Hanna POV
Ugggghhhh! I don't know what to do anymore! I had my mind made up. I was gonna die. I was going to die and go back to Heaven with Caleb, but now, now I have this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach that something is wrong. Something bad is happening to my friends and I need to go back. At first, I felt like everything was good with my friends. I felt like even though there'd be some pain for a while, my friends would be ok, but something tells me that something awful will happen if I don't wake up. Worse then possible jail time for Ali. Lets not forget about that 'A' person who was after us awhile back. And Caleb's death was caused by a hit-n-run. Maybe who ever killed him is after the other girls. I need to go back, they need me. From the day we moved into that house together, we all agreed, 'we're in this together'.
Alison POV
With all these medications I'm on, I was beat after the meeting with the detectives. It was hardly 4:30 and I could barely keep my eyes open. I think I fell asleep while the girls and Noel were on a coffee run. I had dream. A dream about 'A', that psycho stalker from a about a year ago. The person was dressed in a black hoodie and they were driving around in a shiny red sports car, I couldn't see what type. The car was all beat up, and they were flying down the road, almost as if they were fleeing a crime scene. That's when it hit me, Caleb's hit-n-run! That had to be it. I remember zipping down the street after them in my car, I was desperate to find out who was in that hoodie. At the end of them dream they pulled over and I followed suit. They got out the car approached me and took off their hoodie. It was someone I knew, but I never got a chance to see the face. I think the dream was some type of sign or vision. Who ever this 'A' person is or was, is the same person who killed Caleb, and this same person is after me. It had to be Toby, it just had to be.
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I'm awaken from my slumber by the sound of a phone call.
"Son of bitch! First time I've really slept since I was in that damn accident. My neck hurts, my back hurts, and I get these intense stomach cramps. Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my baby all over again. Oh yeah the phone!
"Hello?" I ask
"Alison, hello, its Detective Benson." she replies
"Oh, hey Liv. Any luck with those messages?" I ask
"Unfortunately, no. This guy is good, great even. He's gonna be hard to find." Olivia sighs
"So you don't think we'll ever catch him do you? You're giving up, aren't you?" I question
"Alison, I will not stop until we catch this guy. I promise. He may be good, but we all make mistakes and eventually he will too, and when he does, we've got him. This will all be over." Liv reassures me
"Its not over until I say it is." I mumble
"What was that?" She asks
"Just something 'A' once said in a text, 'Its not over until I say it is', well that was part of it." I explain
"What are some other things 'A' has said? Can you remember anything?" Olivia asks
"Why does it even matter? The proof is all gone." I remind her
"But maybe we can find something using those messages. Every little thing is crucial in a case with no evidence. You girls have no way to prove any of this stuff. This seems like an impossible case and you should be grateful me and my team are staying on it." She argues
"But your not doing anything! Ever since those two accidents, even though one was actually my fault, I freak out anytime anyone leaves the house or hospital or where ever we are! I feel like one of them will leave and then never come back! I don't feel save and your not doing anything to help with that!" I shout
"Ali, I can assure you, we are doing everything we can. My team is doing its best." she says
"Well your best is not good enough. Try harder!" I snap
"I should get going, and you should consider counseling. Maybe I'll bring it up to your parents er Dr. and Mrs. Dawson, the next time I talk to them. Have a good night and get some rest." Liv says
"Thats what I was trying to do when you called!" I snap one last time and hit the 'End Call' button
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The next morning Billy finally agrees to let me return home. I've been looking forward to this all night. I need my bed back. I can't exactly sleep there, but I find it easier to sleep there then to sleep in that damn hospital. I keep complaining about how uncomfortable I am, sharing a bed with Em again, but to be completely honest, I feel safer in her arms. I think maybe she feels the same way. I think Noel slept with her in there a few times. Not slept with slept with, just like, slept in the same bed as her. My point is I think Emily is afraid of sleeping alone too and Noel would rather sleep there then on the couch. Even Spencer and Aria, who are broken up, still share a bed. They still share a room, but I've seen them in one bed together many times. I sneak in there to have late night conversations with Aria sometimes. As glad as I was to be home, I was ready for the intervention that was waiting for me. Well it was just Billy and Claudia, but still a intervention.
"Alison you need help. I had a talk with Detective Benson, and she feels the same way. She recommended a great physiatrist." Claudia starts as I walk in the front door with Noel
"I think I'm gonna go see what Emily is up to." Noel says, taking his cue to the leave the room
"Wait, I wanna ask you something first. What is up with you two? What are you and Emily a thing now?" I ask
"No. When two people share a girlfriend and they're waiting to see who she's gonna choose, if she happens to be in a coma, you find it easier to just be friends instead of enemies. Plus I don't have any other friends." Noel replies
I just give him a small nod and a look that says 'we'll talk more later'. I've got questions for Emily as well.
"Look, I love how much you guys care, I love that you treat me like your own daughter, but I'm fine. I don't need therapy. I was just tried when I went off at Benson, I'll apologize later. Plus I was heavily medicated at the time." I explain
"You had no more medication in your system then normal. Stop trying to make excuses. You need help Sweetie." Billy tells me seriously
I roll my eyes at him and start walking towards the stairway.
