Holding Back by Daikeru Insanity
Time for Chapter 4(5)!
Yaoi, boyxboy, blah blah blah, don't like? Don't read!
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On with Holding Back!
Chapter 4
'Liquid Confidence'
(Takeru's POV)
So...where do I begin? It's Monday now, so two days have passed since Matt was in the car crash. God that was scary. Thankfully we were called yesterday morning by the hospital receptionist and were informed that his surgery went as well as we could have hoped. My father and I went to visit him as planned, after Daisuke had gone home around noon. My brother comes home Wednesday, and Tai has already arranged to be out of school for the rest of the week in order to look after him. 'Poor guy still feels guilty I bet.'
Now, back to Dai. He is where the problem lies...I can't stop thinking about him! I'm in Algebra at the moment, so I should be fully focused and enjoying the lesson but I can't, because of the tanned teen in front of me.
These thoughts I've been having, they're not right. I keep going back to Saturday night, when I fell asleep in his arms after breaking down over Matt. Before last weekend, I would have looked at that situation and said I was acting gay, but now? It was the most perfect feeling I've ever experienced, and I want more than anything to feel it again.
'Is it possible? Could I be...g-gay? That fluttering I felt, it was what I was meant to feel when in love...No, I was just worried surely. But that doesn't explain the emotions I have now, after the pain. Am I...in love with Dai?' Gah, the whole thing gives me a headache, and I just get stressed out. I don't think I could even talk to anyone about this. The only gay/bi person I know is Dai, and I'd rather engage in a one-on-one fashion debate with Mimi than have that conversation...I'm closest to Matt, but he has his own crap to deal with, and I'm afraid of how he'd react to having a potentially gay brother.
I can just ignore these thoughts for the time being and hopefully everything will just go away.
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It's now the Friday of the same week, and almost two weeks till Mimi's party. 'Oh joy...' It's only about noon, but we managed to get half the day off since someone in a chemistry class obviously thought it would be hilarious to switch the names on some chemical bottles. 'He could at least have left the acid correctly labeled'. Unsurprisingly, a large mess was made, and an odour not to be ignored stalked the halls. I got to the front door of my house in a relatively short time. I figured Matt would be home, he told me Taichi was picking him up for his physio appointment at 10.
Sure enough, the door was unlocked and opened almost silently, though part of me wishes it hadn't. Another thing I wish went differently was my decision to not announce my presence, and instead just glide silently towards the living-room after the removal of my shoes. As I rounded the corner and gained a full view of the room, I was not prepared for the view I was greeted with.
As expected, Matt was lying on the couch, about three strips of gauze short of a full body cast. What I most certainly did not expect to see, was Taichi kneeling on the floor next to the couch, with my brother's head in his hands and zero space between the two teen's lips. 'What the fuck?' The two were quite happily in the middle of a 'no holds barred' make-out session, and I stood like a gaping idiot, flabbergasted by the display!
Once I had finally seen enough, I knew that then was probably the time to make my presence known.
"Erm...I'm home?" Simple, but effective. 'You've Been Framed' would have been proud...Taichi almost hit the ceiling as he jumped from shock, and all my brother could do was scream like a girl in surprise as his...'boyfriend?' jerked away from him. Matt refused to meet my gaze, and his face turned as red as Koushiro's hair. Taichi saw the display and took his opportunity to escape.
"I should probably be going now, you two will have a lot to talk about...See you tomorrow Yama!" That last line was shouted as he practically sprinted out the front door.
I now stand in my living-room, not understanding anything that I just witnessed. I have so many questions running through my head, and they're damn well getting answered. I turn my full attention back to my brother.
"Sooooo...I guess telling you I'm gay at this point would be unnecessary?" Matt chuckles nervously as he utters his confession. He moves his body gently, but sufficiently enough to give me enough room to take a seat next to him on the couch.
"No shit, Sherlock. How long has thisbeen going on?" I'm sarcastic, but otherwise neutral in my tone.
"Only since Wednesday. Tai showed me how much he cared about me already, and I realized that I felt the same. I was already having weird feelings towards him, and when we talked after I came home I knew it was...love. Yeah, I know it's a bit fast to be throwing that word around but I can't help how I feel."
'Now where have I heard that before? Someone upstairs clearly enjoys messing with me, and all it's doing is bringing my headache back.'
"I know it may not seem 'normal', but please don't hate me Takeru. I couldn't take that."
