Nothing can stop this! Chapter 11: Stop this!, a clamp fanfic

Nothing can stop this: by kilta

I just want you to know!

o0X0o

A tear fell down to settle on the keyboard on the letter N.

Brunette fingers worked on it to type the feelings of it's' owner…

TAKAMURA: I didn't believe him when he said it, but what I saw yesterday say that he does love him.

Sp: oh!

Sp: but don't let this disturb you.

TAKAMURA: disturb me? I can't stand it anymore, it's torturing me.

Sp: O.o

Sp: look what this love has done to you, when I told you that loving a guy wasn't a good idea, you kept saying that that Imonoyama boy more than worth it.

Sp: and besides … I thought you said that you started to hate him, and you stopped loving him, now what?

TAKAMURA: Nothing can stop my love, Jack!

Sp: -OH-

Sp: -MY-

Sp: -GOD-

Sp: are you still saying that?

Sp: you know what? You're crazy.

Sp: anyway what you're going to do now?

TAKAMURA: I don't know.

TAKAMURA: I just want to kill that bastard, or at least beat him 'til I see him bleeding before me, but Nokoru would hate me more. Especially that he loves him.

Sp: hey, Suoh! Why don't you send me a picture of that Imonoyama, is he really that beautiful? XD

TAKAMURA: my fault that I complain to you.

… … … … … … … … … …

Suoh puffed in annoyance and signed out. His Australian friend 'Jack' was getting hyper-critical every time he chats with him. He stood up from his chair and walked towards his futon and sat down on it, wiping the tears, which remained under his chin.

"If you love him, why did you lie at me? … … … Just because I'm mad about you, doesn't mean that I'd be satisfied with empty words."

I want you to know, Suoh …

That I love you.

"Lair…"

…

You're a lair… …

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'I heard it!' Akira walked slowly as he remembered what Idomu said to Nokoru at that day. "I told you! I'd get anything I want even if I have to use force, if threatening you was the only way to be close to you, I'll keep on doing it." Akira closed his eyes. It has gotten worst and he couldn't do a single thing for his friend.

"Akira? …" Nokoru called as he stared at the boy who was walking beside him. "What's wrong? Are you ok?"

Akira winced when he heard his name and tilted his head to look at Nokoru with reassuring smile. "I- I'm fine Kaichou."

Nokoru studied him for a while. "Are you sure?"

"Of course I'm sure, Kaichou…" Akira laughed sheepishly but stopped when he saw Suoh walking absently towards them. "Good morning, Takamura-senpai."

Nokoru felt his chest tightened when he heard that name. He turned his face to look at the blue haired ninja as he stopped in front of them, staring at Akira.

"Good morning!" Suoh replied slowly then moved his eyes to look at Nokoru. When their eyes met, Nokoru looked away.

Akira stared at the two back and forth and waited, but neither of them spoke. "Umm … Takamura-senpai, why don't you come with us to the council room to have a cup of tea?"

Nokoru froze. He stared at Akira in shock.

"I- I can't, Ijyuin … I have a-"

"Come on! Come on, Senpai, it won't take a long time, ne Kaichou?" Akira asked as he started dragging Suoh with him.

"A- AAh!" Nokoru agreed while he was still shocked at his younger friend's action, but followed them to the council room anyway.

Nokoru entered first and Suoh followed, they felt that something was missing. They turned around and found Akira peeking behind the door, grinning widely.

"I'll prepare the tea, you two have a little conversation until I finish." After saying that, he closed the door, leaving after him a gloomy atmosphere.

Suoh nervously stood still in his place. He won't ever forgive Akira for putting him in this embarrassing situation. He knew that Nokoru didn't want him here, and he could feel his eyes on him.

"Why are you standing there? Come sit here, Suoh." Nokoru said as he sat on the couch. Suoh walked towards him and sat on the front couch that faced the other.

"You learned well!" Nokoru stated suddenly.

Suoh looked up at him and frowned, he wasn't sure what Nokoru meant by that. "I'm sorry?"

"I mean, you were leading Nagisa-san professionally at the party, I was watching you." Nokoru cleared his point as he smiled charmingly at Suoh. "And I believe that Nagisa-san was a good companion."

"Y- Yes!" Suoh swallowed hard. Now he was wondering why Nokoru was speaking with him with that strange tone, and why was he looking at him in that way. That was just so uncomfortable to him.

"And she's pretty too."

