Chapter 13-Without You
AN: I do not own the song it is from the play and movie Rent my favorite movie and play. I think it fits in good with this chapter.
MIMI
Without You
The Ground Thaws
The Rain Falls
The Grass Grows
Without You
The Seeds Root
The Flowers Bloom
The Children Play
The Stars Gleam
The poets dream
The Eagles Fly
Without You
The Earth Turns
The Sun Burns
But I Die
Without You
Without You
The Breeze Warms
The Girls Smiles
The Cloud Moves
Without You
The Tides Change
The Boys Run
The Oceans Crash
The Crowds Roar
The Days Soar
The Babies Cry
Without You
The Moon Glows
The River Flows
But I Die
Without You
ROGER
The World Revolves
MIMI
Colors Renew
BOTH
But I Know Blue
Only Blue
Lonely Blue
Within Me, Blue
Without You
MIMI
Without You
The Hand Gropes
The Ear Hears
The Pulse Beats
ROGER
Without You
The Eyes Gaze
The Legs Walk
The Lungs Breathe
BOTH
The Mind Churns
The Heart Yearns
The Tears Dry
Without You
Life Goes On
But I'm Gone
Cause I Die
ROGER
Without You
MIMI
Without You
ROGER
Without You
BOTH
Without You
Angelina POV
Eight months have pass it is now May can't believe it been a year that I gradurated from high school and now I am in college Denise and Randy been together now for a year and they will be parents anyday now I haven't spokening to them since Thanksgiving that was a big mess and I didn't go to Detroit for Wrestlemaina and I miss a great time so I heard everyone want but me I couldn't my husband to be wouldn't let me its been hell for me I lose my friends I lose my family who is still fighting for me to get out of it I told Micheala that her Randy is bisexual and she don't believe me. She working in Wildwood this summer and I am not my sisters got me out of it.
"I want to say I am sorry I was being mean again I am very nervous about this account I am trying to get. You know we will not be able to go to Europe this summer."
"Yes I am aware of that I'll be working in Wildwood for the summer at the resort so I'll be busy and I think it would be good we stay away from each other for a while."
"I think you right. However, I hope you be faithful to me as I am going to be faithful to you."
"Oh yes I'll be very faithful to you." I said
I am so glad he is leaving for Los Angles he going to be there to over look the hotel we are building there. I am not really going to work in Wildwood NJ I am going to Hampton NH for the summer and so is all my friends and family my mom or step father no one knows we going to party and have fun.
"What you smiling about?"
"Nothing I just feel like smiling."
"Don't smile it makes your face look fat."
"Are you planning to see any of your gay lovers?"
"What did you say?"
"Are you planning to see any of your friends?"
"I might why you questioning me sweet pea?"
"Just asking your guards are going with you right?"
"Yes they are why you want to know all this?"
"Just talking sorry I'll shut up."
"Yes please shouldn't be talking in the first place."
I am going to Denise graduation she is the valedictorian of her class and I am so surprise she was able to pull it off I mean I don't think I would be able to pull it off like she did but she did before I go to the Hampton's I going to Tampa Cal sayed I can go to her graduation than I have to go to work at my parents hotel in Jersey yeah right he is leaving for LA and I am not leaving Tampa until I clear things up with John that's the right thing I can do.
I am working in the Hampton and Denise and Legend Killer is moving to New Haven CT and I am happy for them they going to keep their condo down ST. Pete so we all have a place to stay at if we want.
I got home to Orlando Fl only reason I want there to pick up Siena she was there to see her momma and I am hoping that I get to see John but I hear he haven't been home the past two months that sucks I would think he would come to Denise graduation he is the god father of Denise and Randy baby oh well that is my life.
"Hi Mrs. Doran how are you?"
"Oh Angelina I didn't know it was you what did you do to your hair?"
"I'm letting it grow long but I am going to chop it off when my birthday comes."
"Hey girlie look at you?"
"You and Jermany still together?"
"No we are not together no more but I am with someone you use to like very much."
No tell me she is not dating John please god do not let her be dating John.
"Who?"
"Baby come here I want you to meet him."
"So you are Angie I heard so much about you." Dave said
David Michael Bautista the one and only Big man Dave Batista the two times World Heavyweight Champion the one I would pick second to be my boyfriend holy crap that is great really great. He is old enough to be her father wow she must did something right.
