Sorry it took me longer then usual to post this chapter, i've been swapping houses. i got home, spent the night there, then my mother decided to visit my grandad so we came here. so i wasnt able to have much time to write but i hope this chapter's not too bad and it makes up for it!! lol

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Chapter 11 – Memories

"What is it Shar?" Troy asked worried about his girlfriend. Sharpay's face had gone completely white. The colour from her cheeks, completely drained and her hands slightly shaking as she held the invitation in her hand. This was not what she needed. She'd managed to persuade Troy that she was different but what about everyone else? They weren't going to believe that the Ice Queen had converted to the Nice Queen, were they? The fact that Gabriella Montez was going to be there didn't really bother her in the slightest. Gabriella was bound to be over Troy Bolton by now. As much as Sharpay disliked Gabriella throughout High School, Gabriella was not that pathetic! "Shar? Shar, what is it!?" Sharpay barely heard Troy's voice, she didn't feel like she was there. She couldn't face going back to High School. Not to relive the memories she had tried so desperately to put behind her. She hardly registered Troy hands on her face. He had cupped them, stroking the tears away, still calling out her name, still begging her to tell him what was wrong. "SHAR!!" Troy yelled, jolting Sharpay awake again to notice him. Her eyes looked at his, as he stepped back and took the invitation out of her hands.

Troy's eyes skimmed over the invitation, a broad smile over his face, which soon faltered when he noticed Sharpay. Standing there, she looked so…lonely. He headed towards her, gently pecked her on her lips.

"Is this what's wrong?" He said, gesturing to the invitation. Sharpay nodded as Troy gently chuckled. "Come on Sharpay. It's going to be great! Seeing all of our old friends!" Troy began fantasising, in a none sexual way, about what a great night it was going to be. Until he heard Sharpay mutter something.

"Your friends you mean." Sharpay said, still refusing to look at him. Troy turned around to look at her, a stricken look on his face.

"Sharpay…"

"What Troy?" Sharpay said, an anger rising in her.

"Its not that big a deal, Sharpay." Troy said, as if she was acting pathetic. Sharpay's eyes soon went from loved-up to angry.

"Not a big deal? Yeah, it's okay for you Troy. Nobody hated you!" Sharpay screeched as she stormed off, into her kitchen. Troy followed suit and began trying to convince her. He didn't tell her that no one hated her. Sharpay might have been right but he could have least pretended that someone did like her!

"What's it matter what they used to think!? It's In the past Shar!" Troy said, rolling his eyes.

"It maybe in the past Troy, but I can't forget." Sharpay slowly turned around to face him. Her eyes so…empty. Even more tears were forming.

"I still remember, the looks they would all give me. Like I was some…useless piece of crap that didn't deserve to be cared about. They would throw things and put stuff on my chair. I think…one girl also squirt Tomato Ketchup at me. I didn't even realise until everyone began laughing at me." A tear slid down Sharpay's cheek. "They would say horrible things. 'Sharpay your such a slag.' 'Sharpay? Oh yeah I know her, the walking tart!' That Bitch will sleep with anything…' I couldn't understand it." Sharpay said, shaking her head. "I'd never slept with anybody nor had I told anyone any made up stories or anything to make me look good."

Troy stared at Sharpay motionless, listening to Sharpay's childhood. He'd never even known. He'd always believed what the other's had told him. That she slept with Zeke, Marco, Max and the rest of the Basketball and Baseball and even Swimming team. He listened to her once more.

"You know I didn't lose my virginity until I'd left school. I didn't see the point. People already thought I was a slut. I didn't think I should prove them right. It took me a long time to trust people once I'd finished High School. There was only one person I could… Ryan." Troy's head shot up. She'd mentioned her brother. He's wondered why she never spoke of him; whenever he spoke about him she always changed the subject.

"Why don't you ever talk about him Shar?" Sharpay looked up and stared at him, another tear falling down her cheek and then another.

"I don't talk about him but…I think about him…all the time!" Sharpay broke down and Troy headed towards her, cupping her cheeks and trying to hold her.

"NO!" Sharpay pushed him away with a weak force. "Don't touch me, please…just don't!" Sharpay fell to the ground, tears swarming her face and she screamed and cried. Troy, trying to get closer to her but she refused.

"What happened Shar?" Troy said, still trying to get closer.

"He… he was killed…over a year and a half ago. The wrong place at the wrong time." Sharpay gave a harsh laugh as she remembered what the unsympathetic Police Officer had told her. He had no sympathy that her brother, an innocent man, had just been shot to death. "I erm…I couldn't deal with it. I wouldn't eat, I wouldn't sleep. My mom put me in Intensive Care because she was so worried. Worried that I would do something to myself. No one ever knew you know. That we were so close. I treated him like shit for so long during High School and…he just took it." Sharpay began crying harder at that and finally allowed Troy to hold her, although she began beating against his chest, trying to push him away but she couldn't. Partly the fact he was too strong to her and he was holding so tight as if he was afraid she would fall down to her own deathbed. Troy kissed her neck and wiped away her tears, kissing each one as if to soak them up and to force them to never fall again.

"You were a good sister Shar. People may of thought that you were…harsh and mean but we all knew how much you cared for your brother. You proved that to us at Lava Springs." Troy moved some of her hair out of the way, tucking it behind her ear.

"I haven't been to his grave since his funeral. I just couldn't bare it, walking through that graveyard would just make me want to cry." Sharpay looked up at Troy, her eyes searching his own. "Will you come with me Troy?"

2 weeks later

Troy headed on inside Sharpay's house using the spare key Sharpay had given him. Troy strolled down the hallway noticing some new photos. They were of Sharpay and him. At the park, on the beach, a random one of them kissing. He picked up the one of them kissing and grinned. She had such soft lips, she was so beautiful. Troy put the photo back down and was about to head on into the kitchen until he noticed another photo. One that hadn't been there before. It was Sharpay and Ryan, at lava springs. Ryan was holding the trophy Sharpay had presented him with and cuddling her whilst Sharpay had the biggest grin on her face and was hugging her brother. Troy smiled, remembering last week, he had held all night as they were sitting on the floor and as she had fallen asleep he had picked her up and laid her on her bed, cuddling her until he fell asleep himself.

Troy headed into the kitchen, he grinned at the sight of Sharpay with an apron on and a smudge of flour on her cheek. She looked up at the doorway seeing Troy, smiling she headed over to him, kissed his cheek and told him to sit at the table.

3 minutes later, Troy and Sharpay were tucking into a dinner of vegetables and Quorn sausages. Sharpay had rang him earlier to see if Troy wanted her to cook some meat for him but he politely declined and said that he didn't mind eating some of her vegetarian crap. Sharpay, out of nowhere, kicked Troy under the table.

"Ouch!" Troy exclaimed. "What the bloody hell was that for?"

"That…was for dissing my vegetarian food!" Sharpay said, a sly grin on her face. Troy rolled his eyes and carried on eating. Sharpay moved her foot up against Troy's leg; she moved it higher and higher until she came to his package. Sharpay giggled as Troy squirmed. After they had both finished, Sharpay headed over to Troy, she placed a leg at each side of him and began kissing him. Getting harder and harder she could feel Troy himself harden beneath her, which turned her on a lot more. Sharpay felt Troy fiddle with her bra clasp behind her as he unclipped it, Sharpay whined into Troy's mouth as he tried to dismantle the rest of her clothes.

"Troy I've made a cake as well…" But Sharpay soon forgot about the cake she had spent the whole afternoon baking and icing, trying to make it look perfect for Troy.

Troy laid Sharpay on the bed, completely naked and shoved of his own boxers. The barrier that was keeping them from being apart in the most satisfactory way. Troy trailed kisses down her body and ended up between her legs. He shoved his tongue in deep inside her as Sharpay writhed in pleasure and before she knew it Troy was entering her. Bringing Sharpay closer and closer to an orgasm.

Next Day

Troy and Sharpay laid next to each other, both holding the other and refused to let either one of them go. Troy was playing with Sharpay's hair, running a hand through it and picking up loose strands, tucking them behind her ear. Sharpay's fingers were running all over Troy's torso, as if dancing of some sort. It was all rather cute.

"So, what time does the game start tomorrow?" Sharpay asked. She always went to watch him now. She stood next to the other Basketball player's girlfriends and had even made friends with a few – Monica, Geraldine and Nancy. They'd been on a few nights out together and the girls had also even invited Sharpay out for a girlie night – which of course she didn't refuse. Sharpay Evan's was officially the new Basketball WAG!

"About 3.00pm. That okay?" Troy asked, still holding Sharpay. She nodded.

"Yep and of course I'll be there, cheering you on!" Sharpay smiled and Troy leant down to give her a chaste kiss on the lips. Troy breathed in deeply; knowing that what he was about to say would probably result in some arguing.

"So, erm…what time are you wanting me to pick you up next Saturday?" Sharpay looked up, startled. She looked up at him confused and once she got it – what was happening next Saturday night, her eyes boiled over.

"Hmmm… how about at like never!" Sharpay said, sarcastically, pulling away from him and sitting up. Troy tried to grab her hand but she resisted it.

"Sharpay, please don't be like that."

"Be like what? We already discussed it Troy!" Sharpay said abruptly, getting out of the bed and wrapping a dressing gown round her. Troy got out of the bed to; clad in his boxers, which he had put on the morning he woke up.

"Sharpay…"

"No Troy. I told you I wasn't going."

"Yes, I know and I'm asking you to go as my date." Sharpay scoffed at this.

"Ha! Can you believe what they would say? You and me! They'd probably die of shock or piss themselves laughing!!" Sharpay stomped down the stairs, followed by a slightly angry Troy.

"Sharpay, how many times to I hav to tell you that I don't care, what they think or say. You're my future and I want to spend the rest of my life with you! I'm just asking you to come with me, why are you being so selfish about this?" Troy said, immediately regretting what he said. Sharpay had almost faltered when he had told her about her being his future ect. But then he went and spoilt it.

"Selfish? Why am I being selfish? Troy I told you! I can't believe you would say that! You-you…PIG HEADED ARSEHOLE!!" Sharpay yelled and without thinking picked up a mug, throwing it at him. Thankfully Troy had good reflexes and ducked as the mug shattered against the wall. Sharpay fumed, slightly happy and yet angry that it hadn't hit him.

"Sharpay, I didn't mean it like that. All I'm saying is I'm asking you one little thing to do for me!"

"Yes, Troy and all I'm asking for you to do is PISS OFF!" Sharpay yelled, her face beginning to match her red vest top.

"SHARPAY, FOR GOD'S SAKES ACT A BIT MORE GROWN UP WILL YOU!?" Troy yelled back getting irritated at Sharpay.

"Oh, grow up. Last time I checked Troy-freaking-Bolton I was the same age as you which means your acting like a CHILDISH LITTLE SHIT too!"

With that Sharpay stormed her way into her hallway and slammed open her door, she glared at Troy who was standing there, slightly shaking. After all, it was there first relationship fight.

"Get out, Troy!" Sharpay growled at him. Usually Troy would stay and fight it out with Sharpay, try and fail constantly to hold her and then in the end they would kiss and have make up sex. This however, didn't seem the case. She had never thrown him out before. This just made Troy even more angry, he stomped upstairs, put his jeans on, grabbed his jacket and stormed out the house. Sharpay slammed the door shut and fell to the ground, leaning against it and began to cry.

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