Im so sorry. I have not written for this story in quite a while, but I've been busy with confusion is just a part of it and my hs au. I'll try to make this chapter longer to apologise for my absence. Enjoy!

I've got two story ideas kind of worked out for the fanfic bingo thing: mpreg and onenightstand at a party growing into love. Which one would you like first? (I'll start after I finish confusion is just a part of it. Otherwise I have a lot of stories going on and I'll just forget about a story like happened with this one.)

'Emotions are never black and white. They are more like symptoms. Your heart beats faster when they walk by. Your skin tingles when they stand close to feel their breath. I know you feel what I feel.'

Magnus slowly turned around Alec. A finger touched his chest lightly. Alec got goose bumps from the touch. It was teasingly light. Alec just wanted to grab Magnus and push him against the wall. Rocks their hips together till the ends of time. Instead he repeated the lines he had studied so diligent the night before.

'I- I-'

'Have to go?' Magnus laughed an emotionless laugh, a tear glistened in the corner of his eye. It felt so real that Alec just wanted to put an arm around him. Hug him. Tell him everything was going to be alright.

Instead he turned around and walked away. It hurt even though it was just acting.

Jace jumped when Alec sat down next to him. He had been looking at Clary. Not staring of course. 'You like her. Don't you?' Alec smirked.

Jace didn't answer. Alec laughed. 'You've been staring so hard. It's a miracle she hasn't noticed yet.'

'Says you.'

'What do you mean?' Alec looked terrified at Jace. Had he been that obvious? What if Magnus had noticed it too? Sure, Magnus had seen him practically confess to being into Magnus on television, but that was bad enough.

'Seriously. You smile like a fool when he is around and you just keep staring at him.'

'Is it that obvious?'

'Sorry to tell you this bro, but yes. You basically have heart eyes when you look at him.'

'Do you think he could ever like me too?' They both looked at Magnus, to see him smiling and waving at them.

Jace smiled at Alec. He might be his older brother, but he didn't know anything about feelings. 'He likes you. Just ask him out sometime.' Magnus came their way and Jace pushed Alec in his direction. 'Ask him or I will.'

'Hi.' Magnus smile and shining white teeth dazzled Alec. 'Hey.'

'I- I -'

'You- You-?' Magnus grinned.

Jace gave him a slight push. 'I was wondering if you'd go on a date with me.' He blurted out, cheeks as red as a tomato.

'That sounds like fun.' Magnus smiled. 'When? Where?'

Alec blushed. 'Well… I hadn't really thought about that.'

Magnus grinned. 'Just text me the details. I'm looking forward to it.' He turned around to slowly walk away.

- (a day or so later)

Alec sulked. He was forced by his parents to go to vidcon with Magnus, which was very boring. Magnus had to meet fans and he just stood in the corner, glancing at Magnus. His view was not bad though. Magnus was sitting in a booth, smiling brightly at some of his fans while signing.

'ALEC!' He saw a girl from about 16 run up to him. 'I'm your biggest fan. I love you and Magnus.' She hugged him. 'Can I take a photo of you together? You are totally my OTP.'

Magnus walked up to Alec.

'Hey. Do you want to grab lunch together. I'm on break.' He then noticed the girl standing with Alec.

'Can you sign my boob?' She asked Magnus with big, gleaming eyes.

'Nope. Sorry can't do. My lovely boyfriend will get mad at me.' Magnus laid his arm around Alec's waist barely above his ass. Alec felt his skin tingle where he touched it.

The girl looked disappointed and walked away.

'Do you get asked to do that a lot?'

'Sometimes, but what about lunch?' Alec nodded. Magnus guided him to a pizza stand.

'We need to do a question panel later if you didn't know yet.'

'A what?'

'A question panel. All of our fans can ask us questions and we answer.' Magnus said cheerfully.

Alec went pale. 'I have to be in front of a big crowd?' Alec always liked to blend in with the crowd, as an actor that was kind of difficult, but he coped since acting was just for the camera.

'Don't worry. I'll be right next to you. Just look at me. Okay?' Alec nodded slightly, knowing that focussing on Magnus wouldn't be a problem for him.

'How about you just think about that date you owe me?' Magnus smiled seducingly. 'or about the 'fun' times we are going to have afterwards.' He winked at Alec.

- (shift in time- the question panel)

'How did you meet?' A girl with bright pink hair asked.

They had decided to stick to the real story for as much as possible, so it would be easy to remember. 'Well, actually the first time we met was after the Ellen show. I was interested to know more about him.'

'Have you had sex yet?' Some girl screamed from the audience. All the other girls in the audience started cheering too, desperate for answers.

'I think if I would answer that my sweet boyfriend would faint and we don't want that do we?' He smirked at the crowed who cheered for more details.

Honestly after 14 chapters we haven't even got their first date. I don't understand how you can take the torture.

IMPORTANT: School started again so I can't write as much, but ill try to update one chapter every day/ two days. You can tell me which story you want me to update first of course and I'll try to keep it in mind.