"Hi Dave good to see you again."
"Yeah same here but you don't look like Monique no more."
"Um baby why don't you go give my mom hand in the kitchen we need to talk."
"What happen to Monique?"
"Nothing, nothing at all she put on some weight she been down since you been gone she just been so sad not keeping up in school or work nothing your mom been on her case about everything it's been hell around here."
Dam my poor sister I feel so bad dam this family.
"Where is she at?"
"In Tampa Denise came back to stay with her."
"Don't you stay with her?"
"Yeah I do but she really do want you back there she don't like this apartness from you."
"Why?"
"I don't know I guess what you did at Thanksgiving."
"Oh yeah I wasn't in my right mind at the time and I am so sorry what I sayed that night."
"Dave come we leaving I am guessing you want to know what happen?"
"Yeah I do."
"Tell you in the car."
"You ready?"
"Yeah mommas we are leaving now see tomorrow?"
"Yes I will be there."
"Oh okay lets go."
Therefore, we drove to Tampa and Siena told me how her and Dave fall in love I am so glad he broke up with that Rebecca chick she was not right for him plus she was using him to get in wrestling. There is the house I miss so much shame John is not home oh well.
"Hey we home?"
The house still look the same the way we left it and when I seen Monique she gain at least twenty five to sixty pounds I was hoping she was pregnant but she is not and when she seen me smile at me and I smile back and than she smack me she told me she hated me that I need to die what I doing oh my god she want me dead what happen to Mo?
"Mo it is okay look we going to Hampton for the summer all of us we will be together than."
"You promise me you won't get married to him this summer?"
"Who told you I was getting married this summer?"
"Mother sayed you were getting married and I am next no matter what."
"I am not getting married this summer come on get dress today is Denise day she wants all of us are here for you."
"Move back to Tampa than I need you here I feel so alone I need to tell you something Chris and I are not together right now and I want him back but he.."
"SSH stop crying he isn't going to leave you forever he just doesn't know what to do like me I don't know what to do either."
"But you don't understand what he and I did wrong."
"It can't be that bad come on now stop beating up on yourself."
"Angie you came home?" Chris said walking into the room and giving me a hug.
"Yeah he let me come to Denny's grad I am going to see my doggies they are not pups no more John still brings over Pepper?"
"Yeah she is in the yard."
"Okay I let you two talk byes."
Chris POV
It's been hell since Angie been gone John snapping off on people getting drunk and high he had to go into the wellness program that I was in he just got out but he didn't want anyone to know that Mo and I cheated on each other and I forgive her now I sat on the bed and I took a deep breath and I look at her she was not the same but I came to my sense thanks to John smacking me in the head couple of times.
"Mo I am sorry I left the past two months I had to do some soul searching and I come to realize that I love you and I want you to know I will never leave you again."
"But you cheated on me with Kelly I know I don't have no room to talk I cheated on you with John and we all was drinking I forgave you do you forgive me?"
"Yes I do. Matter fact I have something to ask you Monique Tara love you for day one and I am never stop loving you I love you today I will love you tomorrow I will love you always will you have the honor to be my wife I love you baby very much will you marry me?"
The tears was coming out of her eyes and I seen that amazing smile I love so much and than she hug me I was on my knees and I put out the ring box it was very nice ring she had her eye on it was 4ct platinum heart shape diamond.
"You got the ring I wanted?"
"Yes, I did I told you I'll do anything for you."
"Oh baby we got to tell everyone this."
"Tell us what?" Denise with her big stomach said
"I am in engage!"
"Oh my god that's a great?"
"I am so happy for you two now did you tell Angie yet?"
"No, no I didn't I don't want her to hate me."
"Hey it was his 30th birthday and we all will not me but most of us was partying she would understand."
"I don't want hurt her."
"Babe it is the best thing you can do."
"Okay I'll be right back."
Monique POV
I want into my sister room and there she was looking out the window to see if she sees John trust me he isn't going to be home for awhile he is doing a "new movie" and his cousin cd just coming out this week.
"Can we talk?"
"What was Denise yelling about?"
"This."
She look at the ring and she look at me she was happy that Chris and I are back together again.
"What broke you two up?"
"You better sit down."
"That bad?"
"Yeah, yeah I didn't something that I shouldn't have done and that's why Chris and I broke up for two months and he knows about it because he did the same thing."