'Ha! If he only knew...'
"Don't be an idiot Matt, I could never hate you. You're my big brother and you mean the world to me, I'm not gonna turn against you just because you love Tai. I am best friends with Dai after all, and he's bisexual." Matt smiles at me in relief and despite his condition and position, actually manages in pulling me into a brotherly hug.
"Besides...that'd be pretty hypocritical of me right now."
I'm released from the hug and Matt locks eyes with me. "What did you just say, Takeru?" 'Fuck! I said that thought out loud! He's staring at me in confusion and concern, he must have heard me clearly...I can't tell him all this can I? Then again, given his relationship with Tai, maybe he'd be the perfect person to talk to. Here goes...everything.'
"Er, well you see...I've kind of been having these 'feelings' towards another guy recently, and they're kinda making me question my sexuality. It's all very confusing."
"This guy Daisuke, by any chance?" My eyes must have just tripled in circumference - how the hell could he know? I barely know!
"W-what? What makes you think that?" Yes, I know that I'm panicking.
"Calm down, Takeru. Tai said that he noticed sparks and certain looks between the two of you. He likened you pair to a younger version of us. And before you ask, no, Tai and I aren't going to say anything about it to anyone. I expect the same from you concerning us?"
"Of course I won't say anything! So, you aren't mad?" Matt is giving me a look of utter disbelief, and it's only after going over my words in my head that I understand why.
"Mad? Were you not just watching me make-out with my best friend?" 'Fair enough...'
"Alright, alright, I get it. I'm just really confused right now Matt. I haven't a clue what to do about Dai, my sexuality, or anything! Any advice for your little brother?"
Matt's expression softens and he sighs, understanding and sympathizing with my dilemma. "You don't know how you feel about Dai yet, you said that yourself. So whatever you do, don't rush into it. It's up to you, but what I think you should do is first take the weekend off, and not see him so that you can clear your head and really get a handle on your emotions where he's concerned. After that, I'd recommend spending a lot of time with Dai, so you can get to know him even better and hopefully figure out what it is that you feel and want. Sound good?"
"Sounds perfect, Matt." It really does, and with some luck, I'll know soon enough whether or not I'm really straight and what it is I feel towards Dai.
The rest of the afternoon was spent in the living-room, with the pair of us just watching TV and engaging in comfortable, insignificant conversation, as if the events of the past ten minutes had never occurred.
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'This is stupid. Why am I even going to this party? It's just gonna be a night filled with awkward introductions and most of the people will probably never speak to me again.' I'm standing in Dai's room just now, searching through my overnight bag, moaning and groaning to myself whilst outwardly pretending that I'm excited. It's thanks to Matt that I'm actually having to do this. 'I could have stayed home with the excuse to look after him but nooooo, his boyfriend insists on doing it and Matt asks me to go as a favour to both him and myself. "It'll be a good way to spend more time with Dai." he said.' Tai has pretty much been extended family since that eventful Friday afternoon. The two of them are still going strong, and truly seem in love. If Taichi is over however, I make a point of announcing myself before I enter the room. One tongue-sharing session was more than enough for me to see, thank you very much...Dad doesn't know about Matt yet, and I don't blame him for not saying anything, god knows how he'll react.
I did as Matt asked me to, and spent the nearly two weeks after that weekend hanging with Dai a lot more. He never seemed to even notice, or didn't complain if he did. Matt's plan was that by being with him more, I'd figure out my feelings towards him. 'Ha!' The exact opposite result has been achieved. I don't think I've ever been so perplexed in my life. I was with him at break times, lunch times, after school and even weekends, yet still no more certain about myself than when I started...
'Maybe that's the answer? If you've done all that and still can't draw a conclusion, then it could be because you really are developing feelings for Daisuke.' My internal arguments haven't even stopped to take a breath for the past three weeks, but they're actually beginning to make sense now. Maybe I do like him, but it doesn't matter, because Dai would never return these feelings, 'would he?'
I'm changed now, and almost ready to leave for Mimi's. I ignore my search and turn to ask Dai if he knows where I put my aftershave, only to be greeted by the sight of his toned, tanned, shirtless torso. My words are never conjured and the stomach fluttering begins again, although at least now I understand why...
"Something wrong, 'Keru?" 'Oh shit, he must have caught me staring!' Dai just stares at me with those chocolate-brown orbs of his, an adorable puzzled look inhabiting his face. 'Adorable? *sigh* I guess I really must like him...crap.'
