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It was only six months after Jeff and I got engaged and we were on the road when Jeff asked me out of the blue if I wanted to have children. I just looked at him and said were did that come from, we aren't even married yet. I was thinking about our future were do we see ourselves, kids or not I don't know it was just a question. Well Jeff I never really thought about it, I just thought about going about it naturally what ever happens, happens. I have never been good about planning any thing big besides my business. I mean the wedding is driving me nuts and we haven't even picked a date. I have been going to some shows with some of my crews and seeing what is out there. I have looked at over a hundred dresses and I can't even decide colors for the wedding or any thing. Jeff let's just concentrate on getting married first. Jeff just took me in his arms and told me to relax every thing would be fine.
I just told Jeff that I was trying to relax but it was so hard because I had so much to do before the wedding.
Jeff told me that he would help me with the wedding all I needed to take care of myself and relax things would work out fine.
One night we were at an after show party to celebrate Jeff winning the intercontinental championship. We were all drinking and having a really good time when I told Jeff I was going to the ladies room, he kissed me and told me to hurry back. When I came out and was making my way back to the table where from out of no where this man grabbed me and pulled me into the alley behind the club and held a gun to my head as he proceed to rape me, he made me tell him that I loved it as he held the gun closer to my head. When he was done he just threw me down to the pavement and told me that if I told any one who he was he would come back and kill me.
Mean while back inside the club Jeff was getting worried because I was gone for so long. He sent Maria into the ladies room. She came out running back to the table Jeff her purse was in there but she is not in there. The next thing we knew the police were in the club asking questions about the lady they had found in the alley. Jeff got wind of the questions being asked and he headed for the alley. He tried to cross the police line to get to me but they wouldn't let him. He just kept telling the police that the girl in the alley could be his fiancée and that he could ID me, they let me through the tape and an officer brought Jeff to me. I was laying there unconscious and the paramedics were there to move me when the police were done securing the scene. The policeman let Jeff get just close enough to me to ID me. Jeff just started to sob he told the policeman that I was indeed his fiancée Isabelle Todd. Jeff called out my name and I whispered out Jeff. The policeman at the site asked the other officer that was by him if his name was Jeff; the officer yelled back yes it was, the other officer told him to let Jeff to come back to me. Jeff ran to me and asked me if I knew who did this to me. Jeff, he told me he would kill me. They took and put me on the stretcher and were taking me to the ambulance, Jeff had my hand all the way, and I asked if he could ride with me the paramedics told me he could.
When we got to the hospital the doctor was there ready to do my rape kit. He asked Jeff to step out of the room so I could change into a gown, I told him Jeff wasn't going any where; I needed him to be with me. The doctor just said fine and gave me a couple of minutes to change. When he came back in he asked me if I had had sexual intercourse with any one in the past 48 hours. Jeff told him that we had the night before. The doctor told him that they would need a sample of his DNA to determine the attacker from his. He agreed fully and went and gave them the sample that they needed. When he got back to the room with me, the rape counselor was there. I introduced her to Jeff and told her that we were going to be married soon. She just looked at Jeff and asked him how he felt about what happened to me. He just told her that he was mad as hell at the person who did this to me, but he will be with me in every step of the way to help me deal with this situation. The next thing I knew Jeff got a phone call and he kissed me and left the room for a bit, when he returned he had another dress for me to wear home. I asked him who all knew that I was the girl from the alley. Izzie, Matt is the only one that knows and that is because I called him and asked him to bring your sun dress, so you would have something to wear back to the hotel.
(Back at the hotel)
I am going to call Vince and tell him I need some time off…… (I interrupted) no Jeff we need to keep every thing as normal as possible. But Izzie you need to go to your counseling sessions. I will fly back once a week for my sessions. I will make it on the day that I go and get my checks from my clients, so I will kill two birds with one stone. Izzie please make it on days when I can go with you, I don't want any thing to happen to you ever again. Jeff nothing is going to happen to me back at home, besides Sarah always picks me up right from the gate at the airport and then we go straight to the post office and then right home. We figure out the deposits, go to the bank, and then cut the checks and then I spend the night and then you know I am right back to you. The only difference now is the counseling session will be in the mix. I am thinking maybe the next day first thing in the morning before my plane leaves which is between 10 and 11am all of the time because Jan already said I could have all of her 8am appointments.
Izzie, remember the rape counselor told me I should go also with you, because this effects me also. Jeff, I don't want you to go to the first couple of sessions with me because she is going to want details and that is something I am not ready to share with you yet. Izzie, why won't you tell me? Jeff, I just am not ready to share the ugly embarrassing details with you, I maybe able to tell you some day but I can't right now, please respect that. Jeff just took me in his arms and told me that he will respect me and my wishes and if I could never share what happened to me he would respect that also. But can I at least come home with you on the days that I am able to?
If your schedule allows it then you can come home with me, but just remember I normally go home on Wednesday's and you have house shows. I normally know if I am on the bill for the night ahead of time. Plus I will tell Vickie why I need to know ahead of time. Jeff, please don't tell any one else it is bad enough Matt knows. I will just tell her it is marriage counseling and that is the only time that we could get.
Well if she will buy that story then I guess it is ok, but I don't want you to come home every week.
There are times when I will be traveling with my other crews also, but I promise you I won't until we both come to terms of what happened to me. Jeff just took me in his arms and told me that he loved me and thanked me for not going off with my other crews until we BOTH came to terms with what happened to me. By this time it was very late and all I wanted to do was go to sleep. I went into the bathroom to change for bed. Jeff was already there, I crawled in next to him, when he came to hold me and I just moved away and told him I wasn't ready, it had nothing to do with him but I just didn't want to be touched right now. Jeff just told me he understood and asked me if he could at least give me a good night kiss. I told him that he could.
I fell asleep but within an hour I woke up screaming stop please stop. This woke up Jeff; I just looked at him and told him to hold me for a while, that I was very scared, I had a dream about the attack. Jeff just reassured me that as long as he was by my side no body was ever going to hurt me ever again. With that I fell asleep in Jeff's arm's, saved by my angel once again.