Vampire Legends

First Dawn

Kat Francis

A/N: Thanks to the reviews and here we go again.

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Wonderment

The pleasure rolled over her in waves as her mind clouded. His kisses were dynamic and the sounds coming from her mouth made him roar too. She wondered if this was the right thing, even though she knew that at some point they would make it to this stage. A fleeting memory bounced across her mind of doing this once before but it disappeared in the moment as his mouth suckled hotly on her nipple. Her back arched and a moan ripped from her lips but the question of should they be doing this echoed in her mind. Oh God! Just go away! However, it did not want to listen to her and the sound relapsed again.

"Endymond? S-stop." Her voice sounded so weak and the blood in her body cried out for a release but she had to stop it. There were just so many loops to be having sex and commitments to be made that she was yet sure that he was going to make. When he gazed up, his eyes were heated red and the look on his face was anger but it disappeared and he gazed at her with another look that made her blood heat again. "N-no, Endymond," she gasped out, already wanting to go back to the blissful state that they were just previously in. He sighed, rolling off of her and ran a hand through his hair in aggravation.

There was a tense silence that echoed through the room drastically. His and her breathing paced with each other and his eyes were closed in heavy protest. She asked herself what made her really stop, for she was all go at having the decision made for her. A pureblooded vampire who still possessed her magic abilities is what she wanted and what she could get with the fact that she wouldn't have to take the dreaded shots. However, the answer to that question eluded her and she stared up at the canopy of her bed fearfully keeping her gaze away from him.

"Serenity?" he asked softly and she still did not answer the calling. It was the forth time in the last couple of moments that he had called her name but she still refused to answer the pleading in his voice. Sounds of annoyance escaped his lips and he gently grabbed her chin and made her look at him. The blush that had settled but she was keeping away grew on her face and she heard him chuckle in a small voice. "Do not be fearful of me, little one, for I know the reasons why you stopped. We do not need to do this now, though I myself dreadfully want it." He smiled softly and she frowned.

"B-" she started yet a finger was placed, cutting off the words.

"No more protests, Serenity." He sat on the edge of the bed and smiled a little. "Besides that, you still have a life to live. Maybe sometime in the future." Then, he disappeared off the bed and out of the room. From the other side of the wall, she could hear Rei's voice and Kunzite's laughter while Endymond joined in on the conversation but yet she was frozen to the spot, questioning and hating herself for what she had done. By now, she could be in an embrace with the most handsomest guy she had ever meet but on the downside she could also be going through a change that she didn't want to make yet. Sighing, she flopped over and groaned into her pillow.

"Where is Serenity?" asked the voice of Rei and she heard a tense silence through the room.

"She said she wasn't feeling so mighty and fell asleep," came the tense answer from Endymond. No one questioned what he had said and she merely felt a moment of peace before Rei stated she was going to leave. There were some goodbyes as Kunzite also stated he had some business to attend to then there was only the sound of Endymond's breathing before the shuffle of feet. First, she thought that he too was going to leave but the statement evaporated as the male came into her room and sat on her bed.

"Why…does it always end like this?" he asked her after the moment of silence passed over them both. She shrugged and gave no answer back to him only thinking about why he meant always. "It seems to me that our history is repeating itself. Yet, this time, you did not punch me and call me all the hateful names you could think of." He chuckled as he remembered something that she did not and her forehead creased into a frown.

"You say, Endymond, that this isn't the first time we have meet?" she questioned in a tense voice and she heard him say no softly. That left her to think of the memories that she didn't want to answer or replace. Those dreams that she had when she was younger came in violent turmoil that made her body now shake. As she remembered the horrific scenes of moments done in the past, warm arms enveloped her and a soothing voice tried to settle her down.

Then she fell into a trouble sleep as the memories escaped her.

Many times I have felt so happy when these memories would escape and dance on my vision. I would always think that this was the true me but then there were those moments that the bloody images of things passed in front and destroyed that serenity and peace. After the fact that my mother had passed on, I wonder where the memories disappeared too. There was no way to recall the images and nothing came to me. It was like I was walking in a fog that wouldn't disappear. I can't even remember my father's face and my mother's have now disappeared. So why are these images reappearing now?

She woke up, startled at the fact that that voice appeared in her head and the memories awoke again on her mind's eye. She moaned a little, settling her head into her hands and a sigh escaped her lips. The arm that was over her middle fell and she gaped a little, looking into the peacefully sleeping face of Endymond. Tracking her fingers over his face, she saw him make a little face and his arm tightened around her. There was a small muttering from him, the words Stop echoing from his mouth and she smiled a little. He reminded her of a big over grown boy who happened to be a vampire. Sighing again, she laid back and wondered what she had gotten herself into this time. Her mind echoed the words and memories that came from a time past but her heart in this century didn't feel like it was in love with the same male that she had once loved.

Tossing the arm that was around her off, she groaned in agony as a spasm ripped through her center. Oh God! What time is it? She gazed over at the blurry green digits that stated the time to be around one in the morning and the meal that she had so ate the previous day came back out. Reaching blindly around the bed to find her kit, she questioned why it seemed her blood was fighting between each other now. "E…Endymond," weakly came her voice as she threw up again. She heard a brief pause in his breathing before it picked up again like if he was awake.

"E-Endymond! H-help!" Then she passed out into the black oblivion.

There is the next chapter.

Thanks to those who have reviewed and I am so sorry that the updates are just like spurs. What can I do about them though? Dumb question.

Anyways R&R

Kat