AN: Sorry guys but this is the last chapter. My life just got VERY busy and stressful so I've decided to go ahead and end this story. Because this is the last chapter, I have really tried to put everything I have into it so it might be crap and if you think it is then I am sincerely sorry. I will be starting a new story soon so be on the look out for that. It will be pretty much a softball story, but there will be PLENTY of Spashley. So for the last time, here is the chapter. Enjoy!

WARNING: This does have a sex scene in it so if you are uncomfortable with it you can just stop when you get to it and then skip to the very bottom. I tried not to make it too bad, it's actually kind of plain. But I thought it was really needed to end this story. For the record I am really uncomfortable with writing sex scenes and this is actually my first one so please don't hate me.

Born For This-Paramore

Chapter 9

Born For This

6 Months Later…

I awake feeling very dazed and confused. As my eyes fully come into focus, I see baize carpet. I lift up my head and turn to see a shirtless Cory on a couch with his promise ring on a chain around his neck. I quickly check myself and find that I am clad in only a thong and a bra.

SHIT! Shit shit shit! What the hell happened?!

I immediately shoot straight up, which was a bad idea considering the splitting headache I just received. I then look around and realize that I have absolutely no idea where I am or how I got here.

Just as I am about to completely freak out Ashley walks in carrying a glass of water and a bottle of aspirin.

She smiles at my obvious state of confusion.

"Good morning Miss 'I don't get drunk'."

She hands me the glass of water and two pills.

"I thought you might need these when you woke up."

She walks over to sit in a leather chair as I obediently swallow the pills.

"What happened?" I ask, rubbing my still throbbing head.

She smiles that Ashley Davies smile. The one that makes my breath catch and my heart beat a little faster. She then motions me to come sit on her lap. Who am I to turn down an offer like that? I walk over and sit down and she wraps her arms around my waist, also lacing our fingers.

"Let's just say that you could give Tila Tequila a run for her money, and her name."

She laughs and I immediately am embarrassed.

"Was I really that bad?" I ask shyly.

She begins rubbing the small of my back with her thumb. "No, not really. But I was definitely not letting you go home in that state. So I brought you here. I'm not exactly sure how Cory ended up here, but we'll ask him later."

I glance around the room, still not finding anything familiar.

"Where exactly is 'here'?"

She gives me a mischievous smile and leads me out onto a deck with the most breathtaking view of the ocean that I have ever seen.

"It was supposed to be a surprise but…I bought this place."

I am completely shocked. "What? When?"

"About two weeks ago. I just decided that school's out, and I want my own place. You know, to be by myself, just being myself. That is, unless…you know…if you wanted to maybe move in with me."

She looks so nervous and vulnerable. Which is making her look so extremely cute. But moving in is a very big step and I'm not sure if I'm ready for that yet.

I think she senses my apprehension because she quickly pulls me into her, and as my breath hitches at the contact of our skin she quickly adds, "You don't have to decide right now, I was just throwing it out onto the table."

She quickly pecks me on the lips and leads me over to a set of steps, leading off the deck and to what looks to be some sort of trail.

"I haven't even shown you the best part yet," she says as she darts away from me and sprints up the pathway.

About 10 minutes later I am really regretting not putting shoes on as I slowly approach what seems to be a clearing. Wait a minute! This place looks really familiar!

"Ashley! Where are you?" I look around and see no one. I sit down and begin examining my feet. "Ashley! I'm gonna be getting rocks out of my feet for-"

GRUNT

I am suddenly lying on my back and Ashley is on top of me, attacking my lips. Did I mention that she's only wearing a black lacey bra and matching thong? Yeah, that whole breathing thing just got a whole lot harder to do.

Against my better judgment I break away from our kiss. "What the hell are you doing?" I yell.

"Shut-up," she practically growls as she attacks my collarbone.

Oh my damn. She just said that so fucking sexy. And I am so turned on right now. She is so indescribably hot when she is in control.

She nips all along my collarbone and down and across the tops of my breasts she nips gently while laying soft kisses.

I can't take it anymore as I pull her back up to meet my hungry lips.

After about 5 more solid minutes of tongues massing tongues and hands roaming everywhere, we just lay there panting. Content to just be in each other's presence, with her head laying on my chest and my arm protectively around her waist, we both just lie there listening to the waves crash down below us.