"Huh? No, nothing. Sorry, I was just thinking." I nervously chuckle and he seems to want to ask me something but I'm not sure I'll like the question so I hastily change topics. "Have you seen my aftershave anywhere? I can't seem to find it." I'm subjected to Dai's intense stare of wonder for a moment before he drops the matter, and hands me my black box labeled 'Givenchy Gentleman' which was on his dresser the whole time. I turn away from him and finish readying myself for the night to come, hoping it ends as quickly as possible.
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We're about five minutes away from reaching Mimi's house, and I don't have any idea why I'm so nervous! It's not like I'm being asked to perform a song or speak in front of the crowd, so I have no reason to be so stressed. I keep telling Dai that this is pointless, that I'm not going to know any of the guests except our group. He just laughs at my desperation and tells me he'll stick with me and help with introductions. 'Greeeeat! Kill me.'
"'Keru, there's gonna be alcohol at this party, so if I have to get you drunk in order for you to loosen up and enjoy yourself, don't think I'll hesitate..." I can't pick up any intentions from his tone, or even tell if he's being serious, and it scares me.
I'm not usually much of a drinker, since last year I was at an after-party that Matt's band was throwing in celebration of their first big gig and everything was going pretty well until one of his band-mates started offering me Jack Daniels...'x' amount of glasses later, and the next thing I know, it's 2pm the following day, and I have a hangover from hell while Matt is killing himself with laughter. To this day, I still haven't a clue what happened for the latter half of the party. That being said...considering that I'll be bombarded with new faces all night, surrounded by ridiculously loud music and given that my internal voices are more persistent than ever, maybe drinking isn't such a terrible idea...
It's about 8pm when we arrive at the front door to Mimi's 'house'. A better word would be castle, palace or mansion – take your pick. Then again I'm not really surprised, Mimi lives the life of a princess, so why not have a house suited for one? Dai ushers me in through the front door, before I try to think of another escape plan. The huge living-room that we made our way to is littered with bottles, snacks and far too many teenagers. The party may not have been going on for very long, but it is quite clearly in full swing and the music - as I predicted – is loud. 'God help the neighbours...' I think, before being handed a bottle of beer by...I have no idea who by actually, I just seemed to obtain it. Dai is calling over a small group of guys that look our age - apparently he's wasting no time with the introductions.
I smile awkwardly at the approaching males and take a heavy swig of my beer. 'Let the night commence...'
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As I expected, the first half hour to an hour was spent with constant introductions to about forty party-goers, 90% of whom I'll either never speak to again, or just not remember their names. It seems like a completely pointless exercise but it appears to be making Dai happy, so I'm putting up with it. I've had a few beers by now and beginning to feel some effects but I'm still within self control. I haven't left the living-room so far tonight, but I think I need to change that since Dai seems to be rounding up a few more unfamiliar faces to meet me.
"Dai, I'm just gonna go get a drink in the kitchen! Back in a few."
"Alright man, go talk to some people! I'll grab some more guys to meet you when you get back!." He smiles at me and sends me off, clearly hoping I'll have a spontaneous personality change and shed my shyness...good luck with that.
"Oh I can hardly wait..." I mumble under my breath as I head towards the kitchen. I wonder if Mimi has any cyanide pills lying around...
This kitchen could easily be mistaken for a meeting room, but the novelty of the sizes of the rooms in Mimi's house is beginning to wear off. Groaning at the thought of having to return to introductions, I make my way towards the drinks counter. If there was any specific drink in the world that I wanted, I would most likely be able to find it here. I'll steer clear of the beers and ciders, I think I'm gonna need something stronger to 'loosen me up', as Dai would say.
As I continue to browse through the bar in front of me, I feel a tap on my shoulder, and spin round to come face-to-face with a tall, clearly older teen with short spiked blue hair and glasses.
"You look like you could use this. Go on, take it, I haven't spiked it or anything." I was promptly handed a glass of liquid which I easily identified as whisky, Jack Daniels none the less. 'Perfect! This is just what I need!' I happily accept the glass and take a small sip from it, releasing a short sigh of delight afterwards.
"Thanks man," I haven't met this guy before but I'm pretty sure Matt described someone exactly like the male standing in front of me, "You're one of Tai's friends aren't you? Was it...Jyou?"
