Holding Back by Daikeru Insanity
Time for Chapter 3(4)!
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Now for Holding Back! This one should be pure fluff...
EDIT: Just did a MAJOR edit of punctuation and now my apostrophe use will be consistent and hopefully correct :L
Chapter 3
'Unfortunate Occurrences'
(Daisuke's POV)
Right now I'm sitting beside Takeru on his bed and we just finished our fourth match of the day on Forza. I won, obviously. It's been a hellishly long three days since our visit to the mall. Miyako and Kari have been pestering me non-stop...Miyako must have heard about what happened from Kari, who apparently didn't believe the 'sick' excuse given by her brother. I even got some third-degree from Yamato and Koushiro, of all people! 'Apparently Tai isn't the best storyteller...' He hasn't actually closed in for interrogation yet, though things are awkward between us just now. Guess he's still giving me time. Actually, the only one who hasn't caused me any grief is 'Keru here. 'Maybe he actually believes the excuse, or he just senses that I don't wanna talk about the real reason. Either way, I'm grateful...'
When I went back to school the next day, 'Keru asked if I wanted to go over to his on Saturday, and spend the night. I didn't have to think twice about my response. It's been great so far: As much junk food as we can possibly handle, enough games to last us a lifetime, and I've even managed to successfully keep my mind out of the gutter!
"No way! I was winning for the whole damn race, how did you beat me?"
"Just naturally talented, I guess." The wink which accompanies my comment serves to only further aggravate the blond teen sitting next to me.
"Oh, I'll be back in a sec, that's the phone ringing!" He runs out of the room and I'm left to fiddle with the settings for our next match, whilst stuffing myself with cheesy puffs.
Despite everyone attempting to wring me for information for the past few days, I've actually enjoyed school. Takeru and I have gotten a lot closer in the past seventy-two hours, and we've been learning a lot more about one another. He's come out of his shell much more, and told me lots of stories from his life in Tokushima. I even felt comfortable enough to share some of my experiences from Tokyo High, though there was no way I was telling him about Archie.
Hmm, Takeru's voice is getting much louder, though I still can't make out his words. He sounds distressed though, and I don't even know who he's on the phone to. Maybe he's having an argument with his mom or something...? 'Don't think I'll be left wondering long, that sounded like a goodbye.'
Sure enough, just a few moments later, he opens the door and re-enters his room, his eyes locking with mine immediately. I have no doubt about the boy's distress now, there is clear pain in those cerulean orbs. The sorrow in his expression sinks my heart, and I hate the sight of him like this. I want to run right up to him and hug him but he might react badly to that. Whatever's going on, I don't want to make things any worse right now.
"'Keru, whats -" I don't get far before I can see him preparing to speak and I immediately silence myself.
"That was Tai on the phone, he's at Odaiba General Hospital right now. Matt's been in an accident and I have to see him! Will you come with me?"
His voice is shaky, his panic obvious. Whatever happened was obviously very serious. I can't say no to him like this, not that I want to, either. If something really bad has happened, then I'm gonna be there for him. "Course I will, let's go!"
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(Takeru's POV)
'Crap, crap, crap. Tai was in such a panic on the phone! Oh god Matt, what happened? Please be ok, please!' My thoughts are in a complete mess, and I don't even know if I've spoken for the past ten minutes. If I have, i'm certain it wasn't anything coherent...I'm practically sprinting towards the hospital, with Dai staying right by my side all the way there. I really am thankful he agreed to come, because depending on the severity of the accident, the kind of state that I'll end up in could be anybody's guess...
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It isn't long before we burst through the front doors of Odaiba General, both of us panting, muscles aching. The pain doesn't matter to me just now, I have to find Matt! I still can't formulate words, so instead I'm just frantically looking around, hoping to find any sign of him. Dai must have caught his breath and explained our situation to a member of staff, because I can hear him thanking someone and moving back towards me. I feel him take me by the wrist and pull me gently, indicating that he knows where to go, so I immediately snap out of my daze and follow my tanned friend through the narrow, plain halls of this healing house. 'Thank god he's here, he's much calmer than I could have been, speaking to anyone.'
We round a final corner and Dai leads me into the Intensive Care Unit (ICU). My heart drops as I pass the sign bearing those words. 'It must be worse than I thought...'. Dai had obviously led us correctly, as I can make out the brown jungle known as Tai's hair immediately as we pass through the last set of wooden double-doors.
