Behind The Glasses

Chapter 5

"8 years

8 years has pass since I last saw you

Saw you sleeping in a box

Knowing you'll never wake up

Looking at faces with water in their eyes

Some I knew some I didn't

Knowing what was going on

Jet I didn't cry

Until I left the box

Where your 11 year old body was lying inside

People wonder why I was leaving

Without saying good bye

They knew why

They just didn't want to see it

My inside was yelling

My brain not believing

My heart broken

My world change in one day

Since I saw them put your body under grown"

Silence surrounded the classroom after Nowaki read his poem at loud; you just could heir the teacher's birds singing, singing a sad tune. The teacher stood up of his seat and told Nowaki to seat down not bothering to ask why he wrote his poem. Nowaki didn't really care, it was already too hard for him to wright such thing of his pass, so he was okay to not be ask questions.

"Okay then," the teacher said with a nerves laugh, "that was our last poem for today, so for Homework I want you to write another poem of the life's of Romeo & Juliet and I want you all to-," the bell rang interrupting the teacher and the students run out of the door not wanting to know what else he had to say. Everyone had left, even the teacher, except 3 students; Nowaki, Miyagi, and Riku.

"That was a cool poem Kusama-kun," Miyagi said with a smirked in his face, "sad but cool in its weird way,"

Miyagi Yo, tall, charming, black hair, dark bluish eyes and muscular body was known as the casa nova of Shikon High school, supposedly he had fuck every girl in his Middle school and now he was just half way done with the girls in this campus! Or so Nowaki had heard, but who was he to judge a person from some rumors that might be lies… or not.

"Thank you… I think"

Nowaki whisper the last thing not really wanting to be complemented about his poem, his depressing poem of the death of a precious friend who had died years ago, "I mean what I say, okay?" Miyagi continued, "I know the feeling of losing someone really close to you; I know it hurts and it will hurt you forever, as if the memories and filling you had for that person is hunting you… Reminding you to not forget," at this comment Miyagi's smirk faded away and turned to a sad smile as if he was remembering something.

"Miyagi-kun you said you will take me home today," Riku said in Miyagi's ear and pulling his arm close to her big chest, "You promise a night of fun" Her hand started to go south to Miyagi's dick and she put her body even closer to his, "And I can't wait"

"A promise is a promise dear," he said while touching her butt, "but I prefer starting right now,"

"I'm out,"

Nowaki said not wanting to see or hear more then he should. When he stepped out of the class he made sure to close the door behind him and started to walk away not really knowing were to go to, his mind was still remembering scenes of his pass when his friend, Yuu, lived with him in the orphanage he grew up in.

When Nowaki was a new born he was left in front of the Kusama Orphanage, in a stormy day, and without a name. That's why the owner of the orphanage gave him the name "Nowaki" (Typhoon) and his last name after the orphanage itself.

When he started to attend school the parents had always accused him of been bad influence for their kids. That he was a bad kid because he didn't have any parents to correct him. That he was a shameless orphan. And because of all this things the parents said the kids at school started to say to him when no teacher was watching. It made him cry.

So young I had to deal with those things

He had bad moments growing up in that orphanage, but his happiest moment was meeting Yuu at the age of 6.

Yuu was a shy little 5 year old girl with pale skein, short black hair like his, and big eyes that strangely weren't just one color, one eye was green while the other one was violet, attracting a lot of people's attention, including his. At first when he tried to approach her she was so shy that she ran away every time even before he could say a word, but one night when he couldn't sleep he got out of his room (knowing that he could get in trouble by doing so) he walked to the playground that was outside the orphanage and that's when he saw Yuu seating on a rock by herself and she was obviously cold by how hard she shivered. Without hesitating he had sat next to her as quit as he could to not scare her away and without thinking he put his giant jacket around her. Surprisingly Yuu didn't get scared when he put the jacket around her, making him to hope that maybe she wasn't scared of him anymore,

"Why are you nice to me?"

That was the first time he had heard her sweet and low voice… It was such an angelic voice

"Why not?"

