-kun?" Ringo-sensei's voice sounded in my ears. I was feeling too weak to answer him like I wanted, that's why I remained quiet with my eyes still closed; since the sunlight entering in the infirmary was too bright for me to open them.
"It's okay Masato-kun, it's normal if you're still too weak. Your body is slowly coming back to yourself, so you don't need to worry about anything right now. Just rest until Ren-kun comes here to take you with him to your new room." Ringo-sensei said and I suddenly opened my eyes wide in panic. I would see Jinguji again… I would see him after what have happened between us. I can remember everything; it's still so fresh in my mind. But how could I forget something so embarrassing like that? I didn't just suck his blood, I even let him almost suck mine and as if that wasn't enough, we even kissed. No, correction… He kissed me and without permission! Yet I can't understand why did that happen? How could I let my body be controlled by Jinguji in such a way? I'm not like that… That's not like me at all! I'm afraid. I don't want to see him again. I don't want him so close to me. I don't want to feel what I felt. Even more than all this, I don't want to drink his blood again.
My body was trembling fiercely with my thoughts. I couldn't stop fearing Jinguji more and more. Just hearing his name made me want to run away; far away from this place, but mainly from him. However, although I feared him this much, I couldn't also forget how comfortable and good Jinguji's warmth felt against my body. I couldn't forget how pleasant and addictive Jinguji's touch was, or how his two fangs slightly pressed against my skin could make me desire him so much. But much more than this, I couldn't forget Jinguji's passionate kiss. My mind and my heart were contradicting themselves. I couldn't take it anymore, so I shut my eyes tightly trying to stop a few stubborn tears that wanted to roll down my face. How could I stop this whirlwind of feelings? Please, someone stop this!
"Masato-kun, are you afraid of Ren-kun?" Ringo-sensei's gentle voice took me back to myself. Yet how should I answer him? 'Yes, I'm afraid of him, but even so I can't stop craving for him!' I couldn't possibly answer that. God, just thinking about it makes me shiver. Why do I have to sense so many feelings because of one single person? I don't even know him, then why do I have to think so much about him?
"It's okay to fear Masato-kun… I already told you about that, you remember?" He asked me smiling gently. Ringo-sensei is really a kind person. He knows that I'm panicking so he's trying to comfort me.
"I… don't know how I really feel." I answered hesitantly. I could feel my cheeks getting hotter; however I could also feel those stubborn tears from before gathering in my eyes, so I quickly covered my face with both my arms and didn't utter another single word. So Ringo-sensei began to talk again, revealing my deepest thoughts and fears; exposing them without hesitation.
"'I don't want him so close to me again, but when he hold me tightly I felt so comfortable that that makes me wanting him closer to me. I'm afraid… I'm afraid! I don't like him, but I don't want to feel lonely again and when he's near me I'm not alone. What can I do to stop these unstable feelings?' and that's the way you feel right, Masato~kun?"
I quickly looked at him, my eyes completely wide in shock and anxiety. Ringo-sensei was smiling as gently as possible, but I can't understand how he can smile in such a way while hurting my own feelings. Why is he being so mean to me? Why is he exposing my thoughts; my feelings in this way? If he knows how I feel then why can't he help me? Somehow I was expecting that Ringo-sensei could help me in the most painful times, since he is the only one who understands me here at this place. But wait… How does he know what am I thinking?
"R-Ringo-sensei, can you also read minds?"
"I told you already Masato-kun, I know how others feel without reading their minds. I'm too sensitive at knowing people's feelings. Let's say, it's like my gift." He said, and then he approached the bed where I was lying and asked me; our faces really close to each others', "Masato-kun, you asked me if I also could read minds… What do you mean by 'also'?" I widened my eyes and opened my mouth to say something, however Ringo-sensei's fingers over my lips prevented me from utter a single word. Instead he kept talking.
"Can you read minds Masato-kun?"
"I-It's just Jinguji! I can only read Jinguji's mind, I can't read yours or anyone else's… It's just Jinguji's!" I said abruptly without thinking. Somehow I didn't want Ringo-sensei to misunderstand my power, so I had to be honest with him.
"Hum… So you can read Ren~kun's mind, né…" He said in a teasing tone of voice and I blushed deeply. I tried to find an excuse to argue back against him, but I couldn't so he took that opportunity to ask me, "By the way do you know Ren-kun's gifted power?"
I looked away, still embarrassed, and answered, "I'm not sure, I've heard him thinking a few times about having visions, but he's never told me what his other powers are and I never asked him either."