"The very same, nice to meet you. I'll take an educated guess and say you're Yamato's little brother, Takeru?" He offers me a hand of his to shake, and it seems I've finally found an introduction that isn't awkward or a strain. 'Go figure Dai misses this one...'
"That's me, nice to meet you too, Jyou."
"So why the long face? This is a party, you know?" Jyou elbows me gently in the arm as he chuckles through his words.
"Yeah I know, I think I just have a lot on my mind. A lot has happened lately." 'Why am I saying this? I'm just opening myself to questioning! But there's something about this guy, he seems understanding enough, even if I did just meet him.'
"I get it. It's not every fortnight that you move towns, meet new friends, have your brother get hit by a car and find out that he's gay and has a boyfriend. Wow, must be fun being you!" I nod and laugh, agreeing with everything Jyou said, but my mind drifts back to my larger, unmentioned issue. Something must have faltered in my expression, and the teen next to me seems to pick up on it;
"Or did I miss something in the 'Takeru weekly calendar'? Anything you wanna tell me?"
"Well..." 'Ah screw it...' "I've made quite a few new friends already in this first month, and I've been feeling some new things towards one of them. I think it might be more than friendship, but I'm insanely confused and can't make heads nor tails of anything..." Jyou takes a second to process all the information just given to him, then nods in understanding.
"Ok, well here's a few questions for you. First, is there anyone whose company you enjoy more than this person's?" I shake my head in admission. "Second, do you totally trust this person?" I nod. "Ok, third: are these feelings similar to anything you've ever felt for a friend before?" I shake my head again. "Well, considering that's all happened in just under a month, the answer seems clear to me, hmm?"
I stare at my now empty glass as I take a few moments to absorb all the information I've just been presented with, and no matter what arguments I try to make with myself or whatever alternatives I offer, through my tipsy mind everything suddenly becomes crystal clear. 'I like Dai. It's true, no matter how I try and deny it. Though now I'm not sure I want to deny it...' Jyou notices the smile creeping over my face and laughs.
"Well, you seem to know everything you need to now, I'll talk to you later Takeru!" and with that he was off, leaving me to top up my whisky before making my way towards the living-room to return to Dai.
While heading back, I hear some sort of low noise from a nearby bedroom. Ear pressed up against the door, I can hear what sounds like a long string of kisses. Normally I would ignore the event and move on, but with Jack Daniels impairing my better thinking, I silently open the door a few inches to peer in. 'Well hello there...' I think a microscope would be necessary so see any space between Koushiro and Mimi's faces right now! 'Guess the quiet computer whiz is just one side of him...' I close the door as quietly as I opened it, but can't help thinking what it would be like to do that with Dai. A red tint rapidly coats my face and I push the thought out of my head and rejoin the crowd.
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(Daisuke's POV)
'Hmm, how many vodkas have I had now? I dunno, but a few so I'm in the middle ground between tipsy and drunk. What's taking Takeru so long with getting a drink? Could he actually be talking to someone? Not likely.'
This is a great party so far, and I could be getting far more involved in the frivolities, or I could be off catching up with my classmates but despite everything I could be doing, I'm much happier spending the evening by Takeru's side and helping him meet new people.
Yeah, I'm still battling with my feelings for the blond haired teen, and oh god he hasn't been making things easy...First he doesn't speak to me for the entirety of a weekend, after begging me to stay over the one before (mixed messages much?), so of course all of that weekend I thought of nothing but him! Then after that he super-concentrates the time spent with me, and I see him everywhere I turn, 'not that I was complaining...'. All I know is that I have Takeru etched into my brain but know well enough to keep my mouth shut and feelings contained while not having a freaking clue what his game is...
While waiting for 'Keru to return, I was having a conversation with Sora about how different he acts out of his comfort zone. Although during our conversation, two girls...scratch that, two very drunk girls came over and started hitting on me! I think they were trying to get me to join them in one of the bedrooms, and Sora wasn't even attempting to restrain her laughter. After distracting the girls by telling them that Jyou was looking for a 'good time', I bolted out the back door and continued conversing with Sora and Kari, who had also joined us.
We were having a nice chat and laughing at the already terrible states of most guests when the lyrics produced by the iPod dock caught my attention;
My hands are cold, my body's numb,
I'm still in shock, what have you done?
My head is pounding, my vision's blurred,
Your mouth is moving, I don't hear a word.
