This chapter gets a little dark so you are warned

Cafeteria

Tris POV

Christina introduces me to her friends:

Al, Marlin and her boyfriend Will.

I feel a little uncomfortable around them because they have all been good friends for years now. They try to make me feel welcomed so they keep asking random questions but Christina just starts looking at me with furrowed eyebrows.

Christina: Aren't you gonna eat anything?

That question really catches me off guard. "I'm not really hungry". As i feel the words leave my mouth i see that Christina isn't buying the story.

"Do you want some of my sandwich?" She offers me her sandwich with sadness in her eyes.

I shake my head in response. I think that she thinks that Im poor. Well i guess it's better than integrating me about why i don't eat, i mean even i am not one hundred percent sure why im starving myself.

''Ohh yeah maybe because you're fat''. Says the voice in my head.

"And you're disgusting, no one would ever touch you let alone kiss you you fat slut".

Guys i'm going to get some fresh air. I stand and storm out of the cafeteria.

I lock myself in the womans bathroom in a stall and start crying. As im sitting there and drowning in my own tears i hear two pairs of footsteps coming in.

"Oh my god he is so hot".

"I know right, but i think he might be gay".

"Why would you say that ".

"Thing about it, every girl in school wants to sleep with him but he doesn't show interest in any girls whatsoever... But he is also on the basketball team... surrounded by hot guys. Plus people say he's really quiet, and you know what that means ".

"NO! I refuse to believe that"

"well belive what you want but four has never shown a slight interest in any of the girls around school... And you know what else i heared, that new kid Caleb or something is tutoring him... Suspicious if you ask me, so many smart girls in school and you have to pick the new gay looking weardow".

"ugh whatever"

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Tris' inner monolog

What, is my brother gay. I mean he really was quiet his whole life. Before we moved Susan our neighbour was hitting on my brother so bad. But no wonder he blew her off... He's gay. Why wouldn't he tell me, it's not like I would stop loving him or anything.

So my brother scored a big time famous basketball player hmmm i can't wait to meet this guy. Thinking about what Caleb must have went through all these years, and he didn't even wanted to tell, well I guess he wasn't ready. Speaking of getting ready i need to get ready for my next class, i can't skip school now that my father is the principle. I get up and wipe my face, chin up and had to face reality.

Home 19:00

Tris: hey, buddy.

I look at Caleb with a devilish smile.

Caleb: Hello Beatrice, is there something wrong? He closes his eyelids just a little to make that annoying "what do you want face".

Tris: Well i just wanted to tell you that you can talk to me about anything, and there's nothing "wrong" we are made the way we are for a reason.

Caleb: "Tris, what" he now fully closes his eyes and shakes his head a little and opens his eyes.

"Aaaanyways i wanted to ask you can you please go upstairs when my friend comes we are having a study group".

I can't help it and I start giggling.

"Why are you laughing Beatris i do have friends you know! ".

"Just friends" i tease him.

"Yes just friends" he replies with an annoying thone to his voice

*Knock knock *

Caleb gets really nervus and i see all color leave his face and his mouth dries up.

I jump "I'll get that four you".

As i open the door deep blue eyes find mine and i luse myself in a trans. We stay there for what felt about eternaty.
"Hello" said the guy with deep blue eyes.

Boy he really is something

"Hi i'm Caleb's sister" I try to smile but it just looks like a really uncomfortable grin.

"Beatrice c'mon" Caleb pushes me out of the way to great the blue eyed guy. But he doesn't look scared or awkward he just looks annoyed, like he can't wait for this to end.

The guy give us a work grin like he's trying to suppress a smile.

"Im Tobias, but people call me Four".

He stretches his hand to shake mine.

"Beatrice we will be in the living room try not to make a lot of noise "

Caleb says

"Ok but keep the door open" and i wink at both of them.

And the site that was in front of me was precious.

Four raises his eyebrows and blushes a little while my brothers jaw slams open and cheeks turn blood red.

They stay there paralyzed for good 5 seconds or so, and i turn around and head upstairs.

Don't worry there's nothing going on between Four and Caleb don't freak out.
-Guys I'm really sorry I don't understand how works and when i go to doc manager i see that my new chapter is uloaded, but all of you say that you see the same chater as before. I'm really sorry but i find very hard and confusing. Once agen I'm very sorry :(