"What did you two do?"
"I cheated on Chris with John on John's 30th birthday party we want out got drunk and I ended up with John and he ended up with Kelly."
The look on her face sayed it all she was hurt and she was getting mad I know I would if it was the other way around.
"YOU LITTLE BITCH! YOU NOTHING BUT A WHORE! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME NOW HE NEVER WANT TO SEE ME AGAIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH SOME KIND OF TWIN YOU ARE THAT'S WHY YOU WANT ME DEAD SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO FACE ME YOU BITCH! I SO FUCKING HATE YOU GET OUT OF MY ROOM NOW! GET OUT HATE YOU!"
"I am so sorry I am I am so sorry I don't know what else to say."
I left out the room and want back to my room and Chris hug me and we all got ready for the graduation and we left to go Angie rode with Siena and Dave and I want in my car with Chris and it was hard but we all got there and she did not sit with me.
Angelina POV
I don't believe she did that to me how could she do that there was many times I could of slept with Chris but no I held back specially when he came to my old job at the strip club but no I let it go. I don't know why I am so mad at Mo for I mean I am not going with John no more so why am I so upset for because I want to have sex with Chris and I held back he still looks good but I am not going to do that to her because it hurts so bad the graduation started and look at her she look so pretty wow can't believe that she going to be mom and I had my old phone with me and I got a text message from her.
Do not be mad me no please we love you and we want you at our wedding next year.
Why am I so mad for it is patty I mean I am not with John he got all the rights in the world to sleep with anyone as long it isn't my twin sister I text her back.
Okay I will not be mad at you no more just do not do it again remember he is my man lol.
Mo text me back.
He is huge bigger than Chris how you was able to fit him in there I mean did it hurt.
Text her back.
LOL He got good skills and he took his time and yes, it did hurt but he worked in very nicely.
Than I told Dave to switch with me and than I told Chris to switch Mo and me and I hug and she told me sorry and I did the same thing it was time for Denise to make her speech.
"This year Valedictorian who was on the honor roll all four years and earn the Summa Cum Laude in Bachelor of Science in Psychology honor degree please welcome to the stage Denise Anderson Orton."
We all got up and cheer for her my mom and step dad didn't liked oh well we did that for all of her kids and now it isn't cool that's one thing my dad is proud of she got through school. My dad would be embarrassing her and us he would have his bullhorn or the frog horn blowing when they say her.
"Good Morning welcome family friends and teachers and staff I am both honored and flattered to have been asked to speak for this wonderful occasion. I want to congratulate each of you and your parents. Trust me we had some ups and downs but through it all we all got through it and I want to give a special thanks to my parents the late Marc and Jana Anderson for bring my brother and I to United States back in 1985 I was born in small country town in Thailand to a Thai mother and American father my mother pass way and I came to live with the Anderson who brought me and my brother to United State I can still remember my first day of school in Boston Mass when I was five years old. Timid and scared, I held my mother's hand tightly, frightened that if I let go, I would lose her forever. My mother looked at me and said "Education is like a boat heading upstream against the river's current. If it is not going forward, it will be left drifting behind."
Now, years later, I stand among fellow students who have also bravely faced the challenge of that upstream river of knowledge. We are gathered here this morning for a very special and important occasion. It will be a day for all of us to remember, a night of wonderful memories, a night that celebrates the end of one journey and the beginning of another. Who isn't going to miss the beer runs during final and mid terms especially in Dr. Cummings class just joking …"
Everyone started to laugh on that she must be a hard teacher.
"I would like to welcome all of you here today faculty, family, friends, fellow Phi Theta Kappans, and of course, the one, the only University of Tampa Thank you for giving me the honor of speaking to you on this very special occasion in our lives. Giving a commencement speech is a very challenging task. The faculty would like a speaker with a substantive message. The parents would appreciate a sentimental tone, and the graduates would like the speech to be brief!
Fours years ago, we came to this institution with great enthusiasm and determination to build a bridge to the future for ourselves and for the next generation. We brought with us impressive academic records, commitment to progressive social change, and great intellectual minds seeking expansion. We represent different ways of viewing the world and of understanding religion, ethnicity, philosophy, and political ideology. Yes indeed, these valued differences between us are often the cause of dissension and we occasionally forget the fact that these, with all of their enriching potential, are the catalysts that contribute to make life at University of Tampa As I struggled all night writing my speech, a host of emotions welled up in me as I reflected on the experiences and memories gained during my time at University of Tampa. The experiences may have been unanticipated, but they are just as important as the knowledge acquired at this institution. The more I reflected, the more I came to appreciate the invaluable education that has been gained by all of us.