Ashley lifts up her head, staring me in the eyes, as she pushes a stray piece of hair out of my face.

"I love you," she says plainly, stroking my cheek with her thumb.

"I love you too," I reply, giving her a soft, gentle kiss.

"You do realize where we are, right?"

I quickly look around. Of course!

"This is where I first told you that I loved you. This is our spot," she says softly.

We sat up there, watching the ocean and talking for about an hour. On the walk back down to the house I barely even noticed the rocks under my feet because Ashley promised me a foot massage in her hot tub later.

When we got back to the house, we are surprised to find that Cory is gone. After a few minutes of searching, Ashley finds a note on the refrigerator.

Ashley reads it aloud, "Ash, I'm not exactly sure where you and Spencer went but I had to jet. I'm probably in huge trouble with my mom and with Chancey. I had a lot of fun with you two last night. We should hang out more. Call me (Spencer has my number). XOXO, Cory"

Chancey is Cory's girlfriend. She doesn't like me much because Cory still wears his promise ring on a chain, as a necklace. He wears it under his shirt most of the time but she still doesn't like for him to be around me.

I shrug my shoulders, figuring that it makes no difference to me whether Cory is here or not. Walking over to the couch that Cory was previously unconscious on, I begin to think of how much trouble I am in with my mother. I lay down, closing my eyes and massaging my temples. I am so stressed! I am starting college at UCLA soon and hopefully rooming with Ashley; my mom is just now starting to accept that her only daughter is gay; and essentially, my childhood is over. It's time for the real world, and real world problems like bills, taxes, tuition, gas, insurance, jobs, credit cards, relationships, and so much more. All the things swimming around in my head suddenly overwhelm me. I open my eyes and I can't help the tears that easily slide out. I sniffle a little, hoping that Ashley won't notice but she of course does.

"Baby, what's wrong?" She asks very concerned as she quickly walks over and kneels right in front of me, wiping away my tears.

"It's…" I shale my head, sniffle, and smile. It's nothing. I was just thinking about the future a little and it hit me that my childhood is pretty much over now and…" Sniffle. "I'm going to have all these responsibilities and…and I don't' know if I'm ready for all of that yet." By the time I'm done talking, I'm looking anywhere but at Ashley. It all just seems so stupid when I say it out loud.

"Spencer?"

I know she is trying to get me to look at her but I'm still a little embarrassed by my pointless speech.

"Spence, baby, please look at me."

There is no way I can say no to that sweet tone she just used. I very shyly look into the most loving pair of eyes that I have ever known.

Ashley takes my hand and gently kisses the tips of all my fingers and then places it right on her chest, over her heart.

"Do you feel that?" She asks softly.

I bite my lip in response.

"Spencer, I promise you that as long as my heart is still beating that you will never have to face anything alone. I promise you that as long as I'm still breathing that every breath I take is for you." She leans in and kisses me softly. "I love you beyond a reason why."

"You stole that from Rihanna!" I yell as I playfully push her.

She laughs. "Well you can't expect me to be totally serious for too long."

I fake offended as I cross my arms and turn away from her. She pulls me off the couch and straddles me as she pins my hands by my sides. After I promise to stop struggling, she let's my hands go and I rest them on her thighs.

"You know that I love you, right?" She asks, staring straight into my eyes.

"Yeah," I reply shyly as a thought creeps into my mind, the same thing that I've been thinking about for a few weeks now. "And I love you too which is why…I mean I think…I've decided…" I trail off, quickly loosing my nerve.

Ashley grabs my hand. "What is it baby? You can tell me anything, you know?"

I take a deep breath. "Iwantyoutobemyfirst."

Her eyes widen as she lets go of my hand and gets off of me, leaning her back against the couch.

"Wow," she says looking like a deer in the headlights.

I really wish I hadn't said anything now. I know I'm a virgin but it shouldn't come as a shock to her. And I know that she went a little crazy in New York with partying, drugs, alcohol, and sex. But I forgave her for that so that shouldn't matter either.

