It had been two weeks since you had last seen Kylo Ren. Two blissful weeks of peace, and Ben. Without fail every night he would come in and just talk with you. Sometimes about life, sometimes about the stupidest things. He wouldn't smile all the way, but when you saw his eyes crinkle and the corners of his mouth turn upwards you knew he was happy. And you were happy.

But then the two weeks had passed and you saw him. It was late at night, and your stomach couldn't have been more ravenous. You sighed from underneath the covers of your bed. The cafeteria was open all the time, and as a "guest" you did have unlimited access to all the foods. Just then another growl erupted from your stomach.

"Fuck."

You cursed your damn appetite. Sighing you got up from your bed and without bothering to put shoes on made your way towards the cafeteria. The metal ground was cold, but welcome in your sleepy state. There weren't many people in the hallway save for the guard here or guard there. You rounded the corner to the cafeteria and walked in. The lights were off save for one and the only food that was available was in the fridge or the vending machine. You walked over to the machine and saw all the little snacks floating one on top of the other. There weren't many good ones but you smiled as you found a gachta, one of the best sweets in Naboo and your quadrant of the galaxy. You popped in your food card and snatched you midnight snack before exiting the cafeteria.

You walked down a few hallways before finishing the snack, but as you rounded the next corner you could overhear a conversation.

"(y/n)'s files are in Ren's quarters." Hux!

You leaned up against the wall to hear more.

"But why does he have them to begin with, what could he want with her." Phasma?

Hux sighed, "Perhaps she is doing her job, though I have no intel on any interaction between the two."

"She may be your prisoner but I will not have him harm her family or the girl." Phasma was defending you? Your family?!

"What Ren does is not my business if it doesn't involve Snoke or my troopers."

Hux was snippy in his response. You heard a low laugh and turned around sharply, but no one else was there. You had to get into Kylo's room, and find that file. It had to have your family's location in there. Turning you ran. You pumped your legs as hard as you could, your lungs burning. You didn't care. Rounding the corner to your hallway the door was closed. What in the hell? Quickly you ran over to the control panel, but as soon as you touched it sparks flew and the door was pushed up violently. At this point you didn't care about the weird shit happening, you had to find out about your family. You ran to Kylo's door and pulled. Nothing, the door wouldn't budge.

"You must use your anger."

The voice! It was a deep whisper, raspy, and aged.

"Who are you?" The voice chuckled, "I am you girl, now open the door."

Confusion spread across your features, but you went up to the panel nonetheless, and summoning all of your anger you touched the key pad. Again sparks flew everywhere and the door popped open. Everything was eerily quiet when you stepped inside. Your eyes scanned the dark room, and found a table, with a file. You quickly ran inside and over to the table. The manila folder was thin, with what looked like only a few pages inside. What if they weren't alive, what if this was all for nothing. No, there had to be a reason. You opened the folder and read your name, date of birth. There was a full page on your history, your vaccinations, what you ate. What in the hell was this. They had been watching you and your family for a year. There were pictures of you together, and then ones of just you. You hesitated to look at the next page. No, they would be alive and ok somewhere. But then you flipped the page. In the folder was a picture of your parents, a happy picture from home. They were smiling so brightly and lovingly at each other, but the stamp over the picture broke your heart into a million fragments.

The people who had loved you, and raised you, the ones who held you when you cried were dead.

You collapsed onto your knees hugging the picture tightly to your chest. Painful sobs wracked your body, and the tears flowed endlessly. You screamed with all of you heart and soul, as agony tore through you voice. You clung to the picture with what little strength you had left. Tears stained the crumpled paper. The red from the stamp bled into the small streaks of water, ruining what had already been lost. You heard someone outside.

"Y/n?"

It was Ben. He quickly closed the door and ran over to your side. You looked up into his brown eyes and broke down even more. You grabbed onto his shirt and sobbed. Pain rippled through your entire body, your chest heaved with heavy sobs and you could barely breathe. Your eyes stung but you didn't care. You welcomed the pain; it was the only thing you had left.

You finally looked up to Ben, who had been holding you for a good three minutes, not saying a word. He was dressed differently, in all black, it looked so familiar but you couldn't think of where you had seen it before. Then there was a knock at the door.

"Ren, what in the name of the First Order happened in there?"

Who was Ren? Maybe you had misheard them.

"Kylo I will not play foolish games."

You saw Ben get up, and walk over to a dark corner. He reached down, and brought up a dark object. As he lifted it upwards, it shone in the dark red light. You gasped. As he put the object over his head you began to realize the unthinkable. This man was not Ben.

It was Kylo Ren.

Hello wonderful readers! So basically yes I have uploaded nine chapters in one day. I have this story on Archive but I couldn't forget about my home. Also there will be a new character next chapter and I need a name, sooooooo if you want yours or a friends name in it comment for a chance to be in the story! Thank you to all my little trash babies and I hope you guys like it :)