No more chaps till I get 8 more reviews…

A/N here we go… I Need some reviews… thank you Gabriel Wolfe and sweetfatima for the reviews…

Bella's POV

I woke up in the morning sprawled across the floor. It took me a few minutes to remember all that had happened the

previous night. Just the memories knocked the breath right out of me. I curled into a fetal position on the floor and

cried. I cried for me, I cried for Jake, and most of all I cried about what I did to Edward. All Edward ever does is waste

his time catching me. It hurts to see just how off balanced our scale really is. I didn't deserve him.

Edward's POV

(Before the fight)

I got though the front door and ran right into Alice. She had a smug smile on her face.

Don't wake her up. She warned me silently. I nodded my head to her in a silent agreement and ran off up stairs.

I didn't want to stay away from her to long. I felt ashamed. I should be able to stay away from her. I need to stop

putting her in constant danger. Just being with her was putting her life in risk. How could she love a monster

like me?

Edward, please stop with the self-pity up there, you're killing me. Jasper messaged me silently from down stairs.

She loves you, isn't that enough? That is more than enough. More than anyone could ever know.

I probed the door to my bedroom open and slipped silently in.There was my angel sleeping on the couch. With each

Breath she took she exhaled her lovely smelling scent into the room. Its almost funny just how differently her scent

effected me now than it had when I meet her…

A/N to be continued… sorry I got to go. But I'll type more up soon if you review…