A/N- I wrote two chapters last night next one should be up this afternoon I'm just adding a little more to it.

xBrownEyedGirlx- Oh Joker is definitely justified with being upset with Luna. However Joker said he didn't do romance so he kind of let things get to far as well. This is why people need to communicate instead of just hooking up. He also needs to get out his feelings.

Guest- I'm sorry the story got boring for you :-( I promise it gets better. Real soon. Also I thought I mentioned in a previous Authors not that joker is NOT CURRENTLY A WANTED MAN. That's why he is able to move about freely and not be taken to jail.

Bruce was looking for Luna. He had picked up her cell phone location and was now on his way to talk to her. She was just going to have to listen to what he had to say. He was furious that she had slept with Joker. Even more so because Rick had been then one to tell him and not her. How could she be so reckless? How could she just run around with her legs wide open to another man. Especially after telling him how much she loved him.

Bruce spotted Luna's car outside of the mall. Why was she at the mall? Bruce parked his car near hers and waited.

Luna was going to kick June's ass but when she had tried to find her she couldn't. Luna didn't want to go home and face Rick. Joker was ignoring her texts and phone calls and Bruce? Well as far as Luna was concerned he could kiss her black ass because he had some fucking nerve trying her like she was the one who had done him wrong.

So Luna drove until she ended up at the mall. Shopping always made her feel better and perhaps it would help her clear her mind. Luna was going to head to her favorite shoe store until she spotted a little boutique filled with baby stuff. She gazed into the window and admired a pair of shoes that were in the front display. They were blue and black nikes with blue shoe strings to match the Nike check. Luna had never been around small children. Her family was small so she didn't have any experience with them. She had never really thought about having any of her own. She had always liked the children she encountered. She had always pictured herself as the cool aunt. Who would cover for her niece or nephew if they ever snuck out at night or needed to be picked up because they were drunk and didn't want to drive. Or the kind of aunt that snuck them treats when their mom said no. But as far as a wanting children of her own, she had never given it much thought.

That's when it struck Luna. In light of everything going on. This thing she had become, having sex with two different men and just not having a handle on her life, she could not have this baby.

Luna walked back to her car texting Rick as she did so. Bruce was standing there looking upset. Luna took a deep breath. Might as well stop running and face him first.

"Bruce."

"Luna."

"I'm guessing you tracked me down to talk?"

Bruce nodded his head. Luna gestured to the passenger side of her car and Bruce walked around and joined her inside. Luna turned over the engine and started the heat. Rubbing her hands to warm them up.

"So where do you want to start?"

"How about you start with you and Joker."

Luna rolled her eyes. He would want to start there. Not with his own shit. Whatever, fine.

"We slept together. Recently. As in a few days ago. What else is there to tell? He doesn't judge me and I don't feel the need to judge him."

"Do you love him?"

Luna shrugged her shoulders.

"I don't know. I enjoy being around him. Our relationship isn't strained. It's just coasting. No highs no lows. It's easy."

"Listen Luna, I respect your decision to see whoever you want but Joker is not capable of feeling anything. He's a sociopath. The only reason he isn't behind bars at this very moment is because of a whole bunch of technicalities and crooked politicians."

"He's never been what everyone says he is with me. I don't know that side of him."

A moment of silence passed between the two of them. Neither one of them wanting to bring up the more pressing issue. Being a parent.

"I don't think I can go through with this pregnancy."

"Why?"

"Look at my life Bruce. Tell me what stability could i offer a child. What stability could you offer a child? Don't say financially because I can do that too. Kids need other things too. I know I can't be that kind of person right now. Neither can you. Joker isn't exactly father material either. I mean with all the shit he gets into I don't need my kid being a target. Or being used as bait for him. I need to get my life together. I came to Gotham to do that and it's like my life has gotten more complicated. I'm tired. I'm tired of dodging you. I'm tired of being with him, wishing it was you. I want to breath. I feel like I'm underwater."

"It's your decision Luna. I just know that I would try my hardest to be a good dad."

"Do or do not, there is no try."

"Star Wars?"

Luna let out a laugh and nodded her head. Bruce joined her. It was the most comfortable she had been around him since before he cheated.

"Luna?"

"Yeah Bruce?"

"I'm sorry. I have been alone for so long and been in so many relationships where I've pushed every single woman away. I did not mean to hurt you. I did not pursue you to only try and end things. I wanted you. I still do. I don't expect you to forget but I would like your forgiveness."

Luna grabbed Bruce's hand and gave it a gentle squeeze.

"I forgave you already Bruce. I just don't have a good constant to compare how you're supposed to make up in a relationship. There wasn't much talking after Steve and I would argue. You have a lot of secrets. I respect them, but your secrets interfere with your ability to love me."

"They do not Luna. You have to trust me. My main focus was to be there for you."

Luna's cell phone rang and she held up a finger and answered it.

"Hey. I'm fine I'm okay."

Luna listened intently to the voice in the other end of the line.

"No, no. I'm not mad at you. We'll talk later. I'm actually with him right now."

Luna said her goodbyes and hung up the phone.