I get up and quickly start looking for my clothes. "You know what, just forget that I said anything. I mean what was I thinking? It's stupid and I'm stupid for asking so just forget about it. It's getting kind of late, not really, it's only like 6:00 but still I should go. My mom will be worried and I'll be in a lot of trouble so I'm just gonna go." I think I said all of that in like 3 seconds but in that time I'm now wearing my shirt, my skirt, and one shoe. If only I could find that other shoe! AH HA! I start to reach for it when I feel two arms reach around my waist from behind me and Ashley's hot breath is in my ear. I close my eyes as tingles run up and down my spine.

"Please don't leave," she whispers.

I drop my head feeling a little defeated. "Ashley, I feel like an idiot. Please let me go." I'm practically begging now.

"Never. Not now, not ever,"

She turns me around to face her.

"Look, it's not that I don't want to, it's just that…your first time is one of the most important things that you will ever experience. Once it's done, it's done and you will never be able to change it. I was just a little surprised, that's all."

She looks me dead in the eyes.

"Are you sure you want it to be with me?"

I take a minute to seriously think it over.

"I'm sure." I smile from ear to ear.

"Okay," she says shaking her head as to say yes.

She then takes my hand and starts to lead me up a staircase and to what I'm assuming is her room. Somewhere along the way I kicked off my shoe because having only one shoe on felt weird. As soon as she opened the door to the room I gasped at the AMAZING view of the ocean. She simply let go of my hand and shut the door behind us as I kept walking and marveling at the expanse of the room. I turn slowly in circles, trying to take in as much of the room as I can.

"Ashley, this is amazi-"

Her lips cut me off as she slowly walks me backwards until we fall onto the bed. She quickly settles on top of me as she runs her tongue back and forth across my bottom lip. I very willingly open my mouth and her tongue is quickly massaging my own. She runs her left hand up and down my side while her right cradles my face. Suddenly I feel both of her hands on the bare skin of my waist.

She breaks our very heated kiss and looks into my eyes, asking if she can remove my shirt. I smile and then feel the garment slowly sliding up until it goes over my head and is thrown into some odd corner of the room. Ashley moves down my body a little, laying kisses as she goes until she gets to my stomach where she nips and licks all over. My muscles flex at her actions. Then she's back up at my mouth as we share a few more kisses until she pull back again, this time looking at my breasts and the way her eyes change colors makes my center throb with want. She looks into my eyes again asking to remove it. I answer by reaching behind my back and unhooking it myself. She puts her hands on the straps, slowly sliding them down as she gently bites down on my bare shoulder.

"Oh Ashley!" I moan out for the first time.

When my whole torso is fully exposed to her she looks at my breasts and bites her lip, making me extremely wet.

"You are so beautiful," she says staring into my eyes for a moment.

She reaches out and touches the left one, gently squeezing it, while she settles her mouth over my right nipple. I close my eyes at the new sensation. She first circles her tongue around it, making it increasingly harder and me increasingly wetter. While still massaging and kneading my left breast she bites down on the hard bud of my right. I inhale sharply.

After running her tongue over it a few more times she switches breasts, doing the same to the left as she did to the right. I moan and gasp continuously. I then, rather shakily, reach back and unhook her bra. She sits up and lets it fall off; it's then thrown to the floor. I suddenly feel very nervous and begin to shake a little.

"It's okay," she tries to reassure me as she takes my hand and places it firmly on her right breast.

She closes her eyes and bites her lip at the touch. With a little more confidence I flip us over so that I'm now on top of her. She tangles her hands in my hair as I imitate what she did to me. I think she likes it because she is moaning and sighing periodically. After I'm done doing what she did to me she flips us back over and takes control again.

Once again she looks into my eyes while her hand is waiting on the button of my skirt. I shake my head a little, granting her permission. She undoes the button quickly but slides the zipper down slowly. When it is finally down she helps me shake it off my legs. She bites the tops and insides of my thighs a few times but then looks longingly at my underwear. For the last time I grant her permission to remove my last article of clothing. But before she could do anything I was tugging her thong of. I pulled her back up so that we were face to face.

This was it. We were both completely naked with each other. Emotionally and physically. Skin on skin. Heart to heart.

I looked at her beautiful face and into her deep never-ending eyes and could truly see the love in them.

This moment. This moment right here is now a frozen moment in time, burned into my mind forever. It's sheer poetry. Just as I know that the sun will rise every morning I know that my love for her will never fade, never be blown away even by the strongest winds, never be changed by the seasons, and never be tainted by time. I can't help but to let a single tear slide down my face.