He looks terrible, head in hands, hunched over in his chair...and crying? Dai releases my wrist and I run directly towards the older teen, no longer able to stand the torture inflicted by the unknown.
"Tai!"
Upon hearing my voice, his head immediately jerks from it's supported position, and before I can make heads or tails of anything, Tai closes the final few feet between us and embraces me in a full, unrestrained hug. I can hear his shaky breathing and sniffling with crystal clarity, as if no other sound existed.
"Oh god, Takeru! I-it's all my f-fault! If I hadn't called then maybe he wouldn't have..." His voice is getting weaker, and both Dai (who has finally regained his breath and joined me at my left hand side) and I can see that his emotions are taking over.
"Tai, slow down. Explain exactly what happened." Dai lays a comforting hand on Tai's shoulder, as he releases me from his embrace.
"Ok...Well I called Yama earlier today to see if he wanted to come over to mine," 'Wait a sec, 'Yama'? Why's he calling Matt that? Oh never mind that just now! Bigger problems at hand, Takeru!' "and when he agreed, I said I would meet him halfway, at the corner next to the big park. Well, when I saw him coming, I shouted for him and waved him over..." I can see his tears building up again, and before I can shout at him in desperation to keep going, Dai (thankfully) cuts me off;
"You're doing great Tai, don't stop now." Dai's warm, yet sad smile allows Tai to regain composure, and continue his recollection.
"Right. So, after Yama saw me, the road was clear so he crossed and was about halfway across when...when some asshole on his phone ran a red light!" 'Oh gods no, he can't be telling me what I think he is...' I'm barely breathing at this point but I remain as calm as possible in order to hear the vital part of Tai's tale.
"He came speeding round the corner, engrossed in his conversation and then h-he...he hit Yama!" 'No! Matt! This isn't happening, it can't be...oh shit, is he...was he...?'
"I could have killed the guy, but I was thrown into panic as soon as I saw Yama's body hit the ground. There was so much blood...Thankfully, a nearby business man called the ambulance. The police thankfully also came and arrested the bastard behind the wheel. All I could do was run over to Yama, and scream..."
I just know Dai's staring at me right now, trying to decide how he could attempt to comfort me, but that's of minimal concern to me, as I have more important questions in mind.
"What did the doctor say? Is Matt...?" Tai seems to take the hint and shakes his head slowly at me, and instantly I can feel an overpowering surge of relief flow through my body. I even hear Dai let out a breath as he manages to relax slightly.
"He's alive, but he's critical at the moment, so he isn't out of the woods yet. He's scheduled for vital surgery in an hour. It's just a matter of waiting for now...His room is right there." Tai pointed just behind him to his left, and I found myself passively moving towards the door, to gaze in through its window, Daisuke in tow.
I peer in the small circular window, and am thoroughly unprepared for the view presented to me. The man lying in the hospital bed wouldn't be recognizable, if it weren't for the name 'Yamato Ishida' written on a sheet next to the door. My brother lies completely lifeless, hair messed up, and almost all normal visible skin covered in gauze. My paranoia is slightly settled as I can see that the heart monitor in the corner does confirm that he actually is alive. He seems almost robotic, several machines connected to various body locations, and a seemingly endless number of cables. Numerous hospital staff litter the room, all either discussing Matt's upcoming surgery, or prodding and poking him with their tools in order to examine his condition. The worst part was that, despite the unholy amount of gauze present on my brother, even from outside the room I could make out his multiple bruises and blood spills as clear as day.
I take in the sight, in all it's grand and gory detail, in what seems like a millisecond. It's then that the brave, calm exterior I've been maintaining shatters. Before I even realize what I'm doing, my tears start to flow relentlessly, and there's nothing I can – or at this point even want to – do about it. I must be whimpering or whining, because other bodies present in the hallway start to turn at the new sound produced. I don't care right now. 'Please be ok Matt, I need you. I don't know what I'd do without you...'
