Disclaimer: yeah yeah i know the drill I dont own anything (EXCEPT EMILIE HEE HEE HEE) as much as I would love to own Jake and Edward I dont :( any way you know the drill too, read and review and I write more, its true

After Emilie left I went to go face Sam, I had to tell him sooner or later. I got up from the sandy beach and ran a hand through my hair. How would this ever work, I'm so stupid, so very very stupid, I thought as I briskly walked off towards Sam's house. I could smell Emily baking something wonderful for Sam to eat as I walked up to the door. Hopefully one day it would be that way with my Emilie. I knocked on the door and then Sam answered.

"Hey Jake, is everything going okay?" He asked as he invited me inside.

"Yeah sure, I just have some stuff I need to tell you," I looked between him and Emily who was cooking something at the stove, it smelt like muffins, "maybe...alone?"

"Oh yeah sure come on," He said and led me towards a small bedroom down the hall, "This should work," Sam said as he closed the door and sat down on the bed.

"Okay well here's the thing...she's not a lea... I mean vampire, well not really," I stopped pacing to look at Sam making sure he was getting it all in, "I'm not really sure if I even understand this myself but from what she said shes half human half bl... I mean vampire. She drinks human blood but she gets it from the hospital, so she doesn't kill anybody. I guess all this is a good thing. How could this possibly be good though?"

"I think I understand, but I wouldn't advise telling anybody in the pack about her. If they found out then it wouldn't be a very good thing, if you get my drift."

"No really Sam! How do you expect me not to let them find out! Next time I phase all of them will know! I cant just not phase again either! I'm good at that but not that good."

"Exactly, which is why next time you phase you just wont think about her. But you do know that eventually they will find out. Be prepared for that Jacob."

"One more thing Sam, I...I want to kill her. When I'm around her I want to rip her throat out, but then the other half of me wants to be with her forever. It feels like I'm being pulled in two different pieces. What if instinct takes the better of me one day? I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt or killed her Sam I just couldn't!!"

"I see... well when you're around her just focus on the human half of her I guess. I'm not really sure what to tell you. I've never seen anything like it before. Anything I can help with I will."

"Thanks Sam, it really means a lot right now." I said as Sam got up and opened the door and led me into the kitchen.

"Hello Jacob, would you like a freshly backed muffin?" Emily asked as she handed me a muffin before I could answer.

"Yeah thanks." I said as I took it and walked out the door. At least I had someone to talk to now.

You know Im taking valuable time out of my day to write for you all so the least you could do is review it only takes like 3 minutes compared to the like hours i spent writing all like what 10 chapters? so you all owe me! 3 Delia