I don't know what I am writing but either way I'm so sorry I missed the last episodes I honestly have been sick to the point where I couldn't get out of bed and only spent around twenty minutes on Tumblr in the past couple weeks or so! And with me that is saying something. Please shoot me. But in truce i'm going to have three chapters up in the next 48 hours. Pinky Promise!

I am an idiot. Am I an idiot? I was standing in the middle of my room staring into the mirror taking note of the bruise that now sat on my collar bone. I let go of my shirt collar to let it move back to how it sat, covering the purple mark on my skin. Ron was still asleep on the bed and Judith was laying next to him with one of her toys to entertain her.

Ron and I hadn't gotten far yesterday. The last thing we did was him leaving this hickey before Carol knocked on the door saying someone needed her to watch the wall for them. So all of yesterday we stayed in the house sharing lingering kisses here and there whilst we took care of Judith. My stomach begins to flip as I remember how it felt to kiss him. Moving my hand up I run my fingertip over my bottom lip.

How was I suppose to react now? Yesterday was completely different. No one was around and for the most part Ron and I knew no one would come over after Carol left. I mean what if Ron was having a new kind of episode? What if it something he used to distract himself? What if I had accidentally used Ron. Panic sets in while my thoughts run wild.

"How long can someone stare at themselves before it's considered conceded?" I hear Ron tired voice behind me.

His voice make me grin, dropping my hand I turn to face him, "Some people are just too pretty to look away."

"And what makes you think you are one of them?"

Pulling a face at him I grab a pillow that had been knocked onto the floor and throw it at his head. Ron lazily lifts his hand to stop it from hitting his face but just leaves it after it lands on his torso. Silently I watch while Ron turn to Judith when she places a hand on his cheek. Ron pretends to bite her hand making her erupt in giggles.

"How does she have any energy I don't know, you making her hyper all night." I say moving to sit beside Ron.

Not moving his eyes he answers, "Babies are a special breed no one understands them."

Rolling my eye I reach over to grab Judith off of the bed and stand up to hold her against my waist. I begin to walk out of the room while Ron just rolls over in the bed, ready to fall back asleep. making my way down the stairs I hear yelling from outside. No words I can really understand but I do hear the familiar sound of the engine to the R.V.

"Dad's home." I say to Judith while we walk down the stairs.

AS if on que the front door opens to relieve a tired looking Michonne and Edin is following behind her. Confused I give Michonne a wave while she heads straight for the couch and collapses on it. I sat Judith on the ground by her making sure she had a toy before I turn to Edin.

She is standing with the front door open waiting on the outside. She was standing there not looking up. She almost seemed nervous. I walk over to lean against the door frame. Crossing my arms over my chest I question.

"Are you gonna tell me why you are here?"

"I know you're still mad but-"

"Carl! Come here!" I hear Ron yell still sounding half asleep.

"Is that Ron?" Edin moves to walk inside. Though I move my arm to block her.

I let out a sigh trying to show my fond smile. "Look Edin, I'm over it okay? No worries but I don't know if you should see Ron he is still a bit... Edgy."

I struggle to find the right words. It obvious Edin wasn't happy with my response. She moves back to where she once stood but her attitude had completely changed. She longer looked like so was worried or nervous now it was simply annoyed. She place a hand on her hip before glaring at me.

"Shouldn't that be up to Ron?" She questions sounding completely done with talking to me. "I was his friend before you were Carl-"

"What does that have to do with anything?" I question now getting annoyed by her presences.

"I should be allowed to see him if I want to."

Standing up straight blocking view into the house I don't bother hiding my annoyance anymore. Edin noticed and seems to get defensive.

"To up to Ron, not you."

Edin snaps. "Then ask him."

"Carl, you okay?" Michonne voices from the other room without missing a heartbeat.

"I'm fine." I answer not looking away from Edin when I whisper to her. "Wait here, I'll ask him."

Practically slamming the front door in Edin face I move to make my way up the stairs making sure not to met Michonne gaze, not wanting to answer her questions. Taking doubles steps up the stair I get to the door just as Ron lets out another loud call for me. Mid yell I jump onto the middle of the bed next to him making the whole mattress shift and a loud high pitched scream come from Ron.