I am pried from my silent prayers as I feel the warmth of a hand upon my shoulder. I turn slowly to see Dai, staring right into my eyes. His chocolate eyes are filled with stronger concern than I've ever seen in a person, and his body language only further amplifies this. It's as if his entire body is trying to project the message 'I'm here for you'. I lose control. I turn my whole body round to face him and throw my arms round his neck to engage him in a hug. My crying continues in full force, but my position with Dai isn't the slightest bit awkward. In fact, it's rather the opposite – this moment right here, me burying my face in Tai's shoulder and hugging him as tight as possible, it's the only thing that feels right.
He isn't resisting either, since he wraps his arms round my chest without a moment of hesitation. After a short while in our embrace, neither of us having moved a muscle, Dai begins to rub my back with one hand and make soothing noises in my ear, which miraculously manage to have a strong calming effect. His other hand moves up to my head, and I feel him stroking the hair at the back. 'I can sense the stares of others around us, including Tai – I forgot he was still here. I'm sure they must all have the wrong idea about our stance, but I couldn't care less. It's almost as if everything wrong in the world can suddenly get better, as long as Dai is holding me. I don't think I've ever felt so comfortable in my life...'
Unfortunately our hug did eventually end, and we both pulled away slowly, exchanging small, but powerful smiles before turning back to face Tai. I'm able to stand a little taller now, and I don't feel nearly as weak as I did moments ago. It felt like an eternity in Tai's arms, when in reality it was probably only a few short minutes. Time to see if I can form a few coherent words.
"I'll stay here with Matt, Tai. You can go home, get some rest." 'Good, I'm sure the last thing this situation needs is a continuously blubbering blond baby making the situation even more depressing!'
"No, I'm staying here to see Yama as soon as he gets out of surgery! It's the least I can do..." 'He doesn't seriously blame himself does he..?'
"It isn't your fault, Tai! There's no way that could have been predicted – it was a freak coincidence. Don't be an idiot, and if it helps, I'm sure Matt would tell you the exact same if he were awake right now."
A weak smile forms on the brunets face, and he even manages a chuckle. "You're right, he probably would. It does help actually. Thanks buddy. Oh, by the way, you can't stay. Before I called you, I managed to contact your dad, and he wants you home as soon as you can. He took a half-day at work, and says that he wants to see your brother tomorrow, together. He'll be expecting you."
"Thanks Tai, I'll probably see you tomorrow then?"
"Definitely, try not to worry yourself sick."
"Same goes for you, see ya later!" I wave at him as I turn to lead myself and Dai away from the ICU.
"Later, Takeru. See you round, Dai!"
And with that final exchange of words, Dai and I made our way silently out of the hospital and back towards my house, with me feeling temporarily optimistic about Matt's operation.
'I know it won't last, but I think I have a better chance of coping as long as Dai's here.'
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(Daisuke's POV)
'That wasn't the afternoon I had planned...I can't believe I just had that thought, stupid Dai! I'm slapping myself for that one later. I'm still worried like crazy about 'Keru - seeing him as depressed as he was just kills me. He wasn't the only one battling his emotions however. God, just as I manage to convince myself that what I feel for him is only strong friendship, he pulls me into that hospital-hug. Then BOOM! Everything floods back, and I don't think there's been a moment so perfect in my whole life - if only the circumstances were different. Still, I know it can't happen between us, I can't be that selfish. I guess I can take some solace in the fact that I was able to comfort him, and pick up his spirit for now, even if only slightly.'
The journey back to Takeru's is one of utter silence. Not an awkward silence however, I figure we're both just deep in contemplation. We aren't thinking about the same thing though, of that I'm certain. I bet Takeru is worrying about Yamato, despite Tai instructing him otherwise. Can't say I blame him, but he's probably also wondering how his dad is taking the news, and if he'll have to comfort him, as well as himself. I hope he'll be alright going to sleep tonight, and won't get too upset...
'Oh balls, I'm meant to be staying over tonight aren't I? Erm...what the hell do I do now? 'Cause on one hand, I could leave and give him and his dad personal time to cope. Then again, we planned this sleepover and I don't want 'Keru thinking I'm abandoning him, plus I'm worried about him too, so staying would mean I can keep an eye on him. Great, back to square one.'
'How about you ask Takeru what he wants? Seems the best course of action, no?' Oh yay, I'm having a conversation with myself now! Takeru would think I was nuts if I told him this. Anyway, I should talk to him now before the little voices start suggesting that I burn things...
"Erm, 'Keru?" I obviously caught him in a daze as he flinches slightly at the sudden noise in a – up until now – silent atmosphere.