He simply answer with a smile in his face

"Because I'm weird and ugly"

"What? That's not true, you are really pretty and yea you might be shy but that doesn't make you 'weird'"

"But the other kids of the orphanage I used to live always told me that I was ugly because of my eyes and weird because I prefer reading then playing their dome games!

"So? I bet they were joules because they don't have your beautiful eyes and that you are smarter and more mature then them,"

"I don't think so"

"Look at me Yuu-chan"

He grabbed her tiny face with his warm hands and smiled with such kindness, making Yuu to blush and realize that the boy in front of her was quit cute and surely in the future he would became a handsome man.

"You're cute when you blush; you should try smiling too,"

Yuu even blush more by his comments, how the hell was she goanna smile when there's nothing to smile,

"I-I can't"

"Yes you can!"

Nowaki started to tickle her and immediately she started to giggle

"See, you smiled, just look at that smile! It's beautiful!"

Yuu turned red like a tomato but yet she didn't stop smiling. It had been a long time since she had laugh (and smiled) with someone or because of someone. She had… really miss it.

"T-Th-Thank you"

She whispered while covering her face with Nowakis jacket, but unknown to her Nowaki had heard her clearly. She's so cute, he thought while hugging her like an older brother hugging his little sister.

She was a really cute chilled

Since that night they became really close (as if they were really brother and sister) and the teachers at the orphan were happy of Yuu opening up to someone and that that someone was Nowaki. But for everyone's surprise, Yuu was not the quit shy and nerves little girl, but she was all the opposite! Since she got more conferrable around people she had started to do the unthinkable such as trying to ride the dog (and actually made it) and scared the teachers at night when she couldn't sleep by screaming in a dark hall or disrespect the teacher! There was even this time she had climb the biggest tree in the playground just to save a baby kitten from falling! And she would have not made it alive if it wasn't by Nowaki who had catch her when she had fallen from the tree. She was happy, he was happy, they were happy… Everything was fine, right?

Wrong

3 years had passed in a blink and on a rainy day the orphanage had an unexpected visit of two persons.

I wish they had never come

Nowaki was with Yuu when she was called out by a teacher to tell her, "your parents are here to peak you up," and with those simple words she ran out of the room they were in, and behind her Nowaki fallowed not understanding what the teacher meant by Yuu's parents piking her up. He knew for sure that Yuu didn't have any parents (that's why she was in an orphanage, right?) and that now one had ask for an interview with her to adopt her so… What was going on?

When they reached the entrance of the orphanage Nowaki slowly stopped when he saw Yuu been hugged by a woman with long brown hair that covered her face and Yuu's hole body. And next to them there was a tall man with black hair and blue eyes kneeling down crying while hugging the two of them with loveliness that Nowaki had never experience before.

When both adults had let go of Yuu they started to babble about they were sorry of living her, that the danger was finally over, that she was able to go back with them… to go home.

Why did they take her away from me?

He was silent the hole conversation between the family in front of him… he felt he didn't belong there. But when Yuu called Nowaki's name he snapped out of his thoughts and introduce himself properly to Yuu's parents. When he did he realize that he didn't had a really good look to Yuu's mother, and when he did he felt his cheeks heeding up by the beauty that was standing in front of him! She did not just have beautiful green eyes and healthy long hair, but as well a perfect curve body, a perfect face shape, a cute nose, and a gorges smile! It made him wonder if Yuu would look like her mother when she grew older… he really hoped.

When he glance to Yuu's father he had to admit that the man was handsome with his black hair that reached his ears and eyes, his bright blue eyes, his muscular face, and his strong body (especially his arms). He didn't know why but at the moment the man smiled he got scared.

They both thanked him of taking good care of their precious daughter, but she had to go back with them.

He didn't ask them why she had to live or why they left her here and until now they had to take her away… from him.

He waited until Yuu and he were alone and that's when he asked everything he wanted to know

"Who are they really?"

"Hu? Oh, my parents"

"Adoptive parents?"

