Spencer's POV

I didn't go home the night I went out with Darleen. I just couldn't especially with her making me feel like I was actually wanted somewhere. I don't like her like that but I can tell she can be my best friend; probably my only friend here.

Really all we did was go to her house and talk and watch movies. I learned a lot about her; how her boyfriend cheated on her, that she's a cheerleader just like me but wanting to quit the team because of all the bitches on the team, and how her parents are usually never home just working their asses off to keep the house; that's why she has the job so she can help. She goes to college at UCLA and is 19.

I told her basically all about me, my family, why we moved here, and my ex girlfriend but I really didn't get too much detailed on it and she understood that I really didn't want to talk about it. I crashed at her place and when I woke up there was a note by the bed.

It said:

Spencer,

Hey I had a fun time talking to you last night. I left to go to the store to get us some breakfast. Well just hang out today and we can go to a club later if you want to. Well see you in a few.

--Darleen

The rest of the day was just us relaxing until it came time for the party. We got ready and Darleen took us to a club called Ego. And here I am sitting here enjoying a nice cup of coke and vodka which happens to my, I think my fourth or fifth; cant remember, oh well.

I look around the room and see a dark-haired girl look at me with gorgeous green eyes across the room. I smile at her and signal for her to come here. All of a sudden the liquor hits me hard; one minute I'm talking with the girl the next Darleen's gone and we are making out.

I finally realize that I'm making out with a chick that I don't even know her name too; or I do and I just can't remember. We pull apart and I see Darleen heading towards my way with more drinks. I tell the girl if she could please leave because I need to talk to my friend alone and she left and then I told Darleen that I'll be right back because suddenly I felt real sick so I walked to the bathroom trying to keep my insides in for right now.

For some reason I feel like I need to cry. I run into a stall and close the door putting my head over the toilet seat incase I do throw-up. And right there I start to cry; I cry about my family and most of all Hailey.

I just really wish she was here to comfort me and hold me like she use to. I remember the exact look on her face the last time I seen her when my mom kicked her out of the house; it looked so hurt, probably what I looked like then too. That night was suppose to be our first time and be special and the best days of our lives but if mom was actually at work like she was suppose to be it would have been like that.

I sit back against the stall door and just let the tears roll down my cheeks. I think it's the booze that made me all of a sudden depressed and sad. If the bathroom door wasn't closed I bet a lot of the people could hear me sob. I hear some one enter the bathroom so I immediately get up, wipe my tears, and go to wash my hands.

I look in the mirror and see my face with tear stains on it and my mascara running down. I can sense someone staring at me so I look around to see someone I expected least; Ashley Davies. She seems to have a shocked expression on her face.

"What the fuck do you want? Are you here to laugh at me or something?" I say to her while grabbing a napkin to wipe the remaining mascara on my cheeks and make me look a little better.

"Are you ok?" She says. It actually kind of sounds like she cares for a second. I look at her studying her face to see if she is joking or something. I thought this girl hated me.

"Aw it actually seems like you care." I say walking past her and basically tripping on the way falling but she seemed to catch me. I don't want this girl to touch me. Who does she think she is? Damn stupid alcohol having to making my balance out of whack.

"Come on Carlin I'm taking you home." She says. I don't know if I'm hearing her right but everything seems to get fuzzier and fuzzier. She stands me up and puts my arm around her shoulder, supporting my weight onto hers.

"I'm not going home." I slur out. I'm not; I can't face my parents like this, if they're even home but I don't want to take a chance. "And just because you're being nice to me doesn't mean I'm not going to take your spot on the team."

"Yea I know…" She whispers out. I think she really does care about being captain or whatever. Good thing I probably wont remember her being nice to me in the morning so when I am a bitch to her I wont feel bad. "You can probably spend the night with Jess and Kyla since you guys are friends and all."

She walks us over a girl sitting at the bar. Oh it's Jessica. I am actually starting to feel dizzy now. Please don't let me pass out in her arms; she might do something to me. "Jessica Can you help me with her?" I hear Ashley say.

I swear I am passing out. I try to keep my eyes open and search for Darleen to get me out of this hell hole and yes I spotted her. I guess she's waiting for me to come back. I see she sees me and she walks over here.

"Umm excuse but can I ask what you're doing with her?" Darleen says looking at me then at Ashley suspiciously. Jessica stands up and grabs my other arm to take some of my weight off of Ashley.

"We're her friends and we're taking her home." Jessica says finally speaking up. It looks like she doesn't know what to say to that so she just looks back at me looking like she's asking me a silent question with her mind saying 'Are you ok with that?'

I just nod towards her and give her a smile reassuring her I'll be fine. "Ok well call me, ok? I want to know if you're ok." She says as she's gives me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and walks away while saying "Bye Spencer" and giving me a little wave and giving Ashley and Jessica one last before heading off.

Next thing I know I'm in the backseat of a car and I look forward to see Ashley driving and Jessica sitting in the passenger seat. I think they think I'm asleep because they start talking in a whisper I guess not to wake me.

"Hey jess I'm sorry I wasn't there to get that guy off of you." I hear Ashley say while I feel the car stopping for a second and then going. It must've been a stoplight. Uh oh I'm getting car sick.

"Oh he left after you left chasing some other girl but what I'm more worried about is why Spencer Carlin is in your backseat?" Jessica says with confusion in her voice. Don't worry girl I am as confused as you are.

"Hey I may not like the girl but it doesn't mean I will just leave her in the bathroom drunk and someone raping her or something like that to happen. I don't care how much I hate someone I will never do that to anyone." Ashley says with care in her voice. Hey at least she does care. I thought her heart was a giant black whole but this proves me wrong.

I feel the car completely stop and I look out of the window to see a driveway. Jessica and Ashley get out of the car and help me out. They help me into one of the rooms and I see Kyla that's sitting on the bed giving them a questioning look. Jess and Ash look back at her that looks like it say 'we'll tell you later' kind of look.

I think this is the last time I will drink in awhile because I don't want another one of my enemies picking me up because I have no idea if Ashley is going to do something or not. Kyla gets off the bed as they set me on the bed and I immediately pass out when my head hits the pillow and I feel someone cover me up. I drift off into dream land hoping this nightmare will just end and going back to how things use to be.

Again thanks for everyone who reviewed last chapter, it means a lot. Well hope you liked this one. Next chapter is Jessica's POV and it is going to be… I guess you can say really sad. Well review and tell me what you thought. Love you guys lots, IWillAlwaysLoveSoN