Okay so this is the 3rd chapter of this fic and the last chapter! This is a songfic, to Avril Lavigne's 'Why'. Disclaimer+Warnings are the same as chapter 1, go look there. Summary: Tyson and the team figure out that Kai's left (yet again) and Tyson's…reflecting and mourning (lol lack of better words there). Okay, read on!!
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Last Time:
Once he was finished packing he threw the bag out the window and then climbed down. He set off down the road with no particular destination in mind, as back in his now empty room the moonlight bounced off of another note lying on his neat desk:
Insert note here…I'm too lazy to copy/paste the note again lol
Okay, that just went to show how much Kai had changed…before Kai would just disappear randomly and leave no note, but tonight he had written two notes concerning his whereabouts! It was nut, really, but it all had to do with Tyson.
Chapter 3:
Morning dawned bright and early inside the Kinomiya dojo, but Rei felt there was something wrong. He blinked his sleep-clouded eyes for a minute or two, trying to figure it out and then he realized that Kai hadn't woken them up early for training. Rei frowned curiously. Since it was still pretty early, neither Max or Kenny was awake. Tyson, of course, never got up unless he was shouted at 5 times in the morning or dumped cold water on. Rei reluctantly got out of his warm bed (A/N: don't think perverted, people!! Ray and Max have NOT confessed to each other yet!!) and padded down the hall to the team Captain's room. He knocked on the door a couple times. He cleared his throat, "Kai?" "Kai?" Silence was Rei's only answer. "Kai?" Rei asked a little louder. No response again. Rei sighed, not really expecting Kai to still be asleep. He tried the doorknob, surprised to find it unlocked, knowing Kai usually locked his door (A/N: I don't know if this is really true but it is in my fic). He swung it open only to reveal an empty door stripped of all its belongings and its slate-haired occupant. Rei frowned, spotting the note on Kai's desk. He quickly read through it, his clear amber gems narrowing further and further with every sentence. He growled deep in his throat. He couldn't believe it, how could Hiwatari have done this to them? He knew that Tyson would be the most affected, though. Even though both boys tried to hide the signs, Rei knew that Tyson was in love with Kai and Kai was in love with Tyson. Sighing, Rei took the note with him as he walked out the door, as he went to wake Max, Kenny and Tyson. Unknown to him, Tyson was already up, awake, and well aware of Kai's departure.
Tyson's POV
Tears streamed down my cheeks. I couldn't believe it! How could Kai have left?! He always does!!
Why,
do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see it through
me?
How come, you're acting like this
Like you just don't
care at all
Kai…I
know you care, I've always known…ever since you lost Dranzer
anyway (A/N: I think I might've forgotten to mention but this is
all taking place after GRev). I glanced once more at the ring Kai had
left for me. He shouldn't have to leave. We're not supposed to be
apart and like this, we're supposed to be together by now!! He
loves me and I love him too!!
I
can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I
can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's
not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and
more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I
need you, I need you
Gods, Kai, can't you see how much I miss you? How much I love you? And I sobbed. I saw my own tears splashing onto the ring Kai had left me. I slipped it on my finger (A/N: I dunno which, imagine any finger you like) and of course it was a perfect fit.
Why is it always me?? This is…some game. Yeah. That's it. But it's a cruel one. You weren't supposed to leave. …I'm going to ignore the fact that inside my head I sound like a whining stupid girl. But anyways. (A/N: couldn't resist!! That was what I was thinking…he sounded too much like a whining girl…ok sorry I'll try to cut back on the Author's Notes XD)
Hey,
listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than
what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
But…somehow, I know that you're not gone forever. I don't know why I feel that way, all I can say is that that better be true! How can you just……confess on a piece of paper and then run out of here?! How? That's not really the way it works, Kai. Anger was quickly replacing my feelings of sorrow. Well not really anger more like bitterness.
Do
you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel,
I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I
can feel you baby, why
But you know I really do understand. You needed to think about stuff. About your feelings…you've never really been an open person. But I can't help thinking that it's still not supposed to be this way…it's supposed to be a happy ending for us!!
So
go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and
dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me
when you know just how you feel, you feel
It's
not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and
more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I
need you, I need you
I stare miserably out the window. I wish you were back!! I feel the same way you do, you know. But…okay you need your time. Got it. And I know better than to chase after you…when you don't want to be found you won't be. But please…please come back soon. And then a small smile tugs at my lips as I wonder if we'll even last as a couple, I wonder if I can make you open up in the end…and help you learn to deal better with your feelings.
Tell
me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
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Done! …Is it just me or is this chapter crap? I dunno, I feel like it really changed from beginning to end. And it seemed kinda pointless and too fluffy to me. But I don't know. I won't be making Kai come back, I usually don't in most of my Kai-leaving fics XD but yeah. If any of you would like I can make a Rei/Max sidestory to this fic (it won't be a sequel just a sidestory) and have Rei and Maxie get together and confess and everything. But if any of you want that just request in a review! And for all reviewers who reviewed at any point in this story, you guys rock, and you all receive…either cute TyKa plushies or MaRe plushies, again indicate which you would like in a review!! Bye for now, you'll see me later in more fics!! zooms off Byeee!! Please don't forget to review!!