This education has given us the basis for a mesmerizing and rich intellectual life. It has trained all of us to become critical thinkers and compassionate human beings. It has given us the opportunity for our minds to be invigorated by academic diversity and has allowed us to become part of this community as this community has become a part of us.
This valuable education has inspired us and given us the power to realize our dreams by helping us to recognize and take advantage of opportunities. We have learned to open our eyes and focus on the world of accelerating change and to deal with the uncertainty of that change.
While preparing us with the practical knowledge to help us rise to the challenge of the world we now face, our education has taught us to recognize and understand that: It is not the education that is valuable, but how we utilize that education to benefit others and ourselves. Equally important, our education has given us the confidence to believe in ourselves, to believe that one-day we will accomplish things that others thought impossible.
As I was trying to wrap up all the memories that I have had at Everett Community College, all that has meant so much to me, I was helped by a French proverb that my aunt told me before I left Thailand to go to America in 1985 and I remember my father told when I was freshmen in Thai he told me This saying, "L'education c'est cle qui ouvre toutes les Porte" which means, "Education is a key that opens every door."
Class of 2007, the door to the future is right in front of us. Another mysterious journey begins as we started school in the 20th century and now the 21st century we are now enter and explore. It is here, impatiently whispering in our ears, encouraging us to aim high and to reach our toward other goals. We, the University of Tampa graduating Class of 2007, are a group of people who have the imagination and the desire to envision a new and better future. We have the passion and enthusiastic determination to fuel our exertions. We have the practical knowledge and tools that University of Tampa has given us, to work together to translate the abstract into reality. In closing, and rather than saying good-bye to all of you, I ask the Class of 2007 to please rise.
Let us give a grateful applause to University of Tampa for all that it has done and continues to do to help students like us in our quest for success.
Let us thank you, our distinguished faculty, for believing in us, compelling us, and teaching us to explore the fullness and strength that lie within ourselves.
Let us thank our family and friends for loving us, supporting us, and encouraging us to pass through the challenges of that upstream river of knowledge.
In addition, let us celebrate this day with cheerful applause and congratulations to each other for being wonderful companions along this journey.
Class of 2007, I wish you all a bright future and may another journey begin here. Thank you."
That was the best speech she have gave it was nice I have tears falling because I know daddy is watching us although I am mad at him right now but I he did do the right thing now we have to sit here listen to all the names being read off oh how much wait John is here oh my god he made it yes thank you god.
"John is here?"
"Where?"
"Right there sees him."
"Oh yeah, yeah that is him hey where are you we are up here in section 120 okay."
"Dave moves over one John is going to sit next to Angie." Monique said
"Oh okay wait why am I moving again for?"
"John is coming up here you don't want him to sit next to my mom and step dad?"
Kenisha is there so is Miss. Doan?"
"Dave!"
"Just joking."
There he was god he looks so good and smells good too maybe that's Dave I don't know he is looking at me. Now he is smiling at me good maybe we never mind I am glad my mother isn't on the same roll we are on he sits down next to me and I took Mo phone and text message him because I don't know if he still have the same phone number I was so numb I couldn't talk to him.
Hi.
John text me back.
Hey good to see you.
I wrote him back.
Same here you look good
He wrote back.
Yeah so, do u. can we talk later?
I wrote back.
Yeah we can talk later.
John wrote back.
:) Good meet me at my house.
Text him back.
Too dangerous meet at American Pizza at the campus.
John wrote.
Randy just text me he told me we are going to Timpano Chophouse after the graduation.
I wrote back to him.
LOL I think he was talking about tonight he is going there with Denise not after the graduation.
He wrote
LOL okay maybe hey why don't we go with them?
"Denise Lawn Anderson Orton."
We all jump and cheer for her when she got her degree than after that two hour long graduation we all waited for Denise and Anna and Erika came back to town they move they graduated last year so they came to see Denise and Randy than she came out we took pictures and than we than we want to Denise favorite restaurant and John and I talk but we mostly talk about wrestling and he was telling me about his up coming projects and I felt some eyes on me my mom starting to look at us than everyone left that afternoon I fought out tonight we are going to the club the same club I first met John at but I still don't remember nothing she is having her graduation party at yes there is hope for me and John maybe we can become friends again.
