OMG I am soo sorry you guys!I have not been able to update in forever! Anyways I am planing on either finishing the story by like chapter 12 or something right before Bella is changed. I am not sure if I should continue though... Let me know what you think!

Oh and by the way just as a reminder I was not able to steal Edward from Stephine Meyer...I own nothing...cry

I walked out to the school parking lot. I was not sure what I wanted to do right then. All I knew was that I wanted to see Edward.

I was half surprised when I saw his car where my car was parked this afternoon. I smiled as I slid into his car. I looked to see Edward smiling my favorite smile. "Hey." I said almost forgetting my troubles.

"Alice said I should come to pick you up." He said looking at me slightly frowning. I knew he was wondering why he had to come earlier than he would usually come to get me.

I smiled at Edward. "Remind me to thank Alice when we get home." I said as Edward was pulling out of the parking lot. He took my hand in his and started to draw patterns on my skin. I looked down at his hand as I thought that when ever I am with him all my problems seem to disappear. When ever I am with him everything seems to get better. I sighed wondering what did I do to disserve someone like Edward. He was perfect in every way. There seemed to be not one thing that he did that was not right.

"Bella?" Edward's voice broke my thoughts.

I looked up to see his face an inch from my own. I slightly gasped to see him so close. He smiled as he closed the gap between us with a kiss. I frowned as he pulled back so soon. It is always too soon. Edward laughed as he looked at me. "Come on lets get going." He said as he got out of the car.

I looked up to see that we were we I like to go when its sunny out. I got out of the car in just enough time to have Edward start racing into the forest. I pressed my face to his chest so I don't look at everything passing by. I swear I always have a feeling one day he is going to hit a tree. I look up when I feel him suddenly stop. I smile up at him. Edward carefully places me down and pulls me to sit with him by a tree in our meadow. I smile thinking that nothing can ever get better than this.

"Bella?" Edward says breaking my thoughts again. "What happened today?" He asked looking slightly worried.

I sighed I knew this was going to come up eventually. I knew I was going to have to tell him what happened. Why Alice told him that he should pick me up today. I looked up at him. "When I got to lunch today I saw Jacob." I felt Edward suddenly go rigid by my side.
"What was he doing there?" He asked sounding a like he was trying to make his voice sound light.

"He wants to talk." I said looking down at my hands. "He wanted to know something." I said fiddling with my hands.

"What did he want to know?" Edward asked sounding worried. "He did not do anything to you did he?" He asked he voice with a bit of venom in it.

"No, no he did not do anything….he wanted to know if I loved him." I said still looking at my hands. The moments seemed to tick by as I waited to see what Edward had to say.

"What did you say to him?" He said sounding a little fearful this time.

"I told him I do not know." I said finally looking up at Edward. He seemed to have the same confused expression that Jacob had. "I love you, Edward." I said as I placed a hand on the side of his face. He seemed to relax when I said that. "But I love Jacob too…just not in the same way." I said now playing with my hands again. "I just don't want to see him hurt. I love him but not in the way I love you. I want to be able to tell him that without giving him the wrong idea." I said with a sigh. I waited for Edward's response. When none came I continued. "I care for him but there is no way that I would be able to love him the same way. When you had left..." I felt Edward wince at the memory of when he left. "Something changed between us." I said with a sigh. Why was this easier to tell Edward than it was to tell Jacob? Why did it have to be so hard for me?
After a few more painstaking moments Edward spoke. "He has stitched up your heart and left a mark." Edward said understandingly.

I looked up at Edward and smiled "Exactly." I said as I kissed him on the cheek. Edward is always able to understand everything. I thought. I frowned when I heard my stomach growling.

Edward chuckled as he picked me up. "Come on lets get you home." He said as he picked me up and started running out of the forest.

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