Chapter 8: Back(part 1)

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Finally Yuuri had finally reached the spot. This had been where he was so anxious to get to. To right wrongs he had committed.

He had been-and was- so nervous that he had thought that he would for sure fall off his horse before he got to the clearing, but here he was and all in one piece.

Yuuri had to admit that the clearing was beautiful. It was a place of calm and tranquility. Only good could happen in such a place. The scenery of this place was right out of a story and so beautiful that it made Yuuri's heart ache.

"Yuuri would you like my help to get down?"

Yuuri turned to Conrad when he spoke and replied in a slightly dazed manner, "No I can get off my self." With that said, he slid off his horse. This clearing had this sort of effect on most people when they first got here. The Maoh was no exception. This place practically oozed calm magnificence and you would have to be utterly dumb not to feel it.

Conrad let Yuuri be temporarily distracted and he took in the surroundings. The Moah had been agitated for the past few days and this was helping. Conrad himself was quite curious to how Wolfram had thought about getting back into his body. Personally he had no idea about how one came back to life so he could not relate. It would be a surprise.

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After awhile, Yuuri was back to this world from his admiring state. From the corner of his eye he saw a flash of white. Turing his head Yuuri saw Wolfram's body. It was being taken off of a horse. Wolfram was wrapped in the purest of whites from his neck to his toes he looked like a pure sacrifice.

Yuuri had not seen Wolfram since the day he had died because he didn't think he could stand such a sight. Seeing Wolfram brought a rush of feelings that Yuuri had just recently begun to analyse and sort. He was pretty sure about some things and believed that the rest would get clear and time went on.

Laying eyes on Wolfram made Yuuri feel momentarily unsure. Wolfram was the one that made him feel like this the most. His mind was whirl when he thought of him.

Under Yuuri's watching eyes, Conrad lay Wolfram down in the middle of the clearing in a bed of flowers. Yuuri's eyes softened and became slightly moist. He thought that Wolfram really looked beautiful like that. Lying down, he looked so peaceful. Yuuri knew that the real Wolfram was not like that. The Wolfram he knew was lively and quick to call him a wimp and when that Wolfram had disappeared from Yuuri's life, a big tattered black hole had appeared instead. Yuuri confessed to himself that he missed Wolfram like nothing else.

Was this really how much a friend missed a friend? Even is he was a dear friend? Yuuri knew that there were some friends who were so close to each other that they felt grieved if something happened to the other. But, this much? Yuuri doubted that. This grieving was more. This was truly heartfelt and too much to bear.

Wolfram was more to him then just a close friend whom he had come to trust with his life. Wolfram had become more yet, Yuuri had ignored these thoughts. He had thought it was too late when he had heard the words from Gisela telling him Wolfram terrible fate. He had come to his senses then. Yuuri knew better know. He had lost something precious to him and he wasn't going to loose it all over again. He would make sure of that. He would say what should have been said before had he not been such a liar to himself. Wolfram would know the truth.

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Wolfram had heard the pounding of hooves and sat up. He knew that they had come. He saw Yuuri riding in the front looking magnificent. The wimp could look like a vulnerable yet sad strong king- such was a look that only Yuuri could pull of.

Wolfram got up from where he had been sitting peacefully. His mind -like Yuuri's- was rushing with a mixture of feelings.

Yuuri and Conrad's horses rode up to the exact middle of the clearing. He saw Yuuri's look of unsuppressed wonder as he laid eyes on the clearing. Wolfram remembered that he had been like this as well when he had first seen this place. Wolfram of course had been smaller then and everything had looked bigger but it still held the wonder now as it did before.

Wolframs eyes were drawn in by the bundle that Conrad was carefully taking off of a horse. What was in that bundle? It looked curiously like a person.

Wolfram walked a little closer …it was him!

His body!

Wolfram felt a sudden tug coming from that body that had no soul. He felt a deep yearn to once again be the host of that body. His body called out to him in a subtle way to reunite with it.

Wolfram looked at himself lying in the grass wrapped in pearly white and surrounded by flowers. He himself thought he looked like a vision. How did others see him? He felt someone come up and stand beside him. Turning his head, he saw that it was Yuuri. Even in this ghost form, being this close to Yuuri made his non-existing heart beat faster. There shoulders were barely touching though Wolfram was sure Yuuri didn't feel anything. He looked at Yuuri face, curious to see what he was thinking.

Yuuri was staring at Wolfram's lifeless body. He was unaware at that moment of Wolfram standing beside him. Wolfram kept looking at the black haired boys face. He rarely got to stare at the wimp like this, when he was all serious and unaware of him. Usually Yuuri would catch Wolfram watching and start blushing and force Wolfram to leave.

Wolfram saw Yuuri staring at his (beautiful) body and saw his eyes become moist. Why the hell were Yuuri's eyes moistening? Did he have dirt in them? He watched Yuuri squeeze his eyes for a second then continue to look at Wolfram's body. Yuuri eyes softened and his face held the look of someone who regretted something they had done (or not done) and only had the slightest of hope of redeeming themselves.

Wolfram thought that Yuuri looked sad. Was the wimp regretting those words he had said that day Wolfram had died? Was he perhaps hoping he had acted differently all those times? Did Yuuri want to fix all the mistake he had made? Was Wolfram even sure he wanted to belive all that? Would believing it make him more vulnerable? Wolfram was confused yet…yet…all the things he had seen these past days had ultimately led him to one conclusion. A conclusion that he was afraid to believe least he be hurt again.

These last few days had shown him and sometimes revealed to him other peoples feelings.

He had found out…though he was unsure to believe…..that Yuuri cared for him a lot. Perhaps more the Yuuri himself believed. The way Yuuri had acted at Wolfram's death had been the way you would act when your most beloved died. Was it possible that Wolfram was Yuuri's most beloved? Could it be that Yuuri card for him more then just a friend?

Wolfram squeezed his eyes shut and took a deep shuddering breath. He had to do this; he knew that this was the best way to return to his body. He had to do it now before he chickened out.

Wolfram opened his eyes and saw that Yuuri was standing right in front of him. His eyes were at level with Wolfram. Wolfram blinked and his heart quickened but Yuuri didn't seem to see him. Wolfram smiled even with all his morbid thoughts he had been thinking previously. Somehow that wimp had gotten to stand in front of him even though he didn't know Wolfram was there. Wolfram heart was beating fast again.

This was it. Once more he looked at Yuuri's face one last time and found reassurance there to do what he had to do.

With one deep calm breath he walked straight into Yuuri.

Entered his soul. There were now two complete souls in one body and each was completely open to the other. Completely open so that all there secrets, thoughts and feeling were presented to the other. This is what happened when Yuuri got possessed… by Wolfram.

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Ahem. Yes this is a short chap but there is a reason. I put up this much because I thought people might want to read it faster because I take so long. If you don't get anything in this chap-or this fic-just ask me k? (I love replying to comments and stuff)

And yum yum… the last chap will be after this and then followed by the epilogue – (which is not about Shinou's price)

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Q: what are some of your favourite words?

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