"Yeah? What's up Dai?" At this point we arrive just in front of Takeru's drive-way. I stop in my tracks, which also causes him to halt and look at me with saddened, but also confused eyes.
"Well, it's just that...I can always go home, if you want? I understand that you might need some time alone with your family, and I wouldn't wanna get in the way of that..." I'm slightly saddened upon uttering my own words, as the last thing in the world that I want to do is leave Takeru, but if what he needs is some space, then I'll give him all the space in the world.
"What? Oh no, don't worry Dai, you're not in the way of anything, and I did invite you to stay over after all."
"Yeah, but that was before...the circumstances changed. We can always reschedule for a different weekend, don't worry about disappointing me, 'Keru." I was about ready to turn and leave at that point, since I figured Takeru was only saying what he was in order to be polite. Though just after I look away from him, I feel his hand softly grab my arm, and his other hand is used to maneuver my head – forcing our eyes to lock. His strong cerulean eyes are staring right into me, trying to convey the true emotion behind his words, and I know he doesn't really want me to go at all.
"Please Dai, stay. I know it sounds pathetic, but I really need some company today, and I can't think of anyone better than you...So will you stay the night?" His eyes were practically pleading with me, and his words were the most sincere I've ever heard in my life. I couldn't refuse if I wanted to. I manage to smile at him while I reply;
"Of course I will, I'm not gonna just abandon my best friend in a time of need. I'm here for you." Relief is plastered across his face, but also something else. He seems...surprised? It takes me a moment to actually realize what I just said to him. "Yeah, I know we've known each other a grand total of five days, but I already feel closer to you than any of my other friends." If I hadn't been blushing at any point already today, I certainly was now!
He either didn't notice my blush (which must be close to impossible with its intensity), or simply didn't care, since his own expression showed no embarrassment, only gratitude and happiness. It's been a few hours now since I've seen him genuinely happy, and I've missed it.
"Wow Dai, thanks. I didn't know you felt like that. Well I can safely say I consider you in the same way." He's practically beaming now, which I decide to enjoy whilst I can. Though I know his dad is inside, waiting for him, so we shouldn't keep him waiting!
"Hehe well, let's get inside before we get too mushy and start crying while shouting 'I love you!' at one another!"
My joke seems to have its desired effect, as Takeru lets out a laugh, rolls his eyes and turns towards his house. 'Keep calm, Daisuke. Try not to spout all your emotions in one fell swoop, if at all possible.'
'It's probably too late for that, you know he can't keep his mouth shut..'
Oh goody, Dai #1 and Dai #2 are back! It's gonna be a long night...
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Our first half hour back in the house was fairly relaxing – well, for me at least. Takeru and his father were talking in the living-room, and I was happy enough to leave them be and just chill in Takeru's room, thoughts racing through my mind.
Thoughts about how Yamato was, and if his surgery will go well.
Thoughts about myself, how I would get through tonight, and exactly how would I comfort 'Keru if it was necessary?
Thoughts about my cerulean eyed friend were predominant however...'exactly what do I feel for him?'
No, scratch that question. If I ask that, another internal counseling session will begin, and I really don't need that just now.
Fortunately, I'm not given the time to ponder things further, as Takeru comes in and practically drags me through to the living-room and sits me down on the couch, as his dad is on the phone to a local take-out. I can hear his order, two large 'meat feast' pizzas and a large bottle of Mountain Dew – perfect!
When the food had arrived, the TV was switched off, and the three of us sat down in the kitchen to enjoy our meal. The atmosphere was somewhat awkward, and Takeru's dad was clearly concerned with Yamato – poor guy, I feel really bad for the pair with me at the table. I can't even imagine what they must be going through. The rare conversation during our feast was light and insignificant, with matters such as school, soccer and Mimi's party coming up. With three weeks to the party, I hope Yamato is well on his way to healing, because I would hate for Takeru to be too upset to go. I know it's selfish, but I really think it's the best way for him to make new friends and kick-start his new life in Odaiba!
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It was around 7pm when we finished eating, Takeru and I excused ourselves from the table, and retreated to the blonds room for the night. The sleeping bag which I brought is pushed up in the corner, still in its plastic sleeve. 'I'll unravel it later, we won't be going to sleep yet anyway...'