"No I don't!" I yell
I get to about the 4th stair on the spiral staircase when I feel a shooting pain in my stomach. I clench the rail on the staircase on cry out in pain.
"Alison!" I hear several voices call out
Next thing I know I'm lying on the ground with the entire house hovering over me. I guess I must have fainted due to all the pain. I don't know what's going on with me.
"I-I'm fine, I'm f-fine. No need to w-worry." I try to reassure everyone but with no luck. Its obvious I'm still in a lot of pain.
"Alison what's going on? You seemed fine earlier, is there something your not telling me?" Billy questions
I let my eyes roll to the back of my head then shut completely and let my head roll to the side, trying to mimic the faint I did before.
"Ali!" Emily cries again
"Gosh Em, your so gullible! She obviously faking again, she's Ali!" Clay laughs
"Clayton cut it out! This is no time to be joking around!" Billy scolds his son "And you need to wake up and tell me what's going on Alison!"
I continue to fake sleep.
"Alison Lauren DiLaurentis!" he shouts
"Fine, but you have to promise you won't freak out. All of you." I sigh, but still keeping my eyes close
"Alison!"he shouts again
"You all know about the neck and back pains I've been having, but thats not all. Once each day, usually at night, I get these extremely intense stomach pains. I see flashes of my unborn child in my head. I feel like she's being ripped out of my body. They don't last very long. I think it's more of a emotional pain that I started to feel as a physical pain. I'm sorry I didn't say anything. I was just so scared." I confess, trying to keep the tears from pouring out of my eyes
Noel turns to Emily and asks her angrily, "Did you know about this?"
"Yes." Emily admits, trying not to break down in tears herself
"How could you keep something like this a secret!" he shouts
"She begged me not to tell! I didn't wanna keep quiet, but I was trying to protect her feelings! And yours! You two lost your baby and each night she can feel her baby being ripped out from inside of her! I was trying to protect your feelings and hers by keeping this a secret! Thats what she wanted and I still care about what she wants, unlike some people!" Emily cries
"Your not protecting her! Your letting her lie in pain while you do nothing to help her! And I do care about what she wants, but I care about what she needs even more!" Noel yells back
"Well what I need is for you two to shut the hell up because its not helping, and what I want is for you both to leave! Only one of you can come back and I don't care which one it is! Its up to you two and the Dawson's to decide, but you both can not be here. And stop fighting over me, its childish and foolish, and it doesn't make me want any of you anymore then I already do which isn't very much at all. Now get out of my face!" I cry
"Ali, I'm calling the doctor that Benson recommended and we're gonna get you some help. She can probably prescribe you some type of medication and we'll take you off the sleep aid. We're gonna get you through this. I promise." Billy assures me
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After Noel and Emily leave, Billy carries me upstairs to my room and puts me in bed. He leaves the room to call Dr. Burton, the psychiatrist Liv recommended, and Claudia goes to make me a snack. Aria and Spencer awkwardly sit next to me on the bed, preparing for the three of us to have a discussion about our game plan for 'A' since the cops are getting nowhere.
"I know this guy who used to go to school with Melissa, his father is the head of the Intelligence Unit in Chicago, and he has a lot of connections. He's dealt with dirty cops before and I think he can help us out." Spencer suggests
"How do you know this guy? Like, do you have his number?" Aria asks
"Spencer used to have a thing for Melissa's boyfriends." I explain
"He was not her boyfriend, and we were just friends." Spencer defends herself
"It doesn't matter just, text him, call him, whatever, we have to put a stop to this. He, she, it, Bitch! Is going down" Aria states
Damn straight." Spencer says
"Says the lesbian." I tease
"This is not a time for jokes, its a time for taking bitches down!" Spencer shouts angrily
I couldn't agree more. I won't stop until we put an end to this stupid game.I will die before I ever give up on my friends.
Ok so I don't actually have much to say about the chapter, just that at the beginning, Hanna mentioned dying and going to Heaven with Caleb. I know that not all of you believe in that and we all have our own beliefs but I am a Christian, I do believe in God and whether or not the lairs actually do doesn't matter because this a made up. I can write whatever I wanna write and if you don't like it you can go. I'm not gonna try and shove my beliefs down anyone's throats just wanted to put that out there. If I mention God or Heaven or whatever, its because that's what I believe in and this is my story, I don't write it to please everyone because that's impossible. I can't make everyone happy because I'm only human. Now what I really want to know. I wanna know you guys thought about the finale. I know most people were pretty pissed off but at least we have a name. Don't get me wrong, I'm mad too, but that wasn't all bad. We know who 'A' is we just don't know who 'Charles' is. I'm just glad that we got something even if its not much. I'm also glad that Mona is back I mean come on guys, who doesn't love Mona, thats something to be happy about right? Anyways review, p.m. me whatever, but let me know what you guys thought of the finale (or this chapter). Anyways, until next time!
~Stay Weird