"Angie you need to cut your hair that is too long how in the world do you wash it?"
"It takes awhile but I got it but you are right and I am going to do that when you know."
"You still think your mom got the house bug?"
"I don't know she might."
"Will what do you think?"
"Dave going to love your outfit for tonight I on the other hand didn't bring none of my clubbing clothes plus I haven't use any of the clothes so they might not fit any more."
"You lose weight you didn't gain?"
"I know I was a size six now I think I am a four or two."
"Will at least you are not like me I am not size fourteen when I was a six or a eight but I can lose it in no time as Chris says as long I don't lose my ass he do not care what size I am."
"John use to say that to me it was so good to see him today man the old feelings came back it is so hard to believe a year ago we all was graduating out of high school wow different a year makes."
"Oh yeah and tonight promise me Angie you get with John again."
"Oh I am we going out before we hit Denise party he wants to talk to me."
"What about Cal?"
"What about him?"
"Aren't you scared that he might hurt John?"
"Not anymore I have something on him and do not want to get out so that's why he haven't called me or anything because I sure hell will tell it."
"I told you the rumors are true." Denise said walking into the room. "Help me sit down thanks."
"God child what are you having?"
"I am having a boy his name going to be Joshua Marc Robert Orton."
"Aw that is a beautiful name."
"Yeah I know want to see his last picture we took it is one of them 3d picture this is Josh."
I look at the picture I swear he is doing his lips like his dad oh god not another Randy he is a big kid there is no way she going to have this baby the regular way.
"Oh wow he looks like Randy I guessing."
"Oh yeah he is an Orton."
"Denny tell Angie how you going to have this kid."
"I am having it natural my mom had me and my bro natural so I am going to do the same thing if I can."
"Aren't you due this week?"
"Yes I am any day now."
"I can not believe you going to have this kid natural are you sure you can handle it?"
"Yeah I can if Buddha let me."
"Buddha?"
"Yeah that's what we call the baby."
"Oh okay."
She is the crazy pregant woman I ever seen.
"I am going to go I have a early dinner date I guess you can say with John I see you guys later."
"Hey Angie wait before you go don't forget to be back here befoe six so we can go to the club at eight."
"Okay I won't."
I want outside and I seen him and we left in his Winger jeep we drove down to the beach and it was a warm day and he had the top off and the radio on and he had on his wife beater t shirt and his swim shorts on and I had on his tank top and shorts and flip flops and he had his flip flops on too and I put my long hair in a pony tail with a long braid.
"You going to be hot with all that hair."
"I know I am getting it copped off on my birthday."
"So this is the last time I am going to see long hair on you?"
"Yeah. I guessing"
Wow for a person who was mad at me eight months ago acting like we are friends wonder what happen?
"How about right here?"
"That be good."
He laid down the blanket down and I put up the umbrilla and we sat there didn't say a word to each for six minutes.
"How are you?"
"I am fine how are you?"
"Okay so how is life treating you?"
"Okay I guess can't complain."
"I have something to tell you."
"What is it?"
John POV
I was nervous I didn't know how I was going to tell Angie I slept with Monique or that I got so upset that I had started to do things I never did before I had to do it or I could never live with myself.
"What is it John you can tell me anything."
"I, I slept …"
"You slept with Monique I know I know she told me this morning after Chris ask her to married her no one knows yet but it will be out soon."
"Are you mad at us?"
There is that smile I love so much.
"No, no we are not together no more and I can't be mad at her wanting you."
Yes, that was a load off my shoulder.
"There is more."
"Okay."
She is looking at me with what the hell you do now look on her face.
"I was in rehab for my temper and I did some weed and other drugs and I was being an asshold basically."
"John I am shock at you why would you give up your number one spot to do something like that for?"
I cannot believe she still care for me like that.
"I don't know Angie I wish I knew why but I don't at all."
"But you are out now right?"
"Yeah, yeah I am all good boo."
"That's good."
"Here let me put some suntan lotion on your back."