He immediately jolts up into a sitting position. My laugh is loud while I watch his reaction. You can see the panic on his face for a moment before he looks to me with wide eyes. I lean to rest my head against his shoulder trying to catch my breath. Ron only response by falling back onto the bed with a loud huff. I fall with him making my face smush into the mattress.

"Pay back is a bitch." Ron mutters to me.

I lift my head with an unamused expression. "Not funny."

"Little funny." Ron shows a tired smile. "But who was at the door?"

I drop my gaze. "Um... Edin." I answer almost cautious of his reaction. "She wants to see you."

Ron goes silent while his body tenses.

"It's up to you, Ron." I reach to place my hand over his to give it a tight squeeze. "You have to do anything you don't want."

"What do you want?" Ron asked, the images of yesterday go through my mind again. I guess it shows because Ron smirks. "I mean besides me."

I scoff. I move to knock his hand out of mine while I get up from sitting by him. Though I fall back down when Ron grabs onto my hand and drags back down on the bed, making me land a leg either side of him in attempt not to fall on top of him. Confused I glance down to him to see he has a smug smile while begins to sit up. Ron chest as against mine while he continued to stare into my eyes causing my heart to beat faster.

"What no good morning kiss?" He asked, his voice practically dripping with sarcasm.

Smiling, I lean forward and push Ron back into the mattress. Leaning over him I move so our faces our inches apart. I raise my hand to run my thumb over Ron's bottom lip. Looking down at Ron's lip I lean down closer before moving to press my lip to Ron cheek and whispering.

"After you brush your teeth." I answer with a smug smile.

I scramble to get off the bed trying to hold my chuckle whilst I get out of Ron grip. Ron seems to process what happened for a moment while I just move from the bed to now be standing at the end and reaching down to grab my shoes with my back facing him. I wasn't expecting Ron to move from his spot on the bed to now be kneeling behind me on the mattress. He grasps my waist turning me around to face him.

Caught of gaurd I manage to drop my shoes and end up grabbing onto Ron's shoulders for support. Before I can say anything Ron lips were onto mine. The same feeling erupts inside my stomach again. Ron pulls back at what feels like all too soon only to keep his face close to mine. Thought of Edin waiting downstairs seem to leave my mind while I'm pressed so closely to Ron.

Unsure what to say I swallow the lump in my throat and leaned my forehead against Ron's for a moment biting onto my bottom lip. Ready to pull away from him Ron quickly tightens his grip before dragging back onto the bed beside him. Ron lets out a chuckle at my ungraceful only to move to straddle my waist.

"Ron I-"

Before I barely begin my sentence Ron leans down to neck. I go to question him but when Ron teeth bites into the skin over my collarbone I can't help the response of grabbing into his shirt tighter. The feeling of fireworks seemed to twist into something else making me want to pull Ron closer. I bite my bottom lip as Ron sucks on my collarbone making another rather noticeable hickey.

I can feel Ron lips move into a grin as I practically surrender to him. Unfortunately to moment is over all too soon when Ron pulls back to leave one last kiss against my skin before sitting back up. He runs his thumb over the redden mark looking proud of himself before he looks back to me.

"Now it's an even number."

My pause in confusion causing Ron to burst out in laughter. Trying to suppress a smile and failing. I grab Ron so I can flip us over and I now hovered over him. Ron continues to laugh while I try to pin his arms done. Unable to make him stop moving I quickly duck down to press my lips against his. Ron response instantly making it easier to press his hands into the mattress. I go to pull back with a smug reply but a loud noise across the room makes Ron and I jolt up.

Still holding onto each other we look down to see a comic laying on the ground open. Now Ron and I pull apart enough to turn to the doorway and see none other than Edin. With the way she stood it was easy to tell she was the one who throw the comic book. Her face looked like a mixture of anger and hurt.

"So this is why neither of you want to see me?" She sounded ready to hit someone. "Fucking assholes."

Edin leaves the doorway. Part of me wants to run after her while the other wants to stay right where I am. And that is the one I listen to. I look back to Ron noticing I still hadn't left his lap. Ron doesn't look at me however he just falls back onto the mattress with an annoyed groan. The sound of the front door slamming echoed up the stairs making Ron jump slightly scared. How was I going to fix this?

It's horrible I know, I'm sorry. Forgive me? I'll spell check later promise. I am writing the next chapter now, bye bye :)