Here's the next chapter. I don't know how much I like it, but you guys tell me what you think! It is kind of short; I know I'm sorry. Enjoy!

Song :: Lullaby – The Spill Canvas

Disclaimer :: I do not and will never own S.O.N BLAHBLAH!

We're stumbling, we're tripping; we're everything we want to be, at least I am. We're laughing and we're smiling and it occurs to me that this move just may have been for the better.

I find myself in the backseat of Aiden's car rapping out the lyrics to songs on the radio with 3 people who I want to call my 'best friends'. I am drunk, Ashley is drunk, Kyla is completely trashed, and Aiden is a shot away from not being able to drive. The car ride was amazing; all of singing and laughing on our way to the two sisters' house. About two minutes into the drive I decided I'd be more comfortable laying down; so I rest my head on Ashley's lap and immediately her hands were twirling my hair. I loved her touch.

Fumbling up the stairs Kyla and Aiden can hardly take their hands off of each other; apparently Ashley and I are invisible. They're kissing and laughing and soon, shutting the door behind them, which leads to Kyla's bedroom. Looks like Aiden is spending the night too…

"Oh gross!" Came out of Ashley's mouth as she watched her sister lock the door, "Looks like it's just you and me tonight huh?"

"Yeah, I don't think they'll be coming out of there anytime soon"

"Me neither" She did it again, that smile that tells me what she's feeling; that smile that showed all over her face. She led me into her bedroom closing the door behind her as she sat down on her bed, falling backwards almost instantaneously. "Did you have a good time tonight?"

"I did" I placed my body right next to hers and looked to her, "I'm glad you guys invited me"

"Yeah, well I'm glad that you came. Let me get you something to sleep in." She started sitting up and then fell right back down, "Or not – this position is way too comfortable. You can sleep naked can't you?"

"Nooooooo!" I'm pleading at her and she's clearly entertained. "I'll get cold!" I pout at her.

"Oh fine, but only because you're cute when you grovel" She thinks I'm cute; that made my insides explode a little bit. I mean, I knew that already, I could see it in the way she looks at me. But there was something about hearing her say it out loud – it made me want to hear her say it so much more, but not anybody else – only Ashley.

"Ashley Davies thinks I'm cute? Okay in that case.. please please please please please!?"

Ashley in a cute embarrassed state of giggles got up and walked towards her drawers. She looked in and pulled out a bundle of clothes. She had two shirts and shorts, throwing one of each towards the bed. I guess Ashley wasn't into modesty either, because she started changing right in front of me. The alcohol took away my tact, clearly, because I sat there watching her. I'm looking at her slender back as she pulled a shirt over her head and turned around and started walking towards me. She looked amazing in a t-shirt that showed her toned stomach and short shorts that didn't leave much to the imagination.

"Are you going to change or just stare?" I liked her sarcasm.

"I'm not sure, I kind of like the view" We need to stop flirting like this.

(Ashley's P.O.V)

Here I am sitting on my floor waiting for Spencer to finish getting ready for bed. I feel good being with her, like a new person. The weirdest thing is that I could care less if I ever even dated Spencer, just being her friend appeals to me. I just want her around and that scares me. It scares me because I have only known her for a week. It scares me because if I let her in, what would stop her from ripping herself out. Finally she opened the door and came back into room looking gorgeous in my pajamas.

"So tell me you're hungry Ash, because I'm starving" Girl, you read my mind. I led her to the kitchen. There was nothing like a good midnight snack, that's for sure.

"Okay, me and Kyla are fatties, so there is pretty much any type of junky snack you could want in here"

"MMM I love junky snacks" She sat down on one of the counter stools in my kitchen as I walked to the freezer. I can't speak for anybody else, but ice cream is the best when intoxicated.

"Chocolate, cookie dough, or this weird one with strawberries?"

Spencer and I ended up eating an unnecessarily large bowl of cookie dough ice cream together as we talked for over an hour. I learned all about her childhood, her ex girlfriends and boyfriends, and so much more. I told Spencer that I had never been in a real relationship before. I told her that the only person in my life who I could count on was Kyla. She told me that as a child she was so happy because her family was great, and now all her parents do is fight. She told me that she had never been in love before. I told her my family was never there for me, and she held my hand because even though I was drunk, it still hurt.

[It's the way that you blush when you're nervous; it's your ability to make me earn this. I know that you're tired just let me sing you to sleep. It's about how you laugh out of pity 'cause lets be honest I'm not really that funny. I know that you're shot just let me sing you to sleep.

Spencer told me that she'd be my family if I wanted her to be, and when she said that I felt the sincerity in her voice. I told her I'd like nothing more than that.

It was 4 AM by the time we decided we needed to sleep. "Okay, you can sleep in the guest room or in my room. See the guest room is pretty comfy but this house is so big, and I really wouldn't be surprised if a monster ate you or something" She laughed and sat up from the stool, looking at me.

"Your room sounds more than okay"

"Cool." Was all I could really say to that, because that's how I felt about her being here. It was so cool that Spencer was going to be sleeping in my room. It was cool how she was initially here as Kyla's friend over, but she's become mine.

"Cool" she said right back to me, smiling. How stupid were we anyways, smiling like idiots around each other?

I got into my extremely comfortable bed and put the comforter over my body for warmth. My room always got very cold at night, and no matter how many times I try to fix the air conditioner, my room stays cold. Spencer got in after me, actually commenting on the temperature of my room.

"Hey Spence?"

"Yeah?"

"I tend to cuddle up to anything that is next to me when I sleep, I hope that doesn't creep you out."

"Its okay, I cuddle too"

"Good"

"Yeah, good." And with that I felt her hand grab hold of mine, giving it a squeeze, before putting her head onto my pillow and her arm around my abdomen.

[While you were sleeping I figured out everything; I was constructed for you and you were molded for me. Now I feel your name coursing through my veins. You shine so bright it's insane; you put the sun to shame.