"My biological parents""

"How!?"

"They just are"

"Why were you here in the first place?"

"I had to"

He wasn't going nowhere with this simple answers

"That's not an answer!"

"Nowaki I can't tell you!"

"Why can't you?"

"I'm not allowed to"

"Why?"

"Because it's risky"

"How?"

"Stop asking so many questions!"

She started to cry and that's when Nowaki calmed down his anger, of all things he hated, seen her cry was the worst. And she was crying right now because of him. What was so wrong of telling him the reason why she was left on an orphanage?

"I'm sorry… But I'm scared that if a tell you you'll be hurt,"

She said while sobbing under her little palms. Nowaki kneeled in front of her and grabbed her little hands and tried to remember something her parents had told her a while ago to allow him to know why she was left in this orphanage for 3 years. And then he remembered,
"But didn't your parents said that it was over, that everything was fine now?"

He knew he was been pushy with her (something he has never done before) but right now it was something really series (even though he was just 9 years old)

"I-I know but… I don't know"

"Don't you trust me?"

"I do trust you"

"Then?"

She sigh heavily while still thinking about telling him the truth or not. They were just kids at that time so what would the consequences be if just one more person knew

"Well… first promise me you won't tell anyone!"

"I promise!"

She gave another sigh, preparing herself to tell her only best friend of the only pass he didn't know about her,

"I myself don't really understand what's going on, on my family but of what I understand is that… Me and my tween brother have a weird type of blood, and bad people want to use our blood for experiments,"

"Wha-"

"SHHH! Just be quiet and listen..! What I'm going to tell you I heard it by coincident when I was 4 so just be quiet while I explain,

Nowaki just nod

"I was put in this orphanage because the last one I attended to… those bad people discover where I was and went there and tried to 'adopt' me but the principle didn't let them because she knew about me and my parents, but those man… they… got mad and… they took out some guns and t-they s-sh-shoot her… and the other kids too… the teaches…They killed all of them… because of me"

She started to cry again, but this time she cried even harder than before and Nowaki didn't know how to react. He did understand Yuu's situation, well kind of, but yet he couldn't believe what she had been through at such a young age!

His madness faded away and was filled up now with sadness, "e-everything is over now Yuu," he tried to cheer her up, "they won't hurt you no more, everything is okay… I'm here, your parents are here so don't cry," he hugged her even tighter than before, s cared that she will fade away from his arms of so much tear falling down her eyes that had always shown happiness and innocence. They stayed in that same position for some minutes more, until it was time for Yuu to go home.

Nowaki saw the family all together once again after saying his last goodbye to Yuu and he saw how chatter happily about whatever families talked about, he wasn't putting much attention to their chatting but he was looking at Yuu all the time until the family left, but before Yuu took a step out of the orphanage she let go of her mother's hand and ran towards Nowaki and hugged him tightly, or so her parents thought she did because in reality she had kissed Nowaki in the lips.

My first kiss

He was so surprise that he didn't know how to respond, he just stood there all paralyze. When Yuu let go she gave him one her scary smirks and whispered to him, "I want my first kiss back when I see you again," and then she kissed him again but this time in the cheek and said loud and clear, "I love you Nii-chan"

And then she left

But she never came back

6 hours only had pass when the orphanage had a call from a Hospital telling them that Yuu's parents had died in a horrible car accident cause by the strong rain that evening. But the news that chocked the teachers the most was that Yuu's body wasn't found inside the car.

The teachers had told the cruel news to Nowaki first, right after the Hospital hang up, and he couldn't believe what they had told him. He cried for days, even weeks, and when it was the funeral he didn't go. Not because he didn't want to but because he wasn't invited, nor the principle of the orphanage. The world was cruel with him. What did he do to deserve all this torture?

He was left in an orphanage right after been born, he had been bullied, he had been called so many things by parents who thought that he didn't understand, he was hurt here and there, and now his best friend is missing! Or maybe even dead!

