Logan's P.O.V.

Between the pain in my knee, and the howling wind banging against the frame of the building, there was going to be no more sleep for me. It made me sit up and groan looking out my window. Snow was beating against the glass, visibility about an inch. I sighed out scratching the back of my head and turned to my nightstand. Just as I saw 4:49am on the clock, I felt the bed move. I turned to my other side fast and sighed out in relief remembering Kendall had stayed the night. He was rolling onto his back, kicking the blankets off his body with one arm draped over his face, covering his eyes. I swallowed hard reaching out, and shook his chest. His arm fell off his face and he turned to me, groaning out loud. "Leave me alone…I'm tryin to sleep." I rolled my eyes and laid back down rubbing my face yawning. "What time is it?"

"Almost five in the morning. Which means we slept for about 10 hours." He laughed quietly beside me and I turned to him. He was looking straight up at the ceiling, arms down at his sides. "Hey…" He turned to me eyebrows raised a tired look on his face. "Thanks…thanks for coming over last night. Talking to me, helping with my knee…it means a lot" He smiled small and shrugged looking back up at the ceiling.

"You're a good guy Logan. And I was a dick to you…you didn't deserve it." My only response was shrug and I watched him sit up next to me. "Okay…I'm burning up in here…can I convince you to have breakfast with me?" He stared at me as he climbed out of my bed and walked towards my dresser where his shoes were. I sat up frowning and again shrugged. He laughed tying his black and white converse shoe and shook his head. "Come on…I know a really good bakery." I frowned pushing the blankets off my body and pointed to my wrapped knee. He glanced up at my face before looking down at my knee. "I will re wrap it, get some food in you and then take you to the ER. No questions asked." After forcing his other shoe on, he turned to the door and walked out. "I will dress you!" I slid out of bed fast groaning loudly, but smiled. Yeah he was pushy…but I think I liked that about him.

It was a struggle to get changed, but even worse to walk downstairs. Kendall had to help me most of the way, and when we finally got downstairs he hurried out to his car and pulled it up as close to me as he could get it. As soon as I sat down, I regretted leaving my warm home, but kept quiet as he drove out of the complex like a champ. It was like the wind and the snow had no effect on him. As he drove, one hand resting on his leg I caught myself staring at him. Sure he was attractive and a complete gentleman, the whole package even but given our past I doubt he would even be interested in me. I still stared at him though. His skin was a little red, probably from the wind and cold, but it made him look more relatable. Like he wasn't this God like creature I had created in my head since James told me about him. And it wasn't just that. I assumed he hated me. I destroyed his love, and maybe even his life. Yet here he was, taking em to breakfast, offering to take me to the hospital, even though I would fight him on it. He was the epitome of a good guy. And it made me feel weird. Like every time he would look over at me as we drove in silence I would look away fast and try to cover my cheeks because they were burning red from embarrassment. He had this weird effect on me. But a good weird.

BY the time we pulled up to the bakery I was confused about what I felt for this guy, but my hunger was more important. I let him help me up to the door as he pulled out the key and unlocked it. We stepped in, him holding around my waist gently, and I was hit with that same familiar smell of paint and of course cinnamon and vanilla. I smiled but I heard something form behind the counter and in the kitchen. It sounded like footsteps. I frowned and looked up at Kendall as he turned us slightly so he could lock the door. "You didn't bring me here so Carlos could corner me did you?" He chuckled and turned as back to face the counter. And of course who walks out from the kitchen. I looked back to Kendall who was now frowning and I shoved him away. "You're unbelievable. I told you I didn't want to see him. And you trap me here?" Kendall turned to me mouth open but I shook my head and started to turn to the door. I was going to limp home in the storm. I didn't care. I just had to be away from this. Especially Kendall.

"James?" I stopped, hand on the handle and turned quick seeing James walking out from behind Carlos who now that I was actually staring at him for more than a second, I noticed he had no shirt on. And as James walked out from behind Carlos, he was pulling on a shirt. I raise my eyebrows turning back to the counter and stood next to Kendall. "What the hell are you two doing here? And why are you shirtless?" I heard a huge amount of pain in Kendall's voice and quickly laced his hand with mine. I saw James glance down at this, but he ultimately kept quiet.

"I called him…piss drunk last night. I told him to meet me here, and he got drunk with me." I saw Kendall raise his eyebrows at this as Carlos continued stepping forward. "I didn't do this to hurt you Kendall…"

"DO what?" Kendall's voice was quiet and I squeezed his hand again. He squeezed back hard and took a tiny step forward. "Maybe you and I should have a conversation in private." My hand was let go of and Kendall walked off to the area I had started working on when I was working for him. Carlos followed quick, never looking at me, which I appreciated. When the French doors shut, rather slammed, I looked up to see, to my horror, a hickey on James neck. I laughed to myself and looked down shoving my hands in my pockets.

"So you and Carlos huh?"

"It's not what it looks like." I laughed again and looked up to see him walking towards me. "We were drunk." I nodded slowly and looked into his gorgeous hazel eyes, swallowing hard. "And why do you care? You aren't with either of us."

