Someone asked how Sasuke died, so here. Probably is not that good, quality wise.


Forgotten Lives II


Misery.

May, 2003

I waited and waited. Watched and counted the days. But, I didn't see you. I saw her and him, but not you. Have you forgotten our promise? Are you even coming? Or are you laughing at this man who fell for you?

Doubting.

Wishing.

Wanting.

They're all the same. You can't run from any of them.

May, 2003

I'm losing my grip. Everything turns blurry so fast. The thoughts racing, my heart beating. Make it all stop.

Depression and Anger.

They both lead the same paths.

May, 2003

Please, help. I need you back. I was a fools fool to let you go.

It's so hard to get back on the right path.

May, 2003

What did I do to make you hate me?

Silent tears of loss. Hidden smiles of love. Is there something in between?


Helplessness.

May, 2003

I was scared. Always scared. Of people, of the world. Until you came.

All the noises running though your head. Make them stop. Because I can't. Only your love can. So, please...

May, 2003

You opened my door and smiled.

There's nothing to be afraid of, he said. He felt his heart in those words.

June, 2003

I can't. Not without you.

Maybe somewhere over the rainbow, we could be together and see all the things we always wanted.

June, 2003

I've left them all behind. I've given up everything just for you. Now please. Come.

He watched the blue birds fly. And thought, Oh, why, why can't I?


Death.

July, 2003

I want you to know that I love you more than the world. That's all. Good bye, my darling. My beloved little fox.

He wanted to say his last directly to him. He wanted to tell him something that he had been saving for years.

I love you.