Ashley doesn't freak out, she simply kisses it away. Then she leans up and lays a gentle kiss on my forehead. Next she softly lays a single kiss on my lips.

"I love you," she says plainly, resting her forehead on mine.

"I love you too. And I trust you completely," I say as she raises her head to look me in the eyes.

"This might hurt a little bit, okay baby?"

"Okay," I reply.

She moves her hand down and just cups my center for a minute, rubbing back and forth to let me get used to the feeling.

"Can you look at me Spencer?"

With my eyes trained on hers, she enters me with two fingers. My eyes immediately slam closed. I moan so loudly, I almost don't believe that it was me, half from pain and half from pleasure. The fingers then start moving out and back in, in a sort of rhythm. My hips take a mind of their own as they lift up to meet the fingers each time. My eyes are open now watching Ashley work.

With each thrust she seems to be getting deeper and deeper.

It feels SOOO GOOD!

"Ashley!" I scream out, not knowing exactly where that came from.

My fingers scratch their way across her back, making her moan. I then tangle my hands in her hair as all my muscles begin to tense up. Her pace quickens and my eyes close at the feeling of my muscles seeming to all contract at once.

"So…Close!!" I moan out.

"Spence, open your…eyes. I want to…watch you," Ashley pants out.

I fight the urge to keep my eyes closed and fixate on the brown orbs staring at my blue ones.

When it seems that my muscles can't possibly tense up anymore, I feel Ashley curl her fingers inside me.

I screamed the loudest I think I have ever screamed in my entire life.

All my muscles relaxed at once and my body was shuddering. Ashley held me until my quaking was done and then removed her fingers and laid down beside me panting.

I felt completely exhausted. I took all the energy I had left and breathed out, "I love you." It was so quiet that I doubt she even heard it.

She leaned over and kissed me. "I love you too."

Then we were both unconscious. It was the best sleep of my life. When I woke up I could see the sun rising over the ocean outside. I am currently facing a still sleeping Ashley who has me firmly pressed against her still naked frame. I just stare at her face, memorizing her every feature. Every curve of her face, her flawless skin, and the peaceful look on her face.

She is by far the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen.

I have never felt this way about anyone in my entire life. I love everything about her. There is absolutely nothing I would change. She's perfect.

I just laid there studying her for about an hour before she woke up.

"Hey," I say shyly as a blush creeps its way onto my cheeks.

"Hey," she says sleepily. "How long have you been awake?"

I smile. "About an hour, give or take a little."

"You should've woken me up," she says a little more alert now.

"It's okay. Besides, I like watching you sleep. Not like in a stalkery way though, I just mean that…you know, like…"

She laughs, tightening her grip on my waist.

"I get it."

"Yeah…" I say, feeling a tad bit stupid.

A few minutes of silence pass until Ashley decides to break it.

"So, about last night…are you okay with everything that happened? I didn't hurt you, did I?"

She begins rubbing circles on my lower back.

"Last night…" I begin, "Last night was…Perfect. You were perfect. You are perfect. And you could never hurt me."

She absolutely glows at my answer.

For the rest of the day we just laid together. We talked and laughed about everything and anything. Just being in each other's presence was enough for both of us.

Being with Ashley is the closest to Heaven that I have ever been. She is an angel. She is my angel. I don't care about how much trouble I'm in with my mother, I'm not letting her take this from me.

I don't care what she thinks and I don't care what anyone else thinks. None of it matters. Not the people around me, not the obstacles and challenges in my life, not anything in the world. She is the only thing that matters.

Ashley Davies is all that matters and with her by my side I know that I can conquer anything that the world may throw at me.

So bring it on…

:Waves checkered flag:

I am sad to say but...That's all folks. Please let me know what you think. Love it? Hate it? Let me know! Feedback is a wonderful thing! Thank you to all of you who stayed with me the whole way through this story. It really means a lot to me. But I do have a few questions for y'all. About my next story, do you want it from Spencer's POV or Ashley's? Or do you want me to switch POV's? Also, I think I'm going to have more characters next time so that I'm not constantly focused on Spashley the WHOLE time. What do you think about that?

:Puts down flag and salutes: