GINNY POV

I apparated infront of the Burrow with a 'Pop!' Then I walked up to the front step and walked in. "Mom, dad. I'm here!" Telling the voices I hear coming from the living room.

"Oh, hello dear!" My mother replied. Walking slowly towards the sitting room hoping for the best that Harry hasn't arrived yet. I didn't hear his voice yet so that was a bit of a relife, that ment he wasn't here yet, thank merlin!

I Greeted everyone, noticing that Fleurs belly got bigger than the last time I saw her. " Fluer! How much longer till the baby comes? Have you thought of any baby names yet?! I asked excitedly. What can I say, I love children. Teddy was now 3 years old And all he can do is talk about how excited he is that he finally is going to have a play mate.

"Ze baby will be coming een two months. And no we did not seenk of any names for her yet" she said, her french accent beginning to go away and started having a bit of a british accent. I just gave her a happy smile and said hello to my second oldest brother Charlie.

Everyone was here except for two of my brothers. Fred who has sadly died during the battle of hogwarts, and Goerge who is probably is upstairs in his old bedroom and looking at where him and Fred used to plan there unforgettable pranks. He still didn't reopen the joke shop, George said that it didn't feel right without his other everyone else was here together and even though not every Weasley will be here I was just glad to at least see most of them. Slowly my smile faded when I hear a knock on the door.

Knowing who it is I run silently to the kitchen without my family noticing.

My heart was racing. What if when I see him again I what is when I do I will become hopeless like before and fall for him all over again. Don't be stupid Ginny your over him! right? I kept on asking myself am I over him?

I hear the voices welcoming Him in.

Okay, okay. Just go out there and say hello thats all I have to do. I thought reassuring myself. Deep breaths.

Walking out I came to where Harry was now approaching with the family sticaking to him like super glue. I stood there waiting for the swarm of redheads to die down. He made eye conntact with me. Those gorgeous Jem like eyes. He was still so handsome and if possible even more. You could tell even with his shirt on that he was muscular, but not too much, just the right amount. We broke eye conntact when my mother asked. "Harry, who is this beautiful young lady you brought with you?!"

I paled, He brought a woman! He slightly blushed before saying "oh, um... this is Alexandra, Alex for short. She is... um, well... she is my girlfriend." He finished saying until everyone but me whent to say congrats and talk to Alex. Everyone was happy while I was standing behinde, my heart ripping like a cotten ball stuck in a thorn bush.

I could tell why Harry liked her. She was super pretty, with her shoulder length dirty blond perfect curly hair, and her long legs and, tiny waist. Her mysterious dark brown eyes, and flawless complection and extra smily. No. she was stunning.

I started to grow a bit jealous. I felt like I was going to attack her any second now. But I knew I couldn't, so instead I whent to welcome her with the rest of them. "Hey! I'm Ginny it's nice to meet you" I lied easily " It's soo nice meeting you too! You are soo gorgeous look at you! I think i'm jealous." Ha! You jealous? Of me? Sure, she probably ment it as a joke. But really she was talking to me like i'm a toddler. I just plastered a fake smile trying to be nice. "Thanks, but really your way prettier" This time I say honestly.

I probably would have liked her if she wasn't with Harry. Probably.

This is okay right? I mean he normally breakes up with them after a week when he figures out they onley want to be famous. "So Harry how long have you been together?" Hermione all but askes that question. "Hmm, for about 2 years now I think" Alex answers kissing his cheek.

That's it, i'm done for.

How? Why did Harry have to travel all around the world to find someone. When he could open his eyes and see me? What if he doesn't like me and never sees me that way, what then?

Don't be stupid Ginny! Move on with your life, you did it before you can do it again, be happy without him.

But thats just the thing, no matter how hard I try I can never truly be happy without him. I feel tears stinging at the back of my eyes. No! I'm not going to cry, hold it in. But I couldn't, seeing Harry with her was too much, worse then death in my opinion. Seeing him happy was good, but seeing him happy with the wrong girl was torture, and knowing that I will never feel the same happiness just added to my bad mood.

What if I was the wrong girl? What if fate never planned on having us together? And I'm supposed to be alone and have no one to care for me like i'm everything to them. I'm just a girl looking for love.

"Hey, mom i'm going to check my old room" I tell my Mother quickly and she just says " Of coures dear"

I sprint up the stairs, down the hall and into my room. Closing the door I feel a tear slide down my cheek. I wiped it away furiously but my tears kept on spilling out of my eyes.

Why did I have to be so stupid and not tell him before he left about how I feel?! Now look at me i'm a mess. If you opened my door you would she a broken hearted Ginny standing in the middle of the room.

About minutes later I finally controle myself. At the moment i'm lying on my hardwood floor wondering whats going on downstairs and if anyone noticed i'm not there. They are all probably just having fun, and I would rather that then people looking in my room seeing me act like i'm in 6th year.

Whats wrong with me? Falling for him again, y ou think a girl would learn. I opened my eyes and found under my bed, a box I know is filled with photos and some of her books from Hogwarts.

I pulled and out and opened it up. Maybe if I think of something els it would take me out of my bad mood. I smiled at one picture of me and Bill, It was summer before my first year when Bill came up to me and showed me a muggle artifact called a camera, we took a funny photo of me sitting on his shoulder and flexing his other arm. I smiled at how my oldest brother looked. Next I found a braclet with a broom shaped charm Luna gave me on my 15th birthday, Luna said that it's supposed to keep away a creature called a Klinser, apparently it's supposed to stick to you and give you bad luck for the rest of your life unless you go to a far away mountain and do a cleansing ceremony.

That made me giggle a bit, I love how Luna has an imagination as big as the sea. I totally forgot where I was and who was here until I saw a photo of me and Harry back in my 6th grade. We where at Hogsmeade in the Three Broom Sticks. His arm was around my shoulder, we where laughing at Ron and Hermione in the background who where fighting, until Ron threw his hands in the air and spilled all his butter beer on her blue blouse.

That put a frown back on my face.

We were so close. Is it still going to be that way? I looked through a few more pictures of me and Harry.I decided not to upset myself more by looking at them. I pulled out a familier book, I knitted my eyebrows together and opend it up curious. It was my old song book, I smiled. I used to only ever write songs whenever i'm feeling down. Sure flying also helped me, but writing songs was my other option. I started reading through some of my songs. Some where cringy but most where fantastic.

There was a knock on the door "Come in" I said. It was Hermione.

"Hey, why aren't you downstairs? I was wondering where you were." She said "Just thought I would look at my old room, I haven't been in here for awile" I replay.

"Your not mad that Harry is with another girl are you?" Hermione asked slightly worried. " No, of coures not. I got over him and he can be with who ever he wants" I lied, I didn't want to let her downm her including my family would love it if we were together, but they also wished I would get obver him just incase if it wasn't meant to be. When I told them I was over him they were all so proud of me, I even thought I was over him, I didn't want Hermione and my family to be disappoint in me.

She smiled. "Good. By the way Ron, Harry, me, and Alexandra are all going to diagone ally tomorrow to show her around, care to join us?" Hermione asked.

"I'm sorry I planed on seeing Katie tomorrow." I said. I forgot to tell Katie I was all right after what happend last night, she's probably worried sick.

"Oh, it's okay maybe next time." and then she made her way out.

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we were all sitting at the dinner table and even though my mom is a great cook I wasn't paying any attention to it. My mind was set on a raven haired boy at the end of the table, ugh, and that perfect, perky, princess Alexandra.

I'm a jerk arent I? Getting mad at the nicest persone I have ever met.

The rest of the evening went by slow. Me, Hermione, Ron, Harry, and Alex where all in the sitting room. I was on the smal one person couch near the fire place while Harry and Alex where snuggeled up together at the corner of the big couch.

"So" said Ron sitting next to Hermione on

"How did you two meet?" He asked. Why couldn't they talk about anything els? It seems that whenever I make an appearance they have to talk about them as a couple.

"I met her in America in New York during an Auror mission. After that we started going out" he said casually.

"Alex, do you currantly have a job?" Hermione asked. " Actually yes, i'm a model for Which Witch , magazine." Of course she is.

What guy wouldn't want to date a model, no wonder Harry chose her. Ugh! I just wish I didn't have to be inlove with him! But I know I can't, everyone keeps telling me to let him go but that is practically mission impossible.

" no wonder your so pretty. Hey, maybe we can all go shopping in muggle London sometime."

"Of course i'd love that" What! Why! Now I can't go shopping with Hermione without her around. And thats pretty much the onley time we can have girl time together. I can always tell her stuff, but now I can't and i'm never going to be alone with her.

Ginny! Calm down, i'm over thinking again. It is a habit of mine, I always over think things.

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Now it's dark out and everyone left to there own homes, there warm squishy couches , beds, and oohm pajamas. Thats me, yup, day dreaming about my small flat with one bedroom. I was still at the Burrow helping my mom with some cleaning of tye house.

Walked into the living room to check if I missed a spot until I saw a patch of jet black hair sitting on the couch alone.

"Harry?" I asked wondering if he fell asleep.

"Hmm?" He said

"What are you still doing here?" I came and sat down beside him on the large couch. "Oh, I fell asleep, I woke up a few minutes ago"

"Were is Alex?" I asked for some stupid reason. "She whent home a hour ago, why?" Stupid, stupid, stupid! Why did you ask that!

"Just thought shed be with you" he sat up straiter. " so, are you going to Diagone Ally tomorrow?" "Yup, are you coming?" He asked " No, I planned on meeting one of my harpie friends, she must be worried sick" I blurted out the last part bay accident. I hadn't told anyone in my family that I was at the club when the death eaters attacked.

Harry raised a eyebrow looking confused." What happend?" " Nothing, really" I said

"Have you heard about the death eater attack in the, wizerd club?" Harry questioned "Yes I have"

"Where you there?" He suddenly asked, and I can see that he is worried. I didn't answer, I know I could lie but I can't lie to Harry.

"Gin?" He said as the worriedness washed over him. "Where you?"

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"Yes"

"Does anyone in your family know?"

"No" I say quitly looking down at my hands

"Are you okay?" Harry said more worried then before. "Yes, Harry nothing happend to me."

"Then why didn't you tell your family?" "Because I don't want them fussing over me and start having my brothers start watching my every move"

"You have to tell them" he said to me slightly moving closer."I know" I replied " There was alot of people caught by them,and that easily could have been you"

"I know" I said more quitly this time. I just wanted this discussion to end.

I looked into his emerald eyes he seemed to read my mind because he quickly chaged the subject we ended up catching up on each other. I felt close to him again, it was like he never left and he had no girlfriend and he was like my best friend again, of course I want it to be more then that, but6 it was still nice.

"Well, I best off be going it's really late now" Harry told me.

I just nodded as he stood up and was about to leave through the door. Then he gave me a hug, we used to always say goodbye to each other by hugging, and I loved how by body fits perfectly with his. He smelt amazing and musky, it was like fresh bread and looked down at me and gave me his heart fluttering smiles.

Then he walked out.