'For fuck sake...Is the whole world out there to put me through emotional turmoil?' Involuntarily, my mind zoomed back to my time at Tokyo High, when I heard the news about Archie, and my world came crashing down...'If Danny O'Donoghue wasn't insanely hot, I'd hate him for his lyrics...'
And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin,
For the entry point, where love went in,
And ricochet, and bounced around,
And left a hole, when you walked out.
Unable to stand the lyrics and the associated pain any longer, I was thankfully able to realize that I could literally 'drown out' the music and grabbed a shot (or two) of tequila off of a table and downed them quickly in the hopes that my senses would falter.
I'm falling through the doors of the emergency room,
Can anybody help me with these exit wounds...?
Sure enough, either the tequila kicked in or someone turned the volume of the music down ('doubtful') because the sound fades and I feel happier instantly, 'god bless alcohol...'.
Getting closer and closer to drunk, I head back into the living-room where the guests are getting progressively louder.
'Now where's 'Keru?'
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(Narrator's POV)
Daisuke and Takeru were reunited after not too long, and the introductions continued, with both boys wondering exactly how many people Mimi invited to this party. The meetings were much less strained and awkward now, probably due to the increase of alcohol in...everyone's system. Night eventually turned into morning and alcohol continued to be imported into all party-goers. Daisuke eventually decided that a good ice-breaker for Takeru and his fellow teens would be to participate in some 'drinking games'.
Vodka flowed through the games, each player leaving rounds significantly more intoxicated than when they began. Eventually, a handsome dark haired boy whom Takeru was introduced to earlier as 'Henry' proposed a game of 'I Never'. Both Daisuke and Takeru managed to obtain a few more units of vodka, and it did not go unnoticed by Daisuke when his blond friend drank when "I never had sexual thoughts towards a friend of the same sex." was called out by one of the girls. The soccer players head was sent spinning from this sight (though some would argue that the spinning was thanks to the vodka) and he hadn't a clue what to think now.
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It got to about 3am, and Daisuke/Takeru were some of the last teens to leave, by now completely drunk with slurred speech, impaired senses/thinking and haphazard movement – the 'party package' if you will. Neither boy was particularly aware of their movements or actions. Luckily for them, Daisuke's parents were at a conference for work and his sister Jun was staying at a friends house, so the pair were free to stumble into the house, using each other for support – and relishing the contact – without having to worry about making too much noise.
The two alcohol-saturated teens eventually make it to Daisuke's room, and retrieve their pyjamas in order to change. With the absence of his usually focused personality, Takeru's gaze spins round the room, finally landing on a half-naked Daisuke. The teens toned, muscular upper body is fully visible, and as he turns and bends over to take off his socks, Takeru can't help but stare at his friend's perfect ass. The blond can feel excitement building within him and his boxers tighten rather rapidly. In his severely drunken state, the blond struggles to remember much about the party, or his conversation with Jyou, and only recalled conceding to liking his burgundy-haired friend. The question plaguing his mind, even now at 3.30 in the morning was 'Could Dai like me back? Only one way to find out...'
The blond seems to find a rather sudden, and uncharacteristic burst of confidence, and marches across the bedroom (not in a straight line, mind you...) towards Daisuke and after convincing himself one final time, spins the teen round, takes his face in his hands and brings their lips together.
To say that the soccer player is shocked would be understatement of the year...In any normal situation, he would be reminding himself of Archie and resisting this kiss with all his might, but the alcohol not only drowned out lyrics, but his willpower and self-control. So, too out of his mind to resist, Daisuke throws himself full-force into returning the kiss.
Takeru, not even thinking about consequences in his state, loses himself in the exchange taking place and begins to feel the legendary 'exploding fireworks' that he's been waiting for since his time with Sophie and nothing in the world could feel more right to the blond at that moment than kissing his best friend.
Both boys can taste a pub's worth of alcohol, but neither of them care as Daisuke begs permission to enter Takeru's mouth, and as he eagerly complies, both of their tongues dance in harmony as they explore every inch of one another's mouths.
Takeru's hands eventually make their way round his friend's back, pulling him even closer. Daisuke mimics the action, and the teens pay no heed to the fact that the only clothing on either of them are pairs of boxers. Daisuke's hands move upwards, into the other boys golden locks and starts leading the two of them slowly across the room and manages to get all the way to his bed before oxygen finally becomes an issue, and the teens are forced to pull apart.