"Hm… So yours is reading minds, and his is visions… And yours works only with him you said?" I simply nodded not looking at him, and he murmured, "Visions, né? That's very interesting."
"What do you mean Ringo-sensei?" I asked determined, somehow I was interested in knowing much more about Jinguji's powers. I wonder why, if I don't want to get even more involved with him.
Ringo-sensei brought his face even closer to mine and said, "Do you want to know more about Ren-kun? Why is that? Is it because it's interesting to know more about vampires? Or is it because it's Ren~kun?" For long seconds I remained static, looking at Ringo-sensei's light blue eyes trying to find out what exactly that mysterious man wanted from me to be tormenting me so much in so little time. Yet I couldn't find any answers in those deep blue eyes.
"No, that's not the reason; I just want to know why I feel so confused about Jinguji." I said without hesitation.
"You're so cute Masato~kun! I understand you very well." He said exchanging expressions to a very serious, and somehow, sad one leaving me completely confused. What exactly did he mean by that? Did something like this happen to him already? Suddenly before I could ask something, Ringo-sensei asked me, "Né Masato-kun, do you want to understand your own feelings a little bit better?" I remained quiet and Ringo-sensei smiled softly adding, "I'll tell you Ran's story."
"Ran? Who is that?" I asked feeling curious.
"I wonder…" Ringo-sensei said and then began to tell me Ran's story. I had never heard such an incredible story in my whole life. Ran's story was like a fairy tale, if I hadn't turned into a vampire I would never believe that this story was real.
"Ba~~ka! Do you really think you would catch me? You're a hundred years too young to do it!" A beautiful male with bright pink short hair, and deep light blue eyes said with a large grin in his thin lips. His name was Ran, but there existed a few people who called him "The Sinner". In the past Ran was called in such a way because he was too wild; he didn't care about rules or about what others thought about him. However, now Ran was called like that because of his origins. The pink haired male wasn't a normal human being, and being different from others in this world could take people to their death. However not everybody knew about Ran's true origins; only the most special people knew about him. That special people, just like the beautiful man, weren't normal human beings; however they had much more power than the pink haired male. Or they thought.
The gorgeous male kept running, always with a large grin in his lips, trying to escape those persistent bastards who were always ready to kill him; since he was the last one of his kind. They were faster than Ran, however the young man could use the wind to be even faster. Anything he had to do was to click his fingers and the wind would gently pool around his feet, pushing him far away in only a few split seconds. After a few more minutes, Ran had finally been able to get rid of those three men. However, suddenly, the pink haired man felt an unbearable pain in his right foot which forced him to stop. When he looked at his foot to see what was happening with him, he saw a beautiful golden arrow painfully stuck in his flesh. Warm drops of blood quickly began to roll down over his skin, covering the floor around his foot. The gorgeous male, who had been completely paralyzed since he had felt that sharp pain like if thousands of needles were penetrating in his skin, began to scream loudly; almost painfully for those who could hear him. The thin and long golden arrow began to vanish right in front of his light blue eyes, now totally covered with countless tears.
The pink haired male couldn't understand what had happened. Usually he wouldn't let this happen, he had been always so careful… Making an extra effort Ran looked up, his body trembling fiercely now, trying to find the one who had sent that painful present to him. He looked around and his eyes quickly got stuck on a dark figure on top of a tall tower. Although that figure was covered by a dark cape, he knew that person was enjoying seeing him suffering like this; completely spread out on the floor, humiliating himself.
"I'll kill you!" Ran thought furiously furious; his body completely possessed by all the rage he felt toward that killer.
Ran tried to stand up, when suddenly a husky voice full of concern sounded in his ears, "Hey, are you okay? What happened? You're bleeding!" The beautiful young male had never heard such a gentle voice before. At least as concerned as it seemed towards him. That deep timbre made him forget the mysterious man who had attacked him, to quickly look behind only to find beautiful light blue eyes just like his own intensely looking at him. Ran shivered with all the strange feelings he felt at the same instant he met the handsome orange haired man. His heartbeat was faster, and his eyes couldn't stop admiring the captivating man in front of him; he had even forgotten about that unbearable pain in his foot. However he quickly was taken aback with the sudden question of the man, "You are the sinner… Ran!", if that man knew about his true origins then for sure he was his enemy. Thinking about that possibility, Ran felt a slight twinge in his heart. Somehow he didn't want that man to be his enemy. Why was he reacting like that because of the unknown male?
^v^ I think you already know who Ran and the mysterious orange haired man are hahaha
Next chap will be full of fantasy, but please don't abandon me -3- I'll make sure to do a good job haha
Hope you had liked it :3
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