After deciding that watching a movie would be a good idea, I sat myself on the large blue bed against the wall, and propped myself up with a couple of pillows. I allowed Takeru to pick whatever movie he liked, and he soon retrieved 'National Treasure' from his pile of DVDs by the TV. He then popped the disk into the DVD player and joined me on his bed, also using pillows to keep himself elevated.
For the first twenty or so minutes of the film, I actually got quite into it – Nicholas Cage is a pretty good actor! Though as the movie progressed, I noticed that Takeru wasn't paying much attention, and I knew he was thinking about his brother.
About halfway through, I noticed him with the beginnings of tears in his eyes, and he frantically – yet casually at the same time – wiped his face with his sleeve, probably hoping I didn't notice.
His distress was building, and I wasn't having any ingenious epiphany's on how to comfort him. I'm not an expert on matters of the brain or heart, they're more areas for Koushiro and Kari, respectively. However, I did have one method that had previously calmed the teen next to me, maybe it could work again? Following my instinct, I edge myself slightly closer to Takeru, put my right arm over his shoulder and pull him down gently so that his head was leaning on my shoulder. I leave my arm where it is and he doesn't seem upset, just a tad puzzled.
"D-Dai? What are you doing?" His voice is fairly calm, but his emotional state still seeps through with his words.
"Offering you a shoulder to cry on, as I've told you before – I'm here for you."
He seems to understand my intent clearly enough, as he shoots me a quick, warm smile and relaxes in his position. Another fifteen minutes into the movie, and he took my offer of 'a shoulder to cry on' literally, not that I cared. The rest of the movie was spent with Takeru crying, and telling me all his fears and concerns for his brother. I sat and listened patiently, holding him for the entire duration. I don't remember when or why, but my other arm had at some point reached round his chest so that we were essentially in a full hug not dissimilar to the one at the hospital. Takeru didn't protest however, so I left my arm where it was.
The TV is now displaying the title screen for the ignored film. Takeru yawns loudly as he moves to switch off the machine. 'Guess all the crying and worrying exhausted him, man I really hope Yamato pulls through!'
It's now about 8.45pm, which is quite early compared to my normal 'quitting time', but if Takeru wants to sleep, then I'll take one for the team! 'Did I really just think that? Lame...'
"Tired, 'Keru? Wanna call it a night?" He merely rubs his eyes (in exhaustion this time, though) and nods in my direction. Trying to keep his spirits up as best I can, I energetically leap from the bed and flash my trademark over-the-top grin at him, giving him a big 'thumbs up'. To my pleasant surprise, he begins to laugh at me whilst shaking his head and walking towards his wardrobe. 'Success! No one can resist my carefree charm!'
I cross over to where my sleeping bag lies, which is in Takeru's line of sight. As I bend down to examine and unravel said bag, I hear my friend making some sort of inarticulate mumble.
"Hmm, what's up, 'Keru?"
"Erm, well...I was just thinking that my bed is probably far comfier than that sleeping bag, and the bed is easily big enough for two..." I'm not actually too taken aback by his offer, as I figure he really just wants someone there with him, plus this might help me ease his pain a bit more.
"You sure you don't mind?" He shakes his head assertively in response. "Alright then, thanks buddy!" I smile as I sit the sleeping back back here it was, and instead pick up my black and gray pyjamas which are lying in a plastic bag in the same corner.
For a moment I think about going through to the bathroom to change, but then I remind myself that we both see guys in very little or no clothing often enough in Gym class changing rooms and showers. I pull off my green and white striped t-shirt, and the light blue jeans soon follow, leaving me in just my boxers and soon to be removed socks.
I was facing away from Takeru at the time, and looking downwards at my pyjamas, so I didn't notice him staring at my nearly-naked, well toned body via his mirror at the opposite side of the room.
Now that I'm fully changed, I turn to see if Takeru is ready for bed, and notice him in the same state of clothing I was in just moments ago – I only see his back but it's still enough to send chills down my spine and flare my attraction towards the blond.
'No, no, no! Don't think about him and look away...It is not appropriate to be having these thoughts, tonight especially!'
