Sadly I do not own Twilight or Edward..cry
Jake kissed me! I can't believe it! I pushed him and shoved him. I tired to get him to stop but he would not. I tried to step back but his arm was around my waist. I could not move from where I was. After a while I finally felt his lips part with mine and a loud snarl soon after.
"She does not want to." Edward said with a snarl as he stepped in front of me.
"How do you know?" He said as he looked at me.
I looked back at him and shook my head I took a step back. I really did not want to give Jake the wrong idea. I love Edward. I thought I heard him mutter an apology as he ran back into the forest. I felt Edward pull me into an embrace. I cried into his chest.
"Don't cry Bella. It's not your fault." He said as he stroked my hair.
I wiped my eyes. "We should go Charlie is going to wonder where I am." I croaked out.
Edward nodded his head as he led me back out of the forest and to his car. We drove back home. I smiled at Edward after I kissed him good night. I walked into the house. The thought of Jacob kissing me still haunted me. "Sorry I am late, Dad." I said as I stepped into the living room.
"It's ok Bells. I had a sandwich want any?" He asked as he got up to get me one.
"No its ok Dad I think I am just going to go to bed. I am not feeling that great right now." I said getting ready to just want to go to bed. I walked into my room and saw Edward sitting on my bed. "Edward?" I asked slightly surprised.
Edward looked at me a little confused. "Not happy to see me?" He asked as he pulled me into his lap.
"Not it's just that I thought you would have left already." I said simply. I looked at Edward; his face seemed to be in pain. I quickly realized the double meaning in what I had said. "No not like that! I meant hunting. I thought you would have already left to go and hunt." I said as I hugged him and buried my face in his chest. "I'm sorry I did not mean it like that."
"It's alright, Bella." He said as he cupped my chin. He lifted my head until my eyes met his. "I love you Isabel Marie Swan." He said as he kissed me lightly.
"Edward?" I asked
"Yes?"
"What happened in the forest? Why did you look like that when Jacob was smiling at you? You looked like you were in pain." I said as I looked at him.
His eyes looked saddened. "He was thinking about how you looked after I had left."
I winced at the memory. "I'm sorry." I whispered.
Edward hugged me. "Don't be. It was my mistake. I should have never left you."
I looked into his eyes. They were dark. I knew he would have to go. I sighed and looked at him. "Edward you need to go and hunt. I will be ok I promise." I said sincerely. "Plus you can have Alice check up on me as much as you want." I said with a chuckle.
Edward smiled in response. "Alright then I will see you tomorrow."
I smiled as he kissed my forehead. I watched him as he left through my window. As soon as Edward left I pulled the covers over my head. After a little while I finally drifted to sleep.
I was sitting on a picnic blanket. The sun was beating on my skin, I was wearing a pair of kaki pants and a baby blue button up blouse. I smiled as I saw someone approaching me. I smiled as he came and sat down next to me. But there where no sparkles like I had expected to see. I saw Jacob sitting next to me. He kissed me. But it was not like last time. I did not try and pull away. I kissed him back. My hands had wandered his hair as I kissed him. His hand slowly moved from my waist and rested on the small of my back.
"No." I heard myself say as I sat up. I looked around my room. No one was there. I sighed as I relaxed a little.
"Are you alright, Bella?" A voice asked
I jumped and turned to see Emmett just inches away from me.
He chuckled "A little jumpy aren't we?" he asked as he smiled at me.
I sighed "Emmett what are you doing here?"
"You did not think that Edward would leave you alone after what happened today do you?"
I blushed I should have known that Edward would tell his family. "Yea I guess you right." I said with a smile. "How are you?"
"I am fine. How are you?" He said looking at me probably wondering what I am doing up anyways.
I nodded my head. "I am fine. Thanks Emmett." I said smiling at him.
"You should go to bed. Edward is going to kill me if he thinks I kept you up all night." He said with a chuckle.
I smiled "Yea your right I will see you later. Night."
"Good night, Bella." Emmett said as he climbed back out my window.
I pulled my knees to my chest and rested my head on my knees. I thought about my dream. What could it mean? The last time Jacob kissed me I did not want him to. But in my dream I did….I do not live Jacob that way…Do I? I have not really thought about it. When Edward had left Jacob took care of me he protected me and loved me like Edward does. But does that mean I love Jacob?
Dose Bella love Jacob like she loves Edward? Who will she choose? R&R PLEASE!!!!! You get a quote from the next chapter if you do! And I do like the feed back.