"Oh trust me James I don't care…I just wonder if Matthew knows what kind of dirt bag you are." His face turned into confusion and I nodded slowly. "All you care about is getting your dick sucked by some poor helpless guy. You don't care about anyone's feelings. I'm just sorry it had to come to this for me to see that."

"First of all…Matthew moved. His sister needed help with her son and he moved to Texas to be with them." I rolled my eyes looking at the closed French doors hoping Kendall would come out soon. "Second of all who the hell are you to talk? I can't imagine you Kendall didn't fuck already. Let me guess…you guys just slept?"

"You're a dick…" I tried to turn, but he grabbed me and stopped me. "Don't you think you've hurt Kendal enough?" We locked eyes and I saw a glimmer of regret flash in his eyes. "You first cheat on him, lie to him and now your screwing his best friend? That is low and even for you." I shoved out of his arms and turned back to the door just as I heard the French door open. I ignored it, stepping out into the storm, groaning at the pain in my knee.

I waited in the cold, and in the snow by Kendall's car, not caring if I got sick, or if I froze. I just couldn't be in that bakery. Luckily I didn't have to wait for very long because a few minutes after I left, Kendall came walking out zipping up his jacket. He walked right to me shoved my arms down at my sides and grabbed my face making me look at him. "Kendall what…" He leaned in fast, silencing me and kissed me hard. And passionately. I had to grip onto his jacket just so I wouldn't fall. And that seemed to egg him on even more. He bit on my bottom lip, making me gasp out, allowing him to swipe his tongue in and around my mouth. I moaned in complete ecstasy finally closing my eyes and moved my hands down to his hips we rei held gently. One of his hands held around my neck loosely while the other hand slipped down to my ass and squeezed softly. Just as I started to get into it and kiss him back eh pulled away. I opened my eyes falling back onto his car and watched him turn back to the bakery where both James and Carlos were standing. They had open mouths, probably the same reaction I had. Kendall walked all the way around his car and got in slamming the door, telling me I also had to jump in. When my door shut the car was going backwards and he was peeling out of the parking lot.

We sat in silence as he drove to God knows where. I could not get the taste of his lips off my brain and all I wanted was to kiss him again. I was so caught up in my own thoughts that I didn't even hear him sniffling, until I felt the car jolt to a stop. I turned to him fast and swallowed hard seeing him wiping his face and taking off his seatbelt. I also took mine off and sighed out sinking in my seat a little. "You alright?" He shook his head fast again wiping at his face and I glance out the front window at the empty parking lot we were parked in. "What did Carlos say about it?"

"Well…he was drunk. James came over to comfort him. Then they had sex behind the counter and in the kitchen. Three times. James piped in after you left. He had to dig the knife deeper in my back telling me it was my fault you and Carlos weren't together and since you guys aren't, he's allowed to see whoever he wants." I nodded and turned to see him looking down at his hands in his lap. "And then James said I had no right to get mad at who my best friend was with, even if it was him. And then I left."

"And the kiss?" He looked up to me fast and I reached out quick wiping his face free of tears. "Give them a taste of their own medicine?" He shrugged looking down, pressing his face into my hand. "We both know James. He's manipulative and a little psychotic. This kind of behavior should be expected. Carlos…well…you know him a little better than me. I didn't know he would be capable of something like this."

"I didn't either." My heart broke hearing Kendall's sad voice. I lifted up the seat dived between the two of us and scooted as close to him as I could get. He immediately fell into my lap holding around me. I wrapped one arm round his head while the other rubbed his back over his big puffy jacket. "I know I ruined everything between you and Carlos. I'm sorry."

"Stop…trust me…I'm over him. Today really made that clear to me." He sniffled, no longer crying and I sighed out. "You kept saying I'm a good guy and I deserve better, but it's really you. You deserve a guy who would never hurt you like this. And you deserve better friends, no offense." He chuckled pushing off of me and sat up. We stayed relatively close, with one of my arms around his back. One of his hands fell on my thigh as he wiped at his face. "And I think the first step to that is getting em fed." He turned ot me quick and I smirked shaking my head. "I mean you fed. Food will do you good." He laughed nodding and patted my leg gently. I smiled down at my lap as I started to scoot back to my seat but something stopped me. Rather, Kendall stopped me. I turned to face him, and saw I was being watched. His hand was tight on my leg, and it almost made me say something but eh cut me off. By pressing his lips into mine, softly at first. It was nothing like the last kiss he gave me. This one seemed more…real. And it was real enough to make me excited. Excited enough to start to lay back as he pushed over me. He got me on my back, with my bad leg dangling off the seat, and my good knee bent allowing him to lie in-between them. He pressed his groin into mine making both of us moan and start to undress each other. He sat up slowly pulling off his coat an di breathed out hard. I sat up a little and tossed my coat toe h back of his car and laid back down as his fingers started to tug at my zipper on my jeans. I ran a hand through my hair as we locked eyes and thought…when in Rome.

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