I pack all my clothes away into the plastic bag which previously housed the pyjamas. Takeru is fully changed by now, and is lying on one side of his large, comfy looking bed, his gaze fixed expectantly on me. I take the hint, and climb onto the other side of the bed, which was – as Takeru correctly stated – both comfier than a sleeping back and more than big enough for the pair of us. I hit the switch on the lamp sitting on the bedside table, and we're now immersed in darkness. Both of us are simply too tired to keep up our fight against sleep any longer, and we both succumb before we can even say 'Goodnight'.
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'Huh, what's going on? I'm awake? How long did I sleep...An hour?' I read drowsily from my watch and wonder why the hell I'm not dreaming of playing at the World Cup right now! Then as I stop ranting internally, I suddenly realize...
'Sobbing, oh 'Keru...He's shaking worse than ever now, he must have had a nightmare.'
"'Keru, you crying? Want a tissue?" He seems to get a bit of a fright at my voice, he obviously thought me to still be asleep.
"No, i-it's alright, thanks. You must be sick of seeing me being this pathetic, huh? I can't help but fear the worst about Matt though.."
That idiot, I'll set him straight! "Don't be stupid, you're my friend! I just hate to see you like this 'Keru..."
'I have to do something to comfort him, no matter how small...What can I do about it, at almost 10 o'clock at night, in bed?' Sudden brainwave! 'Well, maybe third time's the charm...'
I turn so that I'm lying on my side now, facing Takeru. I think for a moment if I should really do this and if he would feel awkward, but that thought passes quickly and I throw caution to the wind as I bring my left arm over my body to place it gingerly round Takeru's waist, laying my hand on his material-covered stomach.
"Dai?" He seems stunned at what I'm doing, understandably.
"I'm here for you 'Keru, that hasn't changed." It's too dark to notice but I just now I'm blushing now. I don't get a response from the blond in my grasp. 'Maybe this was a bad idea.'
"Am I making you uncomfortable cause I can always -"
"No! Erm, I mean...I'm not uncomfortable...Thanks Dai." His voice makes him sound surprised by his own answer, but he is noticeably calmer. 'Phew, I actually got something right for once...'
Knowing how Takeru felt, I find the bravery to shuffle a bit closer to him, forming a more secure hold on him with my arm and allowing myself to indulge a bit more in the hug I was essentially giving him. My mind is no where near the gutter for once, as my sole concern is his emotional well-being.
And as if my prayers had been answered, not long after having initiated the hug, the sobbing and tears had both ceased, finally encasing the bedroom in peace.
"Goodnight Dai. Thanks again."
"Anytime 'Keru, sweet dreams."
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(Narrator's POV)
And that's how the two boys fell asleep – both totally comfortable and content in the embrace they were participating in. Takeru did indeed have sweet dreams, and wasn't sad for a moment that he was safely contained by Daisuke.
Before falling asleep however, both boys minds were running a mile a minute, as they pondered their situation very differently from one another.
For once, Daisuke was thinking about Yamato more than his little brother. The spiky haired soccer player visualized the visit that his best friend would be paying Yamato tomorrow, along with his father. Daisuke's thoughts then centered around how Takeru would cope on 'the day after' and half considered insisting to accompany him, but he knew that he couldn't always be there to hold Takeru...no matter how much he wanted to be.
Takeru on the other hand, was in a total state of disorganized emotions. He had gone from severe depression, to unparalleled happiness, and then to total confusion within the space of a minute. The reason for his confusion? This fluttery feeling that had once again taken up residence within his stomach as Daisuke began to hold him. At first he thought it was just some sort of panic over Yamato, but then soon came to a shocking realization. This was the sort of feeling he was expected to feel with Sophie. At first he tried to profusely deny the fact to himself, but to no avail as he was constantly reminded about the events of the day, and how the only three times he felt truly happy were all spent in Daisuke's arms. Not to mention the fact that he had to check with himself that he was straight only three short days ago. Forcing himself to ignore the issue for the mean time, he eventually fell asleep in the arms of his best friend with not a care in the world about how their position might look to his father, were he to come in.
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TBC
A/N:
Chapter 3(4) done! No gutter jokes from me this time, as it was too emotionally heavy a chapter for that.
Hope you enjoyed it! Things are progressing nicely, and I hope I didn't ramble on too much, but I was afraid it wouldn't be a long enough chapter so I had to write like hell xD
I clearly do not own the movie 'National Treasure'.
Getting a bomb of work dropped on me shortly so next update might be a bit away but I will try not to leave you hanging too long :)
R&R as always, please!
