Nothing
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
-Here Without You, 3 Doors Down
Optimism is key.
Ignorance is bliss.
But what if you fake both? What if pessimism is your key, and your blissful ignorance is nothing but a charade- an act to keep it all together?
Does it all fall apart? Are you nothing then? Are you a fake?
Am I a fake?
Or is it all in my head?
What if I can't be optimistic anymore?
What if I just stopped it all, went cold turkey? Would anyone notice?
Would I be known as the girl who outgrew her childish ways, or the girl who gave up?
I can't give up. Without this I am…
Nothing. It may sound overdramatic, but it's the truth.
If I quit, who would I be?
It's a part of me. It's my life.
Without it, I'd be nothing.
Yep, nothing.
I've fallen out of love. The joy of it all is gone.
But maybe…
Can I keep going?
Maybe…
If I keep going, I can fall back in love with it.
It's my only shot.
I can fall back in love with you.
Because without you, I'd be nothing.
A/N: Another bit of randomness... listening to Red Jumpsuit Apparatus in Writer's Club and came up with this thing in Amy's POV. No real inspiration or motive behind it at all. It was just random.
This wasn't the bit that I was going to do on Amy, but now that I realize it, it's similar to what I had written down.
And I hit a roadblock with the Knuckles drabble I was doing... sigh...
Oh well! Don't own Sonic, 3 Doors Down, or the song of course!