Since then all his chilled hood was a lonely one. He didn't talk to no one, not even to the teachers, making them to think that he was numb. But it was proof it was a lie when he got in middle school when he told all the teachers that when he ended middle school he wanted to work, leave alone and go to school all at the same time. They were chock. Not just that he had talked again after a long time but mostly because of his unexpected decision. They tried to convince him to wait till he graduated high school but he turned them all down when he disagree with a firm voice. Almost a man's voice.

Middle school was completely different as in elementary, he started to socialize more with people and he even got in the Basketball team and was president too (Mostly because all the girls of his school voted for him) and he started to smile again.

He had a good Middle school life

And just like he had planned, he graduated from Middle school with honors and with the best scores in tests in the entire school (something he didn't really planed) and he immediately started to look for a work and eventually stabled himself at a library, a flower shop, and a pharmacy. And as if the world was starting to love him, a man who had constantly visit his work place at the pharmacy offered him a work at the Hospital he worked at. And Nowaki gladly accepted the offer of Dr. Kamiyo.

The first two weeks he loved working at the Hospital, he loved the people, the kids he constantly worked with and been able to help Dr. Kamiyo. But then his life turned even more interesting when Dr. Kamiyo told him to check on two of his favorite patients, Misaki Takahashi and Shinobu Tsakutsi, because he had an important event with his son that exact day and he was the only one he trusted the most to take care of those two, so he accepted.

First he stopped in Misaki's room but when he knocked several times he enter the room and discovered that Misaki wasn't there. It was strange for Nowaki that the Kid Misaki wasn't there so he checked his papers if he got the right room, but while checking the papers he found a sticky note that said if Misaki wasn't in his room he might be with Shinobu, so he went to Shinobu's room to check but there was no one inside that room either! With panic in his eyes he checked his papers again and that's when he found another sticky note that said that if they weren't in their rooms then they will be in the next door of Shinobu's room that conduce to the stairs. Nowaki gave a hard sigh of frustration and started to walk towards the door that had a drawing of a stick figure running down some stairs, surely it was were the stairs were, but before he opened the door he heard a guitar play and some seconds later someone started to sing. It was a soft but at the same time it was a laud voice, creating the perfect melody for whatever song or tune this person was singing.

"I'm tired and I'm lost
I don't wanna be found
I put my heart and my soul
And strength in this now

So forgive me 'cause I won't forget that
Yeah, this world has changed me
So you know when you ask me

Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Don't go back to the start
I'm asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Won't you fight back for what you want?

Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
We're gonna work it out"

Nowaki had put his ear against the door to hear better the beautiful voice singing with a soft tone that made you cry or relax, and in his case it made him relax even though that the lyrics were slightly sad.

"Don't, don't, don't wake me up
'Cause I hate who I am today
So come on, come on
And just take, take, take what you want
Is it now what we're living for?
We're always wanting more

You made me hate my own reflection
Question every choice I make
So I could try to be perfect
But I won't try to be fake

So forgive me 'cause I really could care less that
This world has changed me
So you know when you ask me

Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Don't go back to the start
I'm asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Won't you fight back for what you want?

Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
And sometimes you really live, you've gotta try

We can change it all together, in the end you're gonna find
That what we felt in our hearts was real the whole time
When you open up your eyes, I hope that you find
Who you are, who you are"

Unconsciously Nowaki had open the door and there in the first three stairs there was two young boys, one singing and the other one playing the guitar. He couldn't see their faces but he was sure that it was the two boys he was looking for, but instead of calling them he continue hearing the song they were playing.

"Who are you now?
Who are you now?

Who are you now?
Did you say what you want?
Don't go back to the start
I'm asking, who are you now?
Did they break you apart?
Won't you fight back for what you want?

Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
Sometimes you gotta fall before you fly
We're gonna work it out"

When they had finish Nowaki started to clap, making the two boys to realize his presence behind them. Misaki was the first to greet him with a kind smile and present himself and Shinobu. The first thing that Nowaki thought when he saw this two was that they both had to have a tough life by how they looked; Misaki had a bandaged eye and a broken leg and arm, while Shinobu had his head bandage as well as his hands, wrists, and legs. They both looked so innocent and broken physically and mentally that Nowaki felt like he had to protect those two, but his surprise was that those two innocent boys weren't as innocent as they looked. While the days pass Nowaki learned more about Misaki and Shinobu, how old they were, what they are like, what they like, what they don't, what their pass was like, etc. And by every answer they gave him he was shock or simply he didn't have words to describe their situation, he thought his life was tough but this two showed him that theirs other people that are having problems of their own. That it wasn't just him.

Misaki and Shinobu took a liking to Nowaki and Dr. Kamiyo realize this when both boys had ask him were Nowaki was because he hadn't visit them for 2 days! They both looked like two kids looking for their love one, he had told Nowaki the next day, and because of that statement Nowaki had blush of how much those two loved him. He felt special… Needed. Months had pass till Misaki's bandage was taken off and that's when Nowaki and Shinobu clearly saw his face for the first time! He had such a pretty face that it made Shinobu blush by just seen him while Nowaki just couldn't stop looking not just because his beauty but because he reminded him of Yuu. It had been years since he last thought about her, he felt like he was seen her right in front of him. But not just that, Misaki resemble even more the mother of Yuu, the color of hair, the face shape, the kind facial expression, heck even the color of eyes were the same! But even though he had cross with the idea that Misaki might had been Yuu's tween brother, he let it slip and continue acting like he never thought about all this similarities. He made a mental note that even if he was or wasn't Yuu's tween, he will still take care of him.

When both Shinobu and Misaki left the Hospital, Nowaki thought he will never see them again, he felt lonely and left over. But not even two days had pass when he saw both of them out of the hospital, they had said, "we were waiting for you to go eat," and by this Nowaki felt more alive than ever thanks to those two kids that enter his lonely life.

The three of us have been really good friends since then

He thought while walking down the stairs of the second floor of the school, he was still thinking of the pass until he felt that something was missing,

Shit! My bag-pack!
He run back to his class and then he remembered that Miyagi might be still in class having sex with that one girl, Ugghh but i need it for today! I have the Hospitals papers their!

He let out a frustrated sigh and decided to go to his class even if he had to see two people having sex. It disgusted him. Well it wasn't as if he wasn't a virgin himself, he had had sex with some man and women in the pass but he really never loved them, he was just trying to fill up that hole in his heart but he never could with them. Nowaki gave another heavy sight and got angry at himself by making himself fill sad. When he was about to take a turn to the right where his class was he saw Shinobu out of his talking with Miyagi.

What is he doing here?

He saw Shinobu's lips move but he couldn't clearly hear what he was saying but he was able to hear Miyagi's scary laugh

"That's disgusting you know," Myiagi said with smirked in his lips, "I'm not gay you know kid, and if I was I assure you I wouldn't go out with someone so un-cute, weird, nerdy, geek, and mostly a FREAK like you!"

Shinobu wanted to cry at those comments, he had heard them multiple times and it never really bother him but hearing them said by the one you like hurts like if you were been stabbed by thousands of knifes. But yet he didn't cry instead he said, "Sorry for bothering you Myiagi-sempai," and he bowed his head down but if that wasn't enough for Miyagi to insult him he said,

"Go suck someone else's dick"

"Hu?"

"You are obviously desperate"

"What?"

"Because you can't get any pussy you decided to try with man"

"N-No that's-"

"No? Ha! Don't lie, no one is born gay, people TURN gay because people like you!"

Shinobu snapped at his comment and automatically his hand curled into a punch and swing it straight to Miyagi's face making him heat the wall that was inches behind him and fall down to the grown while touching his face,

"Who are you to judge me!? Who are you to judge gay people! You don't know anything!"

"I say what I see"

"No, you say what you think, and what you think is masochist!"

"So? I'm a normal man, not like you"

"And what about your brother?"

"What with my brother? How you know I have a brother? Were you stalking me?"

"No! Your brother's name is Nakatsu Yo he's the same age as me and his GAY!"