Suoh raised his head and stared at Nokoru in shock. What was wrong with him? He watched Nokoru as he stood up and crossed the tea table to sit next to him. Suoh blinked nervously, his heart beating racing up. He could feel Nokoru sliding closer to him and then a soft hand touched his cheek, tracing his cheekbone until he has cupped Souh's chin with his long slender fingers forcing his face to move and his eyes met with Nokoru's.

"Is she prettier than me, Suoh?" Nokoru whispered, and there was sadness in his eyes. Their face was so close that their noses were nearly touching.

"I- …" Suoh just couldn't speak. He was even worried that Nokoru would hear his strong heartbeats, and know how much weak he can make him. He was getting weaker and he felt that he couldn't breathe.

Nokoru rested his hand on Suoh's chest and soon felt the fast falling and raising of his chest, and that satisfied him. He licked his lips and tilted his head while closing his eyes. Suoh just stared at him as he brought his face closer. He stared down at Nokoru's pinkish lips and opened his own then closed his eyes right after their lips met in a firm kiss. Nokoru pulled back slightly then pressed his lips again against Suoh who was thinking that he will faint in no time.

The necktie tightened around Suoh's neck, as he tried to breathe, but he soon felt Nokoru's hand loosening it, then begin to unbutton his white shirt. Suoh didn't know if he should be aware of that action or relax. He could feel the shivers ran down his spine as Nokoru put two fingers on his exposed chest caressing it, marveling at Suoh's toned muscles.

Suoh returned Nokoru's passionate kisses with equal force, and he know that he wanted that, but he wanted to know why Nokoru was doing this.

'Was he jealous?' Suoh thought. 'But why would he, he loves that Yudaiji, and I saw how he was holding him at that day, then why he's doing this?' Suoh now could feel Nokoru's fingers running through his hair, and his body heated more.

The situation was getting worst and he didn't know if he should stop this before he completely lose control. His fear of being played with was holding him back. 'He's just playing with my emotions like he always do. I know that I will be the one who get hurt at the end.'

Suoh pushed Nokoru back gently, and stared down at nothing just to avoid his gaze.

"… W-hy?" Nokoru managed to say as he tried to calm down his breathing. 'It's true then … he doesn't love me anymore.' Nokoru though, as he stared at Suoh in disbelieve.

"I- I have to go." Suoh whispered and stood up. He fixed his hair, which he know that it was a mess and then buttoned his shirt and fixed his tie before he opened the door and leave.

Nokoru sat silently, still shocked. He was having a hard time to keep his tears inside. He didn't want Akira to see this. There was a knock on the door and Nokoru assumed that it would be Akira, but he was wrong.

"That kid was here? I thought that you already expelled him." Idomu said in annoyance as he approached the couch where Nokoru was sitting on.

"It just that Akira invited him on a cup of tea." Nokoru said absently staring down at his hands. Idomu sat next to him and stared at him for a while.

There was a moment of unexpected silent from Idomu, and Nokoru could feel his eyes on him, and suddenly he felt a grip on his chin forcing him to look up at Idomu. Nokoru stared in terror at Idomu's frowning face, and he noticed that Idomu's eyes were on his lips.

"Why your lips are swollen and reddish like that?" Idomu asked suddenly in doubt and Nokoru immediately slapped his hand away and stood up but Idomu caught his wrist and pulled him down again. "ANSWER ME!"

"Let go of me! You're hurting me." Nokoru struggled to break free, but then Idomu held the other hand.

"I swear that I'll make a hell in this campus if you didn't spell out."

… … … …

"SENPAI! Wait!" Akira ran after Suoh, he saw him leaving the council room with unhappy expression on his face. He thought that they could've worked it out if they talked.

Suoh turned around and faced Akira, waiting for the younger to catch his breath. "What happened?"

Suoh's gaze fell on the floor. He didn't seem like he'll answer, Akira stared at him for a while knowing that something was strange, then it hit him. "AAH! Then you did it with Kaichou." Akira said as he pointed at Suoh's swollen lips.

The blood rushed to Suoh's cheeks and he looked everywhere around him afraid that someone heard. "What do you mean by 'did it'? Of course not, it was just a kiss." Suoh hissed in a low voice.

"Oooh! Then that's great, Senpai, I knew that he loves you." Akira whispered back excitedly, but Suoh features saddened more.

"No! Ijyuin, he doesn't, he loves Yudaiji-kun … I don't stand a chance, and besides … I pushed him away."