Angelina POV
I unhook my swim top and he put the lotion on my back god I miss his hands on my back and it was nice and than all of sudden the clouds became dark that's one thing I don't miss about Florida the afternoon thunderstorms so I had to get up put my top back on and we want near by building near his jeep and he did have time to put the top up that was good and we stand there near a wall we look at each other and we kiss wow that was so hot and he look at me and smile and I smile back at him.
"I want you so bad right now, Baby," I whisper against his lips, "Right here... On the beach."
"Are you for real?"
"Yes I am."
"We better not I mean I would love to but…"
"John you never wanted to make love to me on the beach?" I said
"I haven't thought about in the past nine months."
Wow okay I think I had better stop he must have a girlfriend now.
"Okay I was …"
Than he grab me and we began to kiss one more time and than the rain stop and than we left the beach the ride home was quite and I can tell he wanted me but he was still hurt that he slept with Mo and that we are broken up.
"Shit your mom at the house."
"Shit what happen I wonder you don't think Denise water broke?"
"That would be nice I guess here leave your stuff here go ahead in the house I see tonight and I want to be your friend now."
Thank you god for let him not being mad at me no more.
"Okay sees you later."
I walk into the house and I did not see Randy or Denise so I draw from a conclusion.
"Where was you at?" my mom said
"I want to the beach to clear my head why?"
"Denise water broke she is on her way to the hospital." Siena said
"Okay let me change and I am on my way there."
"No you are not."
"Why can I see my nephew?"
"Because you are leaving tonight."
"Cal knows I was staying here until Wednesday?"
"You have to get fitted for your dress for your birthday."
"That can wait mother your grandchild is about to be born and after she thank you and Marc for bring her here to the states this how you going to treat her no mother I am not listen to you I am going to be with her god forbid something happens to her than what? Than what you going say good she disobey our rules?"
"No I don't but I want y you home in Orlando on Thursday you hear me I was going to call his guards to find you."
"They with him in LA beside he trust me."
"Why should he trust you for?"
"He just does."
Therefore, we left to go to the hospital and there she was in pain she wanted to have it natural he was nervous rack and guess who my new best friend John was at the hospital also.
"Good you made someone got little tan."
"Yes I did how you feeling?"
"Right now I am okay."
I turn to John and smile and he smile back but mother was not smiling at all.
"John, good to see you again." I said shaking his hand.
"Its good to see you too be while."
"What in the world you two been smoking didn't you two see each other this afternoon?"
"Oh yeah at the graduation my fault."
Than the doctor came in thee and check on Denise she haven't change since the first cm which means little Josh isn't coming out tonight he is going to be like his cousin Kagen he took three days to come I am not leaving until she have this kid.
"Mrs. Orton you can get dress and we going to send you home but you must stay in bed for the next two weeks."
"I'll stay with her."
"No you will not stay with her?"
"Why not?"
"Because we need you to get ready for your birthday party."
"Oh gee now its just her birthday hey I was there too nineteen years ago."
"We will talk about this at home."
"Whatever I am staying."
"We will see what Cal going to say."
"Angie why don't you go ahead and leave with John and Monique go and have some fun tonight on me see you tomorrow okay."
"Okay sure why not." I smile said
She was too tired to go to her graduation party but she plus her doc put her on bed rest and Randy have to go back to work this week since I am not working right now I thought it be cool to give her a hand to watch her beside John I of course ask to stay longer and mother was not happy about it I didn't give a shit and I was going to start my pursuit and try to get John as my secret lover.
"You sure you want us to go to the club?"
"Yes go have fun I am no go for no one right now stress see what mother putting me through and I carrying her grandchild."
"I know she being a bitch to everyone alright we have Cosmo for you."
"I don't drink that no more please have a cranberry and vodka on me make two shots of cherry jello too."
"Gotcha see you love you."
"Love you too and Mo stay the fuck away from Cena tonight please let Angie hit that."
"If you wasn't pregnant I would had kick your ass right now. Okay smart ass I won't."
"See you Denny."
"Bye Siena and Angie behave your self."
So than we left her house and we change and we want in the limo and it had some champagne in there and we drinking it and you know we haven't been eating so we told the driver to stop at Taco Bell than after we ate that we was on our way and our dudes was going to meet us there and all the my bothers and sisters was there and Randy was there too and Denise friends and my friends and Monique's friends everyone was there step for mother and that man she married.
"I want to think everyone for coming here tonight and I hope everyone have a good time Denise sends her love so lets party for her."
