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Chapter 9
"LET ME GO!" I screamed as Emmett and Rosalie dragged me back into a room upstairs.
I Wanted to claw his eyeballs out, rip the flesh off of his body; cut of his manly parts. I wanted him to suffer forever, he took my life from me; he took me away from my son. What gave him the right to turn me into this, to whatever I became.
A Vampire.
"Mia calm down" Rosalie she soothed sitting me down on a king sized bed.
I shot my eyes up at her "NO!" I spat "Why should I calm down-h-he turned me into a vampire-without my consent-I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A CHOICE!" I screamed
Rosalie gave Emmett a questing look "She's right" She muttered
"Rose" Emmett began softly
Rosalie turned sharply, her hair whipping around almost in my face "He was selfish!" She spat "He didn't give her a choice-he only cared about what he wanted!" She yelled pointing in his face.
"She can't ever see her son again" she choked "He took that from her" she yelled
I jumped up frantically 'What" I stuttered "I can't ever see my son?" I choked
Rosalie looked at me sadly "You can never see him again" she said touching my cheek "Ever make contact with him-to the world you are dead" I let out a sob
I fell to the floor clutching my hands to my chest "W-why" I stuttered 'he's my son-I don't even know what he looks like-I don't even know what my baby looks like" I sobbed.
Rosalie bent down in front of me grabbing my hands "I'm sorry this happened to you Mia" she said rubbing my cheek "But there are reasons for this-Carlisle will explain this to you later" she said kissing my forehead.
"I want my son" I sobbed, burying my face into her chest "Please take me to my son-please" I begged her
She gripped me hard, I swear I heard a growl come from her; she stood up abruptly and stormed out of the room. Loud banging and hisses and growls were heard room the house once she left, it was so loud that it started to make my ears ring.
I looked up at Emmett, but he was gone when I looked up, I stood up immediately, walking down a hallway to look over the railing; and what I saw shocked me.
The whole front of the house was destroyed, it was in shambles, wood scattered everywhere; picture frames covered on the walls in what used to be there foyer. Curtains were ripped from the wall in shreds, the tile floors were ripped up.
I looked over to where the growls were, Rosalie hand Edward pinned into the wall; her hand on his throat; he hung at least twenty feet off of the ground. He didn't struggle just hung there with empty eyes, staring off into space; like he wasn't there.
Emmett tried to pull her away from him, but she just pushed him back with her other hand and he flew into the wall. The other Cullen's stood there not knowing what to do or say.
"You only cared about what you wanted" She snarled "You didn't think about her-or her son" he pushed him harder into the wall, cracking the wood.
"Rosalie" Alice called
She turned her head sharply at the pixie, and growled "Shut up-no one defend him" she pushed him harder into the wall. "Your all thinking the same thing?"
"ROSALIE!" Carlisle yelled at her, she spun her head around "Let him go" he growled.
She shook her head, and dug her fingers hard into her neck "No!" She spat looking at Edward with disgust
"NOW!" Carlisle yelled, she gave one more snarl and Edward fell to the floor, clutching his neck
"It was bad enough her innocence was taken from her" She spat "Now you took her only child" she kicked him in the stomach.
She stormed out of the house, she was gone in a blur, and Emmett followed.
How did she know I was raped? How could they know, I never told anyone but my Aunt and that Lauren Bitch.
"I want to know everything now" I announced looking over the railing
All there eyes met mine, except Edward looked down in shame; god he disgusted me right now. I wanted to hit him again rip him apart; but I could deal with that later.
I wanted answers.
One minute Carlisle was looking up at me, and then he was right next to me. I jumped at least ten feet off of the ground.
"How?" I asked looking up at him
He smiled and placed his hand on my shoulder squeezing it gently.
"Come" he said simply
He brought me down a long hallway then up a small stairs that was at the end of the hallway; up that stairs was a simple white door. But what was behind that door, was nothing small.
The room was huge, he walls were all made of bookshelves that held hundreds of book; and even more books covered the floor; chairs, and a desk that sat in the middle of the room.
