Spader and I must have spent two hours down in that cave. It was just so beautiful down there, and, well, Spader was one hell of a kisser. Afterwards we went out to eat dinner at this restaurant called "Bee's Diner." It had one of those 50's restaurant feel, you know? The waitresses all had weird nicknames, like "Patsy" and "Ginger". The whole place was set up like a 50's restaurant. With jukeboxes and everything. I personally loved it, and Spader seemed to have a good time as well.

After dinner we went to the movies, like planned. But let me tell you, the movies were fun and all, but the whole waterfall thing was just amazing. At the beginning of the day Spader had said "Just give me one chance, and you can decide whether or not you ever want to see me again." If he had just taken me to the movies I would have just considered him as just another guy. But no guy has ever taken me out on a date like that. Spader isn't like any guy I've ever met.

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"Look, Kate, we shouldn't be doing this," he whispered, kissing my neck gently, his words slightly muffled by my neck. I ignored him, running my fingers through his hair, enjoying his kisses. "What if I can't control myself?" He continued, his hands on my shoulders, holding me in place on the couch. I was still mostly clothed. I had my jeans on, but my shirt was gone. One strap of my black bra had stayed in its place, while the other one was falling down my arm. He moved his lips further down, making their way towards the top of my lacy bra (that I had picked just for this occasion). "I mean…you just smell so good," he whispered, lifting his head up and looking at me. He smiled his famous smile. But this time…the smile wasn't so famous. A pair of sharp vampire teeth stuck out.

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There's a new guy in school. And he's like a foreign exchange student or something. Like, he gets everything just a little wrong. I met him when we got to school today. Me, Spader, and my best friend Lauren were all hanging out by my locker when him and Mrs. Moore came up to us.

"Good morning kids," she said, offering us all a smile. "Alexander Stelmack here is new here. He's in his senior year, and he's asked if he could have Kate show him around for a while." I looked at Mrs. Moore, raising my eyebrows. I had never seen or heard of the guy, and he wanted /me/ to show him around? There was something weird about this. And he kept looking over at Spader with a grin, and then was like…observing me. He gave all of us a little head nod with Mrs. Moore introduced him. "I'll leave him with you guys," Mrs. Moore said with a smile before disappearing back into the crowd of students.

Spader was a senior too, so I'd think that he'd be the better one to show Alexander around, but apparently he wanted me. And Lauren and I were just juniors.

"How do you do?" The new student said, looking at both of us with a wide welcoming smile. I felt Spader tense up next to me, and Lauren laughed at Alexander's weird 'hello'.

"I'll catch up to you guys later," she said, laughing and walking off to her first locker. I nodded to Lauren and looked back at Alexander.

"This is Spader," I said after a while, smiling awkwardly at both guys.

"Cool to meet you," Alexander said, holding his hand out for Spader's. 'Cool to meet you'? What the hell is that? Spader didn't shake his hand and just smiled at him.

After the awkward introductions, the bell rang and Spader had to go to his first class. He kissed me goodbye, whispered a weird 'be careful around this guy', and went off to his first class. Oddly enough, both Alexander and I had first period off. I showed him around the school. During the tour he kept asking questions about me. Like, 'where were you born?' or 'how long have you and Spader been together?' I answered most of them, but once he started getting into stuff about me and Spader, it got a little weird, so I just stopped talking. It was like he was working up to questions like that.

Finally, the tour was over and second period began and we had to go our separate ways. Thank God.

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Lately my dreams have been revolved around Spader. I mean, every dream is about him. Let's go over them.

The first night I met him – May 27: Dream about him turning into a vampire.

The second night – May 28: Dream about Spader saying he's something that he's not. (Spader's status: Still human).

Last night – May 29: Spader and I 'having some fun' in what looked like a hotel room. (Spader's status: Vampire)

So when I got home that afternoon, I got out of OBFC and went right to my room. I started a new journal. I journal dedicated just to Spader. DOS – dreams of Spader. As soon as I was in my room I read over my three dreams that I just listed, and started a new page. I had to put these dreams in order; it might help me understand everything better. The new list (yes, I know, my whole life is a list) looked like this:

Dream of May 28.

Dream of May 27.

Dream of May 29.

So right now, all I know is that Spader's going to tell me that he's something that I don't know about, then he's going to turn into a vampire, but we're going to keep our relationship.

What the fuck.