AN: So I updated this a lot sooner than I thought I would. Thanks for all those of you read and reviewed the first chapter. I wasn't really sure if I was going to continue this story but I think I am just going to she where it leads. For those of you are looking for alot of Liley fluff, I don't know that this story is going to have lot of it but...that all depends on the direction it takes.
I hope you all are enjoying it, it's a bit different than your typical Liley story but I'm hoping that it is a bit more realistic. Unfortunately, our society doesn't just accept love no matter who the people are, so these are sorta my thoughts on the struggle one would have when being in love with their best friend but knowing they probably will never be with them.
BUT, this will have a happy ending :)
As usual: I don't own Disney or Hannah Montana. And I'm not entirely sure what to do with the Hannah element of this story. Enough of my rambling, let's get on with the show!
Chapter 2
"So whadaya think it means?"
"Well you're either crazy, in love or crazy in love."
"God, you are so unhelpful," Lilly somewhat growled. After leaving her apartment this morning rather awkwardly, Lilly had gone to her 9AM comm. studies class where she then proceeded to drag her friend Samantha Dubois to get breakfast/lunch with her. She needed a translation on what was going on with her dreams, and since her usual cohort was at the center of those dreams, she recruited the next best thing.
"What? I'm sorry but what else do you want me to say? Maybe….ok, how 'bout this….you and Miley have been friends since…I dunno….uh forever. You obviously care about her a lot, I mean I don't know another pair of best friends who are as in synch as you two. You guys are so close it's scary sometimes and y'all look out for each other. Maybe it's just some wacked out way that your brain is showing what y'all are." Sam stated. She had met Lilly and Miley their freshman year during orientation week and the trio hit off from the beginning. Sam was coincidentally from Tennessee, Miley's home state.
"By having me undress my best friend? And I don't just mean with my eyes," Lilly replied.
"Well maybe….so it's a lil different-"
"More like a lot different," Lilly interrupted.
" – but that doesn't mean your true desire is your best friend," said Sam. Thinking for a second an idea popped into her head. "When was the last time you went out on a date?...Scratch that. When was the last time you even kissed a guy?"
"Sam," scowled Lilly.
"See ya can't even think about it, it's been so long. I think we may have found a reason for the dreams," stated a rather smug Samantha.
"And why would my lack of a love life have anything to do with the dreams?" Lilly asked quizzically. She wasn't really putting together the connection but from the look on Sam's delighted face she had a feeling an explanation was forthcoming.
"It's because you are sexual frustrated." Sam simply stated.
"I'm sexually frustrated." Lilly repeated with a look that screamed 'what-the-hell.' " And you pulled that one out of your ass because I haven't been on a date in over a year and a half?? Ok, now I think you are the loca one mi amiga."
"Seriously Lil, think 'bout it. You two are basically each others counterparts. She's the PB and you're the J. Batman and Robin. The dynamic duo. Your subconscious is putting her in the place a guy normally would be because that's what you want in a relationship. Whether or not it's with a guy or a girl, she exemplifies what you want, what you desire. Don't mean you're necessarily in love with her though," ended Sam.
"I never knew you could be so deep Sam. Or well….maybe it's my brain that's being deep. That actually makes alotta sense," Lilly said, slightly relieved that she at least had some type of explanation.
"Now as for the you enjoyin' it part, I dunno….I guess it could go either way. Or maybe you just go both ways," Sam said, smirking.
"There are times when I really wonder why I introduced myself to you freshmen year," Lilly remarked.
"It was because I was just so gosh darn cute," joked Sam with a big grin. "Why dontcha talk to her 'bout it. It'll take her by surprise at first but she's your best friend; she won't abandon you. Who knows, maybe it's really sexual frustration towards her."
" Well she is probably the only woman I would ever go for, but I'd never even thought about her like that until this started," replied Lilly. "I think you've built up my confidence enough to do it."
"Anytime honey," Sam winked. "If things don't work out, ya've got my number. And if they do work out ya still have my number. Muhahaha."
"Gosh you freakin' make me look normal, you crazy person," quipped Lilly as she got up to head back to her apartment, and where her best friend more than likely was waiting to talk.
"Oh ya know you love it. Now go get your girl…..or whatever," said Sam. Lilly gave her a stare that meant all business. "Oh come on, ya know y'all would be amazingly hot together."
"That we would, but that's not the point. I'll see ya later chica," Lilly said as she waved goodbye to her friend. What she had said did make some sense….in a weird way. Lilly had wanted an explanation to he dreams and this offered a pretty good one.
Is that really what you wanted to hear though? That you're sexually frustrated? Because there hasn't been a guy in your life? Lilly thought about the idea a bit more as she walked back to her apartment and she kept coming back to one conclusion. Miley is my fantasy. But as much as I would love that to be possible in reality, there is no way that would or will ever happen.
Hell as she continued to think about it, my family wouldn't even accept it. Even with as much as they love her, they are conservative when it comes to relationships. Her family is even more set in their ways than mine. And in all fairness, this is something that wouldn't even cross her mind. She would do anything for me…..but not contemplate this.
As she neared her apartment, reality set in again and Lilly knew she had to deal with this like she had been. But she knew she couldn't do that for much longer. As much as she wanted it to be a phase, she knew it wasn't and the dreams and now thoughts weren't just going to go away.
She decided she was going to talk to Miley and see what her best friend had to say before she revealed her true feelins, if she even was able to do that. But there was no way her dreams where becoming reality anytime soon, no matter how much she enjoyed them.
AN: I noticed I kinda switched the tone abruptly at the end here and I apologize. It just kinda went a little bit differently as I was typing it out.
Again, thanks for sticking on this long.