Both boys take a moment to gaze at one another as they lie on Daisuke's bed, with him on top. The tanned male notices the bulge present in his best friend's underwear and realizes he's extremely aroused himself. He slowly grinds his erection against Takeru's, earning a long, low moan in return. Seeing that the blond isn't objecting to their activities thus far, the drunken soccer player moves his hand down towards the other boy's boxers and strokes his erection through the material. Takeru is in heaven and melts into his friend's hand.
Daisuke soon moves down the body beneath him, until he is eye level with the owner's protruding member. Thumbing the waistband of the boxers, Daisuke looks back into Takeru's eyes, seeking permission to continue. After receiving a slow nod from the boy, Daisuke pulls the underwear down and releases the seven inch wonder from its' fabric cage. Cool air rushes towards the member, but is soon replaced by the warmth of Daisuke's hand. He slowly pumps his friend's erection, being rewarded with regular whimpers of pleasure from the intoxicated blond.
Takeru leans back against the pillow, and closes his eyes for just a moment, but that's all that the other teen needs to take him by surprise and lick his shaft up and down in a manner which the blond could only describe as 'euphoric'. He gasps in his surprise attack of pleasure, and ferverently hopes that this feeling will never end. Following a string of long, slow licks, the soccer player decides to tease the other boy by swirling his tongue round the tip of his penis and then alternating by returning to licking the shaft.
The blond was about to curse his friend for the teasing, before he suddenly felt his entire length surrounded by the wet warmth of Daisuke's mouth, and he is reduced to shivering in total ecstasy as his friend takes his time tasting the boy's cock. Daisuke slowly begins to bob his head up and down, determined to provide Takeru with maximum pleasure. The pleasure is getting to Daisuke too though, as he reaches downwards in order to free his own erection, taking it in hand. The tanned male begins to slowly jerk himself off whilst still giving the majority of his attention to pleasing Takeru. Daisuke knows he isn't going to last very long, and judging by the reactions of the blond below him, neither is he.
As Daisuke had predicted, just a couple of minutes later, Takeru feels the pressure building within him and shoots his hot load into his friend's mouth. It's the best orgasm he's ever had, and he just keeps on cumming, but Daisuke doesn't mind, as he happily swallows the whole lot. Just a moment after Takeru, Daisuke also reaches his climax and explodes onto the bed sheets underneath him. Had he been in a sober frame of mind, the teen would have either aimed his orgasm elsewhere, or at least changed the sheets but with his impaired thinking, simply wiped up his seed and climbed into bed with his friend, pulling a blanket over the pair of them.
Daisuke kisses his friend one last time and drapes an arm over his chest, allowing sleep to claim the pair.
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(Daisuke's POV)
Opening my eyes is proving to be rather difficult this morning, and I doubt getting myself up will be any easier. And boy do I have a killer headache right now.
'I either drank way too much last night or got hit by a train...' Summoning my strength, I attempt to sit up in bed, before shooting pains hit my temples and I'm forced to surrender for the time being.
'Ugh, train. Oh well, hopefully I enjoyed myself and didn't do anything I need to apologize for...'
I take in my surroundings and see I'm clearly in my room, though it does look more like a testing field for nuclear devices. I can see...two sets of clothes thrown around? 'Ohh right, 'Keru stayed over – duh!' I glance to my left and sure enough, there's a 16-year-old blond male lying asleep next to me. That doesn't surprise me, but a rather odd feeling of freedom under the blanket does. 'Woah! Why the hell am I naked?'
That's when the real headache starts. Suddenly images from last night flood back at full speed: The drinking games, the kiss and...the blowjob. We were so out of our minds last night that we didn't even realize...and now we...
"Shit..."
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TBC
A/N:
Gutter humour seems redundant at this stage..."I bet Dai would like to see your 'party-package'!" - Well he did so that doesn't work. Now I'm depressed.
For the record, his whiskey story is based on my real life whiskey story at age 16 and I wear Givenchy, so he does too :D
Chapter 4(5) done, and damn!
Yeah this is my first fic and I think writing that sex-scene (or lemon if you prefer) was pretty brave! My last chapter seemed to be well received so tell me if I did a good job there or if I should just stick to dramatic fluffyness :P
More disclaimers: I do not own 'Exit Wounds' – 'The Script' do, and I take no credit for my little comment about either drinking too much or being hit by a train, that was said by the late Charlie Harper (R.I.P.)
Please R&R as usual, and tell me if you enjoyed that chapter or if I've lost my mind completely...See you soon!