Title: Perfect Happiness

Haru has gone through severe times. But now they're are over and he's in love. Eventually the others find about everything. What will happen when they do? Rated M: M M relationship, and some other things, please read alot better than summary.

Disclaimer: I don't own fruits basket. Closest to owning it I've ever gotten is owning a copy of volume 8. Of course it'd be 8 (Haru's).

'Single quotes'- equal thoughts…

I DO apologize this isn't going to get any happier...

Chapter 25- Wake up the Voiceless

"Haru!"

Haru once again snapped to attention. Damn, he'd fallen asleep again. He needed to stop doing that. What if Knox woke up and his was asleep?

Maybe some more coffee would do some good. He got up. It would just be a moment

"Haru, I love you."

Haru snapped back to see the still unconscious form. He could sworn…

"You know I love you."

Haru visibly shook. Was Knox talking to him? Or was some audio memory playing in his head. Knox sounded so sad.

"I love you, too," Haru whispered eyes closed, "so don't die on me."

With that he stepped out to get some coffee.

The machine was still as slow as ever.

Two doctors raced by talking one another.

"A flatline?" one said quickly.

The other nodded, "Room 121," Haru heard the second say. Haru instantly forgot his coffee and raced to follow the doctor's.

They wouldn't let him. They wouldn't let him! He had to get in! Please let him in! Why wouldn't they let him in?

One nurse told him to go and sit in the waiting room. It took her several minutes to convince him that that would be the best thing for him to do right now.

He sat there in the waiting.

'No, Knox can't die. Please don't come back and tell me that he's dead. Please don't tell me he's dead. I can't lose him. I can't. I can't. I'd die if I lost him. I'd die! Don't you understand! I'd die! He's my everything! My love, my life. Nothing would matter if I lost him. God, don't let me lose him,' Haru thought.

"Sohma-san," a nurse sadly called out to him.

Haru couldn't look at her. He just couldn't. Instead he focused on the floor; trying to get the tears to stop.

"I'm sorry…" she began.

"NO!" He shouted cutting her off, suddenly getting up and running with all his might down the hallway.

He was stopped in the hallway by a doctor.

"I'm sorry son but you shouldn't…" the doctor said cutting himself off, he held the shaking teen back.

Haru began to erratically beat on the doctor's chest, crying loudly. His knees gave way and he crashed to the floor. His breath hitched as he cried. Globs of salty tears and snot dripped off his face and onto the floor.

"Haru," a voice called to him worriedly.

It was Kyo. He bent down in front of Haru.

"I just heard," Kyo said sadly. Haru shook his head silently. He frowned, "Here I'll help you up."

Kyo grabbed Haru's hands and hoisted the cow up. Haru didn't stop crying; his head sank into Kyo's shoulder.

The two remained that way for what seemed like forever. Haru crying, and Kyo doing his best to comfort him.

"Take me home," Haru whined to the cat, turning on Kyo's shoulder to look forlornly at the other teen.

Kyo nodded leading the cow out of the hospital.

Haru stayed in his bed the next couple of days; refusing to eat or even move. Kyo was the only that Haru wanted to see. Everyone else he wouldn't listen to.

Kyo never told the others about Knox's curse. He could never bring himself to it; even when they asked him. They'd noticed how close the two were and they knew Kyo knew something that they didn't. But it wasn't for them to know.

Dreams of a dying Knox plagued Haru's dreams. His waking moments were filled with memories of him.

He couldn't take it.

"Haru, I love you."

Haru blinked and look around the room nervously wishing to god that it was Knox.

"Haru, you know what you need to do."

"Knox, I… what?" Haru asked the nothingness.

"I was killed! Murdered!"

Haru nodded, "I know."

"You know who killed me."

Haru thought for a moment. Realization dawned on him as a vision of certain someone played in his head. Haru nodded it had to be her. It had to have been that bitch.

"Kill her, damnit!"

Haru nodded quickly. "I won't let her get away with this! I'll fucking blow her brains right out her head! No, that would be too good for that whore. She's dead! DEAD!"

Just then Kyo came in carrying a tray of food.

"You okay?" he asked seeing how angry the cow was.

Haru shook his head, "I'm gonna kill her."

Kyo stood there silently wondering what the hell that crazy cow was talking about.

"Saiko!" he shouted as if that explained everything. Kyo vaguely remembered the name, although at the moment he couldn't remember from where. "She's been after him forever. He should've just killed her. But she's sneaky little whore." He snorted angrily. "She's the one behind his death and I'm going to fucking kill that bitch."

"Umm… so you don't want to eat anything," Kyo asked randomly, putting down the tray in front of the cow.

Haru nodded, "Then I'll kill her."

"Sure," Kyo said slowly, knowing Haru he wasn't bluffing.

"Don't believe me?" Haru asked him quietly.

"No, I do believe you, that's why I'm worried," Kyo sighed shaking his head.

"Well, I will," Haru snorted and started to eat his soup. "Ouch! Hot!" he hissed as it burned his mouth.

Kyo had to laugh.

"Oh, think that's funny?" Haru asked him annoyed, he gave the cat a dirty look.

"Its soup of course it's hot," Kyo commented.

end of chapter

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