John POV
I was sitting in the back of the club I didn't want to be around Angie after what I did it was so wrong but we are not together so why do I feel so bad because it was something I wanted to do Chris told me he wanted Angie and I told him she never do anything with him and I got a feeling tonight he going to try so oh here she comes she looks nice.
"Hey why you hiding for?"
"Just feel like being by myself."
"Why?"
She been drinking I still can drink but I choose not to drink tonight.
"I have a lot on my mind."
"Like what?"
"I was thinking about the kiss we did this afternoon."
"I am sorry that I kiss you this afternoon I thought you was feeling the same way for me I guess I was wrong."
If she only knew how I feel for her, I would fuck her right here and now.
"I can be your friend but…"
I don't know what came over me I lean over and kiss her again god her lips was so hot and passionate and than she seen someone taking pictures of us she sort of freak out.
"What's wrong?"
"I thought some one was taking our picture that's all."
"Randy was walking around with a camera maybe he did take our picture.
"Maybe look John I really want to be your can we be friend?"
"Come on let's dance no harm in friends dancing?"
"Nope no harm in that."
Angelina POV
So than we started dancing and a guy from Philadelphia who knew Michaela saw me dancing with John and he took a picture of us and he look like that dude who hates Cal will I don't blame him but still we are some what friends hell he likes the same things I do but anyway we was dancing and I see the guy from Daily News.
"Oh no!"
"What!"
"The writer for the Daily news is in this club?"
"So?"
"It's the one who hates Michaela father?" Danni said as we still dancing with our men.
"It looks like him he also hates Cal too."
"Join the club." John said
"So what you two are just friends right?"
"Yeah but look who Mick dancing with?"
"Yeah so it isn't like she going to have sex with him so what."
"Okay and what we suppose to do? She isn't drinking she just dancing. Justine said
"You think we should tell her?"
"She needs to stand up on her two feet she is older enough to do what the hell she pleases. Justine said I know that but case Randy see the picture…. You know this might make her change her mind going back with Randy." Danni said
"No she is in too deep he got a good hold on her even I told you guys." I said
"What do you know about her Randy?"
"I can't say but it is deep."
"Let her sink like the Titanic." I said, "We are not on speaking terms right now."
"Wow!" Justine said
"Yeah."
After the song was over John and I want to our spot the night we met the first time to talk.
"I can't believe how much you change in the past nine months."
"Yeah, I know I change but I think I am going to loosing up a little."
"You must got something on Cal that you going to blackmail him on what do you have on him?"
"I am not telling you because than you would tell everyone and than by time it gets to his folks it would be rumor."
"You don't have to tell me that's okay."
"How is your family doing?"
"Great couldn't be better pop ask about you the other day he still have the picture we took at the restaurant."
"Oh yeah that was a nice picture wasn't it have that too."
"You do?"
"Yeah."
"Cool."
The room got quite and than he look into my eyes he was nervous like he was a virgin or something and than he lean over and kiss me than we made out than he broke away. Than he got mad.
"SHIT, SHIT, AND SHIT WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME ANGIE GOD I SO FUCKING LOVE YOU AND I CAN NOT BE WITH YOU! HATE THIS WE GOT TO SNEEK AROUND JUST TO BE WITH EACH OTHER THIS SHIT IS CRAZY."
I never seen him this mad before I was scare of him the first time ever and he calm down he put his head on my shoulder and began to cry and I rub his head and broke way and he want and lock the room door and than he smile at me.
"You still want me after I slept with your twin who makes the same noise you do sorry."
"Yes, yes I still want you are you kidding me. She does."
"Yes she does."
Great I cannot even have my own noise or maybe he was so into it that he thought he was fucking me.
"Come here I want you to have the best homecoming you can get I am going back on the road soon I was thinking maybe you can go with me?"
Okay I know I am doing wrong here but hell with that I should go but only problem Cal isn't going to let me unless I tell him I working for Denise and Randy as there nanny so I can get use to being a mom because I never did no babysitting so I don't know what to do.
"Will what do, you say be with me this summer please baby I am going insane without you."
There you go another crazy chapter what should I do should Angie go on the road with her sister and brother in law and god son/ nephew or should she go with the rest of her brothers and sisters to the Hamtpons email your thoughts thanks oh yeah one more thing I was thinking should Denise have twins boys or boy and girl I was thinking about that too.