"Potter stop smiling," Lily said through gritted teeth.

"So Lily, why won't you give me a chance and go out with me?"

"I told you why,"

"No you didn't you told me why you act like you hate me now tell me why you won't give me a chance and go out with me."

"You want to know James, you honestly want to know?" Lily asked sitting on the bed giving an exasperated sigh.

"Yes Lily I do," James said standing up and looking at her with a serious expression.

"BECAUSE JAMES I WON'T BE ONE OF YOU CONQUESTS. ONE OF THOSE GIRLS YOU BRAG TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU SHAGGED AND THEN FORGOT ABOUT THEM. AND I WON'T BE ONE OF THOSE GIRLS YOU SNOG A COUPLE OF TIMES AND MOVE ON TO THE NEXT WHEN YOU GET BORED," Lily screamed and then said in a meek voice holding back tears, "Because James the feelings I have for you scare me. Alright they terrify me and if I pretend I hate you then I don't have to face those feelings. I don't have to admit I really do love you and every time that you asked me out it broke my heart because I knew that you weren't serious; that you were just showing off. There James are you happy now? I love you, now you know the truth and you can laugh in my face and tell everyone that Lily Evans is in love with you just like you always bragged."

James quickly sat down at her side and wrapped his arms around her to comfort her. To his surprise she didn't pull away. "Lily, you would never be one of those girls because I love you. All those times I asked you out and you turned me down it broke my heart to know that you didn't love me. When it comes to you Lily I am always serious and would never use you to show off without your permission," James grinned and continued. "I would never laugh in you face no matter what you mean to much to me."

Lily looked up and saw raw emotions in James' eyes. She saw love, fear, and sincerity. "Do you mean it?"

"I couldn't nor would I say it if I didn't mean it," James said looking into her wet green eyes and then adding, "I love you Lily."

He decided to go for it and leaned down and kissed her. James pulled Lily a little closer and she, to his surprise wrapped her arms around his neck and moved even closer to James. James ran his tongue along Lily's bottom lip begging for entrance. Lily hesitated for a second but then obliged. There was a burning passion in this kiss. They were both pouring their feelings into this kiss.

Before either of them knew it they were down to their underwear. James stopped and looked at Lily and said, "I'm sorry, I guess I got carried away, I will just go over there."

James got up and stared to walk away but Lily grabbed his arm and said, "If you got carried away so did I cause look at you your wearing less then I am."

James looked at himself and then at Lily, she did have a point. He grinned his lopsided grin and said, "You can't say I don't look good."

Raising an eyebrow Lily said, "Can't disagree with that now get back over here so we can finish."

James' eyes went wide and he said, "Are you sure about this Lily? I can wait if you want."

"I want to," Lily said pulling James down beside her and kissing his neck.

James pushed Lily down and started kissing her soon he had her bra off and had a nipple in his mouth rolling it around with his tongue. Lily buried her hands in his hair and arched her back off the bed. James let that one slip of his mouth and took the other one into his mouth. Lily moaned and James kissed his way lower and removed her panties. He kissed her center and she arched towards him. He smiled and continued an assault on her core. Soon she climaxed and James took his boxers off and kissed his way back up her body and nudged her legs apart and positioned himself at her entrance. Before pushing in he asked, "Are you…"

"James if you finish that question you can forget about ever having sex with me because you already asked me once. It's sweet but I haven't changed my mind."

James smiled, and started to enter her but then stopped.

"What is it James?"

"One of us needs to use the birth control charm."

Lily went to reach for her wand and remembered that their 'friends' had taken them away. "We don't have then James what now?"

James smirked, "Well I do know a little be of wandless magic."

Lily raised and eyebrow and said, "And the birth control charm just happens to be one of them?"

"My dad wanted to make sure I could do it without a wand incase I was with a muggle girl."

Lily smiled and said, "Naturally. Now if you wouldn't mind saying it so we can get on with this."

James grinned and said the charm; they both glowed. James then said, "Lily, I've heard this might hurt you but I'll try not to. If you want to stop at anytime just tell me."

Lily nodded and James entered her. When he reached her barrier he whispered, "I'm sorry," and pushed thorough it. Tears started to form in Lily's eyes and the ones that escaped James kissed away. Soon the pain Lily was feeling turned into pleasure and she was meeting James' thrusts.

After a little while they both climaxed calling out each other's name. James rolled off Lily and pulled her close to him and held her for a while before saying, "I love you Lily and I think there is something I should tell you." James kissed Lily on the forehead.

"What is it James?" Lily asked looking up at James with a questioning look in her eyes.

"Well ummm…That was my first time."

"What do you mean? Are you trying to tell me that I was the first girl you had sex with?"
"Well yeah you are and you are the only person I have ever told that."

"What about all those girls who said you shagged them?"

"All talk and I wasn't about to tell every one that it wasn't true, it would have ruined my reputation."

"So I was your first?"

"Yes and I am glad. I always hoped it would be you."

"You sound like such a girl James."

"I know. See what you do to me?"

"You such a goof. I love you, James."

"And I love you too, Lily."

They both snuggled closer together and fell asleep in each others arms.