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Jeff and I have been together now for eighteen months and there was still no pressure from him to become intimate, I keep telling him that I am sorry I just am not ready and he keeps telling me not to worry about it, when I am ready it will be special. Intimacy doesn't mean sex. We are intimate when we hold each other and we kiss. I told him I never thought of it that way as I snuggled up close to him on the couch.

Jeff, you know why I love you so much? Baby Doll, why do you love me so much? Because you are so patient with me, I know that I have not been the easiest person to get along lately. Why do you say that Baby Doll? I have been under a lot of stress at work, and I feel bad about snapping at you and especially Matt. Baby Doll I don't take it personal because if you haven't noticed I haven't been that easy to live with either, with the change to Smackdown I have been a little tense also not knowing what to expect from some of the new talent.

Just then Matt walked in with a big grin and a Hello, I just jumped up and got in his face and said why don't you knock, we could have been doing some thing on the couch or some where else visible from the door. He just said chill chick I will from now on. Jeff just couldn't keep it in any more he just busted out laughing. Matt asked what was so funny. I knew she was going to do that to you eventually. She has been talking about it for about a month now. Oh so it is still ok that I still just let myself in. I told him it was, but just open it a little and yell hello before totally opening the door, that way if we are doing something "wrong" we can warn you. Matt agreed that it was a good idea.

Matt wanted us to go down to the beach and have some fun for the taping of the Hardy show. I told him to go ahead and have fun. Matt said I don't know if you heard me right I said both of you. Matt I still have these scars, I can't do the show. Izzie, trust me with the others you don't have to worry with Crazy Joe with the snake come on, we will keep you off camera as much as possible, I just want you there to take part in the fun and from a distance nobody will even see your scars.

When we got down to the beach the first we did was take walk down the pier. The guys were remembering now this used to be their swimming spot when they were teens, how much fun they used to have doing things like this, the next thing I knew I was being scooped up by Matt with Shannon, Shane and Jeff in full run after him. Dum Ass Matt threw me off of the end of the pier, not knowing I can' swim. I came up once gasping for air, then I went under, came up again and yelled help the I went under again, came up a third time and yelled help me I can't swim as I went down yet again, I couldn't muster up enough strength to come to the surface again. The next thing I remember was Jeff giving me CPR, because I was coughing up water when I came to. Once again saved by my angel, I told Matt that he thought it would be it is to the normal person, but some one should have come and got me right away when I screamed help. He agreed that he should have asked if I could swim.

I just wanted to lay on a blanket to catch some rays, while they played a friendly game of Frisbee. They tried to talk me into a game but I was too tired from almost dying.

Then they when to play volley ball they asked me to play. I said sure I can't see uneven teams. I had Matt on my team. They had Jeff, Shannon, and Shane. So we were we were at a disadvantage but I told Matt to just listen if I say I have it stay out of my way. Needless to say we kicked some butt.

Then when we got back by the car the great Jeff said watch this I can water run down my leg. As he pissed him self, I thought it was just totally gross and disgusting, and that he was riding home with Shane.

After ever one was respectability dressed, we went down to Ma's diner, we always like to go in there and talk an give some autographs and of course Ma's famous pancakes.

The only thing I could remember is the Saturday morning wrestling events in the back yard and how Lana ended up stealing the belt away from Matt and how two weeks latter I had made you guys a better belt out of material and fake studded stones.

Shannon said that was you that made that belt. Yes it was me that made it. We were wondering who made it, because one day it just appeared in the ring and we never knew where it came from.

I wanted it that way, because I didn't want to draw attention to myself. I had already done so a little bit with my team x-treme shirt.

Shannon piped in I remember that shirt; we all thought it was really cool. Jeff said you should see it now, she has Matt and my pictures embroidered on the back right down to the multicolor braids hanging down and the hair on Matt's head. She has done a great job when we get back to the house I want her to show it off. Shane said oh I have to see this.

After we were done eating and the guys had singed some autographs we went back to the house for some screw around fun time with Itchweed with.

Itchweed didn't like me at first; he took his weed whacker after me. I went to turn around to get away, but there was Crazy Joe with his snake. I just started to scream Matt came over to see what the commotion was all about. Crazy Joe keeps coming after me with his snake; I told him I don't like snakes. Matt just told me he is pushing you back towards Itchweed. I don't think he likes me either he is chasing me around with the weed whacker. Matt said oh the weed whacker that means he likes you. Come here I will show you. We went over by Itchweed and he said he was (bad words) sorry for scarring me, but that is just the way he (bad words) is. All was fine with us we became friends, but he still insisted on chasing me around with that damn weed whacker. It was funny as hell.

We all went back to Jeff's house and I showed off my team x-tream shirt to Shane and Shannon, they could not believe the work that I had put into it.

The guys were going on a two month tour that I could not go on, because I faked being sick, little did they know I was having surgery on my face. I told them I might catch up with them to make sure the catering team was doing a good job.

I showed up at a show in Delaware unannounced. This was Jeff and my second anniversary of being together. My crew was the first to see me they couldn't believe their eyes the old not scarred Izzie was back. I waited for Jeff to come to the catering table like he normally would. When he got their, Amy told him to sit tight she had a surprise for him. With that said when I came out he had his back to the catering table and as I as walking towards the table finger on my lips so nobody would give it away. I bent down and put my arms around Jeff's neck and told him welcome back handsome and happy anniversary as I kissed his neck. He turned around to look at me, the scars were gone. He asked me why I had surgery. I told him I did it for me, so I would feel good about myself again, not so self conscious. All he said was if it made me happy that's all that mattered and I looked great in the dress that I was wearing. I told him thank you, I bought it special for tonight as I sat down in an empty chair next to him. Matt and Shannon were there also. Matt said I see a glimmer more in your eyes than before. Well I said the surgery had a part to do with it and your brother is the biggest reason, I never thought any body would want to stay with me this long, especially the way that I looked. Jeff then took me by the hand and told me that he doesn't look at the outer beauty; he looks at the inner beauty, that's why he didn't care about the scars. I told him that I knew that, but ever since high school I don't know if you remember this but I was a little on the pudgy side every one teased me except on those Saturday mornings, you guys made me feel wanted especially you, I guess that had to do with your crush, but back then it was not cool to be seen with the heavier chicks. No Izzie you have it all wrong I did want to be with you but Lana told me I couldn't because your Aunt and Uncle would not allow it. Jeff that was bull, my mom yes my mom kept telling me that she wished that I could find a nice boyfriend like Lana had, so I could go out and do more things with, that's why she let me go on Saturday mornings to your house, Lana didn't like it, but mom made her take me with her. Lana told me I was an embarrassment to be around so in no way shape or form was I allowed to tell people that I was her sister, Matt didn't even know because she told him I was her cousin and I was living there because my mother was a drug addict and wasn't fit to take care of me. (By this time I was crying) Jeff just took me into his arms and told me I was perfect just the way that I am, and that I was perfect back then also.

I asked Jeff if he was sharing a room with any one tonight. He told me no because Matt was flying home tonight why. Because I think I am ready. He told me no let's wait until we are at home, because it will mean so much more than in a hotel room. I agreed with him as he held me oh so close to his body I could hear him breathe and feel his heart beat with mine.

For the first time in two years I escorted him to the ring with my hair pulled back away from my face, for the world to see that there were no more scars. I was perfect in every way. I had a Hardy's symbol tattooed over the scar on my arm. I was still with my man, I loved him and he loved me no matter what.