Disclaimer: We have recruited Emmett to help us break into the FBI building to get Edward, Jacob, their clones, and the machine! MUHHHAAA! Were planing to sneak through the air vents to get them!! btw what you've heard here we never said, they could use it against us in trial, if we get caught which we freekin wont!! btw, Emmett says hi!! Now when we get them we will not only own Emilie but the cloned Jacob and Edward! how lucky are we! hee hee hee! omg maybe we can get Edward to change us, or better yet maybe Jacob will imprint on one of us! ohh I hope its me!! (Deila)

POV Emilie

I was sitting in my room watching the sun come up when everything that had happened over the last days unraveled before my eyes. Alice came in my room along with the rest of the family. I could feel the anxiety that filled the room.

"Umm Emilie dear. We know there's something your not telling us." said Esme.

Oh crap!! What was I going to tell them. I jumped up off of the bed and looked down at the ground.

"FINE if you want me to tell you then fine I came here to get away from all of that but I'll tell you!!" I could see how my words hurt my new mother Esme. I sat back down calmly on the bed and began my story.

"It was the summer of 1997 I was in my room and my parents had just had a huge fight. I was upset like any 16 year old would be. They use to fight all the time. So I decided to run away. I packed up a small bag of things and jumped out of my window. I ran into the woods, I was a really good runner but I was crying so my vision was getting blurry and I tripped. I woke up sometime later. My ribs hurt and I knew I had broken my arm and busted my knee open. I lay there a while unable to move from the pain. I saw a person run up to me at an alarming pace. They bent down and I thought they were going to help me but they only made things worse. They bent down and bit my arm."

"I wasn't really sure what was going on but I knew he was drinking my blood. I just knew I was going to die. Then another being came over and fought, what thought was a vampire, off and picked me up. I was well drained of blood so I passed out. I woke up in a small room a couple of hours later. I saw the man who had saved me and I saw more people I didn't know. They were saying things but I can't remember what they were over the "fire" spreading through out my body. I remember screaming and asking them to put it out but they just ignored me. I fainted again from the pain and woke up a few days later. The other men were gone but the man who had saved me was there"

"He told me what had happened and how I had to live. I begged him to kill me. I didn't want to be like the monster that did this to me. He said he could try to help me but he wasn't sure if it would work. He said I would either die or the process would work. I agreed to it. I had to get a human heart so I got that for him. He injected me with a lot of things strange liquids that hurt worse than the change. I started regretting that I had agreed to this. When it was all over it also took three days for me to become a half human and half vampire. It was terrible. The liquids gave me the power to block out others and take others powers. I left the place and hid In the woods for years hunting those who were in my way. I soon realized I was becoming like the demon who doomed me to this terrible life of pain. That's when I went to Texas and found Victoria and Laurent telling Riley about you guys. So here I am now… making a complete fool out of myself."

When I finished I could see what they had just heard sinking into them. Some of them opened their mouths to say something but nothing came out.

"But you know I realize something now. I have met you, the Cullen's, the thing I wanted most. You have graciously accepted me into your family, and I thank you for that. You have made me feel accepted, and welcomed me into your home like I was one of your own. You have made such a difference in my life, but you don't always get what you planed and that I will always run away from what I don't understand. That I will always hide the guilt of my youth unless I end it now. I will always have my ghost that emptiness that haunts me every day. I've lost more than I've won I just wish I was just like every one else. So I'm just going to end it now my life is now nothing. And as a vampire I may be immortal but as a human I can die anytime I want."

And with that I gave my new family one last look and mouthed the words 'I'm so sorry' and ran and jumped out the window to run away from home, for good this time, to never come back and end it all.

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