"I can't promise you that I can trust you completely but if you want to try it's what I want."

"Luna, I can't be with you if he's going to be in your life. You need to burn that bridge."

"I'm sure it's already burned."

Bruce wanted to ask what happened but then he decided against it. If she was done with Joker good.

"I'm going to go home and talk to Rick. I kind of left in a hurry and I haven't really been communicating with him. That's not us. We're close. I've been ruining the relationships in my life and I need to fix them."

Bruce leaned over and kissed Luna on her lips. It was short and small and left Luna wanting more but they needed to take things slow. They had rushed in and now she was on the verge of losing someone she actually cared for. Bruce got out of the car and Luna scrolled through her messages and clicked on Joker's name. A small part of her didn't want to let him go but it was best. Especially the way he threw her out of his penthouse. She could see him becoming violent and she didn't need those kinds of problems in her life again.

She figured, she could, at the very least, give him an explanation. But she would leave it to him to reach out to her. She wasn't going to chase him. Maybe it was better if he never contacted her again, although Luna couldn't help but feeling incredibly sad about it.

3 days went by and Luna had not heard from Joker. She and Rick were getting along and Bruce had even been staying at their home. Luna was happy things were starting to resemble something kin to normalcy. She had started work and was currently at the nurses station chatting it up with one of her subordinates when an alarm blared. There was a severe gunshot trauma and her being the head nurse and also an RN anesthetist she had to head into surgery. The doctor barked out order as she put on her gloves and mask and hair net.

The were in surgery for 4 hours. How that man on the table survived she would never know. Cleaning up and finishing some paperwork, Luna overheard the other nurses talking about Joker. Apparently the man brought in had been shot in public by the crowned prince of crime himself.

Luna was shocked, although she shouldn't have been. What did the man do to Joker? Why would he be so sloppy as to do it in public and why the hell was she scolding him for being sloppy. He was done with her. Yet she felt the need to see what was going on. Finishing up her shift Luna headed straight for his penthouse.

She didn't even bother to knock she just teleported to the other side of his door. Joker was sitting in his living room with a harem of women. Luna was slightly jealous but she didn't let it show on her face. Joker scowled when he saw her there. The other women to high or drunk to notice someone just popped up.

"Didn't hear you knock." He said rising out of his seat looking her up and down. He was shirtless and wearing a black pair of silk pajama bottoms. Probably not wearing underwear because Luna could see the outline of his cock.

"I didn't."

"Good because incase you haven't gotten the message you and I are no longer friends."

Luna brushed off his harsh comment. She would let him be mad. She had done enough to him, to warrant him being that way.

"I need to talk to you and I'm not leaving until I do."

Luna walked down the hall to his bedroom and Joker begrudgingly followed her. He shut the door behind him and sat down on the chaise by the window. Luna figured it would be better if she stood.

"What the fuck is your problem?"

She asked pointing in his direction.

"You will have to elaborate Doll. I have lots of problems. One of them being in off my meds."

Luna rolled her eyes.

"You sent someone into my hospital who almost died. You've been ignoring me. And what's with all the bimbos."

"You own a hospital now…" he put his hands on his face in mock surprise. "...we're done no need to hash out the details. You know what time it is, after all you were one of those bimbos." Joker smiled and watched the hurt flash across Luna's face. Good. He was glad his words could affect her.

"I wasn't ever going to bring this up but you leave me no choice. If you kill or try to kill another person I will turn your ass in and you will be a roommate to you ex girlfriend. Do your illegal shit when it comes to making money but I don't want to hear of you killing. You think I'm playing, just try me Joe."

Joker was out of the chaise and grabbing Luna pushing her onto the bed, his hands on both sides of her body. His lips quivering and his eyes dangerous.

"Don't come on my turf threatening me. You wanted to be a big girl and hang with the big boys. This is what you get. Don't forget you killed a man Luna. So the day you fix your pretty little sinful mouth to snitch on me, your ass will be right along with me. So you try me."

Luna wanted to punch him in his face but she didn't. She pushed him off of her and went to leave. If he wanted to be an asshole fine. But she would no longer defend him and no longer care. Before she opened the door she turned around and looked him in the eyes. So many different emotions were blazing in them.

"I'm not keeping the baby. I'm not ready."

Joker shrugged.

"That doesn't surprise me. All you do is run. You can never make up your mind. What's it to you to kill an innocent baby. Selfish little Luna. Have a nice, boring life."

"Go to hell." Luna said opening the door and storming out.

"Meet you there Doll." Joker called out after her. When he knew she was gone he went into the living room and started yelling at all the women to get out. He opened up his front door and started throwing clothes, shoes and money out of it. He was angry. She came to him to threaten him. Not even apologize for using him and hurting him. Then she didn't even discuss the baby or options she just had decided all in her own. He knew she had probably given Bruce a lengthy explanation. He knew she was probably back to being his arm candy.

Joker was mad. He was more than mad. He wanted Luna to be happy but not step on his fragile feelings doing so. He was going to make Gotham city burn down to the ground and no one was going to stop him. Not even her.