"Bella this really isn't the best time," I said with annoyance in my voice.
"Jacob... Please I've been so worried about you, let me talk to you. Please do this for me. I think I can explain some things to you. It will help you."
"Bella... can you just g... okay fine one second." I said as I hopped up and looked around for some pants. Quickly I put them on and opened the door for her then went back to sitting on the floor so she could sit on the bed.
I looked out the window and sighed before I began to talk, " Okay Bella what is it? I'm fine too see.." I clenched the hand that Bella couldn't see into a fist because I was starting to shake knowing what our conversation was going to be about.
"Jacob please don't be mad at Emilie. Its not her fault. Besides you don't know the whole story of her."
"Bella!! WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO KNOW!! SHES A FILTHEY BLOOD SUCKER!! END OF STORY!!"
"Don't call her that!! You don't even know her!!" She said back.
"Bella, I do know her! She's a leach! What else is there to know?"
"See for yourself Jacob."
"Bella you didn't?"
"Shes in your living room waiting to explain everything to you."
"I hate you right now Bella!" I said as I got up and walked in the living room to tell her to leave and never come back, but then I saw her face.
She had skin, so pale it was almost translucent, her eyes were beautiful not like the way the other leaches eyes were though. They were...a wonderful full gold color, but they looked so... so... human. I stopped in the door way and just stared at her, her eyes met mine and then we stared at each other.
Her brown hair was in long beautiful curls around her face. I had never seen anybody so beautiful before. I shook my head and looked away from her. No this was not right. I was suppose to hate this person. I should want to kill her. Then I realized, half of me wanted to do just that, kill her. I wanted to rip her to shreds and watch them burn. But the other half of my wanted to hold her in my arms and never let her go. This was not normal!! I walked to the other side of the room and sat down in a chair. My hands automatically clenched into fists to stop the tremors that were going through them.
"Jacob please don't be mad a..." she stopped to look over at Billy, "is there somewhere that we could maybe go... to umm... be alone?" She asked in a scared voice, could she tell what I was thinking? That I wanted to kill her? Surly not.
Not looking at her I got up and went for the door, then I turned around and said to her, "come on," then stalked off towards the beach.
She quickly walked up beside me, she was fast but she didn't smell like a bloodsucker. That's really weird, I thought. I looked at her from the corner of my eye, this time I didn't want to kill her. This was all so confusing!
"Jacob... please don't be mad at me. I... I can explain everything, please just let me explain."
"Go ahead."
She sighed and then began, "You see I'm well... not like other vampires Jacob. There's much more to me than you know. I'm not really a vampire, well I am but its umm.. complicated. To make a long story short I'm half vampire and half human." She paused as if waiting for me to respond but I had no response so she continued, "You see... so I'm not really a vampire Jacob. I still need blood but... Jacob please say something back to me!! Are you getting this? Because I feel like you're not."
"It's so much to take in... how does it work? Do you need blood?"
"I know, I know... well I do need blood to keep the human half of me alive. I just can't live off of animal blood like the rest of the Cullen's can. See the vampire side of me can go with out blood for a long time but the human half of my body needs the blood to live. But don't worry Carlisle brings blood back from the hospital for me to use. I don't believe in killing people... Jacob?"
"Wait so if you don't have HUMAN blood you... well what happens?"
"I'm not really sure... I've never gone long enough to find out. I usually need it about every couple of days. I guess I would either die or... I would just be a whole vampire. Either way I don't really want to find out."
"So you don't kill people?"
"No... I umm... do not like to, and besides I have to have the same blood type that my body is. There's no way to tell that with out killing them."
"So.. on the bright side you're not a vampire," I said as I ran my hands through my hair. Then I held my head in my hands. Nobody could ever find out about this. Could I ever phase again? I would have to tell Sam... Would he understand? How could I tell anybody? They will find out eventually... I guess. "Jacob... we can sort this out," She said as she put her hand on my back. Did it feel good or bad?
"Sort it out.. oh yes!! Beautiful!! How Emilie how?"
"Well... you did imprint on me didn't you? Its kinda meant to be, so I guess fate will work something out for us."
"Its a pretty cruel trick it played on me then. Fate must have an evil sense of humor or something."
"Jacob its just... its just a...a... bitter sweet imprint that's all."