"Sit" he said guiding me to a small sitting are that was buy a small fire place, that looked like it had been used many times.
"I'm sorry what I did to your son" I muttered playing with my fingers
He smiled at grimace "It was understandable in this situation' He said crossing his legs.
I looked down. "So I'm a vampire" I said looking at him "I'm dead" I whispered
He nodded "Yes your dead"
I looked around "Why" I sobbed "Couldn't you save me?" I asked
He smiled at me sadly grabbing his hands in mine "After I delivered your son" he began gently "Your body lost so much blood-I promise you I did everything in my power to save you-but there was nothing I could do"
"Why did Edward change me?" I asked, I didn't fully understand
He shook his head "I'm not sure of that myself " He sighed "You'll have to ask him"
I growled "yeah right" I spat "I never what to see him again" I spat.
I didn't even want to be in the same room with that monster; he turned me into this. Made me this, I could never see my son. If I died in heaven I could look down upon him. Now I had to live this undead life to never see him again, I'd rather be dead and in heaven than this.
"Mia what do you know of vampire?" he asked me as he let go of my hands and leaned back in his chair.
"Well" I began "There is the garlic, holy water, coffins, bats, steak through the heart-And all that jazz." I said waving my hand "Oh and the cross thing" I said pointing my finger in the air.
Carlisle chuckled "All myths " he smiled
"really no coffins" I asked
He nodded "Our kind can't sleep" he said simply
"What" I cried, I can never dream again, I can never escape the world and pass into my self concision.
"never ever-even if I try" he shook his head.
He leaned forward "You can't sleep, you can't cry" he said slowly "You can't go in the sun"
I burst out laughing "Or I'll turn into ash" I said trying to cheer myself up
He laughed 'No we sparkle-like crystal" he said "That's why we moved here-there are so many clouds-that we could go out everyday" he said
"So I'm like crystal" I said, he nodded.
I tapped my fingers against the arm of the chair. "So what if I tried eating" I asked
"You can eat-but later you'll have to cough it back up"
I stuck my tongue out 'Yuck" I shivered
"Yes its very unpleasant"
"So the whole blood thing-I'm not really keen on going on a human blood thing" I said "Wait do you eat people" I asked covering my hand over my chest.
"No" he chuckled "We feed of animals-it's a hard way of life" he began
I looked at him questioningly "Why is it so hard" I asked
He leaned forward all seriousness covered his face "because human blood is so tempting-it calls to you" he began "Its like being a heroin addict once you start you can't stop" he explained
"It's a strong thrust that takes a lot to control" he explained "Ever human that you would come in contact with all smells them same-it would be to overpowering for you-
"that's why I can't go near Caleb" I said sadly "Because I could kill my baby-without thinking twice."
He looked at me sadly "yes" he simply said "It would take a lot of practice to live our way of life-it will take years-you'll have to stay away from humans" he told me
"I can stay with you?" I asked in a whisper
He smiled "Of course you can" he told me "Your welcome into our family"
I looked down "But what about my family-what's going to happen?' asked frantically
"They all think you dies in child birth" he began "Your funeral will beheld tomorrow" he told me
"Won't they notice my body won't be in there" I told him
"I took care of all of that" he said "It will be a closed casket"
I nodded, I had to leave my family I had to leave everyone. How was my aunt going to take it, how was my mother going to take it. Would she even care that I'm dead, or would she just expect it.
"What will happen to my son?' I asked in a whisper
"He will live with your aunt?" he assured me "Your mother didn't want to take custody of him" he told me sadly
I let out a sigh and rolled my eyes "No surprise there" I said "I rather him be loved, the tortured by my mother" I stated
I leaned back in my chair trying to grasp everything that he had told me, but it was all too much in amount of minutes. Could I handle this, could I handle being a vampire the undead.
To never see my family, and never see my son's face for the first time; could I be strong enough not to kill a human; could I have a strong will.
Only time will tell.