"You did?"

"Yes!"

Akira stayed silent for a while, and then he decided. "Takamura-senpai … I have something to tell you."

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"I told you that nothing happened between us."

"How I spouse to believe you? Your lips are saying the whole story."

"It's not him, Idomu-kun, quit it already!"

"You just keep hurting me, Nokoru."

Nokoru couldn't stand it anymore. He stood up and hurried towards the door. He just hoped his weak legs could at least carry him out of here. He was close to the door when Idomu stopped him, pulling Nokoru to him and attacked him with kisses.

"STOP THIS!" Nokoru Shouted and tried to pull away but Idomu's grip tightened around his waist.

The tears slide down Nokoru's cheeks, he was too weak to fight back, "Stop this!" he whispered desperately. He just couldn't help himself and thinking of that made his legs grow weaker. "S- Stop…"

"KAICHOU!" Suoh called as he swung the door open. He reached Idomu and then punched him hard on his jaw sending him flying to crash against the wall. "You grubby! I'll kill you!"

Nokoru gasped, Suoh was so angry that he didn't know what he was doing. Nokoru stared at him and winced when Suoh pulled out his ninja knife that he always carried with him, ready to thrust it in Idomu.

"Suoh what are you doing, SUOH!" Nokoru ran to stop him from this madness.

Akira stood on the doorway, witnessing everything. Suoh has punched Idomu, and he ran like a bullet towards Idomu, to try and kill him, but Nokoru interfered. Everything happened so fast like a flash of light, and all Akira could see now was Nokoru embracing Suoh…

… And the later was opening his eyes wide in shock. Akira gazed down at Nokoru's and Suoh's heals, to find drops of blood falling one after another to settle on the floor between them.

Akira looked up again with his mouth open and stared at his friends with widen twitching eyes.

Nokoru's arms that were wrapped around Suoh's neck loosen slowly and Nokoru's body became limp and collapsed down, Suoh went down and managed to catch him before he hit the floor. "N- No …"

Suoh put his hand in front of his face to find it covered with blood…

Nokoru's blood.

His hand started to shake uncontrollably. He let it fall and then he stared at Nokoru's face in disbelieve. "W-Why … Why?" Suoh whispered and he could feel his tears falling.

"Hhh! … S-Suoh … I knew- I knew that this will … uh! Happen if I ever … told you." Nokoru panted out, clutching his wound with his hand.

"I- I thought of you badly, and I thought that you were playing with my emotions, I hurt you and you were only trying to protect everyone." Suoh said as he held Nokoru closer to him.

"H- How did you-"

"Akira told me everything."

"I- I'm sorr- Mmm!" Nokoru vomited blood, making Suoh's eyes grow wider, his heart felt like it would explode, and his tears kept streaming down.

"IJYUIN! CALL THE HOSPITAL, NOW!" Suoh shouted at Akira, but the later didn't move, he was just too shocked to even blink. "QUICK IJYUIN! FOR KAICHOU'S SAKE!" Suoh's sharp voice snapped Akira out of his awe. He ran towards the phone and dialed the number.

"SS-uoh! … I want to- tell you- that I-"

"SHUT UP NOW!" Suoh was shocked for yelling. He closed his eyes tightly as the tears fell faster. "I spouse to protect you … and you made me … … do this!" Suoh sobbed and stared at his hand that covered with blood again. Nokoru lifted his hand weakly and hold it, and then their hands entwined mixing the same blood together.

"D-don't cry … see? … I'm ok." Nokoru tried to wear his cheerful smile, and that made Suoh cry more.

"That smile … I just- … can't live with out it." Suoh leaned down and let his cheek touches Nokoru's. "I love you, Nokoru … I love you, I love you, stay with me … please!"

Nokoru gasped and shed some tears. "You do?" He asked weakly.

"Of course, because … because no matter what happens, my love can never stop."

"Kiss me, Suoh." Nokoru breathed out, and Suoh pulled slightly back and stared at the half closed eyes, which filled with pain. He leaned down and kissed Nokoru's lips. He could taste the blood that the blond vomited earlier, and he could feel Nokoru's hand clutching his clothes.

Suoh slowly pulled away and opened his eyes to find Nokoru's eyes still closed, he stared at his pale face and that smile on his lips and waited to see those large blue eyes open…

He waited, but …

Nokoru didn't open his eyes.

"No ..."

I just want you to know, Suoh

… …

That I love you…

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To be continued…