Myiagi stood up and grabbed Shinobu by the neck and was about to punch him but before he said, "Apologies and I'll let you go,"

"Your brother is gay, ask him!"

That was it Myiagi put his fist up and was just about to heat Shinobu in the face if it wasn't for Nowaki who stopped his fist in time, and put Shinobu behind him

"You will not punch nor touch Shinobu ever again!"

"What!? You're defending him?"

"Yes! And let's make this clear Yo-san, if you ever dare to hurt Shinobu again I'll kill you!"

"Ha! I don't want to hurt you Kusama-kun so move!"

"No!"

"This doesn't concern you!"

"Yes it does! His my friend"

"What!? Your friend? This homo?"

"don't call him that"

"But that's what he is, a disgusting homo!"

Nowaki had let that pass but when he heard Shinobu cry he snap and punch Myiagi in the cheek were Shinobu had punch him before and push him to the wall so hard that it cracked the wall

"The disgusting one here is you! You who has had sex with each and one of the girls in this school that probably they are all contaminated with STD's because of you! It even disgusts me to have a girlfriend"

Myiagi stared with wide eyes not believing that Nowaki, who's is always quiet and it's all Mr. Goody had punch him and is yelling at him just to defend a kid who insulted his brother by saying that he was gay!

"Let go Kusama, this is between me and that kid!"

"What do you have against gay people? What did gay people do ever to you?"

"They made my family separate! My father left my mother for another man! That's what Homos did to me!"

At this Nowaki let go of Miyagi and with no other word to say he left with Shinobu. Completely forgetting the reason why he came back.

When they had rich the schools roof he hugged Shinobu's trembling body and tried to sooth him with sweet words but he just couldn't calmed him down. The shock of been insulted by the person he liked was too much for Shinobu to bear, he was crying rivers out of his eyes.

Nowaki didn't have no other choice but to call Misaki and right after 2 minutes he had called him and tell him what was going on he had burst out of the door and ran towards Shinobu and hugged him and Nowaki without asking any questions, he had imagine this was going to happen after Shinobu had confess to Myiagi but reality was worse than the imagination. There they staid in the same spot for the rest of the day, not knowing that Shinobu's actions was goanna bring a lot of consequences

Miyagi staid in that same spot were Nowaki had left him, he had told Riku to live him alone and she did after all she had gotten what she wanted. After thinking of everything that had happened that day he made a decision, he will call his people, his gang, not to beat Shinobu but to investigate about him and then he will call his brother not because that kid told him to but because he wanted to!

He got his phone out of his pocket and called Akihiko who was part of his gang. A lot of people knew that Myiagi and Akihiko had a gang, but it looked like Nowaki and Shinobu didn't know that and that gave him an advantage. Somehow those two got his attention, both heat really hard and Shinobu's hand weren't of a normal nerd, they were really hard as if he was used to punching, if it had been another person the had hurt themselves, but he didn't...

and then there was him knowing his brother, how did he know about him? they didn't even got to the same school, maybe they used to go to the same school or... or what?

When Akihiko answered after the 3rd call he told him to call his top man to do a job for him, that he will explain everything when they meet.

"what happened this time Miyagi? I know you to well"

"lets just said that I want a new toy to mess around with"

Note: I'm sorry I'm sooo late! a month late to be exact. :(

I have been dealing with this drama at school and I want to like leave it but it follows me UGHHH! and mostly that it resulted that I have summer school! its not my fault Biology is hard!

but ooohhh weeelll

Okay now, half of this chapter I know it was about Nowakis past, but I want you to get a view of the other character past, and I know this story is manly about Usagi-san and Misaki but as much I love this couple I love the others as well!

And I know I kinda made Miyagi an asshole but don't worry he will eventually fall for Shinobu but will shinobo will still love him or nawwww?

oh right the song that Misaki and Shinobu was singing is "Who are you now?" by Sleeping with Sirens

ummmmmm I think that's all I need to say sooooo